Chapter 12: I'm Too Wayward

Chapter XII

"No, it won't. Never leave you. Thou shalt not leave me. Because I'm not going to let you go. If you want to leave me. Even if it's a lock. I'll lock you firmly to me too. Life is my person. Death is my ghost."

The domineering of the fourth master. The accident reassures me. I can finally provoke a small smile. In his arms, he gently closed his eyes with peace of mind: "Okay. When the time comes, you can lock me up."

The fourth master hugged me and sat on the 'bed'. Looking at the little baggage I packed: "The Zunhua Imperial Mausoleum is not as complete as everything in Beijing. You still have to bring more things. Although there are hot springs in Zunhua. But it's still colder than Kyochu. You need to bring more warm clothes."

I nodded. Asked him, "Won't the fourth brother stop me?"

"Who's stopping you?"

I counted with my fingers: "Brother Fourteen came to persuade me. It seems to have heard the decree of God. Let's go to the palace first and plead with the emperor. I heard that I was going to go on my own. That's when they came to me. Angry look. I also went to the Thirteenth Brother's Mansion. The thirteenth brother and thirteenth sister-in-law were not allowed to go. But I can't stop it. I'm so angry that I call me a stinky girl."

The fourth master put his arm around my shoulder. A pair of indifferent eyes were full of warmth: "Isn't it just a stinky girl. Regardless of 'sex'. You have to run out of reach. Isn't that what makes people ''? I don't want you to go. But can I stop you? I won't let you go. Will you just stay with me?"

Didn't wait for me to answer. The fourth master smiled and said, "No. You kid. I've seen it all these years. Most of the time. The more you don't want to do anything. The more you want to do something. Grew a pair of anti-bones. I've never seen a more rebellious 'girl' than you. You. It's so free. Whoever shows the slightest intention to bind you. You must be in a hurry to show your little paws. Then run away. So I don't care. I won't stand in my way. Let you be free. You're more measured."

I didn't expect that. The fourth master actually saw me so thoroughly. He 'touched' my rare moody temper.

In fact. I'm probably one of the hardest people in the world to get along with. Of course. It's just in love. To my friends. I'm a person I can always rely on. Although I don't usually say much. But always show up when they need it. For strangers. I'm a bit of a cold girl. It seems that you can only watch from afar. But when I came into contact with it, I felt very cordial.

Only for lovers. I'm the most elusive of all. You can't say it, you can't scold it. Everything has to be done according to my will. If the other party wants to control me. Even if it's just 'showing' the signs. I'll rebel right away. It's an extra sensitive. Sensitive and unwilling to be tied down by anyone.

And the fourth master. He 'touched' my temper. What touched me the most. It's that he doesn't want to force me. Not going to change me. Instead, he let go of his dignity and pride to match my rhythm.

This man. How much you love me......

I put my arm around his neck: "I don't know what to bring. Can you help me clean up?"

The fourth master saw me coquettish. Laughing and coaxing me, "Okay. I'll clean it up for you. It's just that you won't be embarrassed. Do you even want me to clean up your underwear?"

I blushed with shame. But he still didn't admit defeat and raised his head to meet his teasing gaze: "I just want you to help me clean up. Why should I be embarrassed. I'm not embarrassed to do anything you can do for me."

The fourth master didn't tease me anymore. Instead, he gave me a heavy 'kiss' on my 'lips' and pinched my nose: "Well said. It's about thinking like that. Got it."

This is down. I was stunned. How is he going to spoil me?

"Stunned."

I nodded: "Fourth brother. You're spoiling."

The fourth master nodded: "It's doting. What's wrong. to you. Just pampering. How can it. It's not that I'm afraid of you being wronged. It's if it's not spoiling you. I feel wronged. I'm willing to spoil you. Spoils you. Anyway, you're a man who eats soft and doesn't eat hard. The more you get used to you, the more sensible you will be."

I looked at him earnestly. This man. That's honorable. He was born with the most noble blood, identity. He has so many beautiful beauties like 'flowers'. Power, position, wealth. He lacks nothing. But he was willing to put aside his natural pride. Desperate to be nice to me. Desperate to think about me. even spoiled me as his pleasure......

My forehead was against his: "Fourth brother. I love you......"

"I know. Silly girl. Love me all the time. Every day, every day. Love me a little more......"

"If you behave well. I'll love you a little more. If the performance is not good. Then forget it." This time. I'm taking Joe instead.

The fourth brother smiled and narrowed his eyes. I instinctively perceive danger. Hurry up and escape. But he was firmly imprisoned in his arms by the fourth master's arm. He gently scratched my waist with his other hand. I itched so much that I smiled in his arms and begged for mercy: "Fourth brother...... Ha ha...... Spare me...... Leave me alone."

The fourth master let go of his hand. Ask me, "Is it wrong?"

I bit my 'lip' and didn't speak. I'm mad that he did this to me. I won't give in to anything. The fourth master saw that I started to be arrogant again. Reach out and take off my shoes and socks. Scratching my feet, "Wrong?"

I struggled in the arms of the fourth master: "Wrong. Wrong. Yes...... Fourth brother, let go of me."

The fourth master let go of the center of my feet. I gasped in his arms: "Fourth brother...... You bully people......"

The fourth master gently 'kissed' my forehead. Then there is the tip of the nose. Finally, he gently 'kissed' on my 'lips': "Silly girl. Where am I willing to bully you......"

He said. Fall on the 'bed' with my arms around me. Just put your arms around me. Lie down quietly. He gently patted me on the back. As if coaxing his spoiled child. His voice drifted softly into his ears: "It's going to take so long. Zunhua is not far away. But it's not so easy for me to see you. You say you. It's always so willful, what should I do?"

I make this decision. It's really a little sad for the fourth master. But I don't regret it. Because I know. Although he will complain a little bit about my assertiveness. But he will definitely support me in my heart. Even. I believe. Like me, he wants to do his filial piety for the Queen Mother.

It's just the way it is now. How could he leave Beijing so easily.

See you today. Goodbye will be a year away. How could I be willing to let him go......

Not to mention, I'm not sure if I'll ever be back in a year.

If I don't want to come back after a year. So where do I go?

I don't want to leave the fourth master. But I can't carry Kangxi Ye behind my back and be with the fourth master. So what should I do then?

It's to hide first. Wait for the fourth master to ascend the throne and come back. Still is......

Suddenly there was a 'chaos' in my heart. I hugged the fourth master tightly. Leaning closer into his arms. I need to hear his heartbeat to soothe me......

That's it. Those things. We'll talk about it later. When things are at the worst they will mend. I'll definitely figure it out.

That. The fourth master left very early. Didn't even stay for dinner. I know that too. The Queen Mother leaves. There's a lot of stuff to do. He wasn't easy either.

The fourth master was really leaving. Help me go through the wardrobe. I picked out a few thick clothes that I didn't wear much in Beijing for me to carry. He also told him carefully: "On the road tomorrow. Be careful. Huang Ama has brought you a lot of 'guards'. are people who can rest assured. Some of them are my people. Some are fourteen people. If you don't have anything, let someone bring a letter back. Got it."

I nodded, "I don't know what to do with my two deer."

The fourth master smiled: "If you are willing. Just 'give' it to me. I'll let people take care of it. If you can't bear it. Then take it with you to Zunhua."

"Can you take it with you?"

The fourth master smiled: "You kid. How the Divine Decree is heard. It is clearly stated in the Holy Decree. You can bring whatever you want. You can take anyone you want."

You can take anyone you want. Something suddenly occurred to me. I looked down and pondered. I looked up and asked the fourth master, "Can I take Xiao Hui'er from the thirteenth brother's family away. There is a hot spring in Zunhua. I want Hui'er to recuperate for a while. That kid was too weak."

This is a question. On the contrary, the fourth master was stunned for a moment. He frowned and thought for a moment, "This matter. It should be ok. But the children of thirteen. It's better for you to go to the palace and ask for a decree."

I nodded. The fourth master sighed: "It's just that I have to leave tomorrow. It's that time now. Is it too late?"

"It should be in time. As long as the emperor agrees, I will take Hui'er away. That's no problem. The Ministry of Internal Affairs is preparing things quickly. As long as it is prepared by the emperor. It's all over in an hour at most."

The fourth master patted me on the head: "If you insist on doing this. Then you should hurry into the palace and ask for a decree."

This is indeed a matter of no further ado. I nodded and quickly grabbed my cloak. He took the fourth master's hand and said, "Then I'll go into the palace now to ask for a decree. Are you going home?"

The fourth master hugged me and 'kissed' deeply. I was gasping for a kiss before letting go of me. Fingers rubbed my lips slightly: "I have to go home. Rush this time. Year 'Jade' Yao miscarried again. My house is also 'messed up'."

I frowned: "Fourth brother. Be sure to protect them well. No matter what the children of 'Yu' Yao are. We must not endanger Hongshi and Hongli."

The fourth master nodded: "Don't worry. She doesn't have the skills to do it to my kids right under my nose. And she really didn't have the heart to think about it anymore. She has never had children herself. Miscarriage at every turn. She couldn't even worry about herself. I'm afraid I won't dare to do anything to the children."

I frowned: "Can't be taken lightly. I'm afraid that she will think about attacking the child's biological mother. so that you can bring your children to your side and raise them. Wouldn't that be worse?"

I'm talking about this. The fourth master didn't seem to expect it. Listen to me. He was a little stunned: "You really reminded me. And this one."

I shook my head: "Fourth brother." Woman's mind. Always more vicious than you think. than a fight between men.' The women's battle between the world is even more bloody. And there is no mercy when it comes to it."

It's a strange animal like a 'female'. It looks weak. But if you are ruthless. Then no matter how bloody it is, you won't frown. It's hard not to be complacent......

Compared with. The battle between men seems to be a bit muddy.

But. How to say it. Men compete for power. It seems to be more of a 'draw' salary. And the 'female' people compete for favor. The means are vicious though. But sometimes there is really no technical content.

I suddenly wondered. What kind of self is it?

The fourth master sighed: "You girl. It's really the weirdest thing. The decision to kill is more decisive than that of a man. Political struggles are seen more thoroughly than the average man. But you are also clear about the means of 'women' to compete for favor in the world. It's just that I don't see what means you use to compete for favor."

I rolled his eyes. Fingers poked lightly at his 'chest': "My means. is the most intelligent. I 'touched' what you like me to look like. That's what I'm doing to you. I'm not as stupid as Nian 'Yu' Yao or your Li Fujin. What to do badly. I'm going to give you something like that."

The fourth master also had a playful heart. Putting his arm around me, he asked, "Oh. I like what you look like."

I stood on my tiptoes. A light peck on his face: "You like everything I look like."

The fourth master happily hugged me: "Yes. I like everything you look like."

Hold him tightly. I reluctantly said, "I should go to the palace."

The fourth master nodded. Unwilling to let go of me. Just pick me up. I shouted anxiously: "Fourth brother. Let me go. That's ridiculous."

The fourth master smiled: "What are you afraid of. This is not your henchman. It's my henchman. What else can they say. Even if you say it, what. I just took the opportunity to marry you."

Although what the fourth master said was presumptuous. But it's also true. It's probably going to be a year since we haven't seen each other. That's why he's so reckless. Thinking about not seeing him for so long. I just don't care about it. Let him indulge this time.

Along the way, I will inevitably be watched by the people in the house. I was so ashamed that I could only keep burying my face in the fourth master's chest. The fourth master just hugged me and walked to the big 'door' before putting me down. He also presumptuously gave me a 'kiss' on the forehead: "'Jade'. I don't care what you're up to. I'll just tell you. Go to the Guardian. OK. A year is fine. Two years or not. Even you have to keep it for three years. I'm all up to you. But you've got the time. Gotta come back. You remember. You are mine. Gotta get back to me."

I looked at him. Some were stunned. How well he knows me. to perceive my thoughts. Listen to what he says. I was so distressed that I couldn't do it. How could I make him worry like that. Such heartache. Nodding solemnly. I ignored the fact that there were still quite a few people watching from the yard. Stepping. A 'kiss' fell heavily on his 'lips': "Wait for me to come back. A year later. I'll definitely come back. You can rest assured. I'm yours. No one can snatch me away. I'm not going to run away. I'll be back with you. Anything is good. I'll be with you."

He nodded. Hold my hand. Push open the big vermilion 'door' and we will each get on our horses. They took a deep look at each other. Then turn around. Rode in two different directions.

Please enter the palace. It's easier than I thought. When I said that I was going to take the little Ge Ge Hui'er of the Thirteenth Brother family away. Kangxi Ye agreed without even thinking about it. Then he told Wei Zhu to hurry up and let the Internal Affairs Office prepare things. Take the child away. Just bring a lot of stuff. Hui'er is now three years old. Children of this age. Grows fast. Bring more cloth.