Volume II: Chapter 84: Human Nature and Selfishness
Gu Yun felt happy in his heart, and there seemed to be a spring surging in his heart, flowing slowly, but there was a hint of sweetness. She was deeply moved by the expressionlessness of her face, which was the natural demeanor of looking at a stranger, a normal person. Gu Yun hadn't seen such an expression for a long time, and after a long time, she seemed to have almost forgotten about it. And after a long time, she met again, and the surprise in her heart was self-evident. But there was nothing more than a sense of panic, and she didn't know how to react. In addition to the natural relaxation of her body, Gu Yun just looked at Nan Nan in a daze, there were many emotions in her heart, and they were very complicated. But the facial expression did not change at all, except for the defensiveness in his eyes that dissipated, Gu Yun also looked expressionless. She was so surprised that her mind was a little sluggish, and she didn't have time to react. It's just panicked, and it's uneasy, just don't show it on your face.
In addition, Gu Yun felt some suspicions, she didn't quite understand, Nan Nan Fang still had a dodging look and behavior in front of her, but it was just a gesture of raising her eyes, and everything before was gone. It's like a different face, a different person, so calm, so insignificant, but before Gu Yun could think about it, he found some abnormalities on Nan Nan's face, and couldn't help but be even more panicked.
"Ah, blood, little sister, why did you vomit blood from your mouth?" It was Gu Yun's surprised voice, and her voice became sharp because she was surprised. At this time, the wind chimes in the flower shop quietly stopped shaking, and its bell stopped ringing, and the flower shop unconsciously restored an extremely quiet atmosphere. And Gu Yun's voice, because of this, became extremely abrupt and very loud at this moment. With a trill, she filled every corner of the flower shop.
Nan Nan listened to Gu Yun's sudden shout, and was startled by it, so she couldn't help but bite it off with the two rows of teeth open inside her mouth. Again, Nan Nan naturally bit her tongue again. Nan Nan's tongue was already stinging, and after such an unguardable moment, she couldn't bear it. Nan Nan felt that all the nerves on her tongue were beating, and they all swelled for a moment, but it became more sensitive. The pain perception stabbed Nan Nan again and again, penetrating deep into her brain, making it still clear. After biting her tongue, Nan Nan quickly parted her teeth between her mouth, but it was too late. Nan Nan's mouth secreted more and more saliva in an instant, and in the midst of this, a stronger smell of blood gushed out. Nan Nan couldn't swallow the saliva in her mouth, she felt that the tip of her tongue was very tingling, which could never be touched, even the flow of saliva was enough to make her pain worse. As a result, there was more saliva, and the silk flowed into the mouth, moistening Nannan's lips. Fortunately, there were only a few of them, which did not flow down her chin and did not look sloppy and dirty.
Nan Nan began to feel a burst of soreness because of the stimulation of pain, even if her eyes were involved, which contained some normal saline. After such an impact, Nan Nan's eyes flashed a few times, and the tears in those eyes increased. Suddenly, it was difficult to bear its weight, and it burst into tears. But it was only a few drops, and it didn't even slide down her cheeks, and it went straight down her lower lashes, and fell to the ground in a flash. Nan Nan didn't know what her facial expression was, but she didn't think much about it, she was very distorted. All she knew was that she was frowning, and the two eyebrows were joined together to form a straight horizontal line. Nan Nan couldn't tell whether she was with her eyes open or closed. Because of the stinging pain of her tongue, her sleep was scattered, and her eyes were blurred, and all she saw was full of white flowers. Nan Nan's nose also arched upwards because of the pain, and the nostrils on both sides opened open, as if it had become a lion's nose. Even her jaw and the corners of her mouth trembled uncontrollably because she couldn't bear the pain. The jaw shakes quickly, but in a very small way, and some of them look like spasms. The corners of the mouth on both sides are raised upward, twitching and twitching, and even the skin and flesh on both sides can't stop shaking together.
Nan Nan couldn't care about her expression at this time, her tongue was really painful. It's like using dozens of thin needles to keep pricking up on his tongue, again and again, densely, and the needles are very hard. Nan Nan felt that the nerves on her tongue were about to be picked out. Moreover, she felt that her tongue was still emitting more and more heat, and Nannan's mouth was extremely hot. It's like a big mouthful of boiling water, and it's so hot that it's painful. The stinging sensation is as hot as its heat, and the two are mixed together, which makes Nan Nan more and more uncomfortable, and she just wants to fill a full glass of ice water. She was eroded by this burning feeling, and she was so suffocated that she was sweating profusely, and her face suddenly turned blue. Nan Nan didn't feel conscious because of the pain, so she leaned her head forward slightly, her head also lowered down, and her neck was bent, forming a small angle. But Nan Nan's body was standing still, and her whole body seemed a little stiff.
"Little sister, are you alright? Why are you bleeding from your mouth?" It was Gu Yun's suspicious questioning voice, she deliberately lowered her voice, which seemed much more friendly, and the eagerness of her tone made her add a kind of warmth. When Gu Yun saw blood oozing from Nannan's mouth, he was startled and walked towards him quickly. Gu Yun is very tall, and she has a height of more than one meter seven, and with a distance of only a few meters, she walked to Nan Nan in less than ten steps. The two of them were only two feet apart, Gu Yun bent down, bent his knees, and supported his hands on his knees, which was about the same height as Nan Nan, and even a little shorter. Gu Yun raised his head and carefully studied Nan Nan's face, wanting to see some clues from this. Her face was full of worry and concern.
Nan Nan suddenly saw Gu Yunmeng's approaching body, as well as her face. Nan Nan was a little uncomfortable, she saw the burn marks on the half of Gu Yun's face up close, and it was extremely clear. The one by one, and a few pieces of tender flesh were clearly visible, and the small bit of eye flesh that turned out of her eyelid was extraordinarily prominent. It also includes Gu Yun's twisted half of his nostrils that are about to be closed. These physical characteristics suddenly entered Nan Nan's eyes, and they were very obvious. Nan Nan is just an extremely ordinary eighteen-year-old girl, and even if she is sick, she has suffered some bad treatment. However, like the public, she also has the most ordinary reaction. She is not a saint, nor is she an absolutely kind person, she has a dark side of her own heart. Therefore, when Nan Nan clearly saw the scar on Gu Yun's face, it was a lie to say that she was not afraid. In this world, there are few people who can truly achieve nothing more than human appearance, and there are even fewer people who can put beauty and ugliness on the same scale of equal weight. Liking beauty and hating ugliness is often just human instinct, that's all. In this way, Nan Nan's first reaction was to lower her eyes and dodge, not daring to look at Gu Yun, even a glance.
However, Nan Nan has a strong sense of morality, and she just refuses to react according to her instincts. She knew that this might hurt Gu Yun. Sometimes, moral standards are often the result of a hostile attitude towards one's own nature. For example, if you encounter a child in the water, the water is not as deep as shallow. Morality prompts oneself to be rescued, but there are a few who can really do it. Most people are generally selfish, instinctively telling themselves that it is dangerous and that it is impossible. So, that's the most natural reaction, and it's the real thing to retreat. How could his nature make himself lose his life in vain, standing aside, at most, calling the police, it is not worthy of his conscience, and he will always think stupidly, after all, a few people will not die, sacrifice themselves to save others and go down to the river to fish up the child. said that he watched the fire from the other side, unmoved, cold-blooded and ruthless, and it didn't count, it was just a karma by nature. Regardless of whether people are born good or evil, it doesn't matter, as long as people get older, they will become more and more selfish and selfish. This is undeniable and irrefutable, and it is the majority of people who put personal interests first. After all, the influence of the outside world is very great, and if it doesn't happen, who can be willing to suffer.
But not necessarily, there are some people who really no longer care about their own interests, and there are two kinds of such people, one is voluntary. They may have been born like this, or they may have been educated. Therefore, it is natural for this kind of person to think that he should do this, and he should have a broad mind and a tolerant heart. This is all thanks to the education they received since childhood, and once they have been instilled with this kind of thinking from the ignorant enlightenment period, it can only be deeply ingrained. However, the number of people who have received this kind of education is very small, and although some of them will not be affected by the outside world in the rest of their lives, they will still insist on themselves and cling to the motives of their own hearts. But among them, there are still some people who can't resist the pressure of reality, and they gradually find that the life creed they hold is not worth mentioning in the eyes of others. They were also crushed by reality, and they simply abandoned the education they had received since childhood, what great achievements are selfless, what self-sacrifice is for others, and everything has to think about others. These are simply foolish words, and they will only make people bullied for nothing. Therefore, they no longer hold on to it, and they also regard their own interests as the top priority. Therefore, this type of person, over time, will lose half of it.