Volume 2 Chapter 83 Gu Yun Nannan
In fact, this is not that Gu Yun has to be like this, he has to pester those individuals. Of course, those people are also to blame, and when they meet Gu Yun, they are also upset. But this is not something that Gu Yun did on purpose, she just does it by nature. Gu Yun has always been a person who says the same, no matter how big or small. She urinated like this, and her little friend pushed her heels, she must have pushed others back. Even if someone else soiled the clothes she was wearing, Gu Yun still had to return it, even if it was an inadvertent move, it was accidental. But she still had to search east and west, and she was stunned to find the same stains on her clothes to wipe on other people's bodies. Moreover, she didn't rub it randomly, but compared the size of the stain on her clothes, and copied it like a gourd, and it was bound to be exactly the same, no more and no less. In this way, Gu Yun is willing to give up. She didn't care who soiled her clothes, who she accidentally pushed and hit herself, she didn't care if those people were her own age, or if they were elders who were many years older than herself. Gu Yunxiao treated them all equally, he should be beaten, he should be touched, he would not hesitate at all, and he would not think too much about it. Even if she will be reprimanded by her parents, she still doesn't care. Even when Gu Yun was a child, he clearly understood that he had to live in harmony with his partners and be respectful and polite with his elders, otherwise, he would be beaten and scolded. But Gu Yun still does her own thing, she just can't stand the grievances at all, how much others owe her, she is bound to come back with them. Even if Gu Yun knows very well, his heart is like a mirror, and he will not have any good fruit to eat if he does this. But she just couldn't restrain herself, and she couldn't restrain herself. But Gu Yun never regretted it, even if he was beaten by his parents, he was beaten until he cried in pain. Gu Yun still didn't feel that she had done anything wrong, even once, she hadn't been able to have any remorse. In the end, Gu Yun was even about to compromise with the people in her family, because they found that Gu Yun was willing to repay the report, and she still refused to accept any empty apologies, which seemed to be an extremely insignificant matter to her, and it was not worth mentioning at all. Gu Yun didn't want other people's apologies at all, she felt since she was a child that this was just an empty word, and it didn't play a big role in the end, it was better to make up for it with actual reasons, and it was better and stronger. Moreover, Gu Yun hates the word "sorry" very much.
It's okay if it's unintentional, but if it's a solemn apology, it's very serious to say these words. Gu Yun is very difficult to accept, she has always been persistent. All the Tao is based on intentionality, after intentional, apologetic, but because of regret, want to obtain a kind of self-comfort on the conscience, other than that, it has no effect at all, it is not good for oneself, and it is not good for others. And the people who can get the most benefit from this are none other than these apologizing people. They are nothing more than condemned and tortured by their conscience. However, the suffering of those who have been hurt by them is unimaginable. They have suffered a lot, maybe they have shed tears, or even shed blood, but all these things are to be smoothed out by a fluttering "sorry", just a few words, that is, to wipe away the tears and wipe the blood. Gu Yun always thought that this was an extremely unfair thing. Her clothes were dirty, and an apology couldn't have made them clean again. She was pushed down, and an apology could not soothe her pain. There is nothing more useless in this world than an apology. Since Gu Yun understood this truth, this was also what she had figured out by herself, and there was no basis. In short, she didn't like to hear these three words in the future. Therefore, Gu Yun has developed the practice of being willing to refuse other people's apologies, and insisting on repaying the report.
However, Gu Yun is very fair and just on this basis, and she will never take advantage of anyone. When someone touches her, no matter how hard she uses it, she will return it with as much force. How many stains others stained her, she returned them. Even if he didn't take advantage of others, he never suffered a loss. For Gu Yun, this is the best way to protect himself. However, perhaps because of this, what she did not want to hear was more that would appear in her later days. Again and again, it continued to attack Gu Yun, but it completely made up for every apology she had rejected in the past. And, it's still just a lot of it.
But fortunately, while Gu Yun will repay her, she will never owe or treat others to her kindness and kindness. But if others have a little more friendly attitude towards her, Gu Yun will definitely show more kindness to her. Even if it was just a small object that was given to her at random, Gu Yun wanted to give her more, bigger, and more valuable things. She doesn't want to owe others, but she is too serious about anything, anything, and people, and she doesn't have the slightest intention of bluffing. It's a bit like a wronged boss, and the defenseless one is to give it the best. This is a world away from Gu Yun's unwillingness to be wronged at all. On the one hand, it is a reckless return, and on the other hand, it is unforgiving, and the two are obviously a great contrast. And they are two different extremes, which are not unusual. But it was skillfully and perfectly blended together by Gu Yun.
Gu Yun's personality is very strange, but it is unique, but it comes from her own unique charm. Even later, Gu Yun suffered the tragedy of the fire in the future. She was like a different person, timid and scared of everything around her. It also includes several times after that, and several suicide attempts. But in the end, Gu Yun always walked out, and she was no longer resting on her laurels. She chose to reconcile with herself and forgive herself for hurting herself many times. Therefore, Gu Yun has regained her former appearance, which is the most original and true herself. And, to this day. After going through so much, Gu Yun has also restrained a lot, whether it is good for others or bad for others. In both cases, she has done no longer excessively, at least, she is much better than before. She has gradually become more tolerant and generous, and she has gradually been able to tolerate a lot of things. It is not only to face it calmly, but also to be worthy of it, and no longer resent yourself and hate yourself. Gu Yun was slowly willing to accept herself, even if it was incomplete and incomplete, she still had a good love for herself. Therefore, Gu Yun no longer hides forbearance, she is no longer ashamed of her unbearability, she wants to resist it, naturally, she is also justified in making any resistance. The arrogance and stubbornness in Gu Yun's bones have not been smoothed out by reality, on the contrary, these prominent edges and corners are sharper and invincible. Gu Yun has a soft, kind and tolerant side. She also has a fearless style that has no scruples and is sharp. She no longer takes her flaws as a matter of inferiority, she has come to merge with it, to accept it, to see it as an integral part of her body. If someone insults him, and insults him even more, Gu Yunding will definitely take it upon himself and deal with it head-on. shows his arrogant nature, although he still has a pimple in his heart and needs to be vigilant everywhere, but it still does not hinder Gu Yun's upward and positive lifestyle. This is also the biggest difference between Gu Yun and Nannan, as well as Bai Jasmine.
But Gu Yun didn't expect Nan Nan to look at herself with the eyes of a normal ordinary person, which made her feel extremely surprised. Gu Yun was facing Nan Nan's expressionless expression at this time, and for a while, she didn't know what to react to. Previously, Gu Yun had been prepared, intending to accept his disgust or sympathy. Her whole body was tensed, her hands and feet were straight, and even the vigilance and precaution in her eyes were completely revealed, leaving no room for the slightest. But when Gu Yun came into contact with Nan Nan's calm expression, all her psychological and physical defenses collapsed. In an instant, it was all gone. Gu Yun didn't feel that his body was suddenly loosened, and his two arms were no longer close to his sides, but instead hung down naturally, very loose. The legs are no longer together, they are slightly released, and they seem to be relaxed and relaxed. Gu Yun's entire body was presented with an extremely natural appearance, and it was no longer stiff. Gu Yun suddenly got a sense of security, her body and consciousness told her that she no longer had to hold a defensive attitude and power. The person in front of him is for himself, and he will not cause any harm.
So, Gu Yun also let down her guard, but she still felt a little panicked and at a loss. Since she was injured, she hadn't met a person similar to Nannan, and she didn't have any expression on her face. This trick made Gu Yun unable to deal with it at all, and he didn't know how to deal with it. But Gu Yun's heart was warm because of this, and she felt a burst of joy. After facing the strange eyes of most people, whether it was good or bad, Gu Yunzi was already tired and tired, and he was slowly getting used to it. In her world, it seems to have become monotonous, either with such eyes, or with such a look, and there are few and so kind, which is boring. I have seen too much, but that's all, and naturally I gradually numb Gu Yun's proud, but slightly fragile heart. The most uncomfortable thing is that I can only be forced to accept the normal feelings of such people, and then slowly regard this as a habit that cannot be changed. That's it, but Gu Yun didn't expect that Nan Nan's expression and demeanor were something she had never been able to meet so far. She suddenly felt a burst of joy and relief, how much Gu Yun wished to be able to see such an ordinary look that could not be more ordinary. It's been a long time since I've seen it, and God knows how much she misses it. Now, she finally saw it, how could she not be happy with it.