The girl has always been fond of acacia flowers, full of enthusiasm, and is in love with it.

She loved the scent of acacia flowers, which were not as strong and soothing as some flowers.

It is only when it reaches the flowering season that the locust flower will spread a burst of fragrance nearby, sweet but not greasy, wanton but not attacking. It is tactful, but it can make people slowly indulge in it, can make people unable to distinguish the direction, lose the original way, and only let people never go back.

Acacia flowers, in particular, grow quickly, have a very long lifespan, and always endure the style, with only a flowering period of more than May, and a fruiting period of up to ten months.

When the acacia flowers bloom, they are in the shape of white rosaries, like crystal clear pearls in the shell of mussels, and they are arranged in an orderly manner next to each other, and they are divided into bunches and hung on the branches.

From a distance, it looks beautiful, like a beautiful woman.

But with the blooming of flowers, it is always inevitable that the flowers will be grateful, which is always regrettable.

The flowers were still the same as they had been when they bloomed, and one after the other fell down, and fell to the ground, and when the wind blew, they rolled up a large handful, and flew away in a whirlwind, leaving no trace.

As if he had never been to this world, or rather, he just stopped for a while, and before he could see enough of this prosperous world, he had to leave.

But there are some things in this world, some people, just like this acacia flower that blooms and loses.

Although the beginning and the process are always as beautiful as they seem, the ending is sad and deplorable.

What's even more sad is that it is connected to a acacia flower, the beginning of the beautiful opening at first, and the time since the final fragrance jade fall, it has been half a year.

What's more, it's something, or, somebody.

During this period, what kind of happiness can she count? In the final analysis, it was originally a kind of long torture for yourself?

This is a girl after a long time, in her rare sober state, suddenly, suddenly discovered all the terrible truth-

It turned out that there was a small black snake lingering around the girl's side, it did not have a thick body, let alone frightening sharp teeth, but it had deadly venom.

But if you are bitten by it, it will not be fatal immediately, it will just ingest the toxin into the human body little by little, and then slowly attack it without knowing it.

The venom is not enough to kill people, they usually choose to paralyze their brains, so that they can not stay awake, and then slowly immerse themselves in a chaotic, unknowing state, and then they will let themselves sink deeper and deeper, more and more difficult to extricate themselves.

They will be like a long stream, unhurried and impatient, slowly flowing through the gap of time, tormenting their bodies and minds bit by bit, but it is imperceptible.

When the girl found the black snake, she had already been bitten to the point of a thousand holes.

Gradually, in a state of occasional sobriety, the girl groped for a superficial, superficial truth.

That poisonous snake has a name—

It's called "inferiority", and it's a scar that comes from being hurt badly.

At the same time, it is also called "self-harm", which is another gap left when licking one's own wounds.

The way of heaven has its own reincarnation, and it is destined to have a certain number imposed by the heavens. Everything in the world, no matter who it is, whether it is intentional or unintentional, if you sow it, you will get the result, and no one can get rid of it.

However, as the girl became more and more aware of the truth and understood the truth more and more deeply, she became more and more painful.

The girl repents of the indelible damage she has done to her body, and she feels guilty for the only mother who loves her deeply, and she repents endlessly for herself.

But it's already too late, and there's no chance to make amends.

So the girl is even more caught in a complicated, difficult situation.

As a result, the girl no longer wants to face the reality and look directly at the truth, but just devotes herself to the constant pain, sometimes numbness, and occasional confusion.

Only in this way can she not let herself be sober, although all day is just chaos, but there is still an expectation that the viper will tell the girl what to do, although it is something that makes the girl more and more depraved.

However, if it is under this rare clarity, the girl will not even have a little hope, no hope at all.

Therefore, for girls, confusion seems to be a little salvation for themselves.

After all, what the girl is doing to herself now, if she has a beginning, she is destined to end badly.

But what can a girl do?

She has to live.