Volume 2 Chapter 124 Unwilling
Perhaps, it's because of Nannan's kind of confusion that has remained until now. She really didn't know what Gu Ming's sentence was about, and she couldn't understand what she thought. I can't understand who the person mentioned in Gu Ming's mouth is, and what kind of relationship he has with himself. All this, all this, Nan Nan knows nothing. The feeling of confusion naturally became particularly strong, especially after she realized that she needed to hide her fear of Gu Ming. Because of the deliberate cover-up, there was a different kind of restraint in Nan Nan's eyes, and this kind of restraint did cover up Nan Nan's fear and panic, not completely, at least most of them. So, Nan Nan looked at Gu Ming, and during a transition, the incomprehension in her eyes became particularly prominent. After all, there is only such a puzzle left.
Maybe it was because Gu Ming saw Nan Nan's eyes stay, he paused for a moment at first, looking at Nan Nan, for a second or two, his expression showed a hesitant look. The mocking smile also faded a lot unconsciously, and after Nan Nan concealed her own panic, the corners of her mouth that were slightly twitching on both sides also relaxed. As usual, it was naturally drooping on both sides, because of hesitation, Gu Ming's two lips were slightly tightened, and the upper lip was against the lower half of the lip, and the flesh that seemed to be a bulging layer of extra lips came out. It's the feeling of wanting to speak, but because of hesitation, I can't do it.
and Gu Ming's eyes, which are still faint, cold, and isolated from everything. However, at this time, he showed a little sign of cracking. Just behind the barrier that stood in that eye, perhaps because the traces of struggle were too thick, and as a last resort, Leng Buding inadvertently revealed his entanglement. Gu Ming seemed to be really entangled in whether to explain the meaning of what she had just said to Nan Nan. Originally, he thought that Nan Nan would understand, so he said that his words were particularly flickering and vague. It seems that even he himself is unwilling to accept it, it is difficult to face it, and he has to accept such a truth.
But now, Gu Ming realized that Nan Nan didn't have such an awareness at all, and she didn't understand the meaning at all. In other words, Nan Nan is still somewhat unfamiliar with the person in Gu Ming's words, in other words, a little cruel, Nan Nan doesn't understand the person in that sentence at all. At the very least, it is not very important, otherwise, what Gu Ming said can be regarded as very targeted. But as long as there is a little bit of perception, or some connection, Nan Nan will definitely understand what Gu Ming's words mean.
However, Nan Nan did not. Moreover, it still looks completely nothing, and it is a look that you will not think of at all. Naturally, it is nothing more than a confirmation of the truth that is not important. What took precedence over Gu Ming's eyes was indignation, and it seemed that it was for Nan Nan's confusion that the people in his words felt unworthy. In fact, it's just that Gu Ming himself cares too much, and he treats the people in his words as noble as the stars in the sky. There is no room for anyone to despise him, to disdain it, not to care about it. Therefore, such injustice, such indignation, suddenly appeared in Gu Ming's eyes. Obviously, it seems that he didn't have any cover at all, and through the barrier of separation, he looked straight at Nannan. It's cold, it came suddenly, and that's what happened to Yu Nannan. I just covered up the uneasiness and fear in my heart, and what I suddenly faced was Gu Ming's hatred.
Gu Ming's hatred is quite straightforward and straightforward, and there are no other feelings. It seems that nature is also a lot more straightforward, and it is unabashed. Nan Nan knew it at a glance, and there was no need to think about it more. Such hatred, in an instant, was actually better than the feeling of jealousy and hatred that passed in Gu Ming's eyes for a second. It seems that it is because the impact is too violent, and for Gu Ming, this is the case. Even the feeling of jealousy that still has to cover it.
However, this kind of anger lasted for a short time, and after a short period of stagnation, it was transferred to other feelings. It's resentful, gloomy, gloomy, and it's the lowest of the feelings. It seems that when I thought of something, I became miserable. Gu Ming's pair of lychee eyes actually became a little narrower because of such pain, her brows were slightly furrowed, and her eyes began to move, squeezing together to the same side. Fortunately, the amplitude is not too big, and a frown is not obvious and shallow. It's just because of the fullness of emotion, which deepens a kind of color rendering, attention, that is, on his eyes.
Gu Ming's pupils were dim, and they also deepened a color, a pair of pitch-black eyes. It's not glorious, and it looks like it's still something that people can't help but be afraid of. The color of the pupils is cold, it is dark, but it is still translucent, and it can still reflect the human figure. Nan Nan clearly saw her appearance in Gu Ming's eyes, and it was quite clear. However, it will make people feel a particularly uncomfortable feeling, it is mysterious, and people will not feel that they will have a sense of retreat, and they don't really want to get close. For example, two black gems, which are used by wizards as divination, still give people a kind of fearful emotional existence. Nan Nan looked at Gu Ming's pair of pupils, and naturally retreated in her heart.
If it weren't for, because of the danger to herself in Gu Ming's eyes, it would have faded a lot. Nan Nan was afraid that she would retreat and run away. However, fortunately, Gu Ming's other emotions were to cover up the impact of the color of her pupils.
In Gu Ming's eyes, it seemed to be somewhat mixed with some unwilling emotions, which were intertwined with indignation and resentment. For some reason, there was still a sense of forbearance, it seemed that even Gu Ming herself was unwilling to admit it. It is a feeling of shame and shame that even I will feel it, as if I am not worthy of such an emotional existence. It can't, it's not qualified, it's undeserved, it's unjustified, it's oppressive, because you don't deserve it. However, it is irrepressible, difficult to restrain it, and it is the kind of cringe and unbearable in the bottom of my heart. There is also a peculiarity of self-esteem, a kind of self-evident difference from paranoia, from other people in that discourse.
At this moment of Gu Ming's struggle, it only lasted for a while, very quickly, but at the same time, it was also long. is making an extremely difficult choice, hesitating, whether to say all the meaning of his words, whether to explain to Nan Nan. In front of a person who does not value it, he is a special existence. In any case, Gu Ming's heart was naturally uncomfortable, entangled, complaining, and helpless. I can't dissolve it by all means, and there is that indignation, and that unwillingness to empathize with. These are all things that Gu Ming can't let go of easily.
Even if Gu Ming's hiding is extremely deep. However, at this moment, it was difficult for him to hide it. From then on, it can also be understood that the person in Gu Ming's words is an extremely important existence for him. Even, it seems, is much more important than himself.
In the end, it was still Gu Ming who took action first. His right hand stretched out even further, and he was closer to Denannan. It's included, that sprig of purple jasmine. Almost, the petals of the purple jasmine could touch Nannan's body, in a slight, shaking way. Rubbing against the fabric of Nannan's clothes, the skin is not affected by it in any way, it is unconscious. However, such a feeling of being untouched has added a strange feeling to Nan Nan's heart. It's like scratching the boots, slightly, it's the tingling sensation for a while. From head to toe, it was like a tiny electric current running through it.
After Gu Ming's behavior, Nan Nan was stunned for a while at first. didn't expect that Gu Ming would act first, instead of explaining first. This action, as if, is of great significance to Gu Ming's heart, and it is to be completed no matter what. It's as if it has become a very important and extraordinary meaning. It was his torso, his blood, every inch of his skin. What is inseparable is that it is long ago unclear whether it is the purple jasmine or the person who handed it over to the purple jasmine.
Or, in fact, both. However, whether it was Purple Jasmine who created the influence on the person who gave it, or whether this person constituted the price for Purple Jasmine to balance with her care. None of these are known. I'm afraid that even Gu Ming herself is already very elusive, unintelligible, unclear, and confused. Anyway, all of this is not completely important. At the very least, for Gu Ming, that's it.