Volume II: Chapter 125: Opening

It was precisely because of this action that Nan Nan was aware of it, and she knew that Gu Ming deliberately placed the purple jasmine in front of her, and she got a lot closer. Although I don't know what kind of meaning Gu Ming has, although I don't know what the meaning of Gu Ming's actions is. But Nan Nan was still calm, and she didn't have any surprised emotions. It seems that all this is in Nannan's expectation, and she has already had a premonition. This purple jasmine, for Gu Ming, does have a different meaning. As for whether it is good or bad, it is difficult to figure out, but it seems that the two are mixed with each other. It's more or less mixed, it's the cherishing of this purple jasmine, like facing an extremely important love of life. It's cherished, it's precious, and it's not allowed to be lost at all. It is to be gently stroked, and I dare not make any mistakes. However, at the same time, it is precisely because of such a cherishment. On the contrary, it was like a sharp sword, deep, and on the contrary, it was inserted into Gu Ming's heart. Being hurt by what you cherish will inevitably cause a painful emotional existence, but you are reluctant to be angry with it, and you can't even simply complain. It seems that there is nothing to blame at all, if it is against it, the one who suffers will be the one who Gu Ming himself comes. His sigh was continuous, but he couldn't make the slightest sound. It's dumb, it's silent, it's deliberately suppressed. had to be silently buried in the deepest part of his heart, and did not react at all, and on the surface, he still looked calm.

It's still deliberately hidden, and it is such a complete cover for itself, which is a style that is habitually possessed. is also as Gu Ming has always revealed, he has hidden his heart deeply, and on the surface, he has to be calm. It was the kind of deep tightening to himself as he usually did, and such shackles had been with Gu Ming all the time until now. It seems that it has become more profound, inexplicably, at such a moment, when this branch of purple jasmine is completely handed over to Nannan, it has become more and more heavy. It seems to be a more intentional feeling in the past

However, Nan Nan just glanced at it hurriedly, lowered her eyelids, drooped her eyelids, and looked at the purple jasmine. It is still the color of bright yellow and purple, each divided into halves, and it is gorgeous. Dazzling, dazzling, and still has the kind of visual impact that can easily grab people's eyes at a glance, which is impossible to ignore. However, this time, when Nan Nan looked at this purple jasmine again, she suddenly felt another different kind of breath. What is rendered is an inexplicable feeling of depression, which is a sense of no longer being clean. It is completely inconsistent with the style of the purple jasmine that Nan Nan saw before, and the contrast is huge. It's not about appearance, it's about atmosphere.

I don't know if it's related to this reason, Nan Nan seems to be no longer as happy about this purple jasmine as before. On the contrary, it adds a sense of contradiction, as if it is resisting something. I don't know if it's rejecting this purple jasmine, or is it Gu Ming who handed over this purple jasmine. It is not clear which kind of feelings are stronger, whether it is a kind of uneasiness that Gu Ming has always had, or the sense of rejection that suddenly came to this purple jasmine. It seems to be intertwined, blended together, and intertwined with each other. It is a kind of existence of you and me, tightly mixed together, it seems that they have become each other's existence.

So, that's probably it. Nan Nan no longer felt too much attention to this purple jasmine, on the contrary, she didn't even want to look at it anymore. So, just after glancing at it, Nan Nan raised her eyelids again, and stared at Gu Ming again.

Nan Nan's face was expressionless, her face was calm, and she didn't know what it meant for Gu Ming to stretch out the purple jasmine to herself like this. However, I faintly felt that it was about the person in Gu Ming's words, and it was related to the explanation that Gu Ming was about to make. Moreover, what Nan Nan had a hunch was also the reality in front of her, and the original person of Purple Jasmine must be the person she thought in her heart. Naturally, she was worried, and she was always suspicious. Although, for a long time, Nan Nan almost forgot that there was such a person. But it is still faint, a kind of silent potential, wanderer, relaxed and gathered together. Yu Zi Jasmine, Yu Nannan, and most importantly, for Gu Ming, it is extremely cherished and special.

In the end, it was Gu Ming who opened his mouth first, and he always stretched out his arms. It was tense, with no sign of relaxation, like a sculpture that had been cast in brass. The purple jasmine that he was holding actually maintained the same posture as him, and it seemed that it was also not easily moved. It's like an oil painting, it looks like it's a kind of thick ink color, but it's extremely stable, and there is not necessarily a little wind and grass coming. It is precisely because of this that Nan Nan felt a very quiet feeling, a silence, a feeling that was somewhat mixed with coldness. The faint sense of alienation can be regarded as fitting Gu Ming's personal temperament, and it does not come from the so-called sense of disobedience.

Zi Jasmine, Gu Ming, these two are almost completely integrated. What is vague is whether the flower represents Gu Ming, or whether Gu Ming symbolizes the flower. It's confused, and it's hard to distinguish, and it's a kind of tightness that fits well.

I saw that Gu Ming's two lips seemed to be squirming slightly, which was his last struggle, his last hesitation, and his determination to be forced to the extreme. This kind of tangled is very inexplicable, very bitter, and there is a slight mixture of acidity. It's dull, unwilling, and depressed, and the mood is unconsciously revealed by myself. After all, it is particularly rich and deep, and it has reached a point where it cannot be concealed or covered, and there is no way to ignore it. Yu Gu Ming was extremely difficult to speak, he didn't want to admit it, and he didn't dare to face it like this. I don't know if what makes Gu Ming the most difficult to accept is the person he is thinking about, or is it just for Nan Nan who contradicts him because of this. Anyway, in short, all of these are advancing under a subtle influence, resulting in the current situation. It's unbelievable, and it's unimaginable.

However, Gu Ming still replied, and gave Nan Nan an an explanation. It was a sentence that he said not long ago, and at the same time, it was a scene where the wound was torn open violently, resulting in a blurred appearance of crab meat. The flesh was close to rotting, bloody, and still bubbling with blood. The blood, flowing slowly, little by little, without interruption, was completely compacted together. Fast, but there is not even a little room to stop. It seems that it will never flow and never dry. Until it has experienced a long time of wind and sun, under the sun, in the wind, suppressed, and the rain falls. But in the end, it deepened the bright red color of the blood, like an old-fashioned dye, soaked in strips of cloth. It is the color of vermilion, and it must be much darker than it must be. On the body, it is a very strong antique atmosphere, which is naturally mixed with a little damp smell similar to sunken wood, which is a faint aroma of ancient wood, carrying a slight fishy smell. Mixed together, it's hard to tell which flavor is particularly strong.

It's an illusion, maybe not. Nan Nan soon saw Gu Ming's slowly open mouth, opening and closing, and spat out words. The corners of his mouth were raised, and the two sides were slightly raised, and it was a bleak smile, faint. It was a feeling of nothingness, as Gu Ming's mouth opened and closed, the poignant smile became fainter and fainter, but inexplicably, such an emotional impact became more and more intense. Approaching Nannan, it seems to be a piece of or, and the falling one is coming towards Nannan, which is head-on. It's as if it's trying to drown people in a violent way.

Nan Nan raised her head, looking, and stared at Gu Ming's eyes. At this moment, the sense of alienation in Gu Ming's eyes, the transparent barrier that he had always stood on. The original sturdy and cold appearance has already felt like the ice and snow have melted at this time. He became a puddle of water, which made people look at it thoroughly, and it was simply a feeling of pity that people couldn't stop feeling. This is unexpected, Gu Ming still has such a vulnerable side. Unexpectedly, it is still the kind that makes people sympathize. There is no sense of disobedience, not at all. It was as unfathomable as he had before, it was a world of difference, and it was a completely different state of existence.

However, it was still not warm, it was cold, like water in January and February. To the touch, it's cold and biting, and you still feel pain. He's transparent, clean enough to be seen to the end. However, even if it is so transparent, in the end, it is still not clear and incomprehensible. Perhaps, it's not because it's something to cover up, it's just that the pure feelings are too strong and complicated. It's so blended together, and there is no possibility of finding one of the emotions in the middle. Gu Ming's emotional color is too strong, and it is not something that Nan Nan can see clearly, even if she has to guess one or two of them. Then, it is inevitable that it will take a long time to figure it out. But Nan Nan didn't have much time to scrutinize it carefully at the moment, and she didn't have time to observe Gu Ming's eyes carefully, so she just glanced at it in a hurry. It was just a sudden discovery, Gu Ming's eyes were for some reason, perhaps, it could also be because of the existence of a certain person. The feeling of alienation is not so deep, this is the most intuitive impression, and this is the first thing Nan Nan noticed. Then, it was Gu Ming's words that he spoke, and his voice reached Nan Nan's ears. Unconsciously diverted Nannan's attention.