If it had been firmly chosen at the time, the outcome would not have been different.

He didn't know, she didn't know, and he was deeply confused about what was to come.

But the only thing they knew best was to stay in this city, and that was their only hope, that they could not return to that place they feared so much......

"Okay, in the future, you don't want to talk to anyone except me, although this is the big city we have always longed for, there are many things that we can't predict, the most unpredictable is the human heart, in the end, why should a person who meets in the water do his best to help you" He kindly reminded that these words were what he had experienced from his experience, and he had never told anyone except her.

Xinrou nodded, silently remembering these words in her heart, she knew best that the person in front of her would not deceive her, and she could believe his words unconditionally.

"Brother, can we meet again in the future?" She asked the question cautiously.

"Of course, I'd be happy to meet you as long as time permits," he replied.

Xinrou breathed a sigh of relief, it must be God's favor to meet her brother in this city.

... Boys' dormitory, eight o'clock in the morning...

Bai Ji opened his eyes in a panic from the bed, and immediately sat up, fumbling for his mobile phone on the bed, which contained something very important.

When the phone was in his hand and the screen was not turned on, he was extremely panicked.

He didn't know if he would receive the message, and he hoped that things would be what his roommate said, but he couldn't be too demanding of her.

Lao Ding's head is hidden in the quilt, observing Bai Ji's dynamics at all times, although with the help of many people, the final result of the relationship is still inconclusive, will Bai Wei help with this?

Bai Ji's face that he didn't have expectations suddenly showed a smile, for him, in fact, it doesn't matter what message Bai Wei sends, it doesn't matter, as long as he sees the message she sends, it's enough.

"I'm busy with a very important matter during this time, so we may not talk in the future," Bai Wei posted.

Although this sentence was clearly rejected by Bai Ji, Bai Wei, who was able to take the initiative to send a message, was even more surprising to him.

Lao Ding's eyes hiding in the quilt saw Bai Ji's smile, and the stone hanging in his heart was finally able to fall, it seems that it is still useful to accumulate some contacts to the critical moment, so that he will not be drunk for several days and delay several exams, which is worth it for his brother.

Lao Ding pretended to have just gotten up, pushed away the quilt and stretched his waist, pretending not to know anything.....

Turning his head stiffly and bluntly, "What makes you laugh so happily, why don't you share it with me?" The tone of the knowingly questioning was indeed a bit clumsy.

Bai Ji slowly raised his head, the corners of his mouth couldn't suppress a smile, maybe this is the only thing I feel fortunate about during this time, you must know that when a person is not valued, the feelings for the future are always pessimistic, but even if you receive a little favor, you will remember it in your heart for a long time, and you can't forget it, that no matter what the message is, even if it is a blessing reflected in this difficulty.

"She really took the initiative to send me a message, I thought I wouldn't receive a message from her" Bai Ji held up his phone, smiling and showing the dimples on his face.

"Just look at me, you send her messages every day, and suddenly one day when you don't send her messages, she must be very curious, so what are you going to do next?" Lao Ding is like encouraging the patience of a child.

But Bai Ji didn't have any idea what to do next, Bai Wei sent this message just to clear up the relationship with herself, is it really that she is not sincere enough to express her heart?

Sometimes a person who is positive and optimistic about life, when encountering relationship problems, will become very pessimistic, and even do not know what to do next, become negative, become anxious, and be cautious of losing the relationship......

"To be honest, I really don't know what to do" Bai Jixiang ran into a question that everyone often does during the exam, but there is no way to solve it anyway.

Lao Ding is also the first time to see Bai Ji like this, he fell too deep in the relationship, and formed too much difference from his image in the past, it is hard to imagine that this is the positive and optimistic boy holding the ball.

"You should cheer up, I won't allow you to continue to be so negative and decadent, you never became like this because of these things before, when did you lose yourself?" Lao Ding finally couldn't see it, if he continued to be so decadent, he might really not be able to find the previous person, just because of a relationship and lost his original life, this is a thing that outweighs the loss, not to mention a relationship without any results, a relationship that should have ended a long time ago, a relationship that others have not reported any expectations.

Bai Ji sat on the side, still holding the phone tightly in his hand, but the brightness of the screen had long been turned off, and his mind was empty, as if he had been hollowed out a long time ago but only realized it.

"Am I really different from what I used to be?"

"Didn't you realize it yourself in the process? Many of your behaviors and words are so different from before, little by little that I find a little strange, and I want to help you get out of this environment, but you are the only one who can do it."

Bai Ji has always thought that he has never tried to pursue a girl hard, so he has to show his best side in front of others no matter what, and give the best things to the person he likes the most, but there is nothing in these things, and he was turned away when he started to do it, and he was full of enthusiasm but couldn't play it......

"Is she really that important to you? I've always wanted to ask you this question, when you like someone and are obsessed, you should think about what qualities in her can attract you, and whether she lacks that quality.

If this is the case, you should reflect on your own problems, you can't lose yourself because you like someone's qualities, in fact, you have a great role to play, the most important thing is to find yourself, not continue to be lost.

I can understand how it's like you've never been in a relationship you've ever been in a relationship you've never been in for a long time, but you can't put a lot of pressure on a girl because of that, some things should just go their course."

Lao Ding said what he had always wanted to say, some people always lose themselves in love, forget what their goal was at the beginning, and even forget why they came here in the first place, which is the saddest thing.

No matter what you do, the most important thing is to find yourself and be clear about the next goal and meaning, otherwise even if you reach the goal, but you lose yourself, you are just a puppet, what's the point?

Bai Ji hasn't spoken for a long time, maybe he wants to say too much, but he doesn't know where to start, maybe he doesn't want to say anything, and he doesn't want to say anything to anyone.

"I know that what I said to you today may make you feel very unhappy, but as your friend, I must tell you at this time that what you are doing now is losing yourself.

When a person who has lost himself will not have a personality charm for others, maybe you will understand one day"

Lao Ding didn't go on to say, he used to be like this, for a girl who ran away from home and wanted to pursue the so-called love, but after a short time, the true purpose of the so-called love soon surfaced, the original things hidden in the water were not as glamorous as they seemed on the surface, and the things that had been looking forward to them had not been realized at all, but in the process, she completely lost herself, and she left when she achieved the desired goal, leaving herself alone in a strange city for half a month. There was nothing to eat, nothing to drink, not even a penny on him......

From that time on, he gradually realized that in love, the most important thing is to find his own position, rather than always obsessing with others, because some people are not worth it.

It's not that he can't find a girlfriend, but he can't take every relationship too seriously, so he doesn't want to hurt other people, and the single dog is just a reason to prevaricate others.

But he must not watch his brother, because love continues to sink, there is no good result in this, but will continue to lose himself in the process, when one day suddenly realize that he should look for himself, maybe he is far from the original self, what he has experienced, he does not want others to experience more, he should be good.

Of course Bai Ji didn't understand this, he hadn't experienced anything, he liked a girl, so he wanted to do his best, even if he got a bamboo basket in the end, maybe he wouldn't regret it, but it was the first time he saw Lao Ding so serious......

Mang Ni fiddled with the code in front of the computer, didn't say anything, but thoughtfully, occasionally turned his head to look at Lao Ding, and had some complicated emotions in his heart.

"Don't think too much about it, I'm just expressing my opinion, if..... If you think what I said is wrong, you shouldn't have heard it," Lao Ding added such a sentence, maybe he didn't want his subjective judgment to be someone else's opinion.

Mangni turned off the computer and said lightly: "Makes sense"

Lao Ding turned his head, his eyes met at Shang Mang, and there was an indescribable emotion in his heart, could he understand?

"I know what you said is for my good, but I should still think about it, this is the first time I've met such a heart-warming girl, if I miss it like this, I'm afraid I'll regret it for a long time" Bai Ji didn't quite understand why they said such things, on weekdays, my brother likes to let the people around him enthusiastically pursue other girls, but what he said today always feels weird.

Lao Ding got out of bed and walked out with a basin.

The faucet in the bathroom was squeezing water in the basin, Lao Ding looked at himself in front of the mirror, he couldn't laugh, he wanted to cry but he didn't have tears, he really didn't know how to feel.

Maybe I thought the same way during that time, thinking that when I returned home, I was quite embarrassed, but home is always a warm haven to soothe sadness........