Some people say that when the sun rises on a new day, everything will pass.

Somehow, the temperature felt dozens of degrees lower clockwise as it should be someone's mood.

It makes the already poor people who have no clothes to wear instantly become nervous......

Maybe just a piece of clothing can limit a person's imagination, maybe they will wonder if I don't wear the right clothes in the eyes of others, maybe they will think that compared to others, I will wear a very cheap dress will become a joke in others.

In short, most people who think too much are tormenting themselves.

It seems that there is nothing else to think of besides this, and whether this can be a shortcoming remains to be examined, after all, some people say that it is a good thing to think too much.

Xinrou is afraid to go out, maybe she has three points of fear, the first is that she is a little cold, and she can't choose a suitable dress, so this has become a more important reason.

The second is that I can't meet someone because I can't think of the right clothes, and the next party is just around the corner, maybe I should really take some money out and choose the right clothes.

The third is because what happened last time is still in my heart and has not passed...

She didn't want to tell anyone any reason, and even if someone did, it would be useless.

Xinrou's letter:

I've been thinking about it for a long time, and I don't know how to make a farewell, and I want to leave this thing always hovering in my mind, and I can't help but be angry and want to say goodbye, but when I am about to reach that moment, I retreat back, I am really scared, it has been so long, and I suddenly have to make a choice....

Maybe I'm a person who is very pessimistic about everything, as if it is a very normal thing, it will become very big in my heart, especially care about what others think, as long as the emotions of the people around me are not right, my emotions can fluctuate, in fact, this is not good, but I can't change it.

I used to hope that I could rely on my own efforts to give the people I cared about a hope for the future, but now it seems that I don't have that ability, most of which are fantasies.

When the ideal shows that it is very full, the reality will become very unacceptable, thinking that if you enter a company, you can do things, not be constrained, and be able to change to another personality to live, but the nature of the country is easy to change, and some things are not said to be changeable, maybe they are not suitable for this job, maybe not suitable for any job, or maybe they shouldn't stay here.

When an extremely pessimistic person faces life, he often does not think in a good direction, which is caused by lack of self-confidence in his bones, and he always feels that it is an impossible task to hand over a thing to himself to complete independently, while others can simply complete it.

This is not a complaint, but from the heart of the self-confidence in yourself, never showed it before, because you have not encountered such a thing, when someone puts a thing in your hands, he is out of trust, but he is often able to live up to this trust, and in the end he often makes himself feel very guilty.

Sometimes think about it, people with this kind of personality should not live in this world, after all, everyone's personality is so lively, it seems that people with this kind of personality are unique, and there are even few friends around them.

I want to leave, but I am always bound by something, as if I just left, as if I was irresponsible for something.

But the current life is really unimaginable, I don't know what the future should be, it becomes more difficult for a person in this big city, and doing things will always go wrong, stupid to the extreme.

I didn't want to fall in love before, but now I really don't dare to fall in love, I always feel that it will make people see another terrible side of myself, but I always secretly like some girls who are treated gently.

I really want to talk to someone, but I don't know what to say, I always tell others about my suffering, maybe others will think that this is a complaint, and it is strange to say, why others can say so much, but there is no place to complain, why things have changed when they come to themselves.

It seems that as long as you open your mouth, all you say is complaining, so that others feel unpleasant, and no one is willing to communicate, it seems to be very exciting and cold, but in fact it is really easy to approach, but it is just that you are too tightly closed.

Why can't we handle some things rigorously and carefully? I can't even grasp some relationships, I don't say what I should say, I say a lot of things that shouldn't be said, and what I don't listen to is always disgusting.

Sometimes I want people to live for themselves, but why do we have to worry about other people's opinions? Always living in the eyes of others, often losing yourself, but what is the real self? Will your true self be more acceptable than everyone else?

"I know you want to say a lot, but that's all there is to it," Xinrou muttered to herself.

The letter hadn't been written yet, she didn't even know who to send it to, and perhaps no one liked to read the cliché.

I hope that there will be a gentle person at this moment to make a reply, even if it is an encouragement.

In the past, there were really encouraging people, but I didn't grasp the opportunity and missed, once someone said to himself that you are very impetuous, and gave some solutions to the problem, but still can't change, and no one is willing to help, maybe in this era, everyone is busy with their own things, why help you?

Xinrou is very envious of others, but she often loses herself among others, how she sees the future, how afraid and afraid she is of everything in the future, and she will not say it to anyone.

She likes that kind of carefree life, but it is really difficult to be alone, she doesn't know which way to go, and she doesn't know if that path is right, like groping for a path in the dark, but she doesn't know which foot below has stepped on the quagmire.

She likes the days when she used to do activities to go to the nursing home, and deceived those old people to make their own meals, which were not delicious and had to be eaten, but she was really lucky during that time, but after coming out to work, she found that everything was not as simple as she thought, and many things were not careful enough, maybe there was no job in the world that could suit her, and she was wondering if it was wrong to live?

Some people are willing to live for a long time, and some people just hope that they can grow up from this environment faster, and they will never have to be asked by others in the future. Even if they do it right, they will symbolically question it, as if it has become their habit and a point of fear.

Xinrou doesn't seem to have that kind of strange thoughts, and always feels that she has come here, not just a simple life, as if she has made some mistakes, and she must experience setbacks.

She has no one to talk to, but it's really boring to be alone, she used to like to tell others about her suffering, and now that she thinks about it, that's really stupid, no one wants to listen to how good you are, but they all want to listen to how miserable you are, so as to set off their quality of life.

But sometimes life is not so glamorous, a person hides in the corner, hides by the window, and cries next to him, no one can see it.

We should put ourselves in the right position, and if something happens again, we have to talk about it.

"Why are some people able to stay here? And I just wanted to leave after a while here? Isn't this the big city I've always dreamed of? Xinrou felt very conflicted at this moment, she was the only one in this big city, and she was very lonely, as if there was not even a person around to speak.

It turns out that some people have such a strong ability to work, and they can remember every sentence in their minds without repeating it, which is really excellent!

"I want to be as good as them, but I always make mistakes, I always make mistakes, I make a lot of mistakes, and I don't know if my boss will be angry because of this, what I did today is really ugly"

I went to interview a few more companies, and I always felt that something was weird.

I didn't introduce myself, I just listened to him keep telling how good the company was, as if the future prospects had already begun to draw a big pie, but when a person used such a professional language and a girl who had never had social experience to speak, he often couldn't understand it, maybe that person officially grasped this shortcoming.

"When you come here, you have to get a temporary permit, otherwise you won't be able to get in," said a part-time boss.

Of course, it's not that the boss is part-time, but that he is part-time.

In the workplace, there are people who like to say beautiful official words, some people don't say anything, but things are done beautifully, and some people often talk, but things are done badly, and I don't know which option is the most popular.

"Thank you, I want to get a work permit now"

"I tell you, living here, whatever happens, you have to bear it yourself, because we are not obliged to help you so much"

Some people are really a very cold-blooded and ruthless person, even if it is only for a few minutes, they have to hold their own computers, it seems that their computers either have a lot of data, or they don't want to borrow them at all.

"Thank you for the thing, I was able to handle it myself"

Xinrou hopes that one day she can have a unique opportunity of her own through her own ability, but this opportunity is too slim, and I really don't know when it will be the end.

"Wear more next time, stand so close to the freezer"

Suddenly, being cared for and a little uncomfortable, maybe it's the most normal thing to have no one to communicate with.

Xinrou wanted to leave, maybe for a while if someone could take her in, but it was clear that this was a zero-chance option.

"Thank you"

Originally, I didn't blame others for caring, because I was used to it, but I was suddenly said casually, and I was a little moved....

Sure enough, he is a person with a lot of emotional changes, one second he thought that he couldn't do it, but the next second he was able to challenge himself, but the most fearful thing was that he was too bad to live by, and life was originally boring.

Especially if you're alone and don't communicate with anyone, you really don't know what to do.

"Wear more next time, wear so little, if you work part-time, if you catch a cold, it won't be worth it"

This is a long-term part-time sister said, her appearance is very simple, like an authentic bosom sister, maybe she just said it casually at the time, and there is no other meaning, but for a person in urgent need of help, it is really a life-saving straw.

Hold on tightly to this life-saving straw, maybe... And still stay.

Malt's letter:

Looking back on your childhood, it seems that every day is very happy, because some people want you to be happy.