Alas, some things are always hard to get their way.

It's just that there is a heart in the flowers that do not bloom, and there is no intention to plant willows and willows into the shade, this world is really strange.

Xinrou could only look at his back from a distance at this moment, and there was an indescribable feeling.

Maybe if I could have known him before then, wouldn't everything have changed?

Since the heavens have arranged the encounter, why do you still have to perform such a drama? Is it just to test your mind? But it's really boring.

She has been exhausted by her family in her life, and she is finally able to have a glimmer of hope in her feelings, but she has already drawn a clear line on this road at the beginning, why not let it in? Is it just because there is no access card?

But if that's the case, you shouldn't have seen this relationship in the first place, and it wouldn't have developed to the point where it is now.

Alone in a strange city, isolated and helpless, and I need to constantly provide hope for my family, but where do these hopes come from? She can't say it herself, and who can give me hope? That back? I'm afraid not.

Thinking of the previous few relationship experiences that happened last time, it was enough to fail, why do you want to go through so many failures, people say that you can achieve success by experiencing failure, but where is the success? It seems that there are no two words in the dictionary at all.

There doesn't seem to be anything going well in academics, career, and love, so how long is this test?

Xinrou has had enough of such days, but there is no way to get out of it, that feeling is really helpless, lying alone in the room, looking at the dim lights, and the wall skin that is about to crumble, the whole person does not know where the future will develop.

At this moment, how she wished that someone would be by his side, to get through it with her, to tell her a clear direction for the future, but that person didn't seem to exist at all.....

The dim light looks at the person's eyes swelling, but she still stares at it intently, this kind of light seems to be a kind of loss that she has never experienced before, because the dimness is the same as the dimness of her own heart, and there is an inexplicable sense of fit between the two.

What a longing for the feeling of being embraced! But some people don't like to hug it, and some people can't touch it, so until now only one person can rely on himself.

It seems that I have been feeling this way since I was nine years old, and this feeling is simply the worst thing in my life.

If you can, I really hope that you don't have to make your own choices about everything, the kind of life that has been arranged by others, maybe it is also a thing to be thankful for, when the money falls into your hands, you don't know how to choose, but you have been hesitating, hesitating about what will happen in the future, where should the interested person go next? All this makes the whole person very contradictory, and it seems that it is not as happy as these things that have nothing to do with him.

Xinrou returned to the dormitory, Malt had been waiting for a long time, and during this time her heart was very complicated, and she kept thinking about whether she had said the wrong thing.

"How's it going? He's not really angry, is he? Malt is still concerned about this problem, sometimes a lot of things he has to do are really unintentional, but he can always think that it is a bad thing.

Sometimes it's very difficult, and when it's your turn, the embarrassment is unprecedented, especially this time.

"It's okay"

"Really? What did you see when you went? ”

"It's nothing, you can relax, nothing will happen"

Xinrou didn't tell her what happened last time.

Maybe it was a little secret in her heart, a little secret that could be hidden.

Hearing these words, Malt's mood suddenly calmed down a lot, and he has been thinking about various solutions for a period of time, if Senior Mangni is really angry, what should he do, but this matter is his own mistake in the end, if he should have made the situation clear at that time, maybe this kind of thing would not have happened, every time he considered it himself, but he was thoughtful, and in the end, he had to deal with the aftermath alone.

Sometimes I wish I could think things through, but sometimes I can't do it! It's like a person who is often sloppy, and suddenly gets serious, and it seems that there is nothing wrong with it.

Hey, the world is really unfair, why only give those people smart brains, especially those who are very smart themselves, they have such a high IQ, it is obviously a very unreasonable thing.

It's like talking about yourself, although it's not very pure, but compared to those who are more careful and thoughtful, it can't be regarded as looking at the face to the extreme.

Because this matter has indeed suffered a lot of losses, many times it can be solved with just one sentence, but it takes many ways.

Alas, this method is really a headache, if it can be prevented earlier, there will be no such thing, it seems that you still have to be prepared in the future, of course, it does not mean that you will get into trouble in the future.

"Really? That's great.,I thought he'd really be so angry with me" It seems that I've never seen him so stubborn in a long time.,This time it's just a little problem with himself.,There's no need to look like that."

It seems that the world of Xueba is really difficult to fit into, and I don't know why I joined this ranks in the first place, can I quit now if I regret it? It doesn't seem like there's a regret pill, right?

"Don't worry, it's true, just now I saw that Senior Mao Xiao didn't mean to blame you, it seems that he still respects and loves you very much in his heart, so just relax, don't think about it"

Although Xinrou has developed some feelings for him, she is her best friend at school, and maybe she shouldn't do this.

But things about feelings are really difficult to control, just like some people and some things can't be easily solved because of a simple judgment and judgment.

Emotional things are often the most difficult to control, because many times there will be many different things that will appear on different occasions, and when different tones solve problems, attitudes will become different.

"Alas, or I still think about how to admit my mistakes, I don't know why, I always feel that there are some places and details that should be paid attention to in front of him" Malt is like a humble little assistant in front of Senior Mangni, maybe at the beginning it was a route that he set for himself, and he has been following this route again, without making changes from it.

"Don't overthink it! Thinking too much, nothing good always happens"

I was still persuading her a few days ago, but now that the roles are completely reversed, it's really hard to adapt for a while.

"And when are you going to start work?" Malt asked.

"Tomorrow is a holiday, I should go to the induction" Although Xinrou was talking about this in a flat tone, she could hear the joy she wanted to express from her tone.

It seems that she still cares about this job very much, and it is rare to see her expression fluctuate so much, and this is the first time.

"So fast?" None of my peers have yet to leave school, and some don't even have a road on the university campus, and some of them are already planning to go out for internships when they remember clearly, which is still quite surprising to everyone.

"Because I want to get more money from the company earlier, I still have a lot of use"

"What? Have you been short of money lately? You can tell me, "Malt is always very enthusiastic about other people's affairs, but sometimes she can't solve her own affairs."

If helping others is also a virtue, then God should have a few discount shopping coupons that you can actually have many times, so that you can buy a few more clothes to wear in different styles.

"Why do you suddenly ask that?" Xinrou sometimes really doesn't know what to say, she is really short of money, but she doesn't want to tell anyone about this reason, if she asks for the bottom of it, it is really unnecessary, especially in the face of many people, she doesn't respect herself very much.

Because there are some things that I want to say when I want to say them, I will naturally say them, and if I start to get to the bottom of them as soon as we meet, it is really sad.

"I'm just asking casually, you must not take it to heart" Malt chose to explain this time, after all, some words come out of the mouth, and they are also unintentional, if the listener intends to, it is really a very bad thing.

"Yes, I remember the opinions you sent me, and I believe that I will improve more and more in the future, and it will definitely not be the same as now"

"It's great that you can remember, so I'll go rest now and contact you if there's anything," Xinjo said.

I just want to end this topic early, because there are still some things waiting to be dealt with by myself, I have already got a company's boiling method, and I am considering whether to join a company, but I can feel that the owner of the company seems to be a very good person, especially in terms of initiative talent.

"Well, but I still want to explain the explanation of "Is humility engraved in the bones?" Or is it just in front of him, oops, it's really a little unclear for a while.

"Then it's up to you, since I persuaded it, and I didn't understand, then you can send it if you want, and none of us will stop you from making this decision."

This kind of decision, which no one stands in the way, is not tied down, but what should actually be done?

"Then I'll go out and order a takeout first, I haven't eaten at night, I just got off the subway, there are too many people in the subway, it seems that there are a lot of people in the subway at this time, which means that there are indeed a lot of people going home at this time, if you can, you will miss this time in the future" Xinrou said.

This takeaway didn't cost much, but it just made me feel warmer than ever, and Xinrou once again remembered that the last time he ate, he took chopsticks for himself, which was simply the ideal type of perfect boyfriend.

But this type doesn't belong to you, is it really bad for you?

If you have a chance, you must catch him and ask what is going on so that you won't even look at it, just not interested?