It would be nice if life could be kinder to people, Xinrou has been overwhelmed by life lately.

The phone at home is always called over and over again, and every time I hear the phone ringing, I feel like my head is going to explode!

Why can't they put themselves in their own shoes? Is it all predestined after birth? But do some people say that their fate is in their own hands, and what saint can give advice?

Xinrou has been really tired lately, the prices here are much more expensive than the prices in my hometown, there are a lot of things, as long as the price is stuck, I will immediately put it back, and I don't dare to take another look.

Sometimes I can't even afford a simple scarf, especially when I go to the supermarket, and I am scared to find a hole in the ground when I see the price on it.

It's just that I want to appreciate the prosperity of the big city, but there are many things that I can't afford, not only do I have to spend money in the city, but I also need to keep sending money at home, when can I suddenly become a little rich woman and get rich overnight, life is so stressful, but I have to stay in this city anyway, after all, this is the hope for the future.

If she doesn't stay in this city in the future and goes back to her hometown, it is estimated that this life will be like this, but she is unwilling, she still hopes that she can have a wonderful life, instead of being able to see the end at a glance......

On this day, the brother called, and he didn't receive a call from him for a long time, and sometimes he was busy with work and didn't dare to disturb him.

"How's it going?" The brother asked.

Xinrou just said helplessly: "It doesn't seem to be any different from before" is really no different, and even has a lot more burden, and sometimes this burden is really unbearable.

"I originally thought that as long as I worked hard and worked hard, I could pass the test of a person from the countryside in the big city, I desperately wanted to stay in this city, I didn't want to go back to that dark place, but I found that my efforts were always in vain, I was just able to solve the problem of food and clothing, and there were many things I couldn't do, can you understand my feelings?" That brother always behaved like a confidant in front of her, but today he was extremely sad.

Hearing this, Xinrou knew that something must have happened to him, otherwise he wouldn't have said such a thing, and the most he heard him on weekdays was how hard he should work to stay in this city.

"Brother, what happened? Why did you suddenly think that? Isn't it our common dream to stay in this city? Xinrou didn't understand, after all, only by staying here can there be hope and light, if you really want to go back, then what is the difference from the previous days?

"I know that life must not be so easy to go back, and I don't want to go back to that kind of living conditions, but as long as I stay in this city, it's too difficult, we are not locals, and there is a big gap between the locals, I have worked hard for so long, I want to stay in this city desperately, but in the end, in the end, it is just to be suppressed back, I have no choice, maybe all I can do is to pack up my things now, this city can no longer accommodate me"

My brother has recently encountered several problems, there are many projects that have not been solved, and there is still a lot of pressure on his shoulders, which cannot be fully shared by one person.

There were several times when I wanted to jump down from the river, but then I gave up on this idea, and if I could, I really wanted to accept my life easily, but I still had some concerns......

If people really don't have any emotions and six desires, maybe everything in the outside world will not cause harm to themselves, but then they will also lose the essence of human beings, and people themselves are an animal with emotions, if they lose their original heart, they may not be much different from an object that is stationary in itself.

"Brother, what's wrong with you? Before, you clearly told me that we should try to stay in this city, and we are constantly working hard to achieve this goal, but at this time, you actually told me that you want to go back, you know what life is like to go back, do you really not want to think about it anymore? ”

Xinrou has thought about what happened before countless times, it is not easy to come to this city itself, and now there is finally a hope for the future waiting for her to realize, but now that her brother is actually going to retreat, can't she wait any longer.

After all, the future is still full of infinite hope and expectation, and leaving now will shatter all hope for the future, and then it will not be just a matter that can be solved by packing up and going home.

When I went back, I was faced with the hearts of those who made me feel dark, so why did he make such a decision? It was a pity that I was so resolute at the beginning, but now I have to choose to give up.

"I've thought about it for a long, long time, and I know that I must not have made this decision wisely, but I have no other way, I'm afraid that if I stay any longer, I won't even be able to pay the rent, I don't know what the future holds, but now I can't stay in this city anymore, I can't beg on the streets, right?"

What he told is indeed the truth, if you want to stay in this city, it costs a lot of money and wealth, so it is really a very difficult thing for a person who has just come out of the countryside, if a lot of money is spent on rent, it will be difficult to recover the money at that time, the most important thing is to solve the problem of food and clothing, food and clothing have not been solved, and it seems that there is really nothing to do with talking about anything else.

"Doesn't my brother want to wait any longer? If we stay, there is still hope for us to pursue, do you remember what you told me? We all have a great chance to stay here, don't give up at this time! Xinrou said.

Xinrou became choked up when she spoke, tears flowed down her cheeks, this is the brother who decided to stay in the city with herself, like a relative, but now she will give up if she gives up, then her future is really only one by herself, she is already infinitely confused about this city, but now even a guide has to leave, how should you live in the future?

"But life is often so cruel, it is not at all what we imagined, we think that as long as we work hard, we can stay in this city, but in the end, hard work will not solve anything, this dream may have been shattered, to be precise, I don't have the courage to continue to stay in this city."

The reason for the lack of courage may be the strange vision of the people around him, as well as the determination and fear of the future......

Why is life so tormented? Wouldn't it be nice to let a person go down quietly?

"But...," Xinrou said.

"Nothing, but, I've made a choice, in this case, I can only follow another path, this big city is really not for me, maybe I have been living in the darkness of the past, and I will be like this all my life" I was very sad when I said this, alas, I really don't know what the future will be.

Xinrou didn't understand, didn't understand why her brother would make such a hasty decision, wasn't it his yearning to stay in the big city? Hasn't he had enough of those dark days before? Why choose to go back? He should be full of hope for the future, but from his words, it seems that he has never heard words of hope.

"But my brother still has a chance, doesn't he? As long as we don't go back to that place, there is hope wherever we are."

"Forget it? I don't seem to see the light anymore, all I can do is go back the way I came, some things are not something we can choose, in the end, we are just an ordinary person, ordinary people should live an ordinary life, incompatible with the big city, maybe many things have been doomed from the beginning, no matter what we do, we can't change it"

Xinrou could hear the loss in her brother's words, but why did her brother, who was originally full of confidence, suddenly torture like this, and what happened to him during this time?

If I could, I really wanted to tell my brother to persevere, I was carrying so much pressure, and I was constantly moving forward, just for the hope of the future, but the person who walked into this road with me suddenly wanted to leave....

Since then, I have only been left alone, and I don't even have a person to talk to, what a loss.

"Brother, you must listen to me, as long as you stay here, we all have hope, and we can all solve it, don't we? As you told me, as long as we stay here, there should be many, many opportunities and challenges, and now that the challenges are coming, why don't you catch them? That's how we can have a chance."

"There's no chance, there's no hope, enough of the toss, I should go back, back to the place that belongs to me"

A place that is already your own? Clearly said that his future could be changed, but why did he go back?

Xinrou doesn't seem to change no matter what she says, her brother's determination to leave, he wants to return to his previous life, maybe it can be said that he was forced to return to his previous life.

"Brother really won't regret making this decision? If you really go back in the future, you won't be able to get out, and you won't have a chance to change..."

Xinrou is afraid of those days, in this big city, although there are many challenges, but as long as there is hope for the future, then it is the motivation for herself to persevere.

But if you really go back, you can see the end of those days at a glance, as if there is nothing to look forward to, and when the time comes, I really don't know what to do when I see those dark people's hearts again.

"Maybe my fate should be like this, I should be good, understand, maybe I shouldn't have come out at all, no matter how I toss, the result is still the same, but you should be better than me, as long as you work hard, you will stay in this city"

"But... But you're gone, I don't want you to go, because you're the only one I know, do you really want to leave me alone? Speaking of this, Xinrou had already burst into tears.