『Miscanthus:

You ask me if I hear the wind in my ears

Actually, I've heard it for a long time

You're overly obvious."

Xinrou has been depressed lately, and it seems that nothing can arouse her interest.

The boy I met in the park last time has not been heard from since he left, and there is no software contact between the two of them, has he really gone to the company and everything has gone well, but why hasn't he been able to reply to the message until now?

Xinrou had sent him several messages, but in the end, they were all like a stone sinking into the sea, and he didn't get any reply.....

She is like a helpless child who can't find a home, pinning her hopes on others again and again, but in the end she gets nothing.

When she returned to her dormitory, she always sat quietly by herself, looking out the window.

Sometimes the wind blows off a few leaves of the tree in front of the window, but the power of the sun does not decrease in the slightest.

She just wants to find a home of her own in this big city, a person who can bring her hope, at least the future should not be confused, but now she can't see anything, why is all this so simple in the eyes of others, but here she is, it is difficult to do it anyway....

Could it all be the result of divine injustice? She began to think about it again and again.

"Xinrou, what's wrong with you lately?" One of the roommates looked at something something wrong and asked casually.

"Not much" Xinrou is a person who likes to bury her heart and not tell it to the public, because she has no sense of security, and what she says always seems like an exposed secret.

"Okay!" The roommate didn't ask any more questions, and concentrated on other things.

Xinrou sat by the window alone, all of this may have a lot to do with what happened when she was a child....

Her parents were always very strict with her, but at the same age, she failed to get a more colorful childhood, this incident secretly planted a dark seed in her heart, she didn't know how this seed would grow, but the resentment in her heart never disappeared.

Looking at everything in my peers, I just feel that God is too unjust, obviously everyone is a life that came to this world, but the treatment they enjoy is completely different, but why is there such a big gap between them, just because they can't be reincarnated?

There is no doubt that this question ended up being fruitless.

She has a lot of responsibility on her shoulders, and she is about to leave school and go out into the society to take on the responsibility of the whole family.

But she doesn't want to go back to her old life, she doesn't want to go back to that small village after graduating from college, she just wants to stay in this big city, find a job, and experience the life of a person living in a big city, why can't someone show up.....

Bai Ji finally ran into her again.

"Do you remember me? I don't think you have forgotten what happened last time, right? Bai Ji was elated, chatting these days, fortunately he had his roommate next to him as a staff officer, otherwise he really wouldn't be able to appear in front of her.

Even though there was a doubt in his heart from beginning to end, what was the relationship between the girl in front of him and Su Mu.

"You... How do you know I'm here? She asked.

Bai Ji spread his hands, "I.... Of course I didn't know you were here, but I met it suddenly, do you believe in fate? ”。

Fate? Is there really such a thing as fate in this world?

"Then since we met today, maybe I should make it clear to you about some things" Bai Wei also wanted to make a decision.

After all, it is really a very unpleasant thing to be pestered and chatted every day, and if you make this matter clear, maybe no one will be able to disturb your quiet life anymore, just go to school quietly, and I really don't want to think about anything else.

"Okay, I also have something to tell you," Bai Ji was very excited about this topic.

It would be nice if there was nothing to do between the girl in front of him and Su Mu, after all, Su Mu's approach was really impossible to agree with.

"Then let's talk about it first," Bai Wei said.

The two of them walked slowly on the road to the campus.....

"Did you know that you often come to my mind?" asked Bai Ji.

"How do I know that comes to your mind?".

"They say it's a sign that you like someone, maybe I'm in love with you."

"But that's not the question, what is the question you want to ask?"

"Actually, it's the same question from last time, although you didn't tell me last time, but please tell me this question, it's very important to me" Su Mu is very sincere, especially in the face of feelings (don't look at him as a wild and uninhibited boy on the outside, but in fact, he hasn't talked about a few girlfriends, and he is also a blank in terms of emotion).

"What happened last time?".

"The last time you suddenly appeared at the door of the dormitory next door to us, were you looking for Su Mu?" Bai Ji's expectant eyes, I hope she says no, but if not, what kind of relationship will it have with the dormitory next door?

"I'm looking for him, but why are you asking about this?"

When Bai Ji heard the words of the girl in front of him, he was stunned, stood in place, and did not move forward.

"Is there anything else you'd like to ask?" Bai Wei took a few steps forward, and found that there was no one following her, so she stopped, turned her head and asked.

This fact makes Bai Ji a little at a loss, can all this only stay here, why does she have to be involved with Su Mu, what kind of grievances and grievances are there between them....

"Why are you going to him?".

"That's between us, is it necessary to inquire so carefully?".

"Okay, since you don't want to say it, then I won't ask, let's say, what did you want to tell me just now" Bai Ji was very disappointed, he knew that it would be such an ending, so he shouldn't have some expectations for the beginning of the process.....

Bai Wei originally wanted to say something, at least to let him not disturb his life in the future, but this sentence was unspeakable in an instant.

took out her phone and swiped the screen a few times, "I'm sorry, something happened in our class, my classmate is waiting for me in the dormitory, I want to go back to deal with it now" Bai Wei wanted to leave.

Bai Ji nodded, "Well, then you can go!" But before you leave, can you tell me your name" stared blankly at her figure, but couldn't say a word.....

"White myrtle, white white, rose of rose".

To be precise, she is the first person who makes herself so haunted, she has been in her mind for the past few days, and she will have such a big reaction after just meeting once, she is the first and only one.

As the saying goes, how big the expectation is, how big the loss is, and many things are irretrievable, since there is a relationship between her and Su Mu, there is nothing to say.....

Walking back to the dormitory alone, even the evening breeze just now became so biting, thinking that a few days ago because of her hangover, the result was just an empty joy, nothing was gained, maybe nothing was lost....

"Everything ended in such a hurry, there will be no buffer time, like a gust of wind, it will not come back if it is blown away" Bai Ji thinks that he is not so lucky.

is also like his roommate, loved by so many girls, but people are destined to be different, just like this so-called fate, when it appears and when it ends, it is a mystery.

When I returned to the dormitory, I didn't say a word, and lay on the bed with the quilt over my head.

Lao Ding sensed that something was wrong, and walked over and sat on the edge of his bed, "Hey, what's wrong with you?" Didn't you just meet the girl of your dreams? Did you succeed and pretend to be disappointed and want to surprise me on purpose? ”。

After all, when I was in the mobile phone chat interface a few days ago, the two of them chatted well, and if they met, it should warm up the relationship between the two people, he looks like this....

But Bai Ji still didn't say anything, and lay there without moving.

Lao Ding lifted the quilt and saw a face of vicissitudes.

"What the hell is going on? Why be so depressed? "Lao Ding doesn't understand, he was still happy when he went out, but when he came back, he became like this....

"It seems that everything is my own passion, she didn't mean that, right..."Bai Ji finally spoke, his tone full of loss.

"You confessed to her?".

"No," Bai Ji didn't know if that sentence was a confession, maybe not very formal.

"So what's wrong with you? How could she reject you if she didn't confess? ”。

"Do you know why that girl showed up at the door of the dormitory next door that day?" Bai Ji said with a serious face, and it could be seen that he cared about this matter very much.

Lao Ding shook his head, "I don't know."

"She has a relationship with Su Mu, you know the girl who is with Su Mu....".

"So what? Obviously, if you like her, you should confess it first, but why should you care about it? "Lao Ding can't understand, if you like it, you have to be together, there is no need to become an obstacle because of some objective conditions.

"Don't you understand?".

"So that's what you care about? Is it just for this reason? ”。

"No, I don't want this matter to have anything to do with Su Mu, you should always know about it, right" Bai Ji sat up from the bed, pushed away the quilt under his feet, and leaned against the iron railing on the side.

Lao Ding knew that if he cared so much about something, he would definitely not violate the principles in his heart, and it seemed that he had no way to intervene in this matter, "Okay, I can't persuade you in this matter."

Bai Ji lay on the bed, the scene in his mind was replayed again, and everything around him seemed to reappear even the wind that penetrated deep into the bone marrow again.

originally thought that she had met the only person in the world who made her heart move, and she appeared frequently in her life and in her mind, but in the end she realized that everything was just self-inflicted amorous and dramatic.

If she had known earlier that there was a relationship between her and Su Mu, then she would never have made such a low-level mistake again, and she would not have had contact with anyone related to Su Mu no matter what.

Everything is so absurd, it's a misunderstanding, and a lot of things are just left to rest.

White Bai, Rose Wei, that girl has the same surname as Bai Ji, these two words have always stayed in Bai Ji's mind, as if they have been sealed, and they can't be dispersed for a long time.

Lao Ding didn't have much to say on the side, it seemed that since he had already made his choice, it was useless to say anything.

But in the past few days, Bai Ji has not had much fun, I thought that as long as I said what I thought would be very happy, but now it seems that everything is just an imaginary expectation.

The greater the expectation, the greater the loss....