Murong Ran and Leng Yanshuo drank wine in the living room for a while, there were three or four empty red wine bottles on the coffee table, and Murong Ran, who originally wanted to go home and sleep on strike, was urged away by the company's phone.

"Yiyi, the company has something to do, let's go back together! I want to sleep after dealing with it~" Murong Ran was a little drunk and shouted upstairs on the handrail of the villa stairs.

Leng Yanshuo held a wine glass in his hand and leaned on the sofa in a daze.

Ye Yiyi ran downstairs when she heard the sound, and she frowned at the smell of wine on the first floor.

"How do you drink so much? In broad daylight, is the driver coming? ”

"It's already at the door." Murong Ran hugged Ye Yiyi in his arms, buried his face in the depths of Ye Yiyi's neck, and inhaled the unique fragrance on her body.

"Get out of here." Leng Yanshuo was a little envious of their feelings, picked up the pillow on the sofa and threw it at them.

"Let's go, let's go, there's no room for us here! Young Master Leng! It's time to change the camel's dressing, don't fall asleep. Ye Yiyi was pulled away by Murong Ran, and she didn't forget to tell Leng Yanshuo.

The house was quiet again, and Leng Yanshuo was a little drunk, but also sober.

Some staggered to their feet, walked to the bathroom on the first floor, washed their faces, and looked at themselves in the mirror with the sink, a little distracted.

Leng Yanshuo slowed down for a while, found the medicine box and ice pack, and walked upstairs.

After Ye Yiyi left, Li Luo took out his diary and recorded the recent events.

"Luoluo, it's time to change the dressing."

Li Luo put the diary aside and walked to the chaise longue by the window, where the light was good.

"You're drinking."

"Well, but I didn't drink much, I won't hurt you."

Leng Yanshuo skillfully changed and disinfected Li Luo's forehead. took out an ice pack and put it on the half of Li Luo's face where he was beaten, feeling distressed.

Li Luo smelled the smell of tobacco and alcohol on Leng Yanshuo's body, and for the first time, he didn't feel that the smell was unpleasant, but it was a little sweet.

"Leng Yan, you saw the victory last night... What is he doing? Let's be honest with me, only then can I give up on him completely. ”

Li Luo's eyes were half-open, and he turned his head to look at Leng Yanshuo.

"He's just not honest, he wants to make trouble for me, he opened a room with my artist, and I arrived before I could do anything."

Leng Yanshuo gave her ice compress seriously, and kept adjusting the angle.

After hearing this, Li Luo lowered his eyes, tears filled his eyes, and in order to prevent tears from falling, he raised his head and took a deep breath.

"It's time for me to forget about him and start my life again," Li Luo muttered in a low voice.

Pain is definitely not the purpose of love, whether it is two people who are in love, or have separated, or just a quiet crush, love should give us hope anyway, even at the end of that journey, through those seemingly cruel endings, we have seen a different self.

"My face is no longer swollen, but it's still a little red." Leng Yanshuo put down the ice pack, got up and turned his head to take a thin blanket to cover Li Luo's body, "Take advantage of the sun now, let's bask for a while." ”

"Calcium supplements..."Leng Yanshuo touched his tall nose and said to Li Luo.

"You should say something to it, don't always be so awkward." Li Luo looked at Leng Yanshuo with amusement, it was really not good to always coldly turn people away.

"I try." Leng Yanshuo walked to the sofa opposite the bed and sat down, picked up the magazine next to him and flipped through it casually.

"I remember when you were a kid you sang very well, can you sing a song for me now!" Li Luo was a little bored, she didn't want to think about He Shengyu in her life, there was only Leng Yanshuo around her, so she could only take him under the knife.

"Do you have a guitar?" Leng Yanshuo put down the magazine in his hand, got up and looked around the room.

"There is it in the next room!"

"Okay."

Leng Yanshuo went to the next room to get the guitar, tuned the tune, sat on the sofa and asked Li Luo what he wanted to hear.

"Anything?"

"Listen... Like a fish! ”

“… Good. Leng Yanshuo paused for a few seconds to think about the melody.

Slender and nimble fingers gently sweep across the guitar, and every note plays with precision.

“…

I'm going to forget what you look like,

Like a fish that forgets the taste of the sea,

Let go of all dreams and worries,

But I can't forget the begging of memories

…”

Leng Yanshuo's somewhat hoarse voice made the song even more moving, and Li Luo could listen to it.

The fish said to the water, "You can't see my tears, because my tears are in the water."

The water said to the fish: I can feel your tears, because your tears are in my heart.

This song is very similar to the current Liluo.

Leng Yanshuo sang one by one, and Li Luo slowly fell asleep with Leng Yanshuo's singing voice because of the medicine.

Put down the guitar, walked to Li Luo's side softly, bent down, and secretly left a kiss on her forehead, a kiss that was not known, this kiss was very affectionate, very moving, and very rare...

Leng Yanshuo picked up Li Luo, walked to the side of the bed, and gently placed it in the soft quilt.

The diary was knocked off, opened and collapsed on the floor, Leng Yanshuo bent down to pick it up, and accidentally saw the contents:

"Why can't I let go of my thoughts, because he has brought me too much beauty, maybe when I am around, I don't cherish it, people are like this, and I only understand when I lose it. But thank you for teaching me so much, when I feel a little hopeless, I can dream of you, and in my dreams it is also a desperate situation, as if you have a sense on the other side of the sea, but unfortunately your promise to me also went with the wind when you left me, but I feel as if you are still there.

If you hadn't hit me that day, I would have forgiven you...

Seungwoo, do you still love me? ”

Leng Yanshuo's hands trembled a little, closed the diary and put it on the side of the bed, his heart was mixed, he walked to the sofa and sat down, looking at the sleeping Liluo.

Leng Yanshuo covered his face with his hands, warm tears fell down his fingers, he actually cried, he who didn't care about everything was cold to everything, he cried...

He was afraid, afraid that one day He Shengyu would really change his mind and come back to beg her to get back together, afraid that Li Luo would really promise him that in the face of love, all faults are not wrong.

He couldn't believe that Li Luo's love for He Shengyu could really not care about what he had done.

What to do?

Leng Yanshuo left Li Luo's room sadly, wiped the tears on his face, and drove away.

He was a little drunk, galloping on the road, frantically shuttling on the road, looking at the bustling and noisy city, but he couldn't find his place.

"Murong Ran, come out with me at night and have some more drinks." Leng Yanshuo called Murong Ran and asked him to continue at night, at this moment he needed catharsis, maybe he had always known Li Luo's feelings, but the few paragraphs in this diary were the last straw that crushed him.

When Murong Ran arrived at Leng Yanshuo's house, he was already drunk, but he still retained a trace of sobriety.

"What's wrong? Suddenly in a bad mood? Aren't you getting along well? Murong Ran poured himself wine while looking at Leng Yanshuo, who had drunk too much.

"I accidentally saw the diary she wrote, which was full of their bits and pieces, and she even thought about getting back together with He Shengyu. She has barely shown it lately, just writing down her feelings in her diary. Leng Yanshuo sat up and looked at Murong Ran with bloodshot eyes and pain.

"I don't understand, I don't understand, I don't know how long I can stay with her..."

"Murong, what should I do?"

"Now she definitely can't get out, and she's not rational, don't take her diary to heart, it's just a little girl's hypocrisy." Murong Ran picked up the wine glass and took a sip, "How can you peek at other people's diaries!" ”

Murong Ran teased him that he actually used this way to understand her.

"I didn't mean to see it."

"Don't worry, you treat her with your heart, and she will always have a place in her heart after a long time."

"Actually, I didn't want to be with her..."

"Why? Didn't you come back for her? Aren't you doing so much to accompany her now for the future? "Murong Ran didn't understand it very much, he didn't understand it very much! If love is there, why not fight for it?

"I'm not worthy, Murong, if one day she knows what happened to me over the years, she will be afraid of me, and she will avoid it forever." Leng Yanshuo looked at Murong Ran painfully, his expression in a trance.

"So what the hell have you been doing all these years? You didn't say anything after asking so many times! Murong Ran was a little anxious, Leng Yanshuo had changed a lot compared to before, and his body was a little more gloomy and sorrowful.

"Some dark past, a sordid history..."

Leng Yanshuo smoked a cigarette, his eyes drifted, and he didn't know where to look, and a trace of tears fell from the corner of his eye.

"Hurry up, are you still going to hide it from me?"

Leng Yanshuo took a deep breath, thought for a while, simply organized the language, and said:

"I... I've been on drugs, I've been in jail..."