Chapter 189: Don't You Like It
"I think you've misunderstood me." Guo Chengling said aggrievedly.
It's really wronged. If you really want to think about it, if you are caught, you will be kicked once. Now I don't have any distractions at all, just because I'm afraid that Lin Xiaowan will be uncomfortable.
O conscience of heaven and earth!
Lin Xiaowan looked at Guo Chengling like this, knowing that she was wrong to blame him, and she also felt a little embarrassed. grinned at Guo Chengling and said with a smile: "Xianggong, is it cold on the ground?" ”
"Did it hurt?"
"Don't be angry."
"I'm your own lady, and you can't blame me for doing something wrong."
Lin Xiaowan snorted, and her voice was almost crispy to the bones. Guo Chengling couldn't stand this, he couldn't help but shudder, and immediately got up from the ground and patted his fart. share, said with some palpitations: "Xiaowan, you should speak normally, you are like this, I am a little afraid." ”
Lin Xiaowan rolled her eyes: "Cut, I don't understand feelings. Interesting. ”
Guo Chengling was not angry, but he felt that Lin Xiaowan was making a big fuss. Moreover, once this feeling arises, it becomes more and more magnified in the bottom of my heart. He thought: The two of them are husband and wife, shouldn't they do something, so they won't be so repulsive, right? Is it possible that you don't want to have intimate contact with yourself?
As soon as he thought about it, Guo Chengling's mood became worse and worse, and it could be seen from his gradually pulling down face at a glance.
Lin Xiaowan was so careful, mainly until Guo Chengling's mood gradually decreased, so she asked, "Xianggong, why are you unhappy?" I either mean to kick you down, or ......"
As he was talking, Guo Chengling asked abruptly, "Xiaowan, don't you like me touching you?" ”
"Huh?" Lin Xiaowan was stunned when asked, and looked at Guo Chengling in surprise. After a while, he came back to his senses and asked him, "Why did you suddenly ask such a question?" I...... I ......"
How can I answer such a shy question?
Like?
I'm going to blush......
Dislike?
That's impossible.
It's too unlevel.
But in Guo Chengling's view, this hesitation is already an irrefutable performance. He took a deep breath and said in a solemn tone, "Okay, I see." ”
Lin Xiaowan glared: "What do you know, you know?" ”
"I won't be like this again." Guo Chengling said in a deep voice, as if he had poured out all the grievances in his heart. He lowered his head, not letting Lin Xiaowan see the sad expression on his face, and said word by word, "I don't want to act like I'm forcing you every time." If you don't like it, then I won't do it. I'll respect your ideas. ”
"But I want you to tell me anything, whatever is in your heart. I don't want to cause you any harm because of me. Even, if ......"
Speaking of which, Guo Chengling couldn't say the following words. His thoughts suddenly became extreme, thinking that Lin Xiaowan and his marriage were just an arrangement by accident, perhaps, Lin Xiaowan had never let go of Gu Ziyou, but was just a disheartened self-abandonment.
The more I think about it, the more real it feels.
Lin Xiaowan could feel the sincerity of Guo Chengling's emotions, although it was quite touching, but it also made her feel the meaning of self-abandonment contained in his emotions.
Staring at Guo Chengling's eyes, Lin Xiaowan asked very seriously: "What kind of mess are you talking about?" ”
"I just think, don't you like me?"
"I don't like you, I'm going to marry you?"
"Didn't you just be abandoned by Gu Ziyou at that time, and then ......"
"Guo! Receive! Wing! Lin Xiaowan burst out, choked with anger, pointed at Guo Chengling, and scolded: "Are you sick!" ”
"I didn't ......" Guo Chengling lowered his eyebrows, unhappy.
Lin Xiaowan suddenly became aggrieved: "Why didn't you mind at the beginning, but now it's awkward!" It's good that you don't marry me in the first place, and you say that you want to guard me and protect me. That's how you protect me, isn't it? Why, dislike me anymore, others don't want it, dislike me for not being clean? ”
Guo Chengling was stunned: Obviously, you don't like me and don't like me to touch you.
But when she saw Lin Xiaowan's appearance, she suddenly felt distressed. He was a little at a loss, and wanted to hug Lin Xiaowan, and then comfort her, but his feet seemed to be incapacitated, and he stood in place without moving.
Guo Chengling denied it, saying: "I don't think so. I didn't want to talk about that either. ”
"Blame me?" Lin Xiaowan snorted coldly.
Guo Chengling shook his head and bowed his head to admit his mistake: "Blame me." I shouldn't have missed you that way. ”
"Why do you think that?" Lin Xiaowan asked.
Guo Chengling hesitated for a long time before telling Lin Xiaowan the truth. Lin Xiaowan listened carefully, and finally couldn't help but sneer at Guo Chengling's thoughts.
"Guo Chengling, why are you so careful!"
"What did I say, you're so yin and yang."
"Did I say I didn't like it? Such a stupid question, how do you ask me to answer! ”
A series of words did not give Guo Chengling any chance to explain. It wasn't until Lin Xiaowan stopped that he weakly retorted: "But ......"
Lin Xiaowan immediately interrupted: "But a ghost, are you a pig?" Yes? You're a pig! ”
It really made her angry enough, she pinched the tip of her little finger with her thumb nail and said, "You heart and eyes, it's so big." A little bit without much. ”
Guo Chengling still felt a little unbalanced, and asked her: "Then why do you always reject me, you are very reluctant to see me." ”
Lin Xiaowan wanted to say, can you understand the topic of embarrassment by herself...... But on second thought, if he could realize it, would he still have such thoughts? sighed, and was helpless......
"Big brother, don't you think you're too unrestrained...... This night after night, my little body can't stand it. Moreover, the frequency is so high that as long as you enter this house, you have no other ideas. ”
Lin Xiaowan thought about the way she spoke, and she was afraid that what she said was wrong, so Guo Chengling was thinking nonsense again.
Guo Chengling said: "You can tell me clearly." ”
Lin Xiaowan looked at Guo Chengling with a smile: "This official, do you think I can't tell you clearly before every start?" What ...... the result?"
Guo Chengling thought for a while: "Hmm...... I'm sorry Xiaowan, it's me who is not good. ”
Lin Xiaowan waved her hand: "I'm sorry, forget it, can I sleep now?" ”
"Yes." Guo Chengling nodded and stepped forward to give Lin Xiaowan a good breath.
Lin Xiaowan is a lot more relaxed, I really didn't expect Guo Chengling's mind to be so heavy, and she would think about those who don't have it. Thinking of this, Lin Xiaowan said: "Guo Chengling, I, Lin Xiaowan, am not the kind of woman who goes from day to night. Nothing in the past is representative of who I am now. I am no longer the Lin Xiaowan I used to be. If it weren't for loving you, I wouldn't have allowed myself to stay by your side. I can make money, I can support myself, I don't have to stay with someone I don't like, you understand? ”
This reassuring pill quieted Guo Chengling's impetuous heart.
Guo Chengling apologized seriously: "Well, I understand. I won't get you wrong anymore. ”
"There is no later." Lin Xiaowan said solemnly, "Since it has been identified, then believe in each other." It's okay to be jealous, but you can't eat indiscriminately. And, you have to be a little holy. ”
"Holy?" Guo Chengling repeated, he didn't quite understand the meaning of the word.
"It's just a little white and flawless." Lin Xiaowan explained, and then said, "I am your Guo Chengling's wife, and I will only be your wife." ”
Guo Chengling nodded solemnly, the guilty expression on his face was enough to let Lin Xiaowan know that he had passed the level in his heart.
But Lin Xiaowan still snorted coldly: "I won't bother with you today, I'm too tired, go to bed early." ”
Without waiting for Guo Chengling to respond, Lin Xiaowan returned to the bed and lay down, closing her eyes. I wanted to continue to think about Liu Cui's question, but I was upset, so I stopped thinking about it. I want to fall asleep quickly, but I can't.
When I was irritable, I heard the sound of rustling, and then I felt someone touch me.
Guo Chengling lay down next to Lin Xiaowan and asked her, "Xiaowan, don't you take off your clothes?" ”
Lin Xiaowan: "Don't take it off." ”
"Uh......" Guo Chengling paused, and then said, "I have something to tell you." ”
"Didn't you say no?" Lin Xiaowan said impatiently. I thought: Guo Chengling, you are really a mouse, just forget about it.
Guo Chengling knew that Lin Xiaowan had misunderstood him again, and hurriedly explained: "No, I really have something to tell you." ”
Lin Xiaowan opened her eyes and looked sideways at Guo Chengling: "Just talk about things, why do you ask me if I take off my clothes or not." ”
"I'm not afraid you'll be uncomfortable." Guo Chengling whispered.
Lin Xiaowan felt that her reaction seemed to be too big, and what Guo Chengling said made sense. While undressing, he said to Guo Chengling: "Okay, if you have something to say, I'll listen." ”
Guo Chengling told Lin Zhen that he had taken time out to go to the Lin family during the day, and then defended Lin Zhen: "Although it is really wrong for my father to do this, after all, it is my father's home from childhood to old age, and it does not mean that you can give it up." If you are worried, you should go and take a look. ”
Lin Xiaowan looked at Guo Chengling expressionlessly: "That's it?" ”
"Well, that's it." Guo Chengling nodded, "Dad is afraid that you and your mother will be unhappy and will be angry, so I don't dare to tell you." But my heart was not steady, so I chattered with me. ”
"What did you tell your father?" Lin Xiaowan asked.
"I said that you and your mother are not such cold people. There was no way to force my father at the beginning. Now that it's all over, even if you go back and see, you won't feel anything. Guo Chengling replied truthfully.
Lin Xiaowan: "You said so, so why did you tell me this." ”
"I asked my father to tell my mother about this, don't hide it. You say, will my mother be angry? Guo Chengling asked tentatively.
Lin Xiaowan didn't think about it, and replied directly: "No, if my mother was really so stingy, she would have taken me alone a long time ago." ”
"Hmm." Guo Chengling listened to it and was relieved.
I just didn't want Lin Xiaowan to suddenly say, "I have something to ask you." ”