Chapter 190: Do You Have a Psychological Burden?

Guo Chengling was a little flustered by Lin Xiaowan's abrupt questioning, especially under her serious expression and serious tone. He secretly wondered what would happen, so he reacted more than a beat slower.

"Smack!"

Lin Xiaowan patted Guo Chengling's leg, "What do you think!" ”

"It's nothing, isn't it waiting for you to ask me to answer." Guo Chengling replied casually, obviously well-behaved.

Lin Xiaowan didn't realize that there was him, and said with a straight face: "Guo Chengling, I want to ask you, do you think that I am too strong?" ”

"It's not strong." Guo Chengling replied without the slightest hesitation, "You are very good, thoughtful, dare to love and hate, and I am very happy with you." Even for a few days after I married you, I still felt that this was not true. ”

"yes, I'm that good?" Lin Xiaowan quipped along with Guo Chengling's words.

It's just that that's not what she wants to ask.

As soon as the words come to my mouth, I don't know how to ask the right one; Or rather, I don't know how to ask.

Guo Chengling smiled: "Of course again." And you are also beautiful, in this Xinghua Village, you can definitely be called the village flower. ”

"Haha, you deserve to be Murakusa too." Lin Xiaowan said happily, "The village grass with the village flower is just right." ”

Guo Chengling echoed, but said ashamedly: "I'm not counted, with this lame leg, I'm not a healthy man." Otherwise, they wouldn't have become relatives until now. ”

"Yo, is this a pity?" Lin Xiaowan said sourly, "I'm waiting for me, and I've wronged you." ”

Guo Chengling sat up straight and argued: "How could it be, I couldn't have thought of it before." ”

Lin Xiaowan deliberately lowered her voice and said, "How could it not, I used to be as thin as a root bean sprout, where is the village flower, and the dog's tail flower is almost the same." Fluttershy doesn't even know how much better she looks than me. You've probably looked at me before. ”

"How old am I to you, how dare I think." Guo Chengling was a little flustered, and then his voice weakened a little, and said, "I didn't plan to marry before, anyway, I have no father and no mother, and my adoptive father is gone, so I am idle and neat by myself." Moreover, hunting is a dangerous thing, and you can't tell when an accident will happen. It's a blessing that there is no one around. ”

When Lin Xiaowan heard this, she snorted coldly: "I'm still cumbersome?" You're not afraid of never going back now? ”

"Of course I'm afraid." Guo Chengling said righteously, "I was not afraid before, what jackals, tigers and leopards are no different from the rabbits and foxes in my opinion, they are nothing more than a little ferocious." ”

"It's as if you've gone through the mountains......," Lin Xiaowan flattened her mouth, "You didn't go in until you got married, and you were almost killed by a wild boar." The whole body is injured, and it almost kills you. ”

Her tone was soft, and she could hear the worry in her words.

Guo Chengling heard the resentment in these words, scratched his head, and said, "Didn't I want to make more money and let you live a good life." ”

This sentence is the heartfelt words of the heart.

He said: "With you, I am more afraid of accidents. But I can't let you live a hard life. And I promised you, I'll make you live a good life. Besides, I'm sure I'll be fine. ”

"Do you believe that there is a ghost, and the wild boar can look at you and ask you, do you believe that you will be safe?" Lin Xiaowan glanced at Guo Chengling, and then suddenly reacted, and the topic was taken away from him. Fortunately, just now, she interrupted what Guo Chengling was about to say and complained: "Okay, I'll talk about what you want to say later." It's all your fault, the questions I want to ask are all disrupted by you. ”

Forehead......

The corners of Guo Chengling's mouth twitched, and he thought: It's not what you asked me to say, why was it disrupted by me?

Lin Xiaowan was lying flat, Guo Chengling was sitting, and suddenly felt quite awkward. Then he also sat up, sat cross-legged with Guo Chengling face to face, and asked him: "Let me ask you, do you have a burden in your heart?" ”

Guo Chengling didn't quite understand, frowned and didn't speak.

Lin Xiaowan explained: "When I came back from the county a few days ago, my mother told my father in the car that because she surpassed my father, my father would feel unhappy, and then I couldn't get over the hurdles in my heart." I've always been worried that you're going to do that, but I'm afraid to ask. ”

"But I think I have to talk to you, otherwise you will be thinking too much at that time, what should I do?"

After all, I'm going to get better and better in the future, and now it's really the tip of the hair.

Moreover, not to mention that this era of thinking has not developed much, even in modern times, there are many men who cannot accept that their wives earn more than themselves. Even if their lives are not very good.

It's about a man's dignity and family status.

To put it bluntly, it is machismo, and it is also an inevitability formed under thousands of years of cultural growth.

Of course, this is only for the majority, and it does not mean that this is true for all people.

Lin Xiaowan thought, in fact, she should have paid attention to this issue a long time ago, and she didn't want to ruin her current life because of some illusory things.

Guo Chengling heard Lin Xiaowan's question, and her heart also chuckled. When I even thought about it, was it too obvious that Lin Xiaowan could see it?

He didn't know if he was right to think so, but if it really affected their relationship as husband and wife, then there must be a problem.

I wanted to deny it, but I still responded honestly: "Hmm...... A little bit indeed. ”

Lin Xiaowan sighed.

When Guo Chengling heard this, he became nervous and quickly explained: "All men think like this." I just want to use my abilities to make you live a good life, I don't want to ...... Don't want to ......"

"Don't want to lean on me?" Lin Xiaowan asked with a cold face.

Guo Chengling nodded.

"Then let me ask you, Guo Chengling, am I a part of this family?" Lin Xiaowan asked.

Guo Chengling nodded again.

"Since I am a member of this family, then I will do my best to make this family better, what's not to do? The main family has become better, why do you care if it is you or me? Aren't we one? The more Lin Xiaowan spoke, the more excited she became, and finally waved her hands.

Guo Chengling's face was red when he heard it, and in the face of Lin Xiaowan's stormy questioning, he was embarrassed. But when he heard the word one, he immediately raised his head, and his eyes seemed to burst into light.

Lin Xiaowan was taken aback, twisted her eyebrows, and asked, "Why are you looking at me like this?" ”

Guo Chengling replied weakly: "Yes, we are one." ”

As soon as she heard this tone, looked at this demeanor, and then paid attention to that action, Lin Xiaowan instantly understood why it was like this.

Alas, there is no help......

What's the point of this?

Lin Xiaowan poked Guo Chengling's head with her fingers: "If you dare to think about it again, you see if I will kick you out the door." ”

Guo Chengling is honest again.

Lin Xiaowan finished venting, and she calmed down a lot. He exhaled a cloudy breath, his voice gradually slowed, and said, "I can understand your thoughts, and of course I know that you are because you care about me." But I hope you can accept the current state as well. Don't have negative thoughts, okay? ”

Guo Chengling thought about it. "It may be a little difficult to accept it all at once. ”

Seeing Guo Chengling loosen her mouth, Lin Xiaowan also breathed a sigh of relief. She said, "It's okay, as long as you have the heart." Take your time and don't rush. ”

After Lin Xiaowan finished speaking, she lay down again, the matter is said to be open, this kind of bad seed can't give a chance to let it take root and sprout, otherwise, it will really affect family harmony.

Otherwise, the Liu family would not have specially called Lin Zhen with words.

Thinking of this, Lin Xiaowan couldn't help but sigh, Jiang is still old and spicy. She's still too tender.

Guo Chengling saw Lin Xiaowan lying down again, and asked her, "Nothing else to say?" ”

Lin Xiaowan thought about it, it seemed that there was, but she couldn't remember it, so she simply shook her head: "Not for the time being." The most important thing is this, I am afraid that it will affect our married life in the future. ”

Guo Chengling smiled: "Husband and wife. Life certainly won't interfere. ”

Lin Xiaowan: ......

Isn't it, I want to crook you again?

Guo Chengling said as if making a promise: "When you heal my leg, I will be able to do more." When the time comes, it will have the ability to make you live a good life. ”

As soon as Lin Xiaowan heard this, she immediately asked, "You mean, I won't sell ointments and soaps anymore when the time comes?" ”

Guo Chengling knew that he was going to make Lin Xiaowan unhappy again, so he hurriedly explained: "The ointment can be sold, but the soap, after all, you didn't make it yourself, I'm afraid there will be problems in the future." ”

Lin Xiaowan was moved, but said helplessly: "No way, I have already signed a contract with Mrs. Yao." I can't regret it. ”

Think about it too.

"Then let's take it one step at a time." Guo Chengling and Yi lay down and muttered.

Lin Xiaowan. I didn't say anything more.

Guo Chengling turned his head and stared at Lin Xiaowan's side face. The delicate side face is reflected in the bottom of the eyes, and gradually fades. He only felt his consciousness blur a little, a little.

He was wondering what it was that made Lin Xiaowan suddenly change so much.

Just the favor of the gods?

Then her personality changed too suddenly.

Even if she hadn't paid much attention to Lin Xiaowan before, the village was so big, and she would always hear something about her. This once submissive little girl has changed too quickly.

Guo Chengling wanted to ask, but felt that asking would shorten the distance between them, and after weighing it again, he finally gave up.

After being stared at for a long time, Lin Xiaowan noticed it, and when she turned her head, she was facing Guo Chengling's eyes.

Looking at each other, there will always be some different feelings.

Like, impulsiveness.

Guo Chengling didn't think about anything else, and just stared at Lin Xiaowan's eyes, as if he wanted to see through her person in the depths of her eyes. However, in Lin Xiaowan's opinion, Guo Chengling must be hooking up with her.

Yes, absolutely!

Lin Xiaowan persuaded herself that this is a good thing, proving that Guo Chengling loves herself. Then he turned his head and said lightly: "Sleep." ”

"Xiaowan, I don't think you have to work so hard." Guo Chengling said abruptly, he said: "You have a husband, you should learn to rely on your husband." And that's not the attitude you should have at your age. ”

Lin Xiaowan was displeased: "Why do you say it again." ”

"Off. Clothes. ”

"Sleep!"