1164 I Need More Stimulation
"How can there be ghosts in the hospital? I feel that occasionally a doctor or patient is possessed by a ghost, which is acceptable, and it would be to say that the hospital is full of ghosts. Chen Ge didn't say what he really thought, he just followed the reason in his mind.
"If it's true or not, let's go and ask him, won't we?" Zuo Han was very bold: "The screams came from upstairs, our ward has a total of seven floors, and the ward where he lives should be on the fifth or sixth floor." ”
"Are you sure you want to take the risk? It's not good to go out casually at night and get caught by a nurse. Chen Ge was more cautious.
"It's not that I'm going to take this risk, it's that we're going to take this risk together."
"We?"
"You said in the morning that Zhang Toast took the initiative to pull your hand, and also opened his mouth to remind you, don't you think this is abnormal?" Zuo Han stood at the door, tempting Chen Ge like a demon: "I have also seen that patient, he always talks to himself, and he will not take the initiative to provoke someone at all, so you are different for him." ”
"But I don't have any impression of him." Chen Ge didn't dare to casually recall his previous memories, he was worried that the pain would suddenly strike.
"Brother, I'll tell you the truth, the medicine that the hospital feeds you every day will suppress your memory, they don't want to cure you, they just want you to become someone they recognize." Zuo Han lowered his voice: "This world has its own rules, those who don't follow the rules are all patients, and those who are willing to obey and integrate into the rules are normal people, this is a completely sick system." ”
Seeing that Chen Ge was a little shaken, Zuo Han continued: "You once said that as long as you think about the past, you will feel a headache, does this kind of mental illness really exist? I have the feeling that they are also playing tricks on your brain, setting up certain hints that make you unable to recall the past. ”
"Why don't they want me to reminisce about the past?"
"Maybe your memory hides the truth of this sick world, anyway, your memories must be something that the hospital is afraid of, so they will do everything they can to stop it, this is a very simple logical relationship." Zuo Han slowly persuaded Chen Ge, and the two decided to leave the ward together to check after the nurse finished his inspection.
At one o'clock in the morning, Zuo Han and Chen Ge pushed open the door of the ward and came to the corridor.
"There is surveillance at the corner of the stairs, but the staff on duty may not always pay attention to the monitoring, as long as we run fast enough, they may not be able to spot us."
"Are you gambling?"
"There's no way, destroying the surveillance is equivalent to telling the hospital directly, someone wants to resist, and we can only gamble now." Zuo Han looked at the plaster on Chen Ge's leg: "When did you break this leg?" How long does it take to heal? I don't want to run away with a disabled person. ”
"I was in a car accident a year ago, and it stands to reason that the injuries caused by the car accident must have been healed a long time ago, so the broken leg must have nothing to do with the car accident, it should have happened after I got sick."
"That's interesting, a mentally ill person suddenly broke his leg in the hospital." Zuo looked at Chen Ge coldly: "You poor worm who has lost your memory, do you still think the hospital is very good?" ”
"You suspect the hospital broke my leg?"
"All beauty is appearance, cruelty and sickness are the themes of this world." Zuo Han's eyes were bloodshot: "Do you believe that your illness will definitely be better than your legs?" ”
"Why do you say that?"
"You are the most dangerous patient, and after your leg is healed, the hospital will feel uneasy, so there will definitely be an accident on you, and all kinds of coincidences will cause your body to be injured again." Zuo Han's eyes were gloomy: "I think about problems, I am used to thinking about the worst side, and I never have any expectations for human nature, if my words stab you, I hope you don't mind, you will know who is really good for you in the future." ”
Some people met the most beautiful accident in the deepest despair, and some people saw the most cruel reality in the most beautiful dream, Chen Ge didn't feel that Zuo Han's words were harsh, but he felt that what Zuo Han said was very reasonable.
He actually had a feeling of sympathy with a victim of paranoia.
"When you see Zhang toasting, no matter what happens, you have to be calm." Zuo Han led Chen Ge to the corner of the stairs, the hospital was still lit at night, but that kind of light made people feel warm, every beam of light exuded a chill, and when walking on the corridor, the hairs would stand up.
"It's true that a hospital during the day is not the same as a hospital at night." Chen Ge didn't know how to describe it, he just felt that the hospital he saw last in his memory was slowly overlapping with the hospital in front of him, and the hallucinations seemed to be about to start appearing again.
Zuo Han and Chen Ge were very lucky, the two of them walked all the way to the fourth floor without being discovered by the nurses, and the entire ward was very quiet.
"This place feels less like a mental hospital to me, more like a slaughterhouse, with invisible blood flowing everywhere and souls with their mouths covered everywhere." Zuo Han's tone was a little crazy, his current appearance was almost exactly the same as the mentally ill person Chen Ge saw in the TV series, obviously sick, but he himself hadn't realized it, and he still felt that he was in a good state now.
"From this floor onwards, all the doors are locked, and it seems that the patients who live here are in serious condition." Chen Ge and Zuo Han are from ordinary wards, their ward doors cannot be locked, they can enter and exit freely, and doctors and nurses can also enter freely, but the door of the ward on the fourth floor is completely different, there is a lock on the outside of the door, and the patient's freedom is restricted, and if you want to go out, you must get permission from the doctors and nurses.
"Luckily there's a window on the door, otherwise we'd have had to run for nothing tonight." As soon as Zuo Han and Chen Ge arrived on the fourth floor, they heard footsteps coming from downstairs.
"The voice is coming from the duty room, the nurse is coming!" Zuo Han had already figured out the location of the duty room and the nurse's station, he grabbed Chen Ge's hand and directly carried Chen Ge on his back: ", you are so heavy!" ”
"Where is this going?"
"Don't talk." Zuo Han ran to the nurse's station at the end of the corridor with Chen Ge, who was unable to move, on his back, and he and Chen Ge hid under the platform of the nurse's station.
"It's dark under the lights? Are you sure they won't come, though? Chen Ge felt that Zuo Han's courage was really too big.
"It's past midnight, the nurses and nurses have changed shifts, I checked the other day, they all like to stay in the duty room on the first floor at night, and rarely come to the nurses' station." Zuo Han is the kind of person who is bold and careful, he does not fight unprepared battles, but he will not waste good opportunities because of hesitation.
The footsteps slowly approached, and the two patients closed their mouths very tacitly, their psychological quality was ridiculously good, until the footsteps passed by them, and the heart rate of the two did not change in any way, as if it was just a small scene.
"You remember the location of the nurse's station, there is one on the first, fourth, and seventh floors, if you really encounter an emergency, I will go to lure the nurses away, and you will hide in the nurse's station first." Zuo Han's tone of voice was still cold, without any emotion, but Chen Ge could hear that the other party was really thinking about him.
It was hard to imagine that a patient suffering from severe paranoia of victimization could be so considerate of others, and through this detail, Chen Ge began to rethink what Zuo Han said.
Chen Ge always had conflicting thoughts in his mind, and every time he thought about it, the two thoughts would collide, as if they were about to tear apart his entire mind.
One of them is the hospital represented by Dr. Gao, and the other is the patient represented by himself.
One side symbolizes healing and beauty, and the other side symbolizes the unbearable past and despair.
Sometimes Chen Ge didn't know how to choose, the medicine and the beauty he was experiencing now were slowly making him sluggish and making him accept this life, but at this time Zuo Han appeared.
is also a patient, Zuo Han brought Chen Ge a different idea.
Leaving the fourth floor, the sound of Zhang toasting should have come from this floor, Chen Ge and Zuo Han didn't know the specific location, they could only check one door after another.
Both of them knew what Zhang Toasted looked like, and one of them was in charge of one side, lying on the small window of the ward door to check.
Most of the patients have finished their medication and are sleeping peacefully, but there are also some patients who are doing something very strange in their room.
For example, one patient shivered under the bed, and another folded a piece of paper into a fruit knife and waved it at his pillow.
These are quite understandable, when Chen Ge came to the middle of the corridor, he was about to go to the window, and suddenly found a face on the window!
A patient was standing right on the other side of the door, his face facing the window.
Looking at each other, Chen Ge was also taken aback, the feeling of scalp tingling, creepy, and adrenaline soaring instantly made him feel very familiar.
"Is that what it's like to be scared?" Chen Ge's mouth cracked into a smile, he didn't feel any discomfort, his brain even began to become active, and there was a hint of excitement in his eyes.
With both hands pressed against the door panel, Chen Ge looked directly at the patient on the other side of the door, the person in the door was stupid, and after being looked at by Chen Ge for a long time, he walked away by himself.
"Found it."
Zuo Han whispered, he saw that Chen Ge did not respond, turned around and glanced at Chen Ge, only to find that Chen Ge was staring at a certain door with excitement on his face.
"What are you doing?" Zuo Han didn't dare to be too loud, firstly, he was worried about attracting the nurses, and secondly, because he seemed to be a little afraid of Chen Ge from instinct.
"It's fine." Chen Ge's expression changed back to his original appearance, and fear only gave him a momentary stimulus.
The two patients were crowded outside Zhang Toast's ward, and Zhang Toast was slumping to the ground at this time, his eyes were blank, there were no obvious wounds on his body, but his face was very bad.
Zuo Han tried to twist the doorknob, but unfortunately the door was locked, and he couldn't open it at all.
He knocked lightly on the door, and Zhang Toasted in the room as if he had been stupid, maintaining his original posture and not moving.
"It seems that I can only wait for the day to find a way to contact him, and I am now afraid that the hospital will send Zhang Toast to the isolation ward, where outsiders will not be able to enter at all, and the patients who are sent inside will rarely be able to come out again." Zuo Han was a little irritable.
"I'm just coming out of the isolation ward, don't worry, let me try." Chen Ge stood at the window, knocked on the door, and shouted out the name of Zhang Toast very smoothly.
Zhang Toast, who was indifferent to Zuo Han's voice, suddenly blinked his eyes after hearing Chen Ge's voice, he slowly turned his head and looked at the door of the ward.
When he saw Chen Ge's face, there was less fear in his eyes, and his mouth opened and closed, as if he was saying something forcefully.
"He seems to be calling me boss?" Chen Ge didn't know why he could read lip language, it was like his innate talent.
"I heard that Zhang Toast's father is the chairman of a company in Xinhai, he is an out-and-out rich second generation, why do you call you boss?" Zuo Han looked at Chen Ge very puzzled, he found that Chen Ge's face was a little scary at this time, and his forehead and cheeks were full of blue-black blood vessels.
"Y-Are you alright?" Zuo Han realized that something was wrong, he grabbed Chen Ge's arm and wanted to take Chen Ge away, but there was a chill in his palm, Chen Ge's body temperature was constantly dropping, and he even suspected that he was grabbing a corpse.
When Chen Ge was "sick", hurried footsteps sounded from downstairs, and the nurse rushed over at this time.
"Is that bad luck?" Zuo Han looked at Chen Ge, he gritted his teeth, picked up Chen Ge again, and ran in the opposite direction of the footsteps.
Chen Ge on his back became heavier and heavier, and Zuo Han clenched his teeth: "Obviously there is only one person on my back, why do I feel that people are constantly crawling on me?" ”
Evading the surveillance and judging the position of the nurse according to the footsteps, Zuo Han predicted the route of the nurse, and guessed in advance that the two nurses might act separately, and he used the nurse station to make a time difference, and finally successfully brought Chen Ge back to the ward.
Closing the door of the ward, Zuo Han threw Chen Ge directly on the bed, and then he sat on the ground, panting heavily: "I didn't find any clues, and I was almost exposed, it's better for me to go out alone next time." ”
Zuo Han knew that now was not the time to rest, so he adjusted his breathing and dragged Chen Ge to the hospital bed by the window.
"Can you hear me?" Zuo Han tried to communicate with Chen Ge, and he found that blue and black blood vessels began to emerge not only on Chen Ge's face, but also on his body, and the blood vessels were like poisonous snakes, looking very terrifying.
"The blood vessels bulged and appeared blue-black, which is easy for thin people to have. Although he looked weak, he was covered in muscles, especially his arms and legs, comparable to the corpses of athletes I had dissected. ”
"Excluding the cause of body weakness, thrombocytopenia and abnormal hepatocyte metabolism can also cause this symptom, which is often accompanied by signs of poisoning, I guessed right! The doctor poisoned the medicine! This is the sequelae of an overdose! ”
Zuo Han desperately thought about what to do to save Chen Ge, and after about a few minutes, Chen Ge's body temperature in a semi-comatose state finally began to rise, and the blood vessels on his body and face slowly returned to normal.
"A medical miracle? Can the blood vessels bulge like that, and can they be completely recovered? Zuo Han really wanted to dissect Chen Ge's body to take a look at the internal structure.
His gaze gradually became focused, and Chen Ge regained his senses: "Did you bring me back?" ”
"Nonsense, I carried you all the way, and I won't take you with me next time." Zuo Han moved his shoulders: "You look at your body very well-proportioned, why is it so heavy?" ”
"Maybe it's because I carry a lot of stuff on my back." Chen Ge supported the bed board with both hands, and he tried several times but didn't sit up.
"What the hell did you just do?"
"I can't tell, when I read the word boss in Zhang's toast, all the memory fragments in my mind seemed to explode, and countless different voices began to sound, and they all called me boss." Chen Ge took a deep breath: "I don't have any impression of many of them, but I have memorized their voices just now, and as long as I hear them next time, I will definitely be able to recognize them!" ”
"Is that all?"
"Another bonus, during the upstairs rounds, I was taken aback by a patient, and that sense of horror made my memory come alive, as if there was some connection between me and the emotion of fear." Chen Ge covered his head.
"You like to be frightened? What kind of weird fetish is this? Zuo Han took a few steps back.
"I don't like the emotion of panic either, but when I'm in this mood, the fragments of memories in my mind seem to come to life, and they actively connect together to show me the forgotten past......" Chen Ge recalled that feeling for a while, and then said with certainty: "I need more stimulation." ”