In a hospital, a mentally ill person implies that another psychiatric doctor is a ghost, does this prove that they have a mental illness?

In the eyes of normal people, they will definitely think that the patient who said that the doctor is a ghost has a problem, but Chen Gezhi didn't think so, he subconsciously thought that what the patient said was worth pondering, which means that he also subconsciously felt that there was a problem with Dr. Gao.

The brain began to hurt again, Chen Ge gritted his teeth, he was at a loss now, his way of thinking was obviously different from that of normal people, was he really sick?

Admitting that you have a mental illness is a very difficult thing for a stubborn person, because once you admit that you are sick, it will directly subvert your original worldview.

When the worldview and cognitive thinking change, a person becomes no longer himself.

Without continuing to think deeply, Chen Ge emptied his brain, and he did not take the initiative to recall his previous memories.

The pain slowly subsided, and it had not been twenty-four hours since he was in a coma to he woke up, and Chen Ge had already mastered the way to avoid the pain.

And this is when he has lost most of his memories and everything is instinctive.

Sitting on the bench, Chen Ge, who was in a good state, turned his head to look at Dr. Gao, and he was surprised to find that Dr. Gao was looking at him at this time.

That sharp gaze stared straight into Chen Ge's eyes, as if it could directly pierce his skin and see the thoughts in his head, which made him quite uncomfortable.

"Among psychiatrists, there is a saying that patients should not think deeply about anything they say, we just need to believe in scientific data, observe clear pathological changes, and prescribe the right drugs for treatment." Dr. Gao said slowly, "This is not only responsible for the patient, but also responsible for yourself. ”

"That patient really seems to be able to see ghosts? Dr. Gao, do you think there really are ghosts in the world? Chen Ge knew that Dr. Gao had found something, and he just casually said that he wanted to change the topic, but what he didn't expect was that when he asked the question of whether there were really ghosts in the world, there was a sharp pain in the depths of his brain again! It seems that this question has been asked to him before!

The sudden sharp pain made Chen Ge cover his head, and he fell to the ground, rolling in pain.

Doctor Gao next to him hurriedly grabbed Chen Ge's hand: "Breathe according to the method I taught you!" ”

After three or four minutes, Chen Ge finally calmed down, and Dr. Gao put the medicine bottle back in his pocket, he had planned to feed Chen Ge two more pills.

"Did you just think of any bad memories?"

"Yes." Chen Ge nodded, he would not deliberately underestimate the IQ of others, so he did not directly deny it: "I seem to have seen ghosts before, and I have seen all kinds of ghosts. ”

"It's normal, you give yourself the illusion that you're a haunted house owner, and your employees are all sorts of ghosts." Dr. Gao pointed to the garden fence: "The root of all these fantasies is the haunted house in Xinhai Park, and you subconsciously substitute yourself into the identity of that actress. Haunted houses are running dismal and employees are leaving in large numbers, so you fantasize that there are real ghosts in the world, and let all kinds of real ghosts act as actors to solve the problem of lack of manpower for you. ”

"Impossible......"

"Why did the employees of that haunted house leave?"

"Because there are too few tourists, we can't pay salaries."

"If you use real ghosts as employees, do you need to pay them the money used by the living people as wages?"

"I don't think so."

"That's where your fantasies come from." Dr. Gao helped Chen Ge to the chair: "You have everything in your imagination, but nothing has changed in reality, you can still only hide behind the window and peep at the actress, and she is still facing the risk of the haunted house going out of business if she is not doing well." ”

Dr. Gao sighed, "Do you know what I'm most worried about right now? ”

"Worried about what?" Chen Ge was a little incomprehensible.

"I'm afraid that soon, that haunted house will really go out of business, and you may never see that actress again."

Hearing Dr. Gao's words, Chen Ge's heart shook fiercely.

"This is the reality, it never changes by someone's will, the wind blows, the grass falls to both sides, you think you are the wind, but in fact we are all grass." Dr. Gao's voice was calm with a hint of sadness: "I don't want to puncture your beautiful illusions, but I know that if that haunted house goes out of business, you may lose the last bit of thought, which may lead to a sudden deterioration in your condition." ”

Chen Ge did not speak, and Dr. Gao understood Chen Ge's contradictory mood now: "What you have to do now is not to immerse yourself in the fantasy you have weaved, but to go out bravely and start a new life." Instead of waiting until the haunted house closes down, your condition deteriorates and you can never leave the hospital again. It's better for you to cooperate with our treatment, recover as soon as possible, and then leave this hospital to find her. ”

Everything Dr. Gao said was very reasonable, and it was completely from Chen Ge's point of view, and it seemed that it was all for Chen Ge's good.

"Is my past really just a fantasy?" When Chen Ge thought of the haunted house going out of business, he would have an inexplicable pain in his heart, this pain was different from the physical pain, indescribable, but it hurt his heart.

"Actually, you should have understood that there are countless real-life images in your fantasy stories, and have you noticed that there are several psychiatrists and psychiatric doctors in your stories? They carried through your whole story, at a turning point in your story, do you think it's really a coincidence? ”

"Isn't it?" Chen Ge's eyes were a little dazed, there were indeed several mental hospitals in his fragmented memories, and each doctor seemed to have their own story, all of them were very important characters.

It was a doctor in a white coat who killed the young himself, the president of the association was Dr. Gao, and the friend entrusted by his parents to take care of him was Dr. Chen, and there seemed to be another ...... Dr. Fang?

The brain suddenly seemed to be pricked by a needle, Chen Ge shuddered, and managed to hold on.

"The turning point of those doctors is exactly when we intervene in you, and your fantasies are really just a continuation of reality, and you will slowly realize it." Dr. Gao chatted with Chen Ge for a while, and then it seemed that something had happened in other wards, and after he fed Chen Ge two pills, he left in a hurry, leaving Chen Ge alone in the hospital garden.

"I'd love to go to that haunted house." After swallowing the pills, Chen Ge's thinking became sluggish, the feeling of pain was much less, time seemed to slow down, and sleepiness gradually surged: "Compared with the terrifying life in the story, this kind of life is indeed more comfortable. ”

With the passage of time, the outdoor temperature slowly increased, there were many fewer doctors and patients, and there was no one around Chen Ge.

And at this moment, the sound of Suo Suo came from the flowers, and Chen Ge slowly turned his head to look there.

The flower stems were squeezed open, and a cat's head poked out of the flowers.

This cat is snow-white, and the color of its two eyes is not the same, and when it saw Chen Ge, it immediately ran over and jumped onto Chen Ge's knees.

The plaster leg was pressed by the white cat, and Chen Ge grinned in pain: "What a big cat." ”

This cat may be due to a special breed, which is twice the size of a normal domestic cat, and is dead.

What's more, this cat has no self-knowledge at all, and is very skilled in wanting to climb on Chen Ge's shoulder.

Grabbing the white cat with both hands, Chen Ge put it on the chair next to him: "How can there be cats in the hospital?" Is it a stray cat coming from outside? ”

Chen Ge stared at it with big eyes, the cat's eyes were very spiritual, containing many different emotions.

"Does your master want you?" Chen Ge said to the white cat, what he didn't expect was that after he said this, there was confusion in the cat's eyes.

"Really? Fake? Am I reading it wrong? How do I feel like this cat is making eye contact with me? Chen Ge muttered to himself, looking harmless to humans and animals.

The white cat tilted its head and looked at Chen Ge for a long time, a trace of cunning flashed in its eyes, it suddenly jumped up, waved its cat claws and hit Chen Ge on the back of the head, and then seemed to be worried about Chen Ge's revenge, and "rubbed" it ran out for a long time.

Sitting on the chair, Chen Geren was stupid, he covered the back of his head: "Why am I twenty-six years old and hit the back of the head by a cat?" ”

The white cat hid in the flowers a few meters away and looked at Chen Ge, and the doubts in its eyes deepened a lot.

"If I hadn't had a cast on my leg, you'd be doomed by now." Chen Ge's sleepiness caused by taking medicine has long dissipated, he is very energetic now, looking at the white cat in front of him and a special sense of familiarity, but it is just familiar, there are no memory fragments related to cats in his mind, this cat does not seem to exist in the story he weaves himself, or in reality.

In other words, the fragments of memory in his mind are only related to people, not cats.

Listening to Chen Ge's threat, the white cat was not only not afraid, but actually ran back.

"You're so bold." Chen Ge looked at the confused eyes of the white cat, he himself felt strange, the cat seemed to know him: "Are you the stray cat I raised before the accident?" Or did I feed you a lot when I was in the hospital? ”

The white cat couldn't speak, and after it found out that Chen Ge really didn't remember it, the light in its eyes dimmed, and it ran around Chen Ge, and kept rubbing Chen Ge's calf with its head.

"Don't rub it, it's so strong, don't crack the plaster cast for me." Chen Ge hugged the white cat to his lap, he looked at the white cat's heterochromatic eyes, the familiar feeling became stronger and stronger, but he couldn't remember.

Xu saw that something was not quite right with Chen Ge, the white cat kept barking, and it also bit Chen Ge's trouser legs, as if he wanted to lead Chen Ge somewhere.

On crutches, Chen Ge stood up and followed the white cat towards the depths of the garden, and they crossed the entire hospital garden to the hospital fence.

On the other side of the road is the West Park of Xinhai Paradise, where the white cat drilled out of the gap in the railing, and then looked at Chen Ge.

"You want me to leave with you? You want me to leave this hospital? ”

Chen Ge looked at the fence that was more than two meters high and shook his head.

Now he is very weak, one leg is still in a plaster, and he has to walk hard, and it is impossible to climb over the fence more than two meters high.

Seeing that Chen Ge was about to go back, the white cat got in again, bit his pants, and didn't let go.

About five minutes later, footsteps could be heard in the distance, and the white cat let go of his mouth and escaped from the fence.

"Chen Ge? What are you doing here? Doctor Gao stood behind Chen Ge.

"I'd like to see that park up close, and if I'm lucky, maybe I'll see her again." There was a hint of expectation in Chen Ge's eyes, his reasons were reasonable, and Dr. Gao didn't doubt it.

"It's time for us to go back."

"Okay."

Chen Ge followed behind Dr. Gao, he took a few steps, and then looked back at the fence, the cat was hiding in the bushes outside the fence, revealing half of its head, and his heterochromatic eyes kept staring at Chen Ge.

Back in the ward, Chen Ge saw that Zuo Han was still lying on his side on the hospital bed, and his posture had not even changed.

"Didn't you go to dinner?" Chen Ge felt that he was born a warm man, even if he lost part of his memory, he would still instinctively care about strangers.

"I'm not hungry." Zuo Han sat up from the bed, opened the door of the ward with a thin slit, and only breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that there was no one outside: "Where did the doctor take you in the morning?" Did he hypnotize you? Or maybe he forced you to take some medicine? ”

"We went to sit in the garden, and in the middle of it, Dr. Gao seemed to have something else to do, and suddenly left once." Chen Ge sat on his bed, with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "By the way, I also encountered a very interesting thing today, there is a stray cat in the hospital, it is very clingy to me, as if it is a cat I raised." ”

"Stray cats are the most vigilant and won't stick to a stranger, and that cat may really be related to you." Zuo Han pulled the zipper on the back of the pillow and took out a few pieces of shredded paper from it, which seemed to have something written on it: "Animals are sometimes much more reliable than people, because they don't have complex emotions, and more often they act according to instinct." ”

"But I don't have any memory of that cat at all, to be precise, the memories in my mind are all fragments, and I feel a headache when I think about the past."

Chen Ge's words resonated with Zuo Han, he put down the pillow and quietly walked to Chen Ge's side: "You and I are in a similar situation, although my memory is not missing, but my memory has a logical error!" ”

"What do you mean?"

"That is, my memory has been tampered with! Damn it! I'm familiar with this feeling! I don't know why! Zuo Han said viciously: "There are some contradictory details in my memory, and the person who changed my memory probably thought that it was the first time I encountered such a thing, so he was careless, he didn't know that I would even doubt my own memory!" ”

"Brother, although your symptoms are indeed very similar to the delusion of victimization, I still think you are very powerful." Chen Ge felt that Zuo Han had a special temperament, and compared with Zuo Han, he seemed too mediocre.

"Don't say that, I've inquired, that white potion is not for everyone, and occasionally the doctor will feed them some powder when the patient is out of control, and you? Two tablets at a time, three times a day? I suspect the hospital is trying to kill you with drugs! Zuo Han's eyes were full of fear when he looked at Chen Ge.

"Probably not."

"Forget it, I'm just giving you a wake-up call, and you should pay attention, it's better to talk less during the day, the wall has ears." After Zuo Han finished speaking, he lay on his side on the bed again, he still didn't take off his shoes, and seemed to be ready to run away at any time.

After a meal at noon, Chen Ge received psychological counseling from Dr. Gao in the afternoon, and continued to feed the medicine, and his illness did not recur.

This is the end of a peaceful and beautiful day, and the sky is slowly getting darker.

After taking the medicine, Chen Ge fell asleep early, and around midnight, he was woken up by Zuo Han.

"What's wrong?"

"Shh Zuo Han pointed to the door of the ward and motioned for Chen Ge to listen carefully.

Lying on the door, Chen Ge listened with his ears pricked up, and a man's scream could be faintly heard in the corridor, as if he was constantly repeating the word ghost.

"Zhang toast?"

"You know him?"

"I met once during the day, and he grabbed my hand and shouted at me ghosts, ghosts, ghosts." Chen Ge told Zuo Han what he encountered during the day.

"He's in pain right now, and the hospital is clearly torturing him in some way." Zuo Han frowned: "It is impossible for the hospital to torture him for no reason, it must be because he made a mistake." ”

After speaking, Zuo Han looked at Chen Ge: "Is it because he leaked his secret to you?" This hospital can't really be full of ghosts, right? ”