She once wanted to work hard, live a good life, and show everyone that she is not the illegitimate daughter of the Su family who can't get on the stage, she can also achieve something with her own ability, and when she becomes an adult, she will definitely leave the Su family and become an adult who is in charge of her own affairs.

From that time on, she will neither live a life of self-deception like her biological mother, nor will she become a villain chasing fame and fortune like her biological father.

She will only be the person she wants to be.

However, in fact, she can't help but admit that the bloodline has brought her a curse similar to shackles, and now, she stumbled and finally grew into an adult, but she has already been more proficient in self-deception than her mother, although she has not become a villain chasing fame and fortune like Su Zhixin, but she has never been as free and easy as the future she imagined.

After thinking about it seriously, she suddenly understood that her mediocre life, which was unnoticed and inactive, was completely in the midst of many unrealistic and wishful thoughts about escaping from reality, step by step.

When she was a child, she wanted to escape from the town full of evil words, and when she grew up, she wanted to escape from the Su family, which had a serious copper smell, until she became a fish on the chopping board under the combined efforts of the Su family and the Chen family, and became a thorn in the side of the two men she once naively thought had changed her life.

The pursuit of her life, since then, has become a ridiculous Möbius ring, the end of the longing pursuit, and finally became the ** of a tragic life.

She has been fleeing all her life, but she will never be able to escape the invisible net of fate.

If it weren't for her, then her mother would naturally find a good family that would treat her well, so that she would not be exhausted in order to support her and eventually die.

Love seems to be always the opposite of her life.

She had briefly felt love, which came from her mother, who was very kind but good at self-deception, and since then, it has become the source of her dislike for herself.

Although it sounds a little miserable, and even a little arrogant and self-inflicted, it is true, she has never felt the feeling of growing up in love, but there is no shortage of fantasies.

She always kept thinking that if she could have a healthy family since she was a child and gain a pair of parents who loved her, then she would eventually grow into Su Ru.

Even if she can't become a perfect person like Su Ru, at least she won't live to the current situation, no matter who looks at her, she looks like a clown who is poor and destitute, but likes to emphasize her sense of existence.

Although it is difficult to imagine this matter, Su Ru and her, who were obviously born by the same father, have the same blood flowing in their bodies, and grew up under the same roof, but they have grown into completely different appearances.

It was Su Zhixin before, and then Chen Cheng.

Su Jiarui had to admit that this may be God's bad taste, and Chengxin sent all the things left in her miserable life, what she longed for, and what she longed for into Su Ru's hands, as if to make her recognize her life experience that was destined to be miserable.

She didn't deserve all the good things she longed for.

And today, she finally understands that it is not that she has been burdened with a tragic fate all her life, but that she has never been tainted with love since she was born.

His father didn't love her, and his mother, who was the only one who was good to him, was taken away by illness, and the object of her longing was her sister's lover.

This distorted everything has long made her unable to perceive everything around her like a normal person.

And after Chen Cheng left in a hurry that night, he never came back all night.

It wasn't until the next day that Su Jiarui understood why Chen Cheng was so anxious last night, and he also understood what the confusion in Chen Cheng's eyes was.

Overnight, I don't know who released the rumors and published all kinds of suspected fraudulent documents of the Chen Group, causing many shareholders to compete to sell the shares of the Chen Group in their hands for self-protection, resulting in an unprecedented plunge in the stock price of the Chen Group, and the most shocking thing is that those documents that seem to be conclusive do not seem to be fraudulent at all, from the pictures provided anonymously by those people, it can be clearly determined that these documents are flowing out of the Chen Group, after all, the official seal cannot be faked.

There are all kinds of signs that there are internal ghosts in this matter, and they want to take the opportunity to bring down the Chen Group.

And the reason why Su Jiarui knew about this was that when someone was conspiring about it on the Internet, he also mentioned her who had been scolded by people for a long time before.

"You say, could this matter be done by that Su Jiarui? After all, she resigned in anger after being forced to hold a press conference by the Chen Group last time, and then something happened to the Chen Group, it would be too much of a coincidence to say that it didn't matter. "The Seven Realms

"That's right, no wonder she walked so neatly at the beginning, it turned out that she had already left her back hand and wanted the Jedi to fight back."

"Tsk, it makes sense, this woman has never been a fuel-efficient lamp, but I also think it's strange, how much backer did she find, so that she openly betrayed Chen Shao?"

“……”

Her name appeared on the online media again, becoming the mastermind behind the leakage of Chen's internal information this time.

When she saw this message, Su Jiarui was in the car to the film and television base, and she couldn't help but feel a little distressed.

She is obviously the one who doesn't know what Chen Cheng thinks even if he stands in front of her, but the world almost mythizes her as an omnipotent witch.

But fortunately, she didn't bear such a notoriety for too long, after all, the rational netizens on the Internet gradually gained the upper hand, after all, no matter what the point of view, Su Jiarui did not care about it and did not have any opportunity to leak the secrets of the Chen Group.

The head of those rational netizens' analysis is the Tao, which is justified and well-founded, but when Su Jiarui looks at it one by one, he has long understood that no matter how accurate those people's analysis is, the core idea is just one meaning: Su Jiarui She does not deserve to know such a confidential internal document.

Yes, she was dissipated not because of her character, but because she was not capable of setting off such a monstrous wave.

Soon, the conjecture that Su Jiarui was the mastermind behind the scenes was suppressed by various information, but now, Su Jiarui couldn't help but be a little confused, who could this person who wanted to put the Chen Group to death?

Because of that group of sane netizens, her name sank into the sea again, and thinking about it like this, it is somewhat a good thing.

Recently, she has always habitually fed herself such innocuous chicken soup for the soul, as if she doesn't break down all the things she has experienced one by one, seriously look for the good side for herself from all kinds of negative information, and see those bad things as good things one after another, she can't live as a whole person.

It's ridiculous.

She has obviously been born with bad luck since she was born.

When he arrived at the crew, Su Jiarui naturally saw the forbearance in Chris's eyes, according to Chris, a professional Internet surfer, presumably he might know the trend of things one step earlier than himself.

But maybe it was because Chris was eager to prove Su Jiarui's innocence before and he was dragged into the water, this time he didn't come forward to say a word again, but looking at his dissatisfied expression, it was obvious that after that incident, all his external social accounts were handed over to the brokerage company to take care of, even if he wanted to say it, he probably couldn't do it.

Maybe it's because his expression looks so bad that people like Chris are hesitant not to say much to himself.

Obviously, she is the assistant who should help Chris relieve all kinds of troubles, but now the identities of the two people are strangely reversed.

"I'm fine, but in exchange for you concealing my ribbon-cutting incident, I don't want you to ask me everything about Chen Cheng."

Now, in the process of falling and getting up again and again, she has learned to be a little smarter, and has learned to use other people's guilt to avoid questions that she is unwilling to face and answer.

Chris was stunned for a moment, then laughed a little, and acquiesced to her request in a way that was not very satisfying.

The fate in this world is always wonderful, Su Jiarui once thought that the quarrel with Fangfang across the fragile door panel was the last contact she had with this woman in her lifetime.

However, in fact, she never expected that she would have the possibility of saying goodbye to this woman so soon.

But thinking about it this way, it is somewhat incomprehensible, after all, she has already met Brother Hui before, and Fangfang naturally has nothing to be too surprised about.

The filming of the crew has entered a tense state, and sometimes even Chris, the male number three, will be so busy that his feet do not touch the ground, let alone mention the heroines who play against different protagonists.

For example, the filming schedule of this kind of star drama itself is quite rushed, one is because the crew is not allowed to delay more because of financial problems, and the other is just to rush it.

After all, this kind of romance drama is filmed back and forth, there are only a few fixed themes and fixed routines, no matter who is invited to act, and which well-known gold medal screenwriter is invited to do it, to put it bluntly, it is almost a change of soup without a change of medicine, and the old bottle is just a new wine.