Originally, she wanted to leave the town with her mother with her own fighting spirit with her own fighting spirit.

And in the end, in the face of the blow of reality, she had to slowly become clear that her wish was completely disappointed with the death of her mother.

Even in the end, she didn't leave here with her head held high, but only because she was penniless and helpless, and she was voluntarily abandoned by this town she despised.

It should have been so, she was ready to accept such a tragic fate, but the appearance of Su Zhixin became a change in her tragic fate.

She still remembered looking at this strange but extremely decent man, watching him with a good smell, his lips opening and closing and saying a series of shocking words, but her emotions became a little numb at that moment, and she didn't even know how to respond to him.

Father?

His father is the man in front of him?

Everything in front of her was really not her last dream before her death, right?

She used to secretly fantasize about her father's appearance when she was bullied by others, and even dreamed back at midnight, but at that time, it was often whose father looked better and would become the father she imagined.

It's just that she never thought that her biological father would be superior to her imagination as the best father.

Elegant conversation, decent dress, noble manners, and even white skin that is even fairer than the women here because she has never done farm work, all make Su Jiarui feel incredible.

It may be a little ironic and ridiculous when I think about it now, but in her eyes at that time, her father was like a god who fell from the sky, looking down on all living beings and having boundless power.

"It's okay, kid, you have plenty of time to think about it, and I'll take care of the rest of the matter."

After that, Su Zhixin really seemed to be a belated hero, but it was just a matter of using her lips to bury her mother with great dignity and even fanfare without paying any price.

Her mother's funeral was very grand in her eyes, beating gongs and drums, and even hired a whole funeral team to blow all the way from her home to the cemetery.

Along the way, she could feel the gaze of the people around her, but unlike before, there was shock, stunned, and even envy in that look.

It's just that before that, those eyes had never fallen on her, and those eyes made her feel strange, and they also made her understand more clearly that Su Zhixin was really a very powerful person.

"Oh, I said before, what kind of man can a woman like Nier's mother find such a beautiful and gentle woman, but now it looks like it's true, no wonder Nier's mother is so desperate for you. Hey, it's a pity that Nier's mother didn't have this blessing and left too early. ”

Aunt Li, who was still speaking ill of her before, was holding a white handkerchief in her hand and pretending to cry at this time, this alone was not enough, she also wore linen and filial piety, and lived as if her mother had died, and walked to Su Zhixin's side in an attempt to get close.

"But Nier and her father, you were far away from what happened here before, you may not know very well, in fact, I had a very good relationship with Nier and her mother before, almost two sisters, and I often said that I would marry a Qin family in the future, who knew that Nier's mother left so early, I originally planned to take Nier back to my house and raise her as a daughter, but fortunately you came."

Hearing Aunt Li'er's flattering words, Su Jiarui, who was crying and red-eyed, just glanced at her indifferently, she had already spent all her strength because of the pain of losing her mother.

Now she looks at Aunt Li's bad behavior, naturally she has no sadness or joy, she only feels that she is a little disgusting.

It was not until that time that Su Jiarui slowly realized many truths that he had never understood before.

She knew that in this world, people's joys and sorrows are really incomprehensible, at a funeral, some people are grief-stricken, some people are indifferent, and some people even try to make a little relationship in order to benefit from it.

At that time, she only felt that the scene in front of her was extremely ironic, but it was not until later, when she really became a part of Cloud City, and really saw the so-called banquet of power and emotion in Cloud City, that she knew what it meant to be a mountain and a mountain high.

Today's Aunt Li is still able to expose her ambitions without being shrewd, but at the banquet of celebrities in Cloud City, that is really a society that hides ambitions and eats people without spitting out bones.

Su Jiarui finally understood why Su Zhixin seemed so indifferent and indifferent from beginning to end of Aunt Li's aggressive and pretended flattering words.

Because in his eyes, whether it was Aunt Li or herself, she was like an uncivilized savage in his eyes, so he couldn't raise the interest of respecting and dealing with it at all.

Because it's not necessary, because it feels low-level.

But it was also in this funeral that she changed from a child who had nothing to do to a precocious girl with a cautious mind.

She slowly developed the habit of hiding in the shadows and observing other people's speech and behavior, because in many cases, a person's ambition is deeply hidden in his speech and behavior. A thousand books

She didn't want to suffer any more losses, so she simply became a careful mute.

But at that time, when Aunt Li said those shameless words, she still had some childish expectations.

She was desperate to know if the father in front of her, who was so strange to her but perfect, would stand up for her with an angry face, but in fact, what she was expecting did not happen at all.

Su Zhixin just walked to the side with obvious movements, widening the distance between him and Aunt Li, his face was still indifferent and uneasy.

"Since the child has no relatives here, I plan to take her to Cloud City and live with me."

With that, he turned his head again, deliberately raising a smile on his face that he thought was extremely loving, and touched her frizzy hair.

"Kid, would you rather go to Cloud City with me, or stay here?"

At that time, Su Jiarui was full of thoughts that Su Zhixin was a light that God split the dark clouds above her head, illuminating her on the road ahead in life, and giving her a choice to light and freedom at the fork in the road of doomed failure and malaise.

Therefore, she agreed to Su Zhixin's suggestion as a matter of course at that time, in order to take a look at Aunt Li'er's angry face.

At that time, she was full of strength, thinking that her beautiful life had finally slowly opened the door in front of her, and she even pointed to Aunt Li on the side quite proudly, and said dissatisfiedly: "Dad, she just lied to people, she often bullied me and my mother before, and said behind her back that I was a wild child, and she wanted to occupy our family's land yesterday and marry me to her stupid son." ”

Now that I think about it, it was almost the first and last time in her life that she called his father hopefully and excitedly.

And after that, Su Zhixin's various behaviors also completely distorted the image of her father in her eyes.

But all of this, she was still young at the time, naturally she would not have thought of it.

Aunt Li listened to her words, her face turned white, and she couldn't say a word with trembling lips.

She thought that Su Zhixin would beat the bad guy in front of her like in a cartoon, but after listening to her words, Su Zhixin just nodded.

"Then, let's finish our work and go to Cloud City tomorrow."

At that time, Su Jiarui didn't understand why Su Zhixin didn't stand up for her, and thought that he just felt that he couldn't handle it well in person, and wanted to clean up the bad guys behind his back.

However, it wasn't until today that she realized that Su Zhixin didn't plan to care about the big things in her eyes at all, he just wanted to bring back the organs that could maintain Su Ru's life in case of emergency.

Even when he pretended to be enlightened and gave Su Jiarui the right to choose, it seems ridiculous now.

With Aunt Li'er's encouragement, how could she be willing to stay in that town full of bad memories?

On the surface, he gave her the right to choose, but in fact he just designed a trap that looked inconspicuous, and pushed her who was already standing next to the trap without a trace.

At that time, she always thought that one day, she would take her mother's hand and leave this remote town, but in the end, it was Su Zhixin who took her hand and got into the private car that left here.

She still remembers the funny way she sat in her private car, tied up.

On the one hand, she couldn't suppress the excitement in her heart, and on the other hand, she didn't want to show that she had never seen the world, but now that she thinks about it, her eyes at that time have already betrayed everything she thinks in her heart.

Sometimes, people are always not satisfied, when she was crazy and wanted to leave here, all she thought about was the bad in her heart, but now, when she finally had the opportunity to escape from here, all that came to her mind was the lovely grass and trees here.

And most importantly, her mother ended up sleeping in this remote town she hated.

At one time, many people believed that love was the nourishment and source that supported people's lives.

But for Su Jiarui, she has never really experienced this as an ordinary and indispensable nourishment and source for people.

In the past, she has always been cautious, living in the malice and pity of others, and living in dissatisfaction and inferiority complex for her own fate.

What supports her to live is never a love that symbolizes infinite light, but not an indescribable, unclear but more real desire to survive.