On the way home, I burned my head with alcohol, and I was obviously sleepy, but I couldn't sleep. It's not that I'm worried about Ma Qin's driving skills, her family has a car and a driving school, so she shouldn't touch the car.

Maybe I should stay, but the inner turmoil is actually to escape. Maybe it won't help much, but at least you can come up with some ideas.

The way back is not close, and you have to drive for more than an hour on the highway alone, so you have to stay up.

After meeting Zeng Wenxia, my thoughts were a little sluggish. I really want to be my old self, but there is no turning back on the road of time.

If a crush is a first love, then Zhang Yue is not a first love.

The junior high school years of my generation were dark. At that time, it was the heyday of Hong Kong films, especially the trend of "Crazy Boy", which seemed to make the whole world gray.

I don't know in the big city, but in our small town, there are groups of young people in society every night, and they often fight in groups.

My house is also 20 minutes away by bicycle from junior high school, so my parents arranged for me to stay in a house opposite the school.

At that time, although the students had their own dormitories, some parents felt sorry for their children or the students were not used to living in groups, so they still liked to rent a room outside, so I stepped into such a group of people.

When I first entered junior high school, my thoughts were still very pure, and there was no black, yellow, or pink.

Unexpectedly, on the third night, black came to the door.

I was not the only one who rented the house, there were three or four boys together, and the other room was a girl. We were all on the second floor and the first floor was the landlord's family.

After the evening self-study, I want to walk around the campus and feel the atmosphere. Especially for the junior high school students on the first floor of teaching, after the lights went out in the campus teaching building, they lit candles and began to prepare for the high school entrance examination. The piles of books and textbooks on the desk made me curious.

As I was strolling, I was suddenly grabbed by the shoulders and led me to the uninhabited basketball court. I was scared, everything that came suddenly made people panic, and I didn't dare to speak, let alone resist.

They were two people, one tall and one short, short and fat, tall and thin. The tall man said to me, "Little brother, my brother almost spent some money, so he contributed a little." In the future, someone from the school will trouble you and come to Class 3 to find me. ”

The bright moonlight made me panic even more, and I didn't dare to speak.

"Smack." Seeing that I didn't speak, the fat man slapped me on the left side of the cheek twice: "Did you hear that?" Get the money you have. ”

My father gave me pocket money ranging from 5 yuan to 10 yuan every week, depending on his mood.

When I went out, I was going to buy two popsicles to eat and go back when I was done, so I only had two cents with me.

"Holy, only two cents. Which dormitory do you live in? Go get the money. I'm telling you, if you don't see the money tonight, you'll be beaten once a day. The fat man continued to threaten.

"I—I don't live in school." Frightened legs and feet trembling.

"Dizzy, day student? It's in town. The tall man asked.

I didn't speak, and the tall man continued, "Forget it, go back quickly, I'll let you go tonight." ”

It wasn't long before I learned that these two people thought I was a day student, and they were weak and scared.

When I came to school, I was robbed of my money, and I almost shed tears when I was wronged. When I returned to the rental room, I ignored my roommates and rode my bicycle home overnight.

After listening to my story, my parents were not very surprised, but told me to go to bed early, and my father would accompany me to school tomorrow morning.

My father did not take me to school, but before I read in the morning, when it was dawning, he took me to a house on the side of the river on the main road of the town.

Knocking on the door, a man slightly older than his father greeted him warmly: "Yo, so early!" What's the matter? ”

"My son was forced to pay money at school, ask your son to help deal with it."

"Okay, then you go back, I'll get that stinky boy up." The man replied.

After my father left, the man woke up a boy who was a few years older than me, and looked at the style of walking and shaking his head, which should be the so-called social youth.

He was angry and thought I was disturbing his dreams.

"Can you go faster?" Said disgruntled to me following him.

Who he is, I don't know. He followed him to several houses, woke up four of the same boys, and went to the street for breakfast together.

Listening to their conversation, my father's friend's son, nicknamed "Snakeskin", later learned that he was the head of a gang in town. There aren't many gangsters in the town, only two or three, after all, the town is not big.

When I came to school, it was still morning reading time.

When the six of us walked into the school gate, the guards stopped us from entering. Snakeskin only said one sentence: "You step on the horse and pig, don't you know Lao Tzu Snakeskin?" I don't want to go out yet. ”

The middle-aged doorman was very obedient and consciously got out of the way.

Coming to the door of the three (3), there is also a male teacher standing inside. Snakeskin called the teacher out and said, "You have taught me, I will not embarrass you." My brother was forced to pay by the people in your class, you walk away for a few minutes, and I'll take care of it. ”

The teacher sighed and walked away silently.

After the teacher walked away, they all took out a steel pipe from the juniors, about a foot long, and I didn't even know it in front of me. One of the boys said: "It's the most boring thing to beat a student, you can't use a knife or an axe." ”

This scared me, I know the knife, and I know the axe. Two yuan fifty-one small axe, although small, can be pure pig iron, the weight is sufficient. An axe cleaves on the head, and it definitely blossoms.

Snakeskin took the lead and walked into the classroom, and the students were quiet, who is not afraid of this posture?

One of the boys stood up and asked, "Brother Snakeskin, why are you here?" Who has offended you. ”

"Which two?" Snakeskin ignored him and asked me.

I swept around and saw at the back, and although the two of them kept their heads down, I won't forget it, this memory will last a long time.

"Just the two in the back with their heads down, and the two in the middle and the back on the left." As soon as I finished speaking, the five of them rushed out like madmen.

"Fuck, brother Lao Tzu, you dare to force money, and you still hurt Lao Tzu to come and beat you so early, I don't want to live." Snakeskin took the steel pipe and beat it indiscriminately, as did the other four.

The tall and short two had blood on their faces, crying and kneeling on the ground and begging for mercy: "Brother Snakeskin, I was wrong, give us a chance, we know what to do." ”

Everyone else knelt down, and the snakeskin kicked one of them in the face before leaving.

Snakeskin said to me at the door: "Remember our faces clearly, don't go home next time and call your parents, shame." If you have something to do, go directly to the game hall, video room, or computer room on the street to find us. Okay, let's go to class. ”

Since then, my junior high school career has changed. First of all, no one dares to mess with me, some gangsters I don't know in school are always called "Brother Xi" when we meet; Then my mentality has changed, I don't study hard, and I often pay attention to the gangs in the school.

But I didn't belong to any circles, independent. The main reason is that my mother is too strict and does not allow me to mix in society.

…… ……

One Friday holiday, I went downstairs to get about to go home, and I bumped into someone, a girl, around the corner.

Her name is Wang Yu, and she is in the same class. I didn't pay attention to girls at that time, after all, they were still young. Although she is beautiful, my mind is in the world of gangsters.

This is this collision, a moment of eye contact, and the touch brought by the little white rabbit made me confused.

She blushed and said "I'm sorry" and hurried downstairs.

My heart was beating so hard that it took me a long time to recover. Since then, there has been one more person in the world I have focused on, a person that I often dream about.

Since the attention is paid to the girl, the pink journey begins. Fate was amazing, and every time I changed seats from then on, she and I were either in front of her, or side by side in the aisle.

She is a very laughing girl, she has two dimples when she laughs, and she especially likes to tie a ponytail with a pink hair tie.

I've gotten to know her very well, and she often messes with me, and only with me.

I especially like the feeling, the heartbeat and the subtle touch of the tentacles, I am fascinated.

This may be the taste of crush, every move can make people's heartbeat faster, especially wonderful.

It's a time when people love to wear jeans, jeans, and bell-bottoms, and a group of people break dance.

After a long time, I found out that some people were in love, and even took them to the big woods behind the school to fight, and some even openly agreed to take leave between classes, and then went to the school dormitory Moses Moses.

I'm still a simple me, and I've thought about confessing, but there are too many people chasing her, even a lot of my own friends, and acquaintances from other classes.

In the era of righteousness, friends and wives cannot be bullied, and since there is a brother who has made it clear that he wants to pursue it, I can only hide it in my heart.

One day when I was in my second year of junior high school, I accidentally saw her taking a bath. At that time, there were no water heaters, and they were all boiled and washed. There is only one bathroom on the second floor, which is shared by men and women. In winter, I am afraid of the cold, and I lie in bed in the middle of the night holding my urine and am reluctant to get out of bed.

Finally couldn't help it anymore and quickly rushed to the bathroom. Although the lights are on, no one will be there at such a late hour, not to mention that the girls are washing very early.

Belch...

Wang Yu was inside, naked. She was stunned, and I was stunned.

"Click". I quickly closed the door when I heard someone going out. A girl said outside, "Wang Yu, have you washed it?" I'm going to the toilet. ”

"Washed, washed. No, no, not yet, you wait, I'll be right away. Wang Yu said.

It was so embarrassing that I didn't dare to speak with my face back, because the girl outside didn't walk away, what can I do.

It is estimated that I was carrying my body on my back, and in order to make the girls outside believe, Wang Yu continued to wash.

Rather than worrying about how to get out, my body's reaction made me uncomfortable.

"Aren't you alright? I can't help it. The girl outside whispered.

"It's okay right away, you help me get that autumn pants, I forgot to take them." Wang Yu said.

Hearing the man walk away, and the sound of the door opening, I quickly opened the door and left, not daring to look back.

I had insomnia that night, tossing and turning. It would be great if there was Xiao Gang's [My heart is too messy] at that time, because it was really messy.

After that time, we never spoke again, like strangers. My heart is also very anxious, she must hate me, and she has asked the head teacher to change her seat.