Shangguan Zhuo is gone.

Wen Qingjia looked at his hand in a daze.

It wasn't until his back disappeared into the night that she finally withdrew her fingers with hindsight.

The night breeze blew in from outside the temple, and the tears in her eyes blew down.

It's cold.

She lowered her eyes, gently placed her fingers on her lower abdomen, and said softly for a long time, "It's okay. ”

……

Wen Qingjia only begged him once.

She humbly wants to ask for a little love, but she knows that luxury is luxury after all.

If love is really controlled by oneself, is it still love?

That's just the deal.

So she didn't ask anymore.

In the early summer of the following year, she had sustenance.

Her son, Xuanhe.

A small mass lay beside her, a pair of eyes black and jewely, and he relied on himself wholeheartedly.

Winter went to spring, and when the lotus flowers were full of lotus ponds again, Wen Qingjia heard Xuanhe call her vaguely: "Ang, mother!" ”

Wen Qingjia almost cried with joy, and his first reaction was to go to Shangguan Zhuo with Xuanhe, but unexpectedly saw several guests sitting in his room.

They didn't know what they were discussing, but when they saw her coming, it was Shangguan Zhuo who reacted first, and said softly: "Why are you here?" ”

Wen Qingjia had never seen so many people in the house, so he said, "The concubine is fine, disturb His Highness." ”

When Xuanhe saw his father, he struggled to come down, waving his white and tender arms like lotus roots, and said, "Daddy, daddy!" ”

Shangguan Zhuo's expression suddenly lit up.

He happily hugged Xuanhe, kissed him on the face several times, and laughed loudly: "Good son, call again." ”

Xuanhe babbled and drooled at him, but he refused to scream anymore, just stretched out his hand to pull his hair.

Seeing this, Wen Qingjia was startled, and was busy hugging him, but was stopped by Shangguan Zhuo: "It's okay, let him accompany the palace here." ”

Hearing this, Wen Qingjia was a little worried, but after seeing his expression, he said, "The concubine retired first." ”

Xuanhe could stay here, but she couldn't.

It's just that after Wen Qingjia came out of the study, he tightened his fingers slightly.

The affairs of the Great Prince's Mansion have always been taken care of by themselves, and at first some people in the family tried to jump up and down, but later they were all slapped by Wen Qingjia and cleaned up with a sweet date.

She has a quiet temperament, but the family has always taught her to let her take care of the back house and be a virtuous helper, so she doesn't just know the temperament of the wind and snow.

In the past two years, she gave birth to a son, and as the eldest son of the eldest prince, Wen Qingjia's position has become more and more stable.

It is precisely because of this that she was able to learn more secrets of the house.

For example, her husband is not as detached as she imagined.

He wants to fight for power, and he also has conspiracies and calculations.

Wen Qingjia sighed, and after returning to the room, he called Qiaozhu over: "Clean up and go home with me tomorrow." ”

It's just that she didn't expect that she would ask for such an answer.

……

She went home alone, originally wanting to beg her grandfather and father and brother to pull them into the camp of the eldest prince.

Before going home, Wen Qingjia even thought of a lot of arguments, such as that she had married into the Great Prince's Mansion, and in the eyes of outsiders, the Wen family had already stood in line. For another example, the eldest prince has both talent and virtue, and he is the eldest son of the emperor, even though he is sick, but he is from a good background in the end.

But she didn't expect that after knowing her intention, her grandfather only said one sentence: "Jia'er, you finally figured it out." ”

As soon as the sentence came out, Wen Qingjia was stunned at first.

"What do you mean by that, grandpa?"

She always felt like something she had overlooked was about to break through the ground.

Grandfather just looked at her with a smile, but Wen Qingjia suddenly understood: "Grandpa, you have long been from the eldest prince's side, right?" ”

So, what is good in this world?

It turned out that she was a pawn in the family's marriage from the beginning, the so-called finding a lover, and the so-called thinking about her. It's just a lie to her.

"You are stubborn, if grandpa told you at the beginning, what should you do?"

Old Man Wen knows the temperament of his granddaughter best, and with her temperament, if she knew about the entanglement of interests, she would inevitably alienate the eldest prince from the beginning.

But how can that be?

The eldest prince, although he has a strategy, but he has a pure temperament, if he is for the sake of interests, Wen Qingjia and him are at most respectful.

So he didn't tell Wen Qingjia anything, because only in this way would his granddaughter be sincere.

It is said that sincerity is the opening of the golden stone, and now this is not a great joy for all?

The eldest son of the eldest prince is the grandson of their Wen family.

Old Man Wen touched his beard, quite complacent.

But Wen Qingjia was in a trance, and only after a long time did he salute: "Grandpa, my granddaughter is a little tired, so I'll go back first." ”

Seeing her leave like this, Father Wen was a little dissatisfied for a while, frowning and said, "This girl, why is there no rules now?" ”

He was a little worried: "Father, if you talk to her today, nothing will happen, right?" ”

Compared with his son's worries, Old Man Wen smiled and said, "Don't worry." ”

It's going to be fine.

He guessed right, and it was indeed fine.

After Wen Qingjia went back, he withdrew and cried.

It wasn't until today that she realized what her mother said back then.

"Don't fall in love with him."

But what to do, her heart has already been handed over.

She fell in love with this man.

Even if he doesn't love her.

The family used her as a pawn, and he used her as an object of exchange of interests.

Now the Wen family is not a home, and the Great Prince's Mansion is not a home.

There is nowhere for her in the land of the world.

Wen Qingjia cried profusely, but a pair of hands touched her face.

She looked up dimly and saw Xuanhe standing in front of her.

Her son, who can walk, staggered beside her, a pair of immature hands wiped her tears: "Mother, don't cry, don't cry." ”

He wanted to wipe her tears, but the tears were wiped more and more, Xuanhe was frightened, obviously to comfort her, but he howled first: "Mother doesn't cry, woo woo woo ......"

Wen Qingjia couldn't hold back any longer, hugged him in his arms, and sobbed in a low voice: "Okay, my mother doesn't cry." ”

She wiped away her tears, and carefully wiped them away for her son.

This little man was conceived in her womb for ten months, and she was connected to him by blood.

Wen Qingjia hugged the child, the tears gradually stopped, but a heart was filled.

The world is big, but she still has Xuanhe.

……

When Xuanhe was six years old, her husband finally got his wish and ascended to the throne.

The spring cold is steep, and the wind blows the biting pain.

She stood behind the Taihe Palace, watched Shangguan Zhuo hold a girl in her arms, and walked to the top step by step.

Even if the girl is dying.

He finally fulfilled his promise, took revenge as he wished, and took his girl to share the world.

After the enthronement ceremony of the emperor and queen, Wen Qingjia was canonized as the imperial concubine.

Palm phoenix seal, ruling the six palaces.

And the queen, a girl named Mei Yuanniang, although she lives in Fengyi Palace, she can't even get out.

Wen Qingjia didn't know who was luckier or who was more unlucky.

Qiaozhu held her grievances: "The emperor is really excessive, it is clear that you are the main room, according to the rules, you should be the queen......"

But now, a woman who came out of nowhere stole the limelight, but made their young lady a concubine!

In the huge main hall of the Showa Palace, there was no one else except for the two of them, but Wen Qingjia still instantly sank his face: "Be careful!" ”

Qiaozhu was startled, knelt down busily, and apologized: "Niangniang, the slave knows that she is wrong." ”

Wen Qingjia didn't intend to punish her severely, but he didn't call her up.

She lowered her eyes and looked at the maid on the ground, this is her loyal servant, but she is also a member of the Wen family.

Wen Qingjia deliberately knocked and asked, "Do you really know where you are wrong?" ”

Qiaozhu subconsciously looked at her and said, "The slave shouldn't say this." ”

To be honest, she was really upset.

After all, everyone thinks that the position of queen should belong to Wen Qingjia.

Wen Qingjia looked at her fixedly, and said for a long time: "Do you know why for so many years, only I have an heir?" ”

Over the years, the Great Prince's Mansion has not been uninhabited, but none of these women have ever been pregnant.

It is rumored in the outside world that it must be intolerable to say that it is the eldest princess.

But Qiaozhu knew very well that her young lady had never done anything to others.

Then there is only one possibility......

It's Your Highness.

He only allowed her to have children.

She kowtowed again, this time more sincerely: "The slave knows that she is wrong." "59 Stacks

Seeing this, Wen Qingjia stretched out his hand to help her and said, "Get up, you will know in the future, what to say and what not to say." ”

Qiao Zhu said respectfully, "Yes." ”

Wen Qingjia waved his hand to let Qiaozhu go down, but he sat in his position, looking at the leaves blown by the wind outside.

Over the years, there has only been Xuanhe in the Grand Prince's Mansion, and there have been rumors outside.

But Wen Qingjia knows better than anyone that it is his compensation for her and a promise to her.

compensate her for this piece of infatuation, and also promised her-

She will have everything but love.

……

Wen Qingjia still met Mei Yuanniang.

On the third day of the emperor's ascension to the throne, the palace people came to deliver the decree, saying: "The queen is summoned." ”

A few years ago, she still entered the palace from time to time, but she had never seen that girl once.

Whether it was Concubine Hui or Shangguan Zhuo, they all protected her.

Yes, this was the first time she had seen her.

I only saw a weak figure before, but when she really saw Mei Yuanniang, her heart suddenly sudden.

The girl in front of her has a good skin, although she is sick all the year round, when she laughs, she has a pair of eyebrows and eyes, and her cheeks are shallow.

How likable.

However, she had a vague feeling.

The other party is almost dying.

It's like a candle that burns out, and the oil runs out.

She forcibly endured the uneasiness in her heart and saluted her: "The concubine pays a visit to the queen." ”

At that moment, Wen Qingjia suddenly understood why Shangguan Zhuo was suddenly so anxious to fight for power.

Originally...... That's why.

Mei Yuanniang smiled and asked her to get up, her voice was full of weakness: "I'm sorry, I can't get up, let you laugh." ”

As she spoke, she coughed.

In the early spring, she leaned on the soft couch, covered with a futon, with a pillow behind her, leaning on her whole body as if she had no bones, and her lips were smeared with a little rouge, but there was still no blood.

I don't even have the strength to hold a handkerchief, and I can only tilt my head to avoid coughing.

At that moment, the meager dissatisfaction in Wen Qingjia's heart dissipated.

She sighed, went over to wipe her mouth with a handkerchief, and asked softly, "Niangniang, do you want someone to come in and serve?" ”

Everyone in the hall was waved away by her, and now there are only the two of them.

Oh no, there's also a Xuanhe.

Six-year-old Xuanhe is already sensible.

Now he was standing here, and after he had bowed, he stood obediently, without saying a word.

Mei Yuanniang shook her head and said softly: "No need, is this Xuanhe?" ”

She looked at Xuanhe on the side, and Wen Qingjia motioned for him to call the queen mother.

"The Queen Mother?"

Xuanhe looked at Wen Qingjia suspiciously, and asked, "You are the mother concubine, why is she the queen mother?" ”

He had no ill intentions, just no one to teach him.

The child's simple inquiry made Mei Yuanniang look bitter, with a little surprise: "It's me who can't live with you......"

Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Wen Qingjia, she pulled Xuanhe in front of Mei Yuanniang, and said softly: "Xuanhe, this is your mother and your father's benefactor." If it weren't for her, there would have been no your father in this world, let alone you. Therefore, you should respect her and love her as you did to your father and mother, understand? ”

When she said this, her expression was extremely serious, which also made Mei Yuanniang's nose sour.

Xuanhe understood this time, he nodded obediently and shouted: "Queen Mother." ”

Mei Yuanniang tried to evoke a smile, and responded: "Good boy." ”

Wen Qingjia tucked the quilt for her, and then said softly: "Niangniang, don't say anything to me, you didn't say anything to me." Speaking of which, on the contrary, the concubine body asks you to cherish your body, and the mother takes care of herself, and His Majesty can live a few more days. ”

Over the years, she no longer has been extravagant, and from the perspective of a bystander, she can be regarded as understanding.

All Shangguan Zhuo's plans are for the girl in front of him.

Mei Yuanniang is his life.

She lives, and he lives.

If she's gone......

Shangguan Zhuo is the walking dead.

Hearing this, Mei Yuanniang's eyes suddenly turned red, her voice was fluttering, and she said after a while: "But, I can't hold it...... You're a good girl, and he'll ask you for it in the future, okay? ”

She has been in the palace all these years, and she knows that she can't be Brother Shao's help, but only to fulfill him.

She knew that she was married, she knew that she had a child, and she thought that this would be good.

But it wasn't until he ascended the throne and really held her to the throne that she understood that this man loved her more than she imagined.

But at the same time, she began to be afraid.

She's dying.

But her brother Shao still has to live well.

The girl in front of her, although she had only heard a few words, knew that she was a good girl.

And this kid......

With them, even if he dies, Brother Shao can live well, right?

Mei Yuanniang only said a few words, and then began to cough.

Wen Qingjia stroked her back, brought tea for her to drink, and then said softly: "Niangniang, you can rest well, relax, everything will be fine." ”

She wanted to promise the other party, but she also knew that she did not have the qualifications.

Because, Shangguan Zhuo's heart is very small, so small that he can only fit one Mei Yuanniang.

But Wen Qingjia couldn't be jealous.

It turns out that loving someone is not only jealous.

As long as he is good, she is good.

Even if he sees that he has another love, there is no her in his heart.

……

Mei Yuanniang still didn't survive the spring.

It was a rare good day.

The sun was warm, but she felt very cold.

But Rao is like this, she still put on a thick coat, the red hood holds half of her face in it, the soft fox fur surrounds her cheeks, and when she is held in her arms by Shangguan Zhuo, the whole person is well-behaved and soft.

The voice of the little girl in her arms was very soft, as if she would disappear when the wind blew it.

Shangguan Zhuo sat in the sea of flowers with her in his arms, the flowers bloomed gorgeously, and each one was her favorite.

But she refused to look at the flowers, but just looked up at Shangguan Zhuo with nostalgia.

He is still describing the future: "When you are better, I will take you to Luoyang to see the peony, where the peony is the best in the world, unlike ...... in this palace wall."

She interrupted him: "Brother Shao." ”

Hearing her call herself, Shangguan Zhuo lowered his head, and his voice was extremely gentle: "I'm here." ”

Mei Yuanniang looked at his eyebrows almost greedily, wanting to engrave him in her heart, and when she had to walk through Huangquan Road alone, she would rely on this memory and move forward.

She laughed softly, her voice was almost nihilistic: "Yuan Niang can't accompany you, in the future, you will paint these landscapes and burn them to Yuan Niang, okay?" ”

Shangguan Zhuo's eyes suddenly turned red, and he said fiercely: "Don't talk nonsense!" ”

But his movements were extremely gentle, for fear of pinching her.

This is the girl he protects in his heart, and the girl who risked his life to save him.

She has been practicing martial arts since she was a child, and she rarely gets sick since she was a child.

If it weren't for him......

Why did you end up where you are now!

At that time, Mei Yuanniang was also able to bend her bow and hit every shot, but now, she is lying in his arms, and she will be blown away by the light wind.

He hugged her, and his whole body felt like he was being stumped.

Only the girl in his arms is his comfort.

But now......

She's leaving, too.

His words made Mei Yuanniang's heart feel as if it had been torn apart, she forced a smile, tried to stabilize her breathing, and continued to tell him: "Brother Shao must be good, you are not allowed to stay up late to read the excerpts, you are not allowed to eat on time, and you are not allowed to put everything before you, otherwise, Yuan Niang will not be able to rest in peace under Jiuquan." ”

Every word of her was like a last word, Shangguan Zhuo gritted his teeth, his eyes were red, and his voice was soft: "Yuan Niang, don't talk nonsense, you still have to live a hundred years with me." I couldn't have done it without you staring at me. ”

He subconsciously hugged the girl in his arms, and said ruthlessly: "Besides, I am the emperor, and I order you to accompany me for the rest of your life, and you are not allowed to be born, let alone ...... Farewell to death. ”

The last two words, he could barely say.

Mei Yuanniang smiled: "Brother Shao, you are really domineering." ”

But when he was young, Shangguan Zhuo often said this: "Mei Yuanniang, you are so domineering!" ”

When she was a child, she was like a little bully, daring to do anything, but Shangguan Zhuo at that time was like an old-fashioned little old man.

Later, the old-fashioned little old man was damaged by her, and he dared to go into the water to fish and go up to the tree to dig out bird eggs.

will even block her behind her after she gets into trouble, and say seriously: "It was all instructed by the sons, and if the queen mother wants to punish her, she will punish the sons." ”

Mei Yuanniang smiled and smiled, and there were tears in her eyes.

She is such a good brother Shao, she once thought about being a person who will stay for the rest of her life, but now, she can only break her promise.

"Mei Yuanniang, break your word and get fat."

Shangguan Zhuo whispered in her ear to threaten, but his voice trembled.

Mei Yuanniang raised her eyes to look at him, and only said two words: "Fool." ”