The thing I regret the most in this life, but I am also the most fortunate about, for Wen Qingjia, it must be-

She spent candle night in the cave room and fell in love with her husband at first sight.

When she married the eldest prince, she was twenty-eight years old, the best time for a woman.

The girls of the Wen family are not allowed to have a girl Mu Ai.

The Wen family has a very strict family education, and it is old-fashioned, Wen Qingjia's every move since he was a child has been regulated by the framework, and before the age of fifteen, he has never even seen outsiders.

It was in this environment that she grew up, and the first foreign man she saw was her husband.

Before getting married, the government taught her to marry her husband and be a virtuous helper. Her mother, on the other hand, called her into the room, and after retiring from the room, she told her a lesson that had been exchanged for so many years of blood and tears: "Don't fall in love with him." ”

What is a virtuous helper, the first thing is not to be jealous.

Not jealous, only not love.

Wen Qingjia thought at the time, how could she fall in love with someone? After all, she has been calm for so many years.

But she didn't expect that after the dragon and phoenix hijab was removed, she would see such a person.

After seeing him, she understood what it was to be a son.

When she was not out of the cabinet, she was summoned by the queen once.

Not long after that, she was appointed as the Grand Princess.

Before getting married, she never had expectations for this marriage, it was just the family's wishes. After all, the Wen family has the merit of being a dragon, and is in charge of military power, the person she marries will definitely not be as she wishes, and he is an ordinary man.

Unexpectedly, after marrying him, she really realized her wish.

Outsiders all say that the eldest prince is a cripple, although he was born well, but he is destined to miss that position, she is the daughter of the Wen family, and she could have married better.

But only she knows that she doesn't want to marry better.

Because of her upbringing at home, her temperament has become more and more tranquil over the years, and even the maid laughed and said: "Miss is not like a person in this world, but like a Buddhist cultivator." ”

Her husband is very good, although he is like an invisible person in the court, but he has a calm and gentle temperament, and treats people and things like a spring breeze.

It was the happiest time she had ever had in sixteen years.

Only occasionally, she would be a little uneasy.

Qiaozhu was very puzzled: "Your Highness will go back to the house except for the yamen, whether it is good for you or at home, what are you worried about?" ”

Wen Qingjia couldn't say it, she only occasionally felt that the eldest prince was a little too good.

Okay like ...... A mask was pasted.

"Maybe I'm thinking too much."

She shook her head and laughed at herself, she was really used to life at home, and now that she was so relaxed, she began to think crankily.

Just thinking about it, I saw the palace people coming back and forth, and said: "Niangniang left His Royal Highness to eat in the palace, saying that the sky was not very good, and he would not come back tonight." ”

Hearing this, Wen Qingjia responded with a smile, ordered Mama to send people away, and turned around and instructed Qiaozhu: "Pass the meal." ”

According to the day, he should rest here tonight.

However, His Royal Highness is very filial, and every two or three days he will go to the palace to see Concubine Hui, and sometimes let him stay overnight.

Speaking of which, this Concubine Hui is a good person.

She is not the biological mother of Her Highness, Her Highness is only raised in her name.

But Rao is like this, every time she sees Concubine Hui, she will feel that the relationship between the mother and son is a little better than that of the biological one.

The days when I married to the Great Prince's Mansion were idle and leisurely.

Because the eldest prince has no power and power, the eldest prince's mansion can be said to be full of doors, but the benefits brought by this are also extremely obvious, that is, she can live her life behind closed doors.

Her husband treats her gently, and her mother-in-law treats her well, Wen Qingjia feels that she has nothing to be dissatisfied with.

It's just that I dream back at midnight, and sometimes I see the man sleeping beside me, but I will have a sense of unreality.

She always felt that her husband was far away from her.

Even though he slept on her side, she just felt that his heart was thousands of mountains away from her.

He doesn't love her.

Even though the little girl has never experienced love, the woman seems to be self-taught.

She knew that her heart was beating wildly for him, but she also felt that he was a little too cold.

The maid would always laugh at her for thinking too much.

Before they got married, they never thought of such a good life.

Wen Qingjia also had to admit that he was indeed happy everywhere.

However, if she can truly feel her husband's love, she would rather everything else be unsatisfactory.

……

Wen Qingjia inadvertently found out that she had been married for two years.

And today is her eighteenth birthday.

After the afternoon, Concubine Hui sent someone to invite her into the palace.

Wen Qingjia dressed up properly and took a carriage to the palace.

"Say hello to my mother."

Seeing her coming, Concubine Hui curled her lips and smiled, came over to help her up, and said with a smile: "Get up quickly, come on, serve tea to the princess." ”

Concubine Hui said, while leading her to sit on the Luohan bed beside her, and curled her lips again: "Early this morning, the emperor ordered someone to distribute some lychees to the palaces, and the palace thought that you like to eat it, so I specially left it for you." ”

Hearing this, Wen Qingjia smiled and thanked her, and then heard Concubine Hui smile and said, "What are you polite to this palace, try it." ”

The palace people brought the lychees up, and when they saw that the plate of fruits was peeled and put on the plate, with a crystal clear appearance, Wen Qingjia had a little more smile on his face, and said softly: "Thank you, concubine." ”

She ate a few, and just wiped her mouth with a handkerchief, and then heard Concubine Hui say: "Today is your birthday, and the mother concubine has nothing to give you. ”

It was a set of fine Dongzhu jewelry, although it was not priceless, but it was also extremely valuable.

Wen Qingjia thanked Concubine Hui again, because it was still early, and the eldest prince was still in the office, so she chatted with Concubine Hui.

It wasn't until twilight that I heard the palace people come and say: "His Royal Highness ordered someone to pass the word, saying that he will be there in a while." ”

Hearing this, Concubine Hui immediately responded with a smile, and said, "Let's go, let's go to the side hall and wait for him." ”

Today is Wen Qingjia's birthday, and Concubine Hui specially ordered someone to make a family banquet and leave her to eat at night.

Wen Qingjia got up in response, and was about to help Concubine Hui out of the door, but saw a palace person hurriedly running in: "Niangniang, it's not good!" ”

The man's expression was full of anxiety, but when he saw Wen Qingjia, he stopped alive.

Seeing this, Wen Qingjia suddenly understood: "Mother, concubine, the daughter-in-law will go over first." ”

Concubine Hui's face flashed with a moment of confusion and unease, and then she responded: "It's okay." ”

When she went out, the man hurriedly went over, and said in a low voice: "The girl vomited blood, go and take a look......

Wen Qingjia walked slowly, and vaguely heard this sentence, but his heart jumped.

What girl?

When she thought of this, she saw that Concubine Hui had already come out with someone.

Seeing that she didn't go far, Concubine Hui's expression was a little uneasy, and she forced a smile and said, "You go over first, the concubine has some things." ”

Wen Qingjia naturally responded continuously, and asked with concern: "Mother, do you need the help of your daughter-in-law?" ”

She heard in a trance that she was a girl, and she might need help.

Who knew that when she heard her words, she saw Concubine Hui suddenly wave her hand again and again, avoiding her like a flood beast: "No, no, you just wait." ”

Concubine Hui has always been gentle and considerate, and it is rare that when this happens, Wen Qingjia felt strange in her heart for a while, but she didn't think much about it, and only said softly: "Yes." ”

When Concubine Hui went, she followed the palace people and walked all the way to the side hall.

I walked to the shadow around the corner, but saw a person hurrying over.

It's the Great Prince.

Wen Qingjia looked happy, and was about to salute him immediately, but who knew that the other party ran over as if he didn't see him.

He ran too fast and in a hurry, his face was full of gaffes, and when he passed by her, his cuffs scraped her fingers, making Wen Qing's fingers flush with fine pain.

Wen Qingjia had never seen him like that.

In a trance, she suddenly had a thought.

Originally......

Her husband will also be in a hurry.

"Princess, don't go over!"

Seeing that Wen Qingjia wanted to follow, the palace people hurriedly wanted to stop her.

At that moment, Wen Qingjia just subconsciously wanted to go and see the eldest prince, but when she was shouted by the palace people, she was sane.

"What, I can't go?"

When she stiffened her face, she was also full of aura, and the palace people let out a loud noise, and saw that Wen Qingjia had already gone in the direction of the eldest prince.

Seeing this, the palace man's face turned pale in an instant.

Wen Qingjia never thought that her eighteenth birthday would be like this.

It was a brightly lit palace, Wen Qingjia could even remember in a trance, this is Concubine Hui's west side hall, the first time she came to ask for peace, the palace people told her not to walk around, especially the east and west side halls, not to enter at will.

Wen Qingjia is not curious, he has never set foot here in the past two years.

She knows that everyone has secrets.

But she didn't expect that this secret was not about others, but about her.

To be exact, it is about her husband.

On the bed in the inner sanctum, a thin, thin woman lay down.

From her point of view, she couldn't see the person's face clearly, but she could see the imperial doctor who was constantly administering needles and treatments.

And her husband was asking on the side: "Didn't you get well two days ago, why did you suddenly vomit blood?" ”

There was an obvious tremor in his voice, the calmness of the past was gone, and his expression finally brought the nervousness of a teenager.

Concubine Hui's voice blamed herself: "It's all the fault of the palace, I thought that a few lychees would be fine, who knows...... Fortunately, the doctor said that it should be fine, so you don't have to worry too much. ”

When she said this, she patted her head again, and said, "Shao'er, you go to the side hall first, Qingjia is still waiting for you over there, today is her birthday......" 90 Literature Network

Speaking of this, Concubine Hui seemed to feel something, and suddenly looked out.

But he was suddenly stunned.

Wen Qingjia stood at the door, and everything inside was in full view.

Her husband also turned around at this time.

The two stood looking at each other, clearly separated by two doors, but she clearly saw each other's red eyes.

She suddenly hooked her lips.

It turns out that he will also panic, anger and worry.

It turned out that he was not cold, just because she was not the love of his heart.

When he saw her, there was a moment of guilt in the eyes of the eldest prince, and he immediately took a deep breath, his expression was calm and restrained: "Send the princess back to the house." ”

When he heard this, Wen Qingjia was actually not half surprised.

She was in a trance, this was him.

……

After returning home, she guarded a candle flame and unconsciously stirred the handkerchief in her hand.

Qiaozhu entered the door a few times, and when she saw her expression, her expression was full of worry: "Niangniang, you can eat something, it's almost time." ”

Qiaozhu didn't know what was going on in the palace, but she knew that she was sent back by the order of the eldest prince.

She just thought that the two had a conflict, thought about it, and persuaded again: "Your Highness, he has always had a good temper, even if it is a quarrel, it will be fine tomorrow, don't take it too seriously." ”

Wen Qingjia shook his head and wanted to say something, but in the end he just waved his hand and said, "You go out first, let me stay by myself for a while." ”

It was probably because the expression on her face was too ugly, so Qiaozhu didn't dare to say more, so she could only respond: "Yes." ”

The door was closed, and the room was instantly quiet and a pin drop could be heard.

She stared at a candle on the table, and unconsciously touched her lower abdomen, but her eyes were red.

It turns out that His Royal Highness likes people, and that's what it looks like.

I don't know how long it took, there were footsteps outside the hall, she didn't look back, but listened carefully to the footsteps of the man.

He came to her.

Eventually, sat across from her.

"I'm sorry."

He opened his mouth, and his voice was hoarse.

Wen Qingjia suddenly felt that his heart hurt even more.

She raised her eyes, saw the vicissitudes in his eyes, and tried to make a smile, but in the end she was unsuccessful: "That girl, are you better?" ”

Wen Qingjia didn't know what to call that girl, and even, she didn't know what she was.

She was a little puzzled.

In the two years since she got married, the Great Prince's Mansion is not just herself. The emperor and the concubine all stuffed people into the prince's mansion, in addition to their own princess, there was also a side concubine and three good women.

Looking at His Royal Highness's appearance, I think I like that girl very much.

If you like it, why don't you just marry it?

But she didn't dare ask.

Who is she qualified to ask?

Even if she is a legitimate princess.

Seeing her like this, Shangguan Zhuo took a deep breath and said for a long time: "Qingjia." ”

He rarely called her name, just two words, so Wen Qingjia couldn't help but pinch his palm.

She had to rely on a little pain to keep her sanity and restrain the tears.

She didn't want to cry in front of him.

"If Your Highness really likes it, take that sister into the house."

Wen Qingjia knew that he was laughing, and he also knew that he must be laughing ugly.

Sure enough, when he heard her words, Shangguan Zhuo's expression was also stunned for a moment.

He looked at Wen Qingjia in front of him and said, "My life is not very good, but I don't want to hide this matter from you." ”

It was his lover, but it was out of his reach.

"It's for me that she lost her legs, but I can't marry her."

His mother can't be a concubine.

Even if it's his concubine.

Marrying Wen Qingjia was actually not what he wanted.

If he wants revenge, he can't marry Yuan Niang, because he needs help.

Even if he doesn't want to admit it, it's the fastest way to do it.

But he didn't expect to marry such a girl.

Before she got married, Shangguan Zhuo only knew that the women of the Wen family were very good, but she never took it to heart.

But in the past two years, the human heart has grown in flesh, and he is not grass, trees, mountains and stones.

So in the end, he said, "I'm sorry. ”

Wen Qingjia somehow listened to his words.

She looked up at Shangguan Zhuo, and the person in front of her was clearly so close to her, but so far away.

How can there be such a person?

I don't love her, but I carefully protect her mind.

He could have been a little more ruthless, a little more ruthless.

If he had been bad from the beginning, maybe ......

She won't be tempted.

But now, one of her hearts has been delivered, but she realizes that he doesn't love her.

Originally, she thought that this person was just cold.

But now that she knows, she knows that he is not cold, but all the love and tenderness are shared with others.

Wen Qingjia took a deep breath, wiped his face indiscriminately, and smiled hard: "Your Highness, I'm hungry, can you eat something with me?" ”

When she said this, as if she was afraid that he would not agree, she added: "Tonight is my birthday, you should celebrate my birthday, okay?" ”

The woman in front of her smiled very bitterly, and her voice was full of caution.

Shangguan Zhuo's hand hidden in his sleeve became a fist, and it took a while before he said, "Okay." ”

But he didn't expect that she would open a jar of wine.

She doesn't drink.

A glass of wine on the wedding night made her cheeks flush when she was drunk.

Now, when he saw her pouring wine for herself, he still subconsciously stopped him: "Drinking hurts your body." ”

Hearing this, her eyebrows and eyes crooked with a smile: "Your Highness, don't you know that the person who is born is the biggest?" ”

She poured wine for herself, filled the glass for him, and said, "Your Highness, do you want to drink a little with me?" ”

The wine had already been poured, and Shangguan Zhuo was aroused by the most secret pain in her heart, and when she heard this, she only stretched out her hand to pick up the wine glass and drank it all.

Seeing this, Wen Qingjia then picked up the wine glass, but it was different from his way of drinking, he just took a sip.

This wine is really spicy.

It slid down her throat and burned in her stomach.

It must have been that the wine was too hard to drink, otherwise she couldn't help but burst into tears after only three glasses into her stomach?

The person in front of him cried silently, and even tried to maintain his smile, but it made Shangguan Zhuo feel more and more sad.

He sighed, and finally put away her wine glass and replaced it with tea: "It's late at night, go to bed early." ”

Seeing that he was leaving, Wen Qingjia suddenly pulled his sleeve.

"Your Highness."

She drank and her voice was drunk, and her movements were much bolder than usual.

Shangguan Zhuo was grabbed by her, and just as he wanted to say something, he heard her ask: "Am I a bad person?" ”

Her voice was full of pity, and his heart was sour when he heard it.

He knew that Wen Qingjia had never done anything wrong.

It was he who was selfish and took advantage of her.

"No, you're fine."

It's that he's not good.

Hearing this, Wen Qingjia shook his head, looked up at him, and said, "Your Highness is the best person in this world." ”

She stood up with the strength of the wine, grabbed his sleeve with one hand, and asked him, "Your Highness, you are so good, Qingjia doesn't dare to ask for so much." Can you, give me a little bit of love? ”

She held out a hand and gestured: "Just a little, just a little." ”

Wen Qingjia pinched his fingers and compared a little bit.

Even if there is only one shadow in his heart, it belongs to him.

Shangguan Zhuo looked deeply at the person in front of him.

She's really nice.

The Wen family's family style is strict, but this girl is not pedantic, and some insights make him stunned.

After getting married, the family was taken care of by him very well, and even Concubine Hui was full of praise for her.

Shangguan Zhuo knew that such a girl, no matter who she married, would have a good life.

But she married him.

In the end, he just took her hand off and said softly, "I'm sorry." ”