Tang Yao didn't feel much throbbing or nervous until the end of the exam.

Everything is still the same as usual, nothing has changed.

On the first day of the exam, Tang's mother opened the door and asked expectantly, "How was the exam?" How many points do you feel you can get? ”

In the past, Tang Yao could roughly know how many points he could score after the exam, but this time, Tang Yao suddenly didn't want to count the scores.

If some things are done too clearly, they will become very real and skinny, which is easy to pierce the heart. Leave some illusions and wonder if there will be miracles.

Tang Yao knew that everything was just his own procrastination, the score was already there, whether Tang Yao counted it or not, it had already become a foregone conclusion, and the delay was just a mental construction.

Tang Yao pretended to be calm, casually replied "Yes" and went back to the room.

Tang's mother didn't ask, and happily went back to the kitchen to make Tang Yao's favorite braised pork for Tang Yao.

Tang Yao was unwilling to admit that his heart was empty, nor did he want to face the status quo itself, Tang Yao, who had always been sensible, instantly felt that if time stood still, it might be a good ending for himself at the moment.

Tang Yao didn't know that her heart was experiencing the biggest catastrophe for her so far. Tang Yao has a cold temperament, and her reflex arc is abnormally long, so when she really reacts, things have reached the point where she is powerless.

The experience and lessons of life taught Tang Yao that there are some things that cannot be avoided, and it is always better to respond early than to be late.

On the second day, I took the English test in the morning and the comprehensive physics and chemistry test in the afternoon.

Fortunately, Tang Yao's fate was not too tragic, Tang Yao played her due level in English and comprehensive exams, and scored 118 in both subjects.

The process of waiting for scores is painful. Tang Yao still remembers that when she called the score hotline, the female voice on the other end of the phone was extremely stiff, and her reluctance was very similar to Tang Yao's high school entrance examination score that year.

Tang Yao's four homework plus the 4 perfect points in physical education are all only 450 in total, which is 20 points away from the admission score line of last year's high school. Tang Yao knew at that time that he was out of play, and the one-ten-thousandth situation that Lao Yu said when filling in the volunteer finally appeared suddenly in its own way. Although Tang Yao was a little prepared, the reality was too real, so that Tang Yao didn't know what to do next for a while?

Tang's mother stood beside Tang Yao and asked anxiously, "How many points?" How many points are there in total? ”

Tang Yao was silent for a long time.

Tang Yao didn't know how to tell her mother the total score.

Tang Yao had never felt at a moment how difficult it was to retell this matter.

Although Tang Yao knew that she had done her best and felt that she had a clear conscience, she suddenly felt that she was the biggest villain in this time in the face of her mother's expectant eyes.

How can I live up to my family's expectations? How can you live up to the cultivation of the teacher? How can you make your relatives hurt your enemies quickly?

How can it be?

But Tang Yao still needed to face the reality in the end, stood bravely, and told her mother, "The total score is 450, I didn't do well in the exam this time, and I will make up for what I lost when I go to high school." ”

"It can't be just 450, you go away, I'll call." Tang's mother didn't believe that her daughter had only scored such a small score, so she pushed Tang Yao away, picked up the phone and re-dialed the score hotline.

Tang's mother hit twice in a row, and she didn't want to believe that her daughter only scored 450 points.

"It must be a mistake. I'm going to go to your school, find your teacher Yu, and ask them to check it out, how could my daughter Tang Yao only get such a small score. ”

When Tang Yao heard "My daughter Tang Yao", the pent-up emotions instantly collapsed, Tang Yao pulled Tang's mother's arm, crying and shouting, "Mom, there is no mistake, I have the answer, I really didn't do well in the exam this time." ”

Tang's mother's eyes were also red, and her daughter, whom she had always been proud of, actually failed in the exam at the door.

"I didn't want to, but I really tried my best." Tang Yao gasped, although she was sad in her heart, most of them were still aggrieved.

When others were reading idle books in class, she never had half of her distraction.

When others were playing and watching TV after school, she was doing exercises and memorizing words to review her homework.

When others were acting recklessly outside the house during the winter and summer vacations, she followed her third cousin to read books in the old house.

In Tang Yao's time, there was no moment to allow herself to let go, even in the most difficult time of junior high school, Tang Yao withstood the pressure of the gossip gate and had no friends, she still never relaxed her studies for half a minute.

But she has such an ending.

She has no regrets, only unwillingness.