On the two days of the high school entrance examination, the weather was particularly good. The July sun was extremely hot, but Tang Yao didn't feel any hot taste at all, but felt a slight coolness in his heart.

This is the first major exam in Tang Yao's life, Tang Yao was not very worried at first, and has been self-hypnotizing "I don't enter the high school, who will enter the high school". Therefore, Tang Yao's mentality is relaxed, comfortable, and stress-free. In addition, the high school entrance examination center is located in my own school, and it is also the classroom of the high school. Tang Yao felt that someone would secretly pull him in the dark, so the small flame of suspected anxiety that accidentally got up from nowhere was also extinguished by the villain in Tang Yao's heart without even looking at it.

On the first day, the first test was Chinese, and Tang Yao received the exam paper and turned to the last page to read the essay title, which was "my ideal".

Tang Yao's original intention was to know the topic first, so that she could solve the problem in the previous reading comprehension and think about the idea of the composition at the same time. But I don't know what happened that day, these four words seemed to come alive and rushed into Tang Yao's mind. Tang Yao held the pen and pondered for a long time. This kind of proposition, from childhood to adulthood, Tang Yao has also written many similar ones. Before this, Tang Yao had tried to think about many future selves, or relaxed, or happy, or dedicated, but when she really arrived at the examination room, Tang Yao was suddenly a little confused, if the life circle was the same as always, then those past events that Tang Yao wanted to forget and didn't want to remember would be constantly forced to read. In this way, Tang Yao felt that he would be trapped in a net of self-deception and unable to extricate himself, let alone the ideals of relaxation or pleasure or dedication.

Tang Yao suddenly hated herself like this, she wanted to escape, or transform, but what should she do? Tang Yao didn't know. Therefore, Tang Yao didn't know how her essay for the high school entrance examination was completed. Anyway, when Tang Yao filled the grid, it was time to hand in the papers, and Tang Yao couldn't be allowed to go back and read the words she wrote in pain and under time pressure.

Tang Yao couldn't say how she felt after the Chinese test, maybe it was okay or it might not be good. If the marking teacher can understand her struggles from her essays, he may be able to empathize with her and give her a high score. But Tang Yao's luck has never been very good. There are very few people who understand her. Therefore, Tang Yao's Chinese high school entrance examination results were not outstanding, and he scored a 105 points without merit.

The full score in the high school entrance examination is 120, and Tang Yao's ability to take the 105 test is already very good for ordinary students. But for Tang Yao, it was a mediocre score.

The Chinese test was arranged in the morning, and the whole period at noon was rested, Tang Yao lay at home for a noon, and walked slowly out of the house to go to school at two o'clock in the afternoon. The math test starts at 3 p.m. Mathematics has always been Tang Yao's strong point, and in the past, when Jin Li was here, Tang Yao also scored several perfect marks. But since Jin Li left, Tang Yao seemed to have entered the magic wand of the auxiliary line. Whenever he encountered a problem that required the addition of auxiliary lines, Tang Yao acted as if he had never studied mathematics at all, and his brain was instantly locked, and no matter how Tang Yao racked his brains, it would be useless. Tang Yao failed to do the last question of the exam paper, and Tang Yao spent the remaining lot of time checking the previous questions one by one. Finally, Tang Yao was right in the front of the comprehensive question, and the last comprehensive question was 0 points. Tang Yao didn't score a single point in the last big question of the high school entrance examination with 15 points, and her math score was the same as that of Chinese, which was 105. I don't know what happened that year, and the students didn't know where to use the power of the wilderness? There are a lot of them that can get full marks. Tang Yao's 15-point difference, even if the English and comprehensive test scores on the following day caught up, it finally doomed Tang Yao to the fate of missing the high school.