When Xi Lingyan told him that Bai Sijin was with him for the purpose, although he was disappointed in his heart, in the end, he was the one who caused all this, he was the initiator, and Bai Sijin only became his scapegoat because of the injustice in his heart.

Since Nan Yuxi stole the sky and married him, everything he did was wrong.

If he had been resolute and divorced Nan Yuxi and married Bai Sijin, then she would not have wanted to kill Nan Yuxi in order to become the wife of the Li family.

But he didn't do that, but he also had a child with Nan Yuxi, and he has been a husband and wife for so many years, so that Bai Sijin has been living in the dark.

For Bai Sijin, he has always felt guilty, so he wants to arrest her personally and let her turn herself in so as to reduce her crimes and make up for each other's mistakes.

It was he who couldn't see his heart clearly earlier, after Nan Yuxi went to Canada, he also found a private detective to monitor Nan Yuxi's every move, paying attention to everything about her, and even quarreled with Nan Yuxi because Xiao Yun was still jealous.

And after Nan Yuxi returned to China, not only did she not divorce her, but also used Bai Sijin to stimulate Nan Yuxi everywhere, so as to refresh her sense of existence in her heart.

It's just that what he didn't expect was that because of his selfishness, not only did he not get closer to Nan Yuxi, but instead stimulated Bai Sijin and pushed her to a desperate situation.

Although Bai Sijin didn't stay with him because he loved him, no matter what, the two of them have been for so long, and it would be a lie to say that there is no such subtle feeling in his heart.

So he doesn't blame Bai Sijin, if he blames himself, while loving Nan Yuxi, he also selfishly keeps her by his side.

In the end, he not only broke Nan Yuxi's heart, but also hurt Bai Sijin, and asked the woman he once loved the most to pay for his actions.

Li Nanzhi remembered what he had done, and he wanted to slap himself twice.

Seeing Bai Sijin sitting on the overpass, his face full of sadness, he couldn't help but feel sorry for her.

Li Nanzhi cautiously walked towards Bai Sijin, wanting to get close to her and take her off the railing, but before she could walk in, Bai Sijin stopped her.

In order to stabilize Bai Sijin's mood at this time, Li Nanzhi stopped moving forward and looked at Bai Sijin nervously, for fear that she would accidentally fall off the overpass.

Bai Sijin looked at Li Nanzhi's nervous appearance, and there was a hint of illusion in his heart that he still loved himself, but the illusion was wrong after all, and his nervousness may just be hindered by his past feelings.

Now, the man opposite him really doesn't love himself anymore, his heart has been filled by a woman named Nan Yuxi, leaving her only a little narrow space, not love, it is out of guilt, out of love for Nan Yuxi and left for her.

Otherwise, she believed, he would not hesitate to kick her out.

A gust of wind blew and left nothing, Bai Sijin looked at Li Nanzhi and smiled lightly, her smile was still so beautiful, just like when he first saw her, the same light smile, the same to him.

It's just that this is not what it used to be, in this chaotic time, they couldn't catch up with its pace after all, they were left far behind by it, and the last wrong step was wrong.

The same person, the same smile, but the feelings are different, the two are 108,000 miles apart, you walk back to your memory, leaving me where I am.

Bai Sijin watched Li Nanzhi gradually tell the story that only belonged to them...

"Nanyuki, do you remember when we fell in love? You're the president of the student council, and I'm a junior who has just joined the club. ”

"You say that my smile is like magic, and it always catches someone's eye very easily, and people can't take it off as long as they meet it."

"We fell in love in the fall of 2011, when you were a junior and I was a sophomore."

"You stood stupidly under the maple tree, took a handful of lavender and gave it to me, saying that you don't know what to give, but I heard that girls like lavender and bought it for me."

"I looked at you just smiling, not speaking, you looked at me nervously, the roots of my ears were red, I wanted to laugh even more, so the more I laughed, the more red you became."

"In the end, I was so stupid that I stuffed the flower into my hand and asked me if I would like to be your girlfriend, saying that you will always love me, will spoil me, and will try to give me everything I want."

"You say, you don't want anything, just me, just want my heart." Li Nanzhi looked at Bai Sijin, and the scenes of the past flashed in his mind one by one.

The memory is so clear, as if it happened yesterday, he is still the simple teenager, and she is still the girl who loves to laugh as long as his heart.

But memory can only be used to recall, and there is only reality in front of them.

Bai Sijin heard Li Nanzhi say that she only wanted his heart, and suddenly lowered his head and laughed, laughing so embarrassed.

Is there anything wrong with loving one? I don't think so, if you have to say wrong, then it is wrong in the crowd, we failed to pass by, which led to this tragedy.

Li Nanzhi looked at Bai Sijin who was crying and laughing and blurred his eyes, no matter how stubbornly he tried to force them back, it was in vain, and tears always fell uncontrollably and slid down his cheeks.

"Nanyuki, you know what? Actually, I don't like lavender, I like the stars, because it represents purity, it represents the cleanliness of love, I like the stars, I long for the day I can walk into church with my beloved boy, I hold it in both hands, my boy kisses my hand. Bai Sijin looked at Li Nanzhi and continued.

"In fact, our beginning is destined to be wrong, the fault is you, and it is also mine."

"You shouldn't confess to me under the maple tree, because it doesn't represent redness, it's parting, and its fiery red only exists on the front, and the negative side is pale."

"You shouldn't give me lavender, because the reason why girls like it is because its flower language is waiting for love."

"And I shouldn't accept your confession."

"Nanzhi, if I had told you that I didn't like lavender and told you its flower language, wouldn't we have become like this?"

Bai Sijin looked at Li Nanzhi and didn't reply, just stood quietly not far away and looked at her, and suddenly changed the topic, and what he said was no longer sad, but everything about Li Nanzhi.

"Do you remember? There used to be a breakfast shop outside our school, and once we were eating Chaos, and I just smiled at you, and you just put Chaos on your nose, because of this handle, I bullied you for days. ”

"Also, I like to eat shrimp, you give me the shrimp in your bowl every time, and I will give you chaos, you say no, let me eat fat, I said this is an equivalent exchange, you say that I am really good at politics, and I have been ridiculing me as a scholar."

Li Nanzhi looked at Bai Sijin and said with a smile: "You also ridiculed me, the president of the student union."

Bai Sijin looked at Li Nanzhi and suddenly didn't speak, just looked at the man opposite, as if he couldn't get enough of it.

The corners of Bai Sijin's mouth rose, he got down from the overpass, walked in front of Li Nanzhi, took his hand and said, "Nanzhi, I'll cook a meal for you, shall we go home?"

With the same smile, the same tone, and the same expression, Bai Sijin seems to have returned to her college days.

Li Nanzhi looked at Bai Sijin and was silent, now he can't guess what Bai Sijin is thinking, he is afraid, he is really afraid, now he can't afford to gamble, Nan Yuxi is still in danger, he is not out of danger, he is afraid, he can no longer risk Nan Yuxi's life.

"I'm going to turn myself in tomorrow, so I'll make you the last meal, okay? Minami Zhi? ”

"Good!" He still chose to believe her, because he hoped that his concession could be exchanged for the salvation in her heart.

On the overpass, Li Nanzhi held Bai Sijin's hand, wearing a white gauze skirt, a suit, and a landscape.

On the other side of the hospital, the doctor gave first aid to Nam Yuxi, but after several hours of surgery, the doctor could only inform the family to be psychologically prepared, and the patient may never wake up again, but they will try their best to fight for the patient's hope of survival, even if the odds are small.

Nan's father and mother sat on the chair as if they had become numb, and after Nan Yuxi entered the operating room, the two of them did not have a trace of expression, and their eyes were hollow, as if they were going to follow Nan Yuxi.

It wasn't until the doctor told them to be mentally prepared that the two old men had a hint of reaction, but their reaction only came from the dryness of their eyes.

Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, that kind of helplessness can only be experienced by parents.

Xi Lingyan on the side heard that her best friend was struggling on the edge of life and death, and she might never wake up again, so her tears couldn't help but fall down, and she was extremely sore.

After a while, he endured the pain and notified Li Nanzhi and asked him to come to the hospital quickly.

Now everything can only rely on the little reason she has left, Nan's father and mother have fallen, if she falls again, then Nan Yuxi will really be finished, she will always stand behind her, and give her a strong shoulder to lean on at any time.

After Li Nanzhi received Xi Lingyan's call, he looked at Bai Sijin beside him and didn't know what to do for a while, and looked at Bai Sijin with some confusion.

It's just that his eyes are full of concern and worry for Nan Yuxi.

Bai Sijin looked at Li Nanzhi, got up and handed the car keys to Li Nanzhi, and asked him to go to the hospital to visit Nan Yuxi first, while she packed up and went to the police station to turn herself in.

"Just let me do one last good deed!" Bai Sijin looked at Li Nanzhi and said.

Li Nanzhi's brows furrowed, he didn't worry about leaving her here alone, the current Bai Sijin was too strange to him, and he couldn't trust her completely.

"I swear."

"Alright! Then I'll go to the hospital first. Li Nanzhi weighed left and right, and decided to go to the hospital to see Nan Yuxi, Bai Sijin can be caught again if he runs away, if Nan Yuxi is gone, it will really be gone.

After that, Li Nanzhi couldn't wait to turn around and prepare to leave, but before he could go out, he was hugged by Bai Sijin from behind.

"I'm sorry." Bai Sijin said.