Li Nanzhi knew that the mother of the Nan family at this time must be angry, she soaked in the hospital all day, not only to bear the pressure of taking care of patients, but also to endure the grief of losing her daughter, her nerves have been tortured to the point of vulnerability, Li Nanzhi really didn't want to take advantage of this time to make her feel more unhappy, and took the initiative to leave the ward.

He stood outside the hospital building, looking up at the dark night sky, and suddenly a confused and sad mood arose in his heart, like two strands of twine pulled hard, putting pressure on him in different directions, almost tearing him apart.

The weather was not very good this night, the sky was covered with heavy clouds, and even the moonlight was very dim.

Li Nanzhi slowly walked along the path of the hospital, and subconsciously walked to the garden behind the hospital and sat down on the bench.

The garden at night was very quiet, without the noise of the day, there was silence around, only those blooming flowers remained, quietly by his side, he remembered the last conversation with Xi Lingyan here, and remembered the promises he made to Xi Lingyan - he would definitely avenge Nan Yuxi, at any cost.

But now he has broken his promise.

He found that as long as he faced Bai Sijin, all the efforts he had made before and all the determinations he had made would dissipate in an instant.

Everyone said that Bai Sijin didn't love him, and she was only with Li Nanzhi for money, in order to be Mrs. Kuo - but Li Nanzhi didn't want to believe this anyway.

He thought of Bai Sijin on the overpass, calling herself, her tone was full of endless sadness, if she had no feelings for herself at all, it was absolutely impossible for her to have such a reaction.

Even if Bai Sijin's purpose of approaching her was not pure, at least now, she is sincere to him.

Li Nanzhi felt that his heart was like a big mess, no matter how he gritted his teeth and pinched his wrists, he couldn't calm himself down, and his heart was always anxious, which made him almost restless.

He looked in the direction of the ward, the hospital building was still brightly lit at night, and the doctors and nurses on duty were busy running around, everyone had their own things to do, and there was no need for him to be involved.

He let out a long sigh, looked at the time displayed on his phone, slammed the door of his car, and simply went straight to the company.

During this time, he has been busy with things related to Bai Sijin, and the company's formal work has accumulated a lot, although the assistant is very capable, and he can complete most of the things perfectly for himself, but after all, some things can only be completed by himself.

He turned on the computer in the empty company, his hands flying on the keyboard, burying his whole body in the unfinished papers, hoping to numb his inner tangles with endless work, so that his tense nerves could relax a little.

On the other side, at Li Nanzhi's house, Bai Sijin did not have a good rest, but also lay on the table, writing the letter paper in front of him with a pen.

She knew very well that she and Li Nanzhi would probably not meet again in the future, no matter whether she went to the police station to surrender or not, all her actions were enough to make Li Nanzhi never believe her again.

Even if it was herself, she really had no choice, and after directing these farces by herself, she was ashamed to appear in front of Li Nanzhi.

She suddenly felt very sad in her heart, even when she saw Li Nanzhi blocking the knife to save Nan Yuxi, she was not like now, sad like a wave that was menacing, and her whole person was about to be drowned.

Putting down the pen in his hand, Bai Sijin set his eyes on a paper cutter that had been placed next to the table.

The knife was used to cut wallpaper, it was so sharp that a slight touch of the skin could create a bloody mark, and she shook her hand and pressed the paper cutter against her wrist - she chose not to die rather than spend her life in prison.

I don't know how long it took, a rising sun shone through the thick clouds and shone on Li Nanzhi's desk, waking him up from his crazy work.

He raised his head suddenly, squinted his eyes and looked at the somewhat dazzling Chaoyang sun, and suddenly remembered one thing in his heart - Bai Sijin was still at home, and he didn't know if he had turned himself in at this moment.

He had forgotten about it completely!

He didn't dare to delay for a second, hurriedly ran to the parking lot, and stepped on the gas pedal on the way home, on the way, it seemed that he had experienced several speeding cameras, or ran a few red lights, and it was estimated that a ticket would be sent to his company in a few days, but Li Nanzhi didn't care about these anymore.

He used his fastest speed to rush home, racing all the way, what should have been more than forty minutes away, but he forced him to compress it to fifteen minutes, and stood in front of his house.

As soon as he opened the door, he smelled a strong smell of blood, Li Nanzhi yelled in his heart, hurriedly pushed open the bedroom door, and saw Bai Sijin lying on the ground covered in blood, and the farewell letter neatly placed on the table.

Bai Sijin was wearing a pure white dress, her cheeks, skirt and long hair were covered with blood, she was already good-looking, but lying in a pool of blood at the moment, there was an extremely bleak beauty, no matter who saw it, they would feel pity.

However, Li Nanzhi couldn't take care of it anymore, and a large sense of fear swept over him, and this was the first time he saw someone in front of him who was only a thin line away from death.

He stretched out his hand, carefully probed his nose, and found that Bai Sijin was still breathing weakly, so he hurriedly dialed 120 as fast as he could, regardless of the stickiness of the blood, found something to help her stop the bleeding, and held her tightly in his arms.

The ambulance arrived very quickly, and ten minutes later, Bai Sijin had been sent to the city's largest emergency center.

Li Nanzhi didn't bother to change clothes, he was wearing a shirt stained with Bai Sijin's blood, grabbing his hair decadently with both hands, and sitting in the family area with a painful face, he wanted to light a cigarette to relieve the anxiety in his heart, but put his hand in his pocket, and then remembered that this was a hospital, and he couldn't smoke.

And the hand in the pocket touched not only the cigarette case, but also a few folded pieces of letterhead, which were written by Bai Sijin himself.

Li Nanzhi took out the letter with a shudder, and looked at the familiar handwriting on it through the brightly lit corridor lights of the hospital.

"Dear Nanzhi: By the time you read this letter, I was probably no longer in the world. Forgive me, in order to escape the second half of my life in prison, I chose such a way to leave you, I know that these facts I have done are unforgivable, and I don't want you to forgive me, so I plan to atone for my sins with my own death, and I hope that after my death, you can forget me as soon as possible......"

The letter was very long, and it could be seen that Bai Sijin had written it all night, and Li Nanzhi's eyes were gradually blurred by tears, and he didn't even have the courage to read the letter, and he collapsed in an instant.

"Where is Bai Sijin's family? Urgently go to the front desk of the central operating room, the doctor is looking for you something! ”

The sudden cold broadcast sound woke up Li Nanzhi's consciousness a little, he wiped his face indiscriminately, stuffed the letter back into his pocket, and hurriedly ran to the doctor, his tone anxious.

"How's she doing? Did you survive? ”

"It was sent in time, and it was temporarily saved, but due to excessive blood loss, the brain was seriously deprived of oxygen for a long time, and there was a little damage, if the patient has a desire to survive, this injury is actually nothing, and it can be healed, but this girl does not want to wake up subconsciously, and there may be something she is unwilling to face."

"That'...... So what should I do now? Do you have any ways to wake her up? Li Nanzhi's heart chuckled for no reason.

"This can only be done on her own, and no matter how much we apply external factors, it will be useless." The doctor shook his head regretfully, "Depending on the patient's state, the hope of figuring it out on your own may not be very great, if this is really the case, you, as her family, must be mentally prepared that she will choose a bed for the rest of her life." ”

Hearing these words, Li Nanzhi's already not very strong psychological defense line completely collapsed, and almost instantly, he felt that his legs were powerless, unable to support the weight of his body, and he collapsed to the ground.

"Mr. Li? Mr. Li, are you okay? Should I call another doctor to check on your condition? ”

Li Nanzhi couldn't respond anymore, he could hear the doctor's voice calling out to him, but everything around him was gradually becoming far away from him, a white disc hovered in the middle of his sight, making him feel that the whole world had abandoned him at this time, no matter how he struggled, he would eventually be swallowed up by loneliness, and in all the hustle and bustle, he was left alone.

When he woke up again, he was already lying on the nursing bed in the hospital, next to Xi Lingyan with a worried face.

"The doctor said you couldn't stand the pressure and fainted, so I found my contact information from your phone and told me to come quickly. How are you feeling right now? Do I need a full body check-up? ”

"No need." Li Nanzhi felt a great headache, but he still struggled to sit up from the nursing bed, "I'll rest for a while, you give me some time and let me calm down." ”

"I've already heard about Bai Sijin." Xi Lingyan stood up, stuffed a hot drink into Li Nanzhi's hand, and motioned for him to warm his hands, "I didn't expect things to turn out like this, your recent pressure is indeed too great, why don't I guard here for you now, you can sleep well in this bed for a while and rest, if there is anything on Bai Sijin's side, I will go over and cooperate with the doctor." ”

Li Nanzhi didn't speak, mechanically took the drink, held it in his hand, and looked at the corner with blank eyes, obviously his mind was no longer on what Xi Lingyan said, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

He was really fragile to the extreme, he didn't expect her choice to be like this.