Suzu was stunned by my rhetorical question, "What? ”

"Isn't it rare that he cares about two strange girls at such an age?"

"Concerned? Do you call this caring? Her eyes almost fell off, "You're looking for abuse!" ”

I was secretly thinking that even if he was living poorly, he would not want to change this bad habit. It is impossible for him not to be polished by society, so he will not change it, he is either too righteous or stupid. But such a society needs such rare people, doesn't it?

"My dad would have broken my leg if he knew I was hanging out like this in the middle of the night." Compared to this driver, I still have some ways to coax the girl, "I just miss my dad." ”

Ling Ling is not wrong, she is young, young people do not live by dialectical to society, and I don't want to break her straightforwardness and feelings.

I successfully stole the pillars and changed the matter of not standing up with my sisters, and seamlessly transferred it to my own homesickness, and the maternal love that women have in their hearts saved my life.

Her compassion told me that I was the one who had been reborn from the ashes. In a blink of an eye, the two of us walked into the skewer shop hand in hand, closer than anyone else.

"Oooo The waiter ran down from the second floor and asked us what pot we wanted.

"Mandarin ducks." I've just come back from the dead in a catastrophe, and I want to leave a way out for myself.

"Okay, let's take it by ourselves!" The waiter pointed to the refrigerator, which was piled up with not very fresh dishes, but it was better than a large number of dishes, and there was a dazzling array of them.

I don't like to mix sauces, Lingling goes to fight by herself, no words, no eyes, that's the tacit understanding.

There is a song "Achu Girl" playing in the store, and Yuan Yawei's affectionate voice sings my unreasonable sadness. I was looking out the window with my head propped up, the flowers were green, the lights were panicking, and there was a couple of lovers hooking up and laughing.

They are happy, and those happiness have nothing to do with me. Maybe that's it, people who are immersed in love will become poets, and I will start to be sad.

At this moment, I really wanted the weather to suddenly change and a torrential rain to come. I just went out like that, right in the rain, and let nature wake me up. If he still can't wake up, I tell him, "Hey, it's just raining heavily, and your brother didn't have an umbrella with him, and he was drenched in soup." ”

That's a topic, isn't it? It's not an awkward conversation.

But no, it didn't rain, and I didn't message him. I just sat there quietly, holding my head and looking at the people who had nothing to do with me in the night.

"Wang Xiaohan..." I called softly, he couldn't hear it, I couldn't call it, but I changed it back to a bell full of interest.

"What did you say?" She asked.

"Nothing." I smiled, "There was a little couple out there just now, sweet and greasy." ”

"Where?" She put down the bowl and ran to the window to search for it.

"Just got in a taxi." I replied, "When I opened the door, the man was still protecting his subject's head. ”

Ling Ling chirped softly: "Really a baby?" Maybe you'll score a score like this! ”

"I think so." In response, I snatched the cold mineral water from her hand.

"What are you doing?" She snatched it back like a protector.

"Aren't you still on your period?"

She shook her head, "It's over!" ”

Well, I'll think about it in vain. But it's also for my good, she has the same severe menstrual cramps as me, and every time the world is turned upside down, I don't want to coax a woman who is suffering from pain.

Her eyes suddenly sank, and a feeling flashed in her eyes that I couldn't understand, and I don't know if she was stabbed by the bangs on her forehead.

"That day, I went to the movies with him, and I came on the first day."

"Huh?!" A thousand words were stuck, and it turned into an "ah" word, can she still hold on to the movies? Sure enough, the spirit can triumph over the flesh.

Knowing my "ah" question, she shrugged her shoulders and replied indifferently: "I took three painkillers and it didn't get in the way." ”

Well, it's all dead, and I have no right to blame her.

"Do you really like it? What's his name? Do I know each other? You don't tell me anything! "I've become a cannon, and I'm deadly.

"Hmm," she seemed to say something, but laughed it off, "I don't know." ”

I didn't want to fight, but she said it to death like this, which made me uncomfortable.

However, I have developed a habit that I never ask more about what people don't want to say. There are a lot of things that others don't want me to know for my own good, and I've always understood them.

"You seem to be more cowardly than me...", I knocked on the side, "I can't let go, and I don't dare to start... It's a big deal that we can't be friends, and anyway, we're not here to make friends, right? ”

She began to lose her breath, "We're different! ”

"What's the difference?" I think there is a drama and I can set things up.

I made a mistake.

After a long time, she looked at me and stood up abruptly, "Let's go, take the skewers." ”

Another meaningless sinful supper, with no progress. I ran 108,000 miles in my heart, but in fact, I didn't do anything. To me, to her, to him, to her.

We had more than half left, and we went back to our respective homes.

Having been taught that "every grain is hard" since I was a child, I can't forget the sin of waste. But I am good at self-comfort, self-understanding, and mentality allows me to survive in this society that eats people and does not spit out bones.

"It's not a waste to have fun in waste." I reasoned, "In the same way, if you can find the beauty of sin, then sin is worth it." ”

It's another night without a car, the long road is long, the fun just now is gone, and only the loneliness and desolation are left to digest alone.

I turned on my phone, originally to illuminate, but my hand didn't listen to the call, and I opened the dialog with him.

"When I performed today, I seemed to have forgotten a move."

"I didn't bother to eat at noon, and it was really hard to make money."

"Our boss will only squeeze employees! Where are you? Will my brother squeeze you? ”

"Why didn't you come today? Suzu wanted to listen to the story, I accompanied her, but I didn't see you. ”

"It's rare that the skewer shop isn't full today. There is no atmosphere when eating. ”

"Suzu seems to be trapped by love, what should I do? You are also a man, do you want to teach me, how to persuade her? ”

"I'm on my way home. This hellish weather, it's hot to death during the day, and it's so cold at night! If only I had worn an extra coat. ”

How many times has it been deleted? I don't remember exactly. I typed in the dialog box again and again, and watched the nonsensical text disappear under the delete key.

Luckily, I firmly believe that he will never open this dialog with me, so I am so unscrupulous and not afraid of the "typing" exposed.

I thought about the bell again.

Why can't a hard-mouthed girl in this world have a heart that matches her mouth? Obviously tears were about to fall, but he still had to smile and force his mouth again, "It's okay, so be it." ”

I am independent of a night, with the expectation of young people and the relief of old people, exploring the so-called people coming and going, spring and autumn.