After work in the evening, Suzuzu and I made an appointment to go to my brother's tavern together.

Cursed endlessly along the way. She was haunted by the fact that I didn't even know his name at the time, but I still remembered him for a month.

I was distracted, I was so worried that I didn't know how to meet him.

Until, the bad news came.

He wasn't there today.

The thrill of riding a roller coaster ride has just been wasted all the designs made to meet him. I can't even think about saving it for another time.

An avalanche emerges from this, sweeping away hope, which looks absurd.

Probably because I just wanted to look at him from afar. Take a journey, look forward to a journey, look back at a journey, there is no him in sight. There is no him over the mountains and mountains, but he is clearly in this world, on the tip of my heart.

Is it true or false to use alcohol to kill sorrows? At the moment, I just hope to get drunk, sleep until dawn, and usher in a sudden amnesia.

Everything is like a world away, not very real. Lingling quit drinking, no one drank with me, I was afraid that she would see the clues, so I could only carry it.

A little girl wearing a strawberry pattern flower dress saw the opportunity to come over to sell flowers, her smile was heartless, and she said to Lingling in a milky voice: "Sister, you are so beautiful, can you buy a bouquet of flowers?" This flower is as beautiful as my sister! ”

In the end, it was a child, I only saw that Lingling was in a good mood, but I didn't realize that there would be a roadblock like me, so I pressed the moving Lingling for a moment.

I don't like flowers.

"She's so sensible, she helps the family at such a young age." Suzu pouted at me, a little unwilling.

"How do you know if she's cowardly, silent, compromised? To be liked, it becomes like this. "I was ruthless, venting my heart in the idealism of hurting others.

Ling Ling, she is not a person like me who never wants to get to the bottom of things. But this time, she didn't ask anything, and did as I pleased.

"Why don't you speak?" I waited for a long time and saw no movement, so my conscience found out.

She was red under my nose, her eyelashes flickering, and she replied, "It's all right." "Hide everything in the eye.

At this moment, she made me feel that I was the worst person in the world. I struck a whole piece with a stick to slander the malice of the little flower girl.

Adhering to this apology, he also apologized in my heart with the thoughts I missed.

Apologize to him for his inopportune appearance, uncontrolled depths of likes, and unbridled entanglement in his mind.

I suddenly realized that the previous suffering was not in vain. It turns out that I have learned to watch the ebb and flow of the tide and the rise and fall of the sun and the moon. Those days of isolation and helplessness have long since smoothed out the so-called warm joy, youthful frivolity, and unruliness. I don't know how much trouble I've caused to the people I love.

"Why don't you see joy and sorrow in your eyes?" Ringing relented and began to ask questions about my life.

"Where? You have a bad look. "I was so embarrassed that I didn't deserve a clever answer.

She was not interested: "Each family has its own scriptures that are difficult to read." But you are so indifferent, and you are so bare-hearted. It seems that you don't need my comfort at all, and I'll run with you for nothing. ”

After a while, he paused: "It's a big deal, I'll come back tomorrow!" Your stuffy gourd is destined to be a protracted battle. ”

I was seen through again, and I was so annoyed that I felt as if I was naked in front of her.

"You said you were coming! I didn't say I wanted to see him! "I forcibly quibble.

"If the cow doesn't drink water, who will press the cow's head low?"

How eloquent is she? Luckily, she is my good sister. If it's a sworn enemy, I'll have only one way to hit the wall. She easily retaliated for my offense.

"Do you have to talk to death?" I admit defeat, and I can't reason with women, let alone me attacking first.

Suzuzu glanced at me and let me go, a sister in distress.

"What are we going to eat?"

The repressed hormones stimulate the senses, and I have no appetite now, so I have to mumble: "Don't eat it, right?" Weight loss. ”

"What kind of fat to lose?" She disdainful, "If we are like this, people are already malnourished." Minus again, are you going to the subway to skip the fare? ”

Yes, I'm willing to bow down. "Then you pick, what are you going to eat?"

She glanced around, and in this small and intimate space, round tables and chairs, in the dim warm light, accompanied by sad music, an experienced man on the stage had already told a story, and the atmosphere of the tavern was a bit like a movie theater, with a psychedelic and sinful appeal, and everyone who was full of heart was called. Except for us two freaks.

"Let's eat skewers." We make our choices.

The shops that make supper are suitable for wandering people, they have a heart of no fixed place, no one cares whether there is spitting in the bottom of those pots, all the attention is on whether they can swallow loneliness tonight.

Sitting in a rickety taxi, I had bad luck today and met an eventful bald driver.

"It's so late, and the little girl is still hanging outside? This wants my daughter, but I will beat me half to death! ”

His voice is like a duck coughing up blood, and he is Xianglin's sister-in-law, I wonder if he relies on this job to support his family, if so, the family must be very poor, right?

I was too busy to lock my neck with the bell who was going to fight with the driver, and I had to watch out if the bald driver would suddenly stop and break our legs.

"Bang!" Finally got to the destination, Ling Ling used his life's strength to smash the car door out of the sky, "Why are you pulling me!" He knows a fart! ”

Oops, I caught fire, and she took her anger out on me, the victim and the peacemaker.

"You two, how are we going to get here?" I was cautious, like comforting a stray cat on the side of the road that had just been beaten.

Well... Obviously, the effect was not particularly obvious, and the feeling of suffocation came spontaneously, and I was locked by the bell. She learned from the cat and the tiger what I had just done, and she was still an honor student.

"Ahem, ahem!" I wasn't going to resist, I thought it would trick her into letting me go sooner, and I finally got the bet right.

"Oh yes! I'm going to report it to him! The service attitude is too bad! Bell pushed me away, and I staggered backwards a few steps, and was abandoned.

She was still scolding, and I didn't dare to approach rashly, so I was replaced by the stray cat abandoned by the owner.

"You say!" Suzu turned her head sharply and pointed her fingertips at me with the butterfly standing, "Why are you still talking for him!" ”

This is another proposition, and I am on guard. At this moment I have discovered another flaw of myself, and I am not likely to leave a place for myself to turn around with clever words.

"Don't you think he's rare?"