Chapter 118: Back to the door
The two sisters talked in the room for a while, and when they hadn't chatted happily for a long time, it felt very good, and they could talk about a lot of things.
Because his sister doesn't know a lot about things in the outside world at all, and many things are not something that he can express.
The big man has infinite curiosity about the outside world, so he asked Yan Cangmoss a lot about the outside world.
Yan Cangmoss also gave him one by one to express and summarize one by one, because his sister really has never gone out well, so in this regard, she is a relatively simple girl who doesn't know a lot of things.
So you can tell him a lot of things, these things are what he is interested in, and he will experience a lot of such life experiences in the future.
In this process, Yan Cangmoss tried her best to explain to him some of the scratches outside.
Yan Ruyu asked her little sister curiously.
"Sister outside is not very exciting, I really rarely go outside, you know, my mother is very strict with me, although I can live freely here, but my mother has not let me fly freely in the desert like you and the same father, I really rarely envy you to live like this, I also want to go to the outside world to see and walk, to understand the people of each place, to describe the customs of a certain place, this is really curious for me, this is I have never been to see my sisterI envy you very much. ”
Yan Cangtao smiled, because he knew that his sister was really not very clear about many things at this time, so he also smiled at this aspect.
Yan Cangtao said: "One day you will have such a chance to go, but although the outside world is very exciting, but there are many traps in the outside world, not the quality of the good you imagined, everyone outside is really not you, the imagination is like us so simple and kind, everyone has their own calculations, everyone has their own way of treating this life, but no matter how to follow their own way of life, use their own rhythm to grasp themselves, control their own desires, this is the most important thing, Don't let anything or anything cause you to lose a lot of dreams in the process. ”
When my sister heard her sister's words, she was really moved, she felt that her sister was the best relative in the world, she gave her an infinite beautiful blueprint, and even gave her infinite and loyal advice.
The two of them chatted very happily, talked about a lot of things in their youth, talked about a lot of very interesting things that happened in their childhood, and everyone played a very funny role in this process, only they felt that their lives had more possibilities, or that there could be more creative meanings in this possibility.
It's almost time to eat.
And the second lady came back soon, the lady is the sister's biological mother, Broken Flower usually disciplined her for 4 years, before his mother personally managed him to manage him, but now his mother is no longer here, so his mother will personally manage it, and there are more requirements and more actions in this area of discipline.
So my sister in this regard, because of the requirements and constraints of her mother, she rarely can go out during this time, and she rarely can run around freely outside, so the words lead to incense, and the older her sister gets, the more quiet she becomes, or quiet, or now she is more and more widowed.
And.
Yan Cangtao also knew that this mother was very strict with him, so you didn't want him to suffer any grievances in this regard, so you took advantage of the fact that his mother hadn't come back yet, and used the excuse to find a place to talk to other places than others, maybe more things would have more information to achieve more things.
Chu Yan didn't dare to stay for a long time, so he reluctantly went back to his house to stay.
He now wants to think about himself calmly, think about what happened, think about what he can do during this time, because whenever he comes home, he looks at his room and sees his former young self, and that cardamom youth makes him feel a lot of emotion.
If it weren't for this series of things that happened later, if it weren't for the changes in this series of events that led to his rebirth, then if he didn't know that he knew too much about these people and things that had happened, and he understood a thought in their hearts, he wouldn't have lived so tired.
He prefers a frank and unrestrained life, and prefers a free and unconstrained rhythm of life, but there is no way, because you live underneath, many things, you not only have to consider yourself and plan for yourself, but you also have to do more calculations for your friends and relatives.
Try not to put their lives at risk, and try to let them live the kind of peaceful and stable life they want to live, which is the most important thing.
Yan Cangmoss fell directly on the couch, he thought a lot now, thinking that he only knew after chatting with his sister just now that his sister was managed very strictly, and it was because his mother was the eldest wife, so many things had to listen to his mother's words to talk to his sister to have more tolerance, and there was more freedom in a life, but since his mother left, his mother took over the management of his sister, so that now his sister has no way to go away.
He can no longer go to the gate in many places now, basically he can only stay in his own home all the year round, and the whole person's mental state is not so good for a long time, what a life he originally lived, what a hard personality, now like a withered flower, slowly shrinking.
Maybe this is what the mother wants, to achieve such a beautiful little family Jasper's kind of temperament, but this kind of character is not suitable for the younger sister, the younger sister is not suitable for such a person.
So as a result, my sister's character is getting weaker and weaker, and she is becoming more and more kind, or it is precisely because of this kindness that she may not be able to make a complete response to him immediately if there are sudden changes in the future, and at that time, this kind of emergency response will pose a great threat to his life.
Even sometimes she thinks that Yan Ruyu really hasn't left this room since her father and mother left, she hasn't left this house to dance, she has been completely imprisoned here, he is like a bird who has lost his freedom.
The second lady asked him to learn those things that he hated every day, Li Hong let him learn to play the piano and speak, and it was good to use things, but my sister actually didn't like this thing very much, and she wasn't very good at things, and many things didn't work, so for my sister, this boring life didn't see the life of the outside world, plus learning such an irritable thing, so my sister's mood and personality inevitably became a little introverted.
Yan Cangmos was thinking that he was really worried about his sister's life, or how to save his sister, if he could only do it, he would definitely give her more examples, or give her more opportunities, so that she could bear a fresh life, maybe this might be a good thing for you.
If that day really comes, he hopes that his sister will live according to his own wishes, and if his sister is willing to follow him to live in the desert, she is also willing to take her sister to go with her, ride a horse and gallop together, shroud in horse leather, bend a bow and shoot an eagle, and drink sorghum wine heroically.
Suddenly, he thought a lot, thought a lot, thought a lot of things in his room, and this kind of thing rushed into his heart like running water.
Unconsciously.
Yan Cangmos said, for no reason, he remembered the two people on the painting boat in the middle of the lake that day, and the two of them were very chic.
is also the daughter of Houmen, Li Xuanji seems to have more choices in life and has his own way of life, his father seems to give him more indulgence, give him more power, and let him choose more freely, so he has not yet been distributed, but there are many young men, many wealthy families and rich men propose to their side, but they are pushed by your prime minister one by one.
Presumably, Miss Li has such an interpretation, Miss Li has such a will, or Miss Li looks down on anyone at all, and she may be single-mindedly aimed at another man.
So just by virtue of this, Miss Li and her sister are really very different, if your sister really has the right to choose freely like your young lady, a free way of life, how good it would be.
Her relationship with Feng Zili belongs to that feeling of freedom, and this feeling is the best.
Li Xuanji alone has her amazing appearance, very amazing talent, and is proficient in all the Tang Qin books in the Tang Dynasty, which shows that many of his people love him, plus he has a very precious dignity in the eldest daughter of the family, and even got a very good reputation.
And it is these intertwined that have made this complete her, a person who can look down on the world, Li Xuanji.
This is really a very good way of life, so if my sister really has such a life, then she is willing to help her sister work together, he doesn't believe that his sister will be worse than Li Xuanji.
There will definitely not be much of a problem, because the mother is a wealthy family for their discipline and filial piety camp nutrition, and this way of discipline for women can be very exquisite.
But Yan Cangtao said that he was also very curious about why he was often associated with them.
As for how his name could be put together with hers, Yan Cangmoss once thought, why did anyone give him such a title, could it be that someone did it on purpose? Or do others want to elevate their status in this way? But he really didn't know, he didn't know why he got the same name in this river and lake side by side with this young lady.
Later, Yan Cangmoss came to the conclusion that his reputation was too big since he was a child, he was completely as kind as a little boy since he was a child, and he couldn't help but be very tolerant of himself in all aspects, and he could do a lot of things for himself, so his reputation may not be particularly good, just like those children, so many people deliberately compare themselves with Miss Li.
He remembered that he used to be very distressed here, he liked to set off firecrackers since he was a child, and he went to play with boys, and he also followed boys to climb trees and dig birds' nests, and the rest went to the river to catch fish, and chased dogs to fight together, and more often climbed the wall to play in the façade of other houses, so these things used to be very simple things for him.
Could it be because of his reputation after growing up in the outer flowers, although he began to slowly wear women's clothes and began to dress up, but he still has a very wild heart deep in his heart, he has never been able to feel that he is everyone's lady, a small jasper, such a character, he can't persevere, he always feels that he is ready to move, and he has always wanted to see the outside world.
So the so-called beautiful little jasper is a disaster in his eyes.
Of course, as mentioned earlier, your little lady's brother himself had seen him unconsciously, and he was still in a very growing stage at that time, and he didn't consciously need to save Miss Li's brother at that time, so he thought it was fun at the time, defeated the bandits, repelled them, and used his own thinking and strategy to help him out of the siege, he always found this thing very interesting.
This is this kind of bold character of pulling out a knife to help the road to see injustice, so that more people have another explanation for him, or rather, just a way to describe the two of them, two are two kinds of wonderful, one is gorgeous, the other is aggressive and brave.
I don't know if it's counted, but at least the two of them seem to be getting more and more famous here, and as everyone sings to each other, they seem to feel that Yan Cangtai is already a great Mulan-like character.
Maybe you want to break your head, you want to break the sky, maybe it is this factor that causes you to be famous here, otherwise how can there be any other way, impossible, compared with your young lady, compared with her appearance, you can't have any advantage at all, Miss Li's beauty is amazing, do you still want to win the Seven Fairies to go down to earth?
And Miss Li's piano, chess, calligraphy and painting are proficient in everything, she doesn't know anything about this, or she can only know some fur, to master the skills of the software inside, this is impossible at all, who is afraid that she can only say that her swordsmanship is very powerful, if this person compares together.
Asking himself to really do a lot of things in this regard, such a father hurts his brain, and his father has an infinite doting on himself, as if he is lawless and lets himself do it, so he goes to the house to expose the tiles and walk the ground.
In my father's eyes, it was a trivial matter, and it was not worth mentioning at all.
So it's a lot of words, because my father's lineup can really do a lot of things that I think are interesting.