She still misses the beautiful days of youth that had been with her for so many years, and for so many years, she could not forget that she even wanted to return to that vast desert again.

So most of the time it's plain men's clothing, and there aren't a few decent accessories in the room at all.

So there is not much women's clothing in the room at all, and I don't particularly like it, although Yan Cangtao's third father is a general, he is also very thrifty.

Therefore, she also respected her father's wishes in this regard and did not go too far extravagant.

Of course, she prefers the very heroic life with her father, so there are not too many people who ask for women's clothing at all.

hehe

Or rather.

I prefer this kind of freedom and unrestrainedness, without anyone to restrain him, like a bird flying freely in the sky, you can breathe fresh air and long to soar between heaven and earth.

Yan Cangmos looked around in her room, as if reminiscing about that time.

The furniture in the room was already a little old, and the warm fingertips caressed it one by one, as if touching the memories of the past ten years.

How ignorant I used to be, I didn't know anything, I didn't understand anything, it was a very favorite way to be a place, but I didn't expect that now after so many years, I still feel that time is the most beautiful thing, at that time carefree, there is no sorrow at all.

If I hadn't met that man, maybe my life would have been like this forever, I wouldn't have died, and I wouldn't have faced a lot of insurmountable difficulties, and now I'm alive again.

When she saw these things, she felt a lot of emotion in her heart, and those beautiful things seemed to be the flowers of competition, and the giants in the water seemed to be beyond the reach of the dust.

Maybe not, maybe who knows what will happen, everything is like the unknown, it's like I've come back to life, many things are still unknown, if I just know something, then many things can't be touched at all, maybe the wheel of fate is unfolding again.

It's just that she doesn't know if her fate will change in the future after living again, and sometimes she thinks that it would be nice if she could have lived a little earlier.

If I had said earlier, then I wouldn't have let him marry this man if I hadn't listened, and I would have solved it myself, what's going on, even if I fled to the ends of the earth, even if I read the company, I would refuse to get married.

A little earlier, Daddy wouldn't have died, she wouldn't have married Feng Zili, and she wouldn't have worked so hard, if she had been sober earlier.

But there is no possibility in all of this, because it has happened that you can't solve it and can't resist, so you can only really face it, when all this is a thing of the past, you can leave here without pressure after a year, no matter how beautiful it is.

Yan Cangmoss sat on it for a while, and instead of waiting for Wang Ma and hot soup to come, he waited for another person.

A young girl came in from outside the door, and her voice was like a yellow warbler.

"Oops, I heard my sister is back, is my sister really back? I've wanted to help you for a long time, and finally I got you back, you know? Our whole family is thinking about you, but my sister has not come back, so we have not dared to disturb you, I don't know if Wang Yu will allow us to go over, so I have been waiting for my sister to come over, my sister is finally back, I am so happy, I am so happy to see it! ”

This person is Yan Cangmos's half-sister Yan Ruyu, she was very happy at this time, and ran over to help hug Yan Cangtao.

Because she felt that it might be more appropriate to use the way to express her enthusiasm and joy.

Yan Cangmoss smiled: "Don't you see my sister is back?" Now my sister is living well, what is there to worry about, what is there to be afraid of, so if you want to be sister, you can help me or find me, why don't you let me come back and feel as if I am thinking about my sister, as if you can't tell what you said just now, if I were you, you would look for me. ”

Yan Ruyu: "I just came back, I really let him say that my sister is back, I can't believe this eye at all, I really don't believe that my sister is really back, you know?" Sister, how much I miss you, I begged several times, I went to the palace to find you today, but you first said that most of the population of the palace may affect you, and you just got married, so you don't dare to go to you at all, otherwise it is my mother's intention to play, I would have run to find you, but I saw netizens, the group of pages in the manual work, who dares to look for it, if you look for it, wouldn't it be very easy. ”

Yan Cangmoss smiled: "How can there be a man in your imagination, Tiger is just an ordinary parent, but his estimate is a little more, but isn't he so afraid?" And your sister is inside, but being a princess still has the final say, you just have to come to me generously, how can anyone dare to marry you back, if you always feel that I can marry you back, it depends on your sister I don't agree! ”

The two sisters chatted happily, and they could talk freely about a lot of things when they reunited after a long absence.

Moreover, her half-sister has a completely different personality from him, and she is very calm and distressed, but this sister is actually very lively.

And her sister is a few years younger than her, and the splash is particularly favored, and many things are completely due to her temperament.

And her mother didn't have too much education for her, or in addition to carefully cultivating him, she also gave her more free and easy choices in life.

But my sister has always had a good rhythm with Yan Cangmos in this regard, so she has always liked Yan Cangmos very much.

Although the two sisters do not have the same mother, they have had a very good relationship since childhood, and they want to live in this way.

And.

Yan Cangtao takes good care of her sister.

So you have to try to live a life that is free and easy to live according to your own life under the care of this spiritual care.

Therefore, he is more assertive and full of curiosity about the outside world.

But all this is carefully protected.

Therefore, Yan Ruyu is also said to be a talented woman.

Yan Ruyu asked on Twitter at this time: "Sister, do you think that prince is good?" Do you think you will feel very happy to marry? You see, sister, you can come out to play freely, not many people can't come out at all, it seems that Wang Yuan is still the best for you, right? I see that the prince is very good, as my brother-in-law, I like it very much, but I didn't expect Wang Yuan to be so fond of you, it really made my father very happy to see it in the spirit of heaven! ”

Of course, Yan Cangmos doesn't want her sister to intervene in her own affairs too much, because these things are only known to herself, and I can't let others know too much about my things, knowing too much will make them hurt more.

Yan Cangtao smiled: "Actually, you don't imagine that it's so complicated, they are all very good, and they treat me very well, don't you see that my sister is coming back today to be happy today, so if you have anything in the future, just look for your sister, that is, my sister can help you." ”

Yan Cangtao thought for a while and felt the need to remind her sister.

"Sister, if you want to get married in a year, which person you will always like has a conscientious sister in your mind to call the shots, you see how long you marry yourself early, maybe like your sister, you also have a happy life, if you are willing to marry, you will marry, of course, if you are not willing to marry, my sister will not force you, look at your own life to decide."

Yan Ruyu suddenly blushed, he didn't know why he said this thing, but when he was a girl, he was still very clear in his heart, of course, he didn't know a lot of things to talk to his sister in the future, and the shyness in his heart made him feel that he couldn't explain it to anyone.

"Sister, look at the sister you said is still young, wait a few years and then go abroad, that is, I don't have any object in my heart now, wait for me to have an object in my heart, and then say to my sister, by the way, sister, why do you say where are you going in a year and a year later?"

Yan Cangmoss said to her sister in a very joking tone.

"I don't know, in fact, I miss my dad very much, I want my dad to go to the place where he used to be stationed and operated, I want to see most of the places where I once lived, I am often here, sometimes I think of me riding a horse and galloping in the desert, bending the bow and shooting the eagle owl with everyone, drinking wine together, chatting, watching the sunset, sunset, I like that kind of life, maybe one day I will eat there, that is my biggest dream."

Yan Ruyu was very confused, she didn't know why her sister would highlight such a thing.

In her opinion, these things are incredible, the prince is so atmospheric, hello sister, how can my sister have such an idea.

This is a bold idea.

Yan Ruyu has some worries, the eldest sister has been following the rules since she was a child, and her sister is very calm and steady, and her sister is also a very kind person, good at losing her temper, but she didn't expect her sister to come back this time.

The whole person's temperament has changed a lot.

"Sister, if you can really go to the desert to play one day, of course my sister will definitely accompany me, I also think of the place where my father once went, you used to accompany my father, and now I finally have such a chance to go, then I am really happy for me, I really want to go, I want to see what is called galloping horses, what is called bending the bow and shooting eagles, it seems very far away to me, very small things, but I have never achieved it, if my sister really goes one day, can my sister go together?"

Yan Cangtao looked at her sister in front of her, knowing that there was no way to tell her too clearly about many things.

Some things are too clear, and they can be a threat to their lives.

Sometimes.

She hopes that her sister will have a peaceful life, and she doesn't need to have that kind of glory and wealth, and plainness is the most sincere feeling.

"Fortunately, if one day I take my sister to ride a horse and gallop and bend the bow to shoot the eagle eagle, then we will watch together, the sunset will rest, watch the sunset come out, we will be dashing and ......"

"I knew that my sister loved me the most, and I knew that my sister would definitely make my dream come true, thank you, sister!"

Yan Cangmoss smiled bitterly.

She knows this, after all, it will always be a dream, these things will never come true, this is just a dream, how can she leave with her sister?

My sister should have a life of her own.