11 2019 Ten sides

Previous Chapter

A few days after Xiaomin left, Zheng Yan forcibly cheered himself up, perhaps immersed in the thick pain of being separated from Xiaomin, it took him many days to remember the table of college students, that game, he vaguely felt that it would be an opportunity for him, and he would never allow this opportunity to pass by him again.

He immediately went crazy to look for the group of college students, but he only knew that they were sophomores in the Academy of Fine Arts, but he didn't leave any contact information, and Zheng Yan couldn't ask the phone numbers of those college students in the restaurant, so Zheng Yan had to be cheeky, asked for leave in the company, and looked for them in a classroom of the Academy of Fine Arts.

After experiencing several embarrassments, Zheng Yan finally found a slightly impressed face, and suddenly, Zheng Yan smiled. Under the surprised eyes of many students and teachers of the Academy of Fine Arts, Zheng Yan was unmoved, and threw a wink at the student. It is not difficult to imagine that the student named Zhong Yifan felt a burst of nausea from the bottom of his heart, but he couldn't bear to go outside the classroom and ask what this person who only had a relationship with one side was doing? It's hard to really fall in love with your own appearance, but you definitely don't have the potential to become a "comrade".

Zhong Yifan was puzzled: "Big brother, what's the matter with me?" ”

Zheng Yan said happily: "It's really not easy to find you, I don't remember how many classrooms I found, discuss something with you, let's start a business together!" ”

Zhong Yifan was dragged into the water by Zheng Yan with a confused face.

Sometimes it is always lamenting the elusiveness of fate, Zheng Yan led such a college student who didn't know anything to start a business, he contacted Zhu Peng, obtained the first investment funds from him, and then founded a company specializing in board games, and moved the game invented by Zhong Yifan to the Internet, which was unexpected and unexpectedly successful.

This may be the charm of City B, once you seize the opportunity, you will be greeted with flowers and applause in the blink of an eye. This is only Zheng Yan's first year in City B, and it is six months since Xiaomin left his life.

In the past six months, Zheng Yan no longer contacted Xiaomin, worked desperately hoping that he would forget her, took his mother and Xiao Maruko to City B, and lived a fulfilling life every day, incarnating as a resolute boss during the day, and turning into a loving father at night, a complete daughter slave. Watching her beloved daughter grow up day by day, the moment she called her father with a milky voice, Zheng Yan felt that the bones in her whole body were sore, and the moment when she hugged her every night was the sweetest time for Zheng Yan to feel.

Zheng Yan's company is very young, Zhong Yifan is just a college student, but he has a great talent for creation, not only excellent painting, but also a creative genius, Zheng Yan feels in him that he has not had the bloom of his youth. Zheng Yan trusts Zhong Yifan and a group of young creators very much, and he leads a group of code farmers to serve them wholeheartedly, and two games in a row have been successful, with a lot of users, Zheng Yan's worth is suddenly so high that he doesn't believe it. However, at the moment when Zheng Yan was in high spirits, Zheng Yan ushered in a life decision, and he was faced with a proposal to be acquired by the largest Internet company.

Zheng Yan solicited the opinions of the major shareholders at the company's internal meeting, Zhu Peng's face was calm, and he was completely obedient to Zheng Yan's arrangement, anyway, he was very satisfied with the status quo, this was the biggest pot of gold he had earned in his life. Zhong Yifan, on the other hand, hopes to continue to develop new games independently and build the company into a strong professional game company. After careful consideration, Zheng Yan said calmly: "We are a young and energetic company, and it is very rare to be able to achieve such results in a short period of time, and I am very grateful to you for your dedication to the company." I've thought about it seriously, the biggest problem facing our company is that in the game industry, we are still weak grasshoppers, and those big game companies will do all kinds of ways to curb our development like giant crocodiles. We have the idea, but we don't necessarily have the ability to grasp the market, and a lot of the traffic is in the hands of the big game companies. In the future, they can launch games similar to ours to carve our share, and then we will face a grim situation. My idea is that when our company is at its best, we accept the acquisition proposal, which is not to sell our dreams, but to enable the talented people in our company to have a broader platform and do bigger things. I will insist on maintaining the stability of our company's personnel structure, keeping our studio independent and self-sufficient, and allowing everyone to trade their efforts in these days for financial freedom. ”

Zhong Yifan still reserved his opinion, but finally agreed to Zheng Yan's plan under Zheng Yan's persuasion, just because Zheng Yan's words pointed directly to the hearts of the people: "If I were so young at your age, I would definitely have the same dreams as you and rush forward, but after many ups and downs, I think there are many things that are more important than career." And we didn't give up our dreams by accepting the acquisition, we just changed the runway and set sail again, and we were able to do bigger projects, borrowing other people's chickens to lay our own eggs, wouldn't it be a good path. ”

In the end, Zheng Yan's company was acquired, and at Zheng Yan's insistence, the company became a studio to continue to operate independently, and Zheng Yan also gained financial freedom, perhaps becoming a successful person in everyone's mouth, and he continued to lead the studio to compete with many studios in large companies, which was not easier than when he was alone. It's just that Zheng Yan's work is no longer as busy as before, and with his spare time, he can take his mother and Maruko around, and even Zheng Yan gave Zhong Yifan and other creative teams enough free time to work. However, the things that had been diluted by the original fast-paced life came to mind one by one.

Xiaomin, how are you doing?

Whenever Zheng Yan thinks of this question in his heart, his thoughts are always chaotic. When Xiaomin was brave enough to find herself, she retreated, still having low self-esteem, afraid that she would not be worthy of Xiaomin. And now that he has a successful career, he feels that he is worthy of Xiaomin, he feels that he can make Xiaomin live a good life, and he feels that he can no longer pay attention to what the outside world thinks of him. He couldn't stop throbbing in his heart, he missed her, it turned out that she had always lived in his heart and never left.

Zheng Yan dialed Xiaomin's phone, and a familiar voice was on the other end: "Hello! ”

Zheng Yan said softly: "I haven't seen you for a long time, are you okay?" ”

Xiaomin said coldly: "Very good." ”

The atmosphere was very embarrassing, Zheng Yan was full of guilt in the face of Xiaomin's coldness, took a deep breath and plucked up the courage to say: "I love you!" ”

The sudden words surprised Xiaomin, but Zheng Yan only received a cold word from Xiaomin: "I'm about to get married." ”

Zheng Yan suddenly seemed to be thundered, this news was too amazing, in just over a year, Xiaomin finally put himself down, and at this moment he didn't feel a trace of happiness, he wanted to bless her, but at this moment he was stunned, standing stupidly in place, motionless, his lips couldn't open as if they were sewn by needles and threads. Zheng Yan thought that she now had the qualifications to be with Xiaomin, but she was no longer there.

Xiaomin said coldly: "Zhu Peng told me that you have started a business together, and now that you have succeeded, you feel that you are worthy of me." Do you think I'm such a snobbish woman? I was willing to be by your side when you had nothing, and you refused. And if you succeed, you come back to me, and you think you are worthy of me, so do I have to consider whether you are worthy of you? Mr. Zheng, I have been holding my mobile phone for a whole month and looking forward to your news all the time, and you have really disappeared from my world, so what are you doing when you come back at this moment? Are you showing off your accomplishments? Do you think I'll be waiting for you where I am? We have known each other for thirteen years, I have been in the same place for thirteen years, I have seen the love between you and Li Shiwen, I have witnessed the marriage between you and Lin Shanshan, but I will not always wait for you in the same place, I am still very good in the world without you, I am very grateful for your twelve years of companionship, it is good to have your youth, and the future should be good without you. ”

A sentence that Mr. Zheng said broke his heart, saying that he was the one who wanted to completely withdraw from her life, but now that he really quit Zheng Yan, he couldn't say how uncomfortable he felt, it turned out that he really lost her.

Zheng Yan reluctantly squeezed out an ugly smile, and wanted to bless her with the same warm smile as she did at the Phoenix Bridge, but the smile that had gone through ups and downs was no longer as warm and comfortable as the warm sun at the beginning, and had become a mask to disguise her heart. In the end, I could only say bluntly: "Congratulations, I finally found true love, I wish you happiness!" Thank you for my youth and you. ”

The inner world that collapsed was razed to the ground like a ten-magnitude earthquake, and the feelings of more than ten years all came to my heart at the moment I hung up the phone, and my heart was as if I had lost the whole world. Zheng Yan recalled that in the past, he was still an ignorant teenager, and he only knew that he was worried about giving new words, and the girl he loved didn't love him, so he felt that this was the most melancholy thing in the world. Zheng Yan remembered that Xiaomin was still wearing a ponytail back then, and he didn't say a few words to her at that time, but more often he looked up at her when he was tired from reading, and he felt happy at that time. Thoughts flowed all the way, and the bits and pieces of Xiaomin over the years surfaced in my mind like a movie.

What exactly is love? Zheng Yan suddenly thought of this difficult problem that spanned ancient and modern times. He wondered why he liked her. ,

It's a wonderful feeling, since one morning in high school, the sun shines on the face of that tranquil girl, and he likes that girl as if he is obsessed, just like finding his other half of his soul in the vast crowd, like finding his own 100% girl. Then, the girl changed throughout the first half of her life, and although she was standing in place, he could still see her at that time. Love grows little by little in my heart, sprouts little by little like the seeds I want to sow, and then slowly grows, growing day by day, and growing wantonly towards the endless future. Although the days when he had her for a short time were the happiest times of his life, after a short time, he buried his love deep in his heart, hiding the depths of his heart that no one noticed. It was so deep that even she thought she could let go, and letting her go allowed her to leave, and also allowed her to get out of the haze of emotion. But the life of the peaks and turns gave the two a chance to be together again, this time she was brave, but he retreated, not that he no longer loved him, he still just felt that he was not worthy of her, he was destitute at that time, but her firm eyes almost made him go out and be with her. However, he finally gave up, his heart was full of pessimism about his life, he didn't know where his future was, he didn't know what the future would be? He didn't want her to suffer with him, he didn't want her to break up with her family for herself, how could she give her happiness as a divorced man with nothing and children. But providence makes people, if he is that mediocre person in this life, he will no longer dare to give birth to that extravagant hope to pursue the 100% girl in his heart. However, the magical city of B, the magical city, he succeeded in his career overnight, and he gave birth to the ambition and hope buried in his heart, he longed to be with that girl, but at that time he missed her and really missed it. Regret can't tell the taste in his heart, he knows that with his character, if he returns to that moment, he will still choose to leave the girl's world in that state. In the eyes of others, he may be a strong person, but when he looks back, he finds that he is the most cowardly person, he is still the boy who liked candy in his heart when he was a child but did not dare to take the initiative to reach out and ask for it. What is life, it is not that people are born like this, but that after experiencing a lot of things, a person is shaped into a unique appearance, which is life.

Zheng Yan looked down at the sleeping little pill, and muttered in a low voice, "Sansheng is fortunate to have you, my little lover." ”

Zheng's mother was homesick, Zheng Yan accompanied her back to P City, Lin Shanshan took the time to see Xiao Maruki, although Xiao Maruko, who had been away from her mother for a long time, was very close to Lin Shanshan by instinct. Lin Shanshan hugged Xiao Maruki and couldn't help but shed tears, Xiao Maruki was very well-behaved to help her mother wipe her tears, but the tears were wiped more and more. In this scene, except for Xiao Maruko, they all became tearful.

Lin Shanshan has a person who is about to start a family under her mother's Zhang Luo, the man is eight years older than her, divorced and has a child, but the child is with the mother, Lin Shanshan originally didn't like that man, but she couldn't bear the urging of Lin's mother every day, and finally chose him. Perhaps, in Lin Shanshan's heart, she will always compare him with Zheng Yan, although she knows that maybe the person Zheng Yan loves most in his life is not herself, but in the years he has been with her, he has really lived with himself wholeheartedly. If she could go back to the beginning, Lin Shanshan would not divorce him, she would believe that Zheng Yan would be able to break out of the world, although she and he had seen the same scenery, but Lin Shanshan felt that she only saw what was in front of her, and he saw the distance, the distance she didn't know.

She once asked Chu Xiaomin once, asking her, "Do you believe that he can succeed in City B?" ”

Xiaomin said lightly: "I believe him. ”

Lin Shanshan, who was terrified in her heart, didn't believe that Zheng Yan could start from scratch in City B in the year she was approaching, she didn't know why Chu Xiaomin trusted him so much, and then asked, "Why do you trust him so much?" ”

Xiaomin just said lightly: "I just believe in him, he has never disappointed." ”

Lin Shanshan knew that she was far inferior to Chu Xiaomin in this regard, and she knew that from the first time she saw Chu Xiaomin, she could see her unique feelings for Zheng Yan from her eyes. Lin Shanshan is a weak girl, she also wants to have her most beautiful love, but with the blessing of reality, under the strength of her mother, she did not be with her first love, and went on a blind date with Zheng Yan, at that time she really liked him, to be honest, he was really good. It's just that in the end, everything is a dream.

Lin Shanshan didn't want Maruko to see her crying all the time, so she wiped away her tears and teased Maruko with a smile. Maruko has a very sensitive personality, and may have vaguely known the meaning of her mother, she rarely shouts for her mother, but she always looks at other children when she is with her mother. The more this is the case, the more Zheng Yan is worried that Maruko's well-behaved personality is related to the breakdown of the family.

Lin Shanshan turned around, looked at the little pills running happily, and secretly cried: "Zheng Yan, if you can start your life all over again, will you divorce?" ”

Zheng Yan evaded: "Life is not repeated. ”

Lin Shanshan asked, "If you go back to the beginning, will you marry me?" ”

Zheng Yan said sadly: "Life can't be repeated, there are always too many regrets, but people always have to move forward." ”

Lin Shanshan said sadly: "I regret the divorce, but I can't go back." With that, she squatted on the ground like a child and laughed and sobbed, which was extremely pitiful.

Zheng Yan said with pity: "If you want to see the child, you can come over at any time, I will take her to see you when I have a meeting." ”

Lin Shanshan nodded wordlessly.

Maruko looked at her parents and smiled happily.

was about to leave P City, Zheng Yan received an invitation from Xiaomin, she was getting married, and Zheng Yan stayed for two more days.

Although Zheng Yan's mood did not fluctuate much, his heart was still as low as if he was in the abyss, but for some reason, he still dressed himself carefully and attended Xiaomin's wedding in a formal suit, and he also dressed up Maruko very cutely. The father and daughter walking on the street is a beautiful scenery, which attracts the envy of passers-by from time to time. Xiao Maruko's eyes are very similar to Zheng Yan, and the slightly upturned arc at the corners of her eyes is as fascinating as laughing, but Xiao Maruko has her mother's dimples, and she is even more cute, which makes Zheng Yan sigh all the time that Xiao Maruko has inherited the advantages of her parents and has a beautiful appearance against the sky.

Zheng Yan generously took Maruko's hand and walked together on the streets of X City, walked into the palatial hotel, walked in front of the girl in the wedding dress, and said softly: "Congratulations! ”

When Xiaomin saw the lovely little Maruko, she couldn't help but pick her up and take a group photo together, forgetting to greet the guests who came to Daoxi, and was so happy that she held Maruko in her arms and teased her.

Xiao Maruko's immature voice said sweetly: "Auntie is so beautiful." ”

Xiaomin was in a good mood, so she drove Zheng Yan away and played with Xiao Maruko by herself, Zheng Yan could see that she really liked Xiao Maruko.

Zheng Yan inadvertently looked at the groom several times, the groom is tall and handsome, polite and polite, and a good match for Xiaomin, yes, this is the object that Xiaomin should have been looking for, such a pair of beautiful people is a pair made in heaven in everyone's minds.

Zhu Peng also came, and when he saw Xiaomin holding Xiao Wanzi in his arms, he couldn't help but joke: "Yo, I didn't expect the progress to be very fast, so soon to have such a lovely daughter." Immediately, Zhu Peng was driven away by Xiaomin's bridesmaids.

The two brothers sat together, and Zhu Peng teased: "You are really a match made in heaven, she attends your wedding, you attend her wedding, and go back and divorce together and marry again, it is really a strange plot that can't be filmed in movies." ”

Zheng Yan said helplessly: "Don't talk nonsense on her big day, what about you, you are still a playboy now, when can you drink your wedding wine?" ”

Zhu Peng raised his eyebrows and quipped: "I'm not a man who can be bound by marriage, I want to be a staunch unmarried, if the old man wants to hold a grandson, I'll give him one." ”

Zheng Yan shook his head helplessly.

Zhu Pengle said: "I want to have a child after watching Xiao Maruko, it's really cute, I'm going to give birth to a son now, and then I'll have a baby kiss with you, how about it?" ”

Zheng Yan feigned anger and said: "Think beautifully." ”

Zhu Peng said with a smile: "Can't my son be with Xiao Maruko, the girlfriends I am looking for are all good-looking, and the son I gave birth to must be very handsome, is it not worthy of your little Maruko?" ”

Zheng Yan said sadly: "It's not that your kid can't do it, it's that all men can't, I really can't imagine that Xiao Maruko is in love and with other men, if at her wedding, the moment I hand her over to another man, my hands must be trembling." ”

Zhu Peng laughed heartily.

The wedding began, Xiao Maruko returned to his father's arms, Zheng Yan rubbed Xiao Maruko's cute little head, and looked at the figure in the white wedding dress on the stage in a daze, and gradually his vision became blurred.

Zheng Yan took out his mobile phone and recorded Xiaomin's wedding throughout the process, he felt whether Xiaomin was in such a mood when he participated in his wedding, happy, sad, blessed, remorseful, joyful, painful and other indescribable emotions were intertwined, and his stiff smile was full of tears that could not be tasted. Zheng Yan didn't dare to look directly at the white figure, her smile was so beautiful, she was the most beautiful at the moment.

Maruko snuggled tightly in her father's arms, her fleshy little hands gently wiped her father's tears, Maruko seemed to understand her father's thoughts, or Maruko didn't like people to cry very much, she smiled sensibly, but her smile always made people want to cry.

The wedding was over, Zheng Yan left silently, he didn't want to wear a disguised mask like them in the atmosphere of his classmates' fake chat, maybe his real friend was really only Zhu Peng, a playboy. However, with Zheng Yan deliberately avoiding the classmates to be courteous, Zhu Peng likes to be with his classmates very much, all kinds of people wear masks of various colors, Zhu Peng is at ease, under the compliments of his classmates, he accepted them all unceremoniously, and then the amount of alcohol that was not very good fell early under the students' several rounds of harvesting. Zheng Yan's face was full of helplessness, holding Xiao Maruko's hand in one hand, and carrying Zhu Peng to the hotel upstairs. It seems that he has returned to the university for a while, every time Zhu Peng is drunk, Zheng Yan carries him back to the dormitory, and many times when he is drunk in Zheng Yan's school, he sleeps on Zheng Yan's bed.

Zheng Yan threw Zhu Peng on the bed, Xiao Maruko looked at Zhu Peng, whose face was flushed and snoring, and couldn't help but secretly pluck Uncle Zhu's beard, and then said happily: "Uncle Zhu stinks!" But Xiao Maruko is still clinging to the stinky Uncle Zhu, and he can't wait to have a pen in his hand now to draw a beautiful pattern on Uncle Zhu's face. Zheng Yan understood her daughter's thoughts in seconds, took out a pen, and said with a dignified face: "Don't go too far." ”

Xiao Maruko happily took the pen and worked hard to "create art" on Uncle Zhu's face. After Xiao Maruko was satisfied with the pen, Zheng Yan looked at Zhu Peng's face, which was full of circles and circles and couldn't understand what the pattern was, Zheng Yan asked Xiao Maruko stupidly: "What are you drawing?" Tell Daddy about it. ”

Maruko pointed to a few circles with a serious face and said, "This is the castle." Then he pointed to a black dot and said, "This is a princess, wearing a beautiful white dress." Zheng Yan listened patiently to Xiao Maruki's messy Zhu Peng's face, and it turned out that Xiao Nizi had drawn a story, which was the story that Zheng Yan often told Xiao Maruko before going to bed. Zheng Yan smiled happily, gently rubbed Xiao Maruko's little head, then picked her up and said softly: "Let's take a photo with Uncle Zhu as a souvenir, and then hurry up." Xiao Maruko responded with a milky voice, and then took her father's big hand with her little hand and slipped away.

However, Zheng Yan is still a more conscientious person, he sent a message to Zhu Peng: You have a painting of Xiao Maruki on your face, remember to scrub it when you wake up, you said that your son wants to marry Xiao Maruko, I can consider it, and then I will not answer your phone for two days on a business trip. Randomly, Zheng Yan was very considerate and blocked Zhu Peng's mobile phone for two days.

Late at night, Maruko slept peacefully in his father's arms, Zheng Yan walked on the streets of X City, breathing in the salty sea breeze, and his slender body was stretched long under the illumination of the dim street lamp. I don't know why, Zheng Yan doesn't want to go back to the hotel early to sleep tonight, so he is willing to walk on the path of the hotel by the sea, holding Xiao Maruko in his arms, and kissing her forehead from time to time.

Half a month later, Zheng Yan, who had already returned to City B, received an unexpected phone call, Xiaomin came to City B.

Zheng Yan was puzzled, why did she come to find herself? originally thought that she was coming with her husband, but after several confirmations, she learned that she came alone, Zheng Yan was full of question marks on her face, and she didn't understand what kind of medicine was sold in Xiaomin's gourd?

Zheng Yan looked at Xiaomin, who was sitting facing him, with a relaxed smile on his face, and his head became more and more chaotic. Xiaomin hugged Xiao Danzi, and the two were very close, but Xiaomin ignored Zheng Yan.

After a long time, Xiaomin threw a red book and a green book to Zheng Yan to see, and said calmly: "I got married and divorced again. ”

Zheng Yan was shocked, and his mouth opened unconsciously wide.

Xiao Min affectionately held Xiao Meatball's little hand, and said calmly: "Since I went to City B, I have made up my mind to be with you, although you ignored me for a month and did not contact me for a year, but I am waiting, I believe that you can gain a firm foothold in City B, and at that time, I believe that you will be able to let go of those poor inferiority complex and useless self-esteem in your heart and muster up the courage to be with me." I'm willing to wait for you for a year, two years, three years, even until I'm an old girl, and you'll always say yes to me. The only thing that surprised me was how quickly you succeeded, the moment you called me, how I wanted to rush to your side immediately, but I also wanted to give you some punishment, I resisted the urge to let you know how heartbroken I felt when I attended your wedding, and how sad I felt when I rejected me. I paid a man to marry me, got a license together, got married together, and divorced again, all of which I had worked so hard to save over the years, and you had to reimburse me. We went to get the divorce certificate the day after the wedding, I think we should be compatible now, I am divorced, you are divorced, you don't have to worry about outsiders pointing fingers at you, you don't have to worry about my family being hostile to you, we are both second marriages, and the wedding can be saved, and it only costs nine dollars to marry me. It's just that I don't know if Mr. Zheng can look down on the little girl, I don't know if I'm worthy of you? ”

Without waiting for Xiaomin to finish speaking, Zheng Yan rushed over and hugged Xiaomin tightly in his arms, and the tears burst in an instant, the tears at this moment were no longer bitter, and they could taste the sweetness of the corners of their mouths. Xiaomin's originally relaxed expression suddenly collapsed, she held Xiao Maruko and snuggled in Zheng Yan's arms, more than ten years of emotions gushed out at this moment, she cried, it was bitter tears, this relationship finally ushered in the due end. Maruko looked at her father and aunt innocently, and her little mouth pouted as if she was saying that her father hugged her too tightly and suffocated herself.

Zheng Yan saw Xiao Maruki, who pouted with a small mouth, silently silently her head, and said gently: "Little Maruko, you will have a mother in the future." ”

Maruko shook her head, but buried her head in Xiaomin's arms.

Xiaomin likes Xiao Maruko very much, gently pinched Xiao Maruko's white and tender cheeks, and said happily: "Xiao Maruko, reintroduce myself, my name is Chu Xiaomin, please take care of me in the future." ”

Maruko didn't quite understand what Aunt Xiaomin meant, but she seemed to be able to feel the kindness and gentleness in Xiaomin's eyes.

Today, Zheng Yan was very happy.

On the wide road in City B, Zheng Yan looked at the car, and felt the warmth of home for the first time in City B, Xiaomin sat in the back seat of the car with Xiao Maruko, Xiao Maruko was surprisingly sensible, many children refused to sit in the child seat in the back, but Xiao Maruko was very well-behaved even if he sat alone in the child seat in the back, and he didn't cry or make trouble. However, when Aunt Xiaomin sat in the back with her, the happiness in her eyes was obvious. Maybe Maruko's well-behaved and sensible is because she has understood that her parents have separated since she was a child, and she naturally knows how not to make trouble for her father and grandmother. How Zheng Yan hopes that Xiao Maruko can be a little willful, not so well-behaved all the time, just like he was back then, always thinking about others and forgetting what he wanted most.

Zheng Yan's eyes were reluctant to leave the rearview mirror, and in the small carriage sat two of his most beloved girls in this life, two girls who were worthy of his life's protection.

When they got home, Xiao Maruki had fallen asleep in Xiaomin's arms, and they entered the house lightly, Zheng Yan's house in City B had not yet been delivered, and he still rented a house, but it was no longer a basement, it was a three-bedroom apartment, and it was very chic and warmly decorated. Zheng's mother saw Xiaomin who was going home with Zheng Yan, her eyes were full of consternation, and when she saw the look on her son's face, the old lady immediately understood, and hurriedly took the little pills, and then went back to the house to sleep.

The two people who stayed behind were unexpectedly shy, although they had been in love and slept in the same bed together, but Zheng Yan hugged her and kissed her at most from beginning to end. The old lady left playfully and seemed to have pierced a layer of window paper between the two, Zheng Yan lowered his head and took Xiaomin's luggage to the bedroom, and then began to tidy up the wardrobe and make room for Xiaomin.

Xiaomin was not shy anymore, she mustered up the courage to quietly close the door, hugged him Zheng Yan from behind, put her cheek on Zheng Yan's back, and couldn't help but shed tears for some reason. Zheng Yan turned around and hugged Xiao Min tightly in his arms, lowered his head and kissed her lips, Xiao Min's cheeks felt the itch caused by Zheng Yan's beard stubble on his cheeks. In a flash, from the clean boy in P City, the boy who was waiting quietly in the snow finally became a mature and stable man, although his eyes were not as clear as they were at the beginning, but his eyes were more profound, and his charm was still the same. Most importantly, she knew that he had always loved her.

The length of this kiss lasted for thirteen years.

Xiaomin was reluctant to close her eyes, she quietly opened her eyes and looked at the man who forgot to kiss her, she hugged her hands tighter, and he hugged him tighter, as if she would never let her leave again.

This night, Xiaomin snuggled tightly in Zheng Yan's arms, looking back on the thirteen-year journey together, Xiaomin asked affectionately: "What if we were together from the beginning?" ”

Zheng Yan also recalled the past, and said with a smile: "Life has not been repeated, it is our past experience that has shaped us into our current self, even if the past is sad, we should be grateful for the growth it has brought us." ”

Xiao Min let out a long sigh and said, "It's just an imagination, if we were together from the Phoenix Bridge that day, would we be sweet until the end." ”

Zheng Yan also sighed: "Maybe, our relationship is too twisted along the way, if we could have been braver, maybe we wouldn't have taken so many detours." If I hadn't been so sensitive and stubborn, maybe we could have been together. It's just that in that case I might be a different me. ”

Xiao Min sighed: "I know that you must be reluctant to give up Xiao Maruko, from now on you will be labeled as a strict wife and a slave to your daughter." ”

Zheng Yan was so happy that he couldn't close his mouth and grinned.

Xiaomin's mood suddenly became lower, and she said gently: "From now on, we won't have children, let's raise Xiaomaruko well together and love her well." Your marriage has failed, and the most injured may be Xiao Maruko, let's compensate her together in the future. Also, when you resigned, Lin Shanshan called me, and she was also a poor girl. Suddenly, Xiaomin paused for a moment and said solemnly: "Zheng Yan, forget it, there are really a lot of people you are sorry for in your life, how can you make up for it in the future?"

Zheng Yan said calmly: "You and Xiao Maruko will be cows and horses for a lifetime, as for Lin Shanshan, she has her life, and she will have people who love her." ”

Xiaomin threw herself into Zheng Yan's arms, fell asleep, drove for a day, tired, Zheng Yan stroked her hair, didn't dare to move, for fear of waking her up, Zheng Yan quietly watched Xiaomin not sleep all night, and never let her go again.