There was a snoring sound in the next room, and I couldn't sleep all night. Disheartened but not in tears, it turns out that real disappointment has nothing to do with sadness.

Always think of what Mu Liang said, be yourself, be worthy of your heart, and don't do things that you regret. Therefore, the next day, despite the cold war, I still chose to greet my mother, and sure enough, the response I got was still cold-eyed, and even mocking: "Why didn't you stick to what you said?" Why didn't you die if you wanted to die? If I were you, I would have to do what I said! ”

When I went out to work, it happened that my mother also went out, walking awkwardly one after the other.

"Going out?"

I happened to run into Mrs. Ding on the first floor carrying a bag of rice and greeting my mother.

Mom greeted her with a smile, "Eh, go out and buy something, I'll help you carry it into the house." Come, slow down, do you want me to help you? ”

Before I could finish the steps, my mother had already taken the rice and sent someone into the house.

I don't understand why people who are good to outsiders are harsh on their families.

I buried my head and followed my mother to the intersection, where a familiar car stopped on the side of the road.

I was surprised that Mu Liang actually stayed here all night, and when I passed by, I was asked to glance at Mu Liang in the car, and he smiled lightly.

I looked up at my mother, who was walking two or three steps ahead, and she didn't look back.

I took out my phone and was about to ask Mu Liang when I received a message from him.

"I also went to work, and I was relieved to see that you were doing well. Auntie is with you, and I won't send you to work. I'm fine, I'll get some sleep when I get there. ”

Mu Liang can still read my mind as before.

When his car passed by me, we looked at each other and smiled. Mom didn't see that the license plate number that passed me was my initials and my birthday. Maybe she didn't remember it as she always did.

After separating from my mother, I felt like I had taken the big stone in my heart, and when I arrived at school, I was relaxed.

Today is Teacher's Day, and the class committee organized a greeting card with the signatures and blessings of the whole class. Seeing their shy and childish smiling faces, I couldn't help but be happy.

Unexpectedly, the courseware received an additional greeting card.

Taken apart, inside was a long letter.

“...... Teacher Xiang, you are the most beautiful teacher I have ever seen, especially temperamental, I always hope that I can be like you. But I'm sorry I disappointed you and didn't participate in the competition in the oil painting group for various reasons. But I will always keep your words in my heart, I have learned a lot from you, and I will find opportunities to continue studying oil painting in the future, and I will not give up my hobby. You said that when you have the ability to produce results, you will naturally win respect and appreciation, and I will work hard for this...... May you be happy, healthy and beautiful every day, and Happy Teacher's Day! Qin Suhe"

When I read this letter, I was full of emotion, I didn't expect that I almost gave up my life yesterday, but the letter I received today was grateful to me as a guide. In fact, didn't this encourage myself? Coming back in a twist and turn, Qin Su's letter was like sending charcoal in the snow, as if he had received encouragement from his past self to me now, and it was like providence in the dark.

Yes, when you have the ability to produce results, you will naturally be able to win respect and appreciation. How ridiculous was my behavior last night? If you are not afraid of death, why are you afraid of living?

There are few classes today, and Mu Liang was still at work when he got off work, so he refused to pick me up.

As soon as I got out of the gate, a white SUV stopped at the door, and a big man of more than one meter and eight meters came down, I glanced at it and was about to leave. He stopped in front of me, took off his sunglasses, and smiled cynically: "Late? ”

I frowned, not responding to the seemingly pompous man.

"I'm Lu Hao, remember me? We used to play together when we were kids. ”

Perhaps he saw that I was still frowning, and continued to help me remember. "Your mom and my mom were colleagues, remember?"

He said that I couldn't remember the man by name or not, and it wasn't until I explained in detail that I remembered that this was the man my mother wanted to introduce me to eat the national food. I vaguely remember that when he was a child, he was tall and thin with white skin, but now he has become much stronger.

"Oh...... You..... You've changed so much now that you almost don't recognize you. ”

"Hehe, yes." He scratched his head a little embarrassedly, then smiled again, "You're out of class, aren't you?" Going for a bite to eat together? ”

I didn't plan to go with him, so I didn't answer his words and changed the subject, "Is there something wrong with you coming here?" You just go and do things, you are busy with yours. Tried to wave his hand and say goodbye to him.

Unexpectedly, he blocked in front of me again, "Eh, I came to find you, they said that you only have two classes today, and I came here on purpose." ”

I don't have to think about them carefully to know who he is talking about, it must have been my mother who communicated with his mother. This time, he arranged a meeting without my consent, and this guy can actually be submissive?!

Thinking about it, I felt depressed, and said angrily, "You are very obedient." ”

"Uh......" The big boy's face turned red and white, and he scratched his head in embarrassment, "I'm all here, let's have a drink together, right?" ”

"No, I still have something to do." I was still angry, and I responded unhappily and walked forward on my own.

"Shall I send you back?" Lu Hao chased after him.

"I'm going to run some errands, I'm not going to go home right away, do you want to tell my mother?" I turned around and said angrily.

Maybe he saw my displeasure and said leisurely, "I'm sorry......"

"Goodbye!" I walked away without looking back.

Sitting in a daze by the flower bed outside the community, I don't know how to face the future life, the uncertain mother, imposing a willingness to interfere in life, thinking that I will marry someone who can shine on the lintel and have the right to do good things, completely ignoring whether I like it or not.

Is it time to go home and confess? Will it be self-defeating, but it will make my mother have no good impression of Mu Liang, and even go to Mu Liang's unit to make a fuss?

I began to secretly plan a protracted battle.

When I got home, I didn't mention that Lu Hao came to the unit to find me, whatever that guy said or not, I saw the move.

There were a few times when my mother seemed to want to say something, and I pretended not to know, and it seemed that I couldn't do it. But after dinner, my mother came with a newspaper, pointed to the marriage and family page on it and said: "Look at it, this is the end of not finding a character with a head and a face, you see that the marriage is unhappy, right?" You see, if you have money and power, there is always a hope, right? ”

"Do you get married and go with hope? Besides, if you really want to get mixed up at this stage, why don't you have to be in your forties, in case you still have a bad character, you will be planted in it before you get rich. ”

Mom glanced at her and left in a huff.

After a while, he came over and said, "What is that young man's ability?" If you want power or not, if you want money, you can't arrange a job, if people ask me what my son-in-law does? I can't even lift my head! Everyone in the neighborhood is watching jokes! So what are you doing alive? Doesn't man live by a face? Doesn't a woman rely on this? Besides, there are some young boys, and it's the same if the family has a backer! ”

"Uh-huh! Find someone who is capable! "I should be with you.

Xu is mother saw that I began to respond to her, but did not reply, thinking that the brainwashing was successful, and after an hour or two of dry mouth, she gave up.

I secretly thought, who is silently brainwashing whom?