Chapter Forty-Eight: The Past

After this illness, my mother didn't seem to be so resistant to Mu Liang, but instead added some good feelings, and the sudden 180-degree change made me scratch my head.

After class, my dad called me to ask me to chat by the lotus pond across the street. Dad, who hasn't been seen for a long time, has lost some weight.

chatted about the topic of work, but my father didn't have my mother's extreme thoughts in this regard, and he could still talk and laugh.

"Is there a suitable person to talk to a boyfriend?" Dad cast a tentative eye.

I hesitated for a few seconds, my mind racing, I knew that my father seemed to be the messenger sent by my mother, and I didn't understand which side my father was on.

"Mom knows." I thought to myself that this answer was decent, and there was no room for error.

"Your mom said there was a classmate about the same age? Well, I know a little bit about his industry, and I support it. Dad's eyes were deep, and his words seemed to be smiling rather than smiling.

"Uh-huh." I stood up and kicked the gravel in front of my dad.

"If it's still suitable, let's settle it early."

When I said this, my father didn't have any expression, and I couldn't figure out if it was my father's own meaning or my mother's meaning.

"Did Mom say that?"

"Your mother must like Golden Rice Bowl, but I talked to her about this industry, so she should be able to accept it now."

Dad's implication should be that Mom also agreed. Aren't you afraid to say it directly to me and feel like a slap in the face? So you found your dad to come to the round?

Anyway, at least I was very hopeful with Mu Liang, and I was happy in my heart.

After parting from my father, I almost danced with joy when I recalled my father's words.

I also felt very comfortable in the autumn breeze with a little light rain, which was very moist, as if it had washed away all the heat left over from the previous summer, and the sky above me was slowly washed away.

When I got home, my mother's attitude was really similar to what my father said before. Mom asked Mu Liang a lot of questions, about his family and about his work, although she was not very satisfied, but she was not as disdainful and dissatisfied as before.

"When the time comes, if it is appropriate, I will meet my parents and settle down."

When my mother said this, I felt that things were settled. On the surface, I was calm, but I couldn't suppress the joy in my heart.

On weekends, my mother asked me to accompany her to an old friend's house.

Mom and Luo Lao's family are old friends, and they will visit each other every time they make an appointment to visit each other.

After a few pleasantries, Mrs. Luo patted my hand and asked in a kind tone: "I grew up watching Xiangwan, when are you going to get married?" ”

I looked down and smiled, answering that it was too early for her.

"The days go by so fast, you look at the evening and see that you are about to get married, fall in love, or something. Back then, he was still running around in front of me, and he was always sick because of his poor physique, wasn't he? Mrs. Luo turned to take her mother's hand and talked about the past, "Back then, you were still very hard." ”

When my mother heard this kind of thoughtful words, she was also excited, "No, if it wasn't for me at that time, how could she have lived so well?" You know, how bad I quarreled with her dad at the beginning, all the way downstairs, her dad, that so powerful, I couldn't do anything, not because I didn't give up her...... "Mom pointed at me.

"I think that at the beginning, my mother-in-law also came to sow discord, and his ex-wife and son also came to instigate in the middle, when didn't they quarrel and live? They take care of the money I make, they don't have a place to stay when I get out, I don't even have money to ......see when I'm sick," my mother said as she wiped away her tears.

I've heard about these past a few times, and my mother can't stop talking in front of outsiders, maybe it's these past events that are unforgettable, and they hurt my mother deeply, so I changed her personality.

"Back then, I was forced to go to a fellow villager's house to live temporarily, who knew that my fellow villager was not a good person, and cheated me out of the few money I had......" my mother said more and more emotionally, "If it weren't for my quarrel." Maybe she was really suppressed by her father like this......"

I turned my head and wiped the moisture from my eyes.

I didn't dare to look at Mrs. Luo and his wife, I was not used to their sympathetic eyes.

Yu Guang saw Mrs. Luo reach out and shake her mother's hand, casting a look of pity.

"Mom, forget it, let's not talk about these things. I tried to interrupt my mother and handed me a glass ......of water.

"Don't interrupt me, elders, how can you interject!" Mom gave a cold look.

I sighed softly, like pins and needles.

"You are a good person, Lao Xiangjia has treated you badly, and you are still so good to him. Lao Xiang was a little too much back then, you are a good person......" Mrs. Luo emphasized a few words sympathetically.

Mom choked up with red eyes and said, "Isn't it?" But they told their families that I was not good. Everybody says I'm a good person......"

"Why did you marry Lao Xiang in the first place?" Mrs. Luo said what I had asked countless times.

"Well, who knew that was the case in the first place? It's all fate, and it's all fate. Mom replied like this every time.

An hour or two passed, and my mother cried as she wiped her tears. I stroked my mother's back in an attempt to calm her down, but her emotions were more like a flood.

It was almost noon, and until Mrs. Luo stayed for dinner, my mother seemed to be relieved and pulled me to say goodbye in a hurry.

On the way, my mother rubbed her red eyes, twitched a few times, tried to calm down, refused the paper I handed over, I patted my mother's back, my mother's back was a little arched, not like what a person of this age should be, I tidied up her hair for my mother, and flipped it over, I don't know when my mother's white hair added so much, and my eyes were a little astringent at this time.

Mom didn't make a sound, but waved my hand to signal me to go forward, and none of us spoke along the way, only the wind and the leaves rolled up on the road followed us.

The mother who has always been strong to save face, maybe it's because of acquaintances, so let's vent like this. Thinking back to the past experiences that my mother said, an unhappy marriage will change a person's personality a lot.

Along the way, I wondered what I would be like if I had my mother's experience. At this time, I suddenly understood her, and I had some complaints about my father in my heart.

If it weren't for her mother's experience that made her sensitive, suspicious and paranoid personality now, and even extremely extreme thoughts, she would have been a reasonable and good wife and mother.

All day, my mother didn't talk to me, and I was careful not to touch my mother's sensitive nerves.

At night, my mother didn't seem to have fallen asleep for a long time, and she had fallen asleep at this time.

I could only hear who seemed to be dialing from her side.

"Eh, did you sleep? I haven't finished talking to you today......"

Listen carefully, it seems that it is still Mrs. Luo.

"I'll tell you, how miserable I was back then......" Mom said almost again during the day.

I turned to my side, my pillow wet with tears, and I covered my head with the quilt.