Chapter Forty-Nine: Talking about the Past Again

"Excuse me...... I'm free to play ......" An hour later, Mom hung up.

My mother repeated this confession to others, and I was a little difficult to accept, probably because I didn't have her experience.

"Ahem, Xiang Wan, you haven't slept yet, have you?" My mother walked in and walked straight to my bed.

"Huh? I'm almost asleep. "I was blindfolded

"Alas, get up, and as soon as I speak, you will sleep. Do you know how I got here? If it weren't for you, I would have stayed up for so long......" Mom almost repeated what she had said to Mrs. Luo before.

"Well, Mom, let the past pass, and now it's good to live. Others sound like it's just an after-dinner conversation, so what help can they give? "I mean, mom doesn't have to repeatedly expose her scars to outsiders, and it doesn't mean anything other than a few minutes of sympathy.

My mother was stunned for a few seconds, and said a little angrily: "Heh! I can't let others know about the hardships I've endured? Do you not allow anyone to say bad things to your family? You're really helping to talk to your family! White-eyed wolf! ”

Maybe I didn't think about it, I just heard it as a whisper, maybe my mother just wanted an audience, and I regretted my recklessness just now.

didn't open her mouth to refute her mother, and let her continue to complain.

Talking at my bedside for hours until I was sleepy. My mother muttered as she went back to her room, only to curse me for being a white-eyed wolf and showing my family a virtue......

Mu Liang came to the house the next day and changed the lock for his mother, and I privately laughed at him for becoming a locksmith again and unlocking new skills. In fact, I was a little reluctant to go, how could Mu Liang have done this, for me, he learned to paint the wall, change the faucet, and change the lock.

Mom was very polite at the dinner table, and put all the dishes in Mu Liang's hand.

He asked with a smile: "Mu Liang, how many people are in your family?" Where is the hukou? When are you going to buy a house......"

Mu Liang hurriedly swallowed his meal, cleared his throat, and replied: "Three people, who are registered in Rongcheng, plan to ......" Mu Liang looked at me, grinned and said a little shyly: "I plan to buy a house when I settle down." ”

"Don't buy too far to buy a house, I just have a daughter. Back then, if it weren't for me, Xiang Wan wouldn't be as good as it is now. When I bought it far away, I went to live in a nursing home. Mom raised her eyes to look at Mu Liang's expression when she picked up the vegetables.

I sat between them, and when I heard my mother say this, I interrupted, "It's too far......"

"What?! Don't you want me to speak? I don't have to speak?! You're amazing right now, aren't you?! Mom's eyes widened, completely ignoring Mu Liang sitting next to her.

My face burned like it was on fire, and it didn't taste good.

I only felt that Mu Liang's legs under the table moved a little and leaned towards me, as if comforting.

"Living in a nursing home? Isn't that a slap in the face for our young people? The wooden head shook into a rattle.

I looked down and picked up the rice in the bowl, and I saw my mother smile with satisfaction.

I heard her whisper, "Hmm! Isn't it? Did you know how bitter I was back then? Her father didn't care, I was back then...... Only they still think I'm bad to my family, Xiang Wan, now my wings are hard......"

Mom began to say more or less what she had said to me and to Mrs. Luo before.

Mu Liang jokingly pushed my arm and whispered, "You? Stiff wings? ”

The dinner table is so big, even if the sound is small, my mother can hear it.

"Look, even Mu Liang said that your wings are hard......"

Obviously, there is nothing wrong with me, but it falls on my head everywhere. I didn't dare to cry, so I had to lower my head and pull the rice grains, my throat was so tight that I felt pain even when I swallowed my saliva.

Raise your head and try to squeeze a smile out of your head. At this point, you should be laughing worse than crying.

While my mother went to the kitchen to serve food, Mu Liang shook my hand under the table, and when he looked at him sideways, he gently spat out a few words: I'm sorry.

When Mu Liang spoke, the tears that I had been controlling for a long time rolled down into the bowl. Hearing my mother's footsteps, I hurriedly wiped off the traces, squeezed out a little smile, and reached out to pick up the vegetables to hide the waves in my heart.

I thought my mother came out of the kitchen and looked at Mu Liang and me, as if she wanted to find something in our expressions, and was a little displeased to see that neither of us said a word.

Seeing my mother's appearance, my heart was pounding, and I was a little afraid that she would suddenly have an emotional outburst.

After Mu Liang left, he closed the door, his mother put away her smile, shook off the newspaper in her hand, and snorted: "Now that I have a backer, I am hard, I told Mu Liang everything." Pretending to be pitiful in front of Mu Liang, right? What's wrong with you? After settling down with Mu Liang, you don't need to ask for your parents? Pretend to be pitiful and say that your parents are not good for you? Scold! What's in it for you? Showing family discord, do you want Mu Liang to feel sorry for you? ”

"Who the hell has been saying that the family is unbearable?!" The words I put in my heart burst out.

"What did I say?!"

"Mom, it's you who keep telling everyone about the unbearable situation at home, although you are tired, but this is more like Xianglin's sister-in-law, isn't it? Can we let go of the past and live the days ahead? ”

"What are you talking about?"

A fist slammed into my vest.

I instantly felt my breathing tight, and my ribs ached.

Looking back, my mother waved her fists and glared angrily.

"You brute, white-eyed wolf! It's better to raise you so big than to beat it at the beginning! You don't know how to honor your parents at all! If you have Mu Liang, you will have a backer? Can Mu Liang be good to you for the rest of your life?! ”

"I don't care if Mu Liang will be good to me for the rest of my life, but ...... Can we give it a try to let go of the past? How about living a good life? If we continue to live with hatred, what will happen if we become the talking point of others and receive a few sympathetic glances? I choked up.

Mom didn't agree, and cursed for hours without stopping.

Hiding in the quilt and seeing a message from Mu Liang:

"I seem to have said the wrong thing today. I didn't take your mood into account at the time. Hearing Auntie's tone, we had hope, and I was so happy for a while, so I ...... Anyway, it's me who is wrong......"

I replied with a um.

"Hehe, think about it later. We can have our own house, our own home, and think about it all wonderful, isn't it? ”

Looking at Mu Liang's words, my heart was shocked.

yes, that's good news right now, anyway, isn't it? At least both of us have persevered to this point, for the truest love in our hearts.

After being stuffy in the quilt for a long time, it became a little difficult to breathe, and when I pushed off the quilt, there was a hint of coolness, but the air was much fresher.

I gasped for breath, and my mother didn't know when the abuse had stopped. Hearing the movement in the next room, my mother didn't seem to be asleep.