Chapter 120: Coping
As soon as he entered, Lin Ming heard the sound, so he turned his head, and continued to turn his head to watch TV when he was back.
"Where have you been today? How did you come back? ”
"Yes, you weren't at home when the two of us came back, we were worried about the break, but the meal is ready, you go eat it, if you don't eat it, it will be cold."
Bai Ling said, but his eyes never left the TV screen at all.
Feng Chengcheng just casually coped with it: "I'll just go out for a walk casually, I don't have an appetite for food, you guys go to bed early." ”
Saying this, he went back to the room, Lin Ming always felt that something was wrong, this guy was very lively on weekdays, but what happened today, he felt very wilted, very inactive.
"Do you think there's something wrong with him?" Even Bai Ling could see that something was wrong.
Lin Ming and him have known each other for so long, and the relationship between the two is so good, how could they not see it?
"If I'm not mistaken, he shouldn't be in a good mood, but why is he in a bad mood? Isn't it time to go out for a walk? You should be in a good mood when you come back, how can this be? ”
This is indeed a strange thing, it is clear that you should be in a good mood, but it seems that you are not in a good mood at all, what is going on?
Could it be that someone bullied outside, or maybe something happened outside that led to this? But under normal circumstances, this guy shouldn't go out to cause trouble, and is there anything he can't tell Lin Ming?
"Why don't you go and ask? I couldn't see what was wrong with him. ”
Lin Ming nodded and went to Feng Chengcheng's room.
Feng Chengcheng was sitting on the bed in a daze at this moment, and he didn't feel it when he pushed the door in.
"Hey, good boy, what are you thinking about here?" Lin Ming sat down beside Feng Chengcheng and asked, "Why did you go out by yourself today?" ”
Feng Chengcheng reacted at this time, but he was extremely perfunctory: "Ah, didn't you say that you went out for a walk and took a walk, or you were bored." ”
"Just go out for a walk, so why don't you seem to be in a good mood?"
Because the two people are too familiar with each other, and they also know each other's personalities better, if they are not in a bad mood, they will never look like this, and probably only when they are in a bad mood will they show this appearance, which is beyond doubt.
"No, second brother, where did you see that I was in a bad mood? I've always been in a good mood, haven't I been in a good mood? Okay, second brother, it's late, go and rest, you still have to go to work tomorrow, don't worry about me, I don't have anything. ”
Feng Chengcheng didn't know what was wrong with him, if he wanted to say that he was in a bad mood, he was indeed a little bit, but he was unwilling to tell the truth to Lin Ming in front of him, probably because he had a pimple in his heart recently, so he always felt that if he told the truth, he would not be able to do it, after all, if you have always been like that to me, then you don't care about me, and I will be so perfunctory to you.
How could Lin Ming believe this kid's words, he was definitely lying to himself.
"Good boy, let me ask you, how long have we known each other?"
Lin Ming suddenly asked this sentence, it really made people feel a little strange and didn't understand it, what does this mean?
"I've known each other for a long time, what's wrong, second brother?"
It's been a long time coming, there's no doubt about that.
"Since you also know that we have known each other for a long time, many years, then we should know each other's personalities very well, so if you lie to me or not, I will hear it at once."
If two people know each other too well, then did he lie, whether his words were true or false, and whether he was happy or unhappy now?
Whether he is willing to do this thing or not, in fact, it can be seen at a glance, because he really knows each other too well, and that kind of understanding can never deceive people, because it is the process of getting along day and night that causes two people to understand each other so well, if they don't get along together every day, they won't understand each other like that anyway, and it is precisely because they get along together every day that that person's personality is actually conceivable.
"I ......" Feng Chengcheng had nothing to say for a while, after all, what Lin Ming said was not wrong, he guessed it as soon as he guessed. Ivy
Lin Ming smiled slightly and looked at Feng Chengcheng: "Well, so you are indeed in a bad mood, although I don't quite know why." ”
"It's nothing, it's just hypocrisy." Feng Chengcheng was indeed in a bad mood, but he didn't want to tell the reason why he was uncomfortable at all.
Why is it uncomfortable, how can it be uncomfortable...... Well, yes, I don't want to say it.
Lin Ming was a little embarrassed: "That's too sudden, right, there will always be a reason, right?" Why is it hypocritical? Is something happening? ”
What happened? Feng Chengcheng smiled: "Second brother, I really don't want to say it." ”
Now that you understand, you should be clear about what you can say and what you don't want to say.
Lin Ming was so embarrassed for a while that he didn't have any words, and it took a long time to ask: "And me...... Don't you want to talk about it? ”
originally thought that the relationship between them was really good enough to talk about everything, good enough to wear a pair of pants, and good enough to depend on each other.
But I still have something to say, can't I? It wasn't that good, was it?
I see, I see.
When did they become estranged from each other? The previous life was indeed more difficult and difficult, but at least it won't be so rusty, between two people, how can there be a gap, this shouldn't be, this can't be!
This time...... What's going on?
"I ......"
Feng Chengcheng is unhappy because of Lin Ming, and it is precisely because of this that there is no way to say it.
Lin Ming sighed: "What the hell is wrong?" Is there anything we have to say, can't we talk about it? Why can't we say anything between us now? We have always depended on each other, what is the matter, can't we be together? ”
Feng Chengcheng has actually been holding back for a long time, and when he heard this, he had to bite his lower lip before he said stiffly: "Don't you think that there is really a gap between us!" And not because of me, but because of you! ”
In fact, to be honest, I was a little sad to hear this, after all, I had been dependent on each other for so long, and suddenly hearing such a sentence, it was impossible to feel good in my heart no matter what, Lin Ming was really stunned for a while, and he didn't know what to say.
"Second brother, you may still feel strange and don't understand why I said that."
Feng Chengcheng sighed and smiled bitterly: "If you can, I really hope that we can live as before, although it is poor and difficult, but it is simple and satisfied." ”
This? Lin Ming is not a fool, how could he not understand, in fact, after hearing this, he will probably be able to understand what is going on, presumably this guy thinks that one more person in their lives makes a difference.
Maybe it's a little jealous, but it's not known.
"Do you think that the appearance of Bai Ling has made our lives look like you don't like?"
If there is something between them that separates them, it is probably only this girl, because after all, it is only this girl who has appeared these days, and there is nothing else.
If it's because of this girl, it's a little funny, after all, a big man, because of the appearance of a little girl began to be jealous, this is really a little undesirable, the relationship between the two brothers is good, but it can't be good, don't let your brother marry a daughter-in-law, this is really incomprehensible, after all, no matter how good the relationship is, it's just a brother, and in the end it's not a daughter-in-law who can live with himself for a lifetime, even if it's a brother, but it's not the same with a daughter-in-law.
Feng Chengcheng shook his head very seriously: "It's not that I don't think our lives have become like it, I just think that there seems to be some change in it, and this change has caused the relationship between us to be different from before, and this difference is something I hate." ”
I'm not a literate person myself, so naturally I'm not very good at expressing my own thoughts, and it's precisely because I'm not very good at expressing myself that even if I say these words, it still makes people feel strange. After all, Lin Ming really doesn't understand, the so-called difference, what is the difference, is the relationship different? But I don't feel it, I feel that their feelings are no different from before, if you want to say that other things have become different, there are others, such as lifestyle, such as today's living situation, but it seems that there is really no feeling.
"Why do you think that?" Lin Ming really couldn't understand why he would say such a thing.
Feng Chengcheng originally thought that the two of them had time today, and if they talked about it here, they might be able to solve some misunderstandings, but after hearing this, they just sighed, forget it, they thought about it too much, they thought they could solve the misunderstanding, but in the end, it was just that, where is it so simple to solve the misunderstanding, it is simply impossible, if the misunderstanding can really be solved, then there are some things that are easy to say, but there are some misunderstandings, In fact, you think that he is a misunderstanding, but people don't take it seriously at all, and they don't even take it to heart, so how to solve this misunderstanding, that is to say, there is nothing that can be done to solve it, so in the end, you just have to accept it, think about it, I feel a little embarrassed, and some sadness in the end or sigh.