It turned out that in Lin Ming's heart, nothing had changed, they were still the same as before, they were still so good, they were still good brothers, it turned out that there was no change in the relationship between them, it turned out that everything was just like that.

"It's okay, second brother, it's late, you go back to sleep quickly, don't you have to go to work tomorrow."

Lin Ming had already said this, and suddenly felt that there was nothing to say, because the two people had different ideas, and there was no way to talk about it.

Although Feng Chengcheng was sad in his heart, he could only sigh in the end, after all, this matter can only be like this now, what else can he do?

"You see if you have anything to say like this, why do you have to show this appearance? I'm a little bit hard at making out what you're thinking. ”

Lin Ming felt that this guy had changed and was indeed a little different from before, in the past, the two brothers did have something to say, where it was like now, and there was no way to say anything to each other so easily, and I don't know why, why there are some words Since the two people are brothers, no matter what they say or do, they should consider each other's mood, and it is always good to talk about the relationship, why does it have to be like this? It's really getting more and more confusing.

Feng Chengcheng just wanted to say that in the past, the second brother still understood himself very well, no matter what he did, the second brother could understand why, but now it is different, and now the second brother may not understand why, because this man's heart seems to be different from before, maybe he thinks too much, and maybe he has always overestimated Lin Ming, but no matter what it is, this mood is always bad, and whoever is in a bad mood is also natural.

"Second brother, seriously, do you think you understand me?"

When Feng Chengcheng asked about this sentence, he was very serious, and his eyes were full of sincerity, which made Lin Ming a little embarrassed at this moment.

It seems that such a question is indeed a little difficult to answer, and how to say it is a matter of course, which is really not clear.

You say you understand, it's very likely that he will put forward a few words, you don't know his words very well to refute you, you say you don't understand, but you two brothers have a good relationship, so many years to the end of the end of the understanding? That's a little chilling, isn't it?

That is to say, it is not necessarily right to say anything, and it is possible to say everything wrong.

"I know that you are very embarrassed, second brother, in fact, I always thought that I knew you very well, but then I found out that I didn't seem to know you that well, or that you are no longer the you I know."

Feng Chengcheng himself has always felt strange, and his expression when he said these words also made people feel a little different, as if he was very entangled, and he didn't know if the meaning he wanted to express was like this.

"What do you mean by that?"

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"In the past, only the two of us lived in poverty, we sometimes couldn't even eat and put on clothes, in the winter because it was too cold in the house, so our brothers were often frozen all over the body with chilblains, at that time I felt that if we could have money, life can be a little better, how good it would be, and even sometimes I can dream of the little girl selling matches on the stove, at that time I felt that I was not going to be frozen to death in any winter, in fact, I was really scared at that time, Because at the moment when people have nothing to protect themselves from the cold, not even something to eat, they suddenly feel that the world is terrible. ”

Feng Chengcheng has never said these questions before, no matter how cold or hungry he is, maybe for himself he is a manly man, there are some words that he can't say even if he is suffocated in his heart, because it would be too embarrassing.

Because he is a man standing up to the sky, so no matter how difficult life is, he must grit his teeth and go on, I don't know how many cold winters I have survived, sometimes the winter is too cold, and the two of them even hugged each other like little girls to keep warm, after all, the human body has heat, and when you can warm each other, you can't take care of it so much.

"Do you remember the winter before last year, we haven't found the broken house in the winter of the previous year, because we don't know where to go in winter, so we both found a place under the bridge hole, which is still sealed, and planned to spend the winter, but that winter, it was really cold, and we didn't have a quilt, nothing, there were two tattered army green coats still picked up in the garbage heap, and the cotton in them was rotten, but there was no way, after all, if we didn't wear this, we would definitely freeze to death."

"At that time, it was snowing and raining every day, and even rain and snow, my cold legs and feet were numb, and my whole body was frozen, and I couldn't move, your body was better than mine, and you were afraid that I was too cold, so I gave me the clothes on my body, and I wanted to return the clothes to you, but I really couldn't move, so you went out to find food, I don't know what you did, you found a lot of fresh food, in fact, I know that you may steal, you may rob, or you may want, But who would give you so much to eat, but I don't know where you got all this food, you only ate a little bit of it yourself, and gave me the rest. ”

"I'm really happy, because my body is much warmer after eating these foods, at least it's not so cold, I know that you must have taken great pains to find these foods, you see the wounds on your forehead have proved how difficult it is for you to find these foods, but I can't care so much, because if I don't eat anymore, I will starve to death and freeze to death."

"At that time, I really couldn't care so much, I forgot that you were still hungry and frozen, but what could I do, after all, I didn't want to die, and then I was full, I found that you had frozen and fainted, I quickly gave you the clothes on my body and fed you the food around you, you woke up, I was happy like a child, chasing tears, you told me that it doesn't matter, as long as we brothers survive this winter, we will definitely usher in spring, so we brothers survived the whole winter, In the spring of that year, we went to find a job. ”

"It's a job, but it's just a mess of life, but there is some money under people's hands, and then we used the money to buy a broken house, with a house at least we won't be exposed to the wind and sun, although the house leaks everywhere, but at least we have a place to sleep, but that job doesn't last long, after all, people like us who mess around all day, where do you like to hire us, we wear shabby clothes and don't take a bath, we smell and stink, people quickly fire us, But at least we had a house, and we did everything we could to get some money everywhere, and we survived until this year. ”

"This year we are different, we earned the first one this winter, which is a huge amount of money for us, and then, we have a place where we can not be cold and rain in winter, no wind blowing, no rain, no rain, how good it is, you are very happy, I am also very happy, we finally have a home like home."

Feng Chengcheng finally couldn't hold back when he said this, and tears fell, because when he talked about this, he really remembered all kinds of things in the past, really remembered the difficulties in his life, remembered the hardships he had suffered, and now his life may not be much better, but at least it is much better than before, they have met many nobles and improved their lives a lot.

Listening to this, my heart is also very uncomfortable.

After all, it's been a long time, and I haven't had that kind of life, and suddenly in retrospect, it's really quite miserable.

Lin Ming didn't even want to reminisce about the past, but there was no way, after all, everything was passing in front of him, how could he not think about it?

Thinking of everything that has been, in fact, my heart is quite unpleasant, just imagine the life that was so difficult, they have all come over, in the end, it is actually quite powerful, but all these years have passed, in fact, to be able to come over that kind of life, it can only show that the two of them are also working hard enough, if they don't work hard enough, but they really can't get through those days, after all, their days are really terrifying.

If they are allowed to go back, they may not agree to that kind of life anyway, after all, that kind of life is actually really terrible, in other words, no one wants to live that kind of life, although they have lived that kind of life for many years, but for these many years, if they can, everyone is reluctant, but they are helpless, there is no way to do it, but where there is a little possibility, but where it can be changed, No one wants to be cold and hungry every day, and now they are finally living a good life, who doesn't like this kind of life in comparison, and it is precisely because of joy, so at this moment suddenly there is a little bit of getting carried away, a little enjoyment is not good, that is to say, is it almost forgotten the fundamentals, almost forgotten, in fact, this kind of life is their heart, is the life that should be.

"I don't know if the second brother has forgotten the time when we shared weal and woe, in fact, it doesn't matter if I remember it or not, whether I forget it or not, it's actually in the past."