034: I'm just a mustystar
"You stinky boy, you dare to hit me!" In fact, a slap is not painful for Fang Zheng, but because of the eyes of everyone around him, his straight male nature is completely exposed, but he is also a college student in the Department of Physical Education, and now he is slapped by a thin and weak stinky boy, how can he swallow this breath?
Seeing that Fang Zheng was about to raise his arm again, Xue Yimai finally couldn't stand it anymore.
He ran forward, pushed away Fangzheng's strong body, and said with disgust: "I really look down on you." ”
Ignoring Fang Zheng's violent expression, Xue Yimai and Jian Ran finally left the campus with dull breathing.
Fang Zheng looked at the backs of the two angrily, and was really unconvinced.
At this time, Wu Meiling walked up, raised her eyebrows and said with a smile: "Is it possible, are you jealous?" ”
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Fang Zheng was inexplicable for a while.
The innocent Xia Qingqing also saw some signs at this time, and echoed: "Seeing that you are usually honest and honest, I can't imagine that you are so impulsive in doing things, no wonder Jian Ran looks down on you." ”
"You two, are you finished?!" Fangzheng's mood was not going well, and these two eyesore girls came to him to say some inexplicable things to him, which disturbed him for a while, which was really infuriating.
He didn't want to continue listening to the nonsense of the two of them, thinking that he didn't have a day of classes today, so he simply turned around and left, walking in the direction of the department store...
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in the mall.
Fang Zheng came to the door of the Dolce & Gabbana men's clothing store, and after seeing the elegant figure in the store, he never dared to step into the door, he once again came to the opposite rest area and sat down, his expression was not as expected in the past, at this moment, he was in a bad mood.
Fang Zheng, who was full of worries, sat in the rest area stupidly, without saying a word, in a daze at the store.
"Hey, look, your little boyfriend is here again." When a clerk in the store saw Fang Zheng, he snickered at Lily and said.
Lily looked at the line of sight, her brows furrowed, the expression on her face was quite unnatural, and she explained palely, "He's not my boyfriend." ”
Lily came to the rest area and was about to give an eviction order, but found that today's Fangzheng was not as energetic as in the past, but gloomy, she couldn't help but ask curiously, "What's wrong with you?" ”
"Huh?" Fang Zheng, who was stunned, saw his goddess standing in front of him at this time, and his eyes suddenly lit up, and he regained his former look, and said excitedly: "Lily, are you worried about me?" ”
"......" Lily was a little speechless, she should have known that what she had just said was purely superfluous.
turned around and wanted to leave, but was stopped in front of him by Fang Zheng in time, "What are you doing?" ”
Fang Zheng's mood at this time was really a little empty, and seeing that the goddess's attitude towards him was the same as always, he couldn't help but have a touch of loneliness on his face, and said, "I can wait for you to go home together after work tonight?" ”
Lily said impatiently: "I'm sorry, I already have an appointment." ”
Just when Lily was indifferently about leaving, Fang Zheng grabbed the goddess's wrist for the first time, slender and smooth, which couldn't help but make him a little distracted...
A trace of annoyance suddenly appeared on her delicate face, and Lily shook off her powerful hands and frowned, "What are you doing?!" ”
"Uh... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I didn't mean to..."Fang Zheng, who came back to his senses, apologized in time, and said, "I don't have any other ideas, I just want to find someone to talk to..."
"I'm sorry, I'm too busy to talk to you." Lily glanced at him indifferently and resolutely left.
There was still that smoothness in his hand, and Fang Zheng stroked the smoothness with his other hand, a little obsessed with the temperature at the moment.
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On the street, Xue Yimai tightly dragged the lost and depressed Jian Ran, somehow, he was not so repulsive to the air of the outside world at this time, and he actually had the illusion of wanting to take Jian Ran for a stroll...
"Aren't we going home?" Jian Ran saw that the direction was not back to the apartment, and her pale face couldn't help but feel a little strange.
"I want to take you to relax..."Xue Yimai lowered his head and said with some embarrassment.
"Cut... Aren't you afraid to hang out outside? What's going on today? Jian Ran saw Xue Yimai's shy expression, and her mood improved a little.
"I don't want to... You're being ridiculed by your classmates..."The feeling of being seen as an alien, as if he was standing on the other side of the world, and those people were standing opposite him, sneering at him, that sneering expression, like a sharp knife, scraping his heart fiercely, flesh and blood blurred, making him feel isolated and helpless.
This feeling, he didn't want Jian Ran to exist.
"But... Still being ridiculed..."Thinking of the eyes of those people, Jian Ran felt sad in her heart.
She is just an ordinary college student, only thinking about how to complete her studies and return to her hometown with Fangzheng, she has never been in love, and even her first kiss is still there, but the photos flying all over the sky make her suddenly feel ironic, and the shame exuded from the inside out makes her have to care about the eyes of her classmates, and even Ah Zheng's eyes...
"It's over... It's all over..."Jian Ran felt more and more collapsed, her body slowly drooped, squatting on the street, holding her head with her hands covered, "My dream... shattered..."
Fang Zheng must think that he is a hopeless girl, he is starting to dislike himself, he must be disgusted with himself...
"Jian Ran... I'm sorry... It's all my fault..."Looking at Jian Ran who was squatting on the ground, Xue Yimai's heart seemed to be pinched together, making it difficult for him to breathe...
If it weren't for him, maybe it wouldn't have happened...
In the final analysis, in the end, it was because of his appearance that Jian Ran's life would be a mess.
Mom was right, he's a musty star...
Because of his existence, his parents quarreled day and night, and even lost his life for it...
Because he was born a moldy star, his biological brother hated him since he was a child, and even ignored him...
It was because of his extravagant expectations that he fell heavily in the relationship, making him realize how arrogant he was...
"Hahaha, coward, he knows to cry all day long, let's not play with him!"
"Poor bastard who can't even afford eraser, go away!"
"You are a mildew star, disturbing the Xue family all day long!"
"What are you doing while you're still alive? Why not die? ”
"Today, we will solve the matter at once, and you are not allowed to go anywhere if you don't solve it!"
"Yimai, when I come back, that's when you're no longer proud."
"You're always like this, you don't want to make progress, you just think about falling in love all day long."
"Xue Yimai, there is no sudden love in this world at all, wake up..."
Scene after scene, quickly shuttling in Xue Yimai's mind, terrible words, indifferent expressions, disliked again and again, abandoned again and again, the straw that he finally grabbed was ruthlessly swept away from his hands again...
Terrible memories continued to erode Xue Yimai's reason, he kept muttering to himself, his eyes gradually became hollow, and his expression became more and more excited: "I'm a moldy star... I'm just a musty star..."