035: Suicide

Jian Ran, who was squatting on the ground, became more and more aware that something was wrong, and she was just about to raise her head, when a wisp of figure suddenly floated in front of her eyes, "Xue Yimai!" ”

Xue Yimai held his head in pain, his mouth kept muttering, he looked at everything around him in fear, like being in hell, making him almost suffocated, wanting to escape, he kept running, using all his strength to escape from everything in front of him...

Jian Ran's heart tightened, and she hurriedly chased after her, "Xue Yimai, you wait for me!" ”

He couldn't hear any sound in his ears, like countless bees around the front and back of his head, buzzing non-stop, his brain suddenly felt dizzy, and everything he saw seemed to be laughing at him, pointing at him...

Feeling his rapid breathing, he felt very disgusted with the existence of this life at this time, and he wanted to stop it immediately, he wanted to be freed, a complete relief, everything around him made his brain explode, he was in extreme pain, completely holding his breath, not letting this terrible sound sound sound sound again.

Xue Yimai kept running like crazy...

"Xue Yimai, don't run away!" Jian Ran desperately chased after him, she breathed heavily, her physical strength almost reached the limit, but no matter how much she called him, Xue Yimai never stopped.

The noisy city made him more and more excited, the humming sound lingered in his ears like a magic sound, he completely lost his mind, he was desperate to find that peace, that relief...

Suddenly, he finally ran to the lake, as if he had seen a life-saving straw, his eyes lit up, he flew and jumped into the lake...

At that moment, the world was finally quiet...

His own existence seems to be a huge mistake, so that he can't feel all the love in this world, at this moment, his heart is completely calm...

Mom, if I die, you will forgive me...

The scene in his brain was finally flooded by the lake, he could no longer hear any noisy sounds, he couldn't see any expressions of disgust, he quietly enjoyed the moment of floating at the bottom of the lake, suffocated, or suffocated, the strong feeling made him comfortably spread the corners of his eyebrows, and the corners of his mouth slowly showed a smile, at this moment, he was completely relieved...

At this moment, a splash floated in the lake, Xue Yimai opened his eyes slightly, and vaguely saw the bottom of the dark lake, something swimming towards him, and his heart seemed to beat again...

Is there still someone in this world who will be sad and reluctant because of my departure...

Will there be...

After a long period of suffocation, he finally lost consciousness, the lake water poured into his ears mercilessly, his nose, the whole person was completely submerged by the lake, he let his body sink slowly, slowly sink...

"Xue Yimai, Xue Yimai, wake up!" On the shore, Jian Ran's hair kept dripping with water, and she kept patting Xue Yimai's cheek, trying to call him.

"Xue Yimai!"

Jian Ran touched his weak pulse and shouted loudly to the crowd of onlookers: "Don't gather together, call an ambulance!" ”

She remembered what she had learned in her elective class, and she looked up and asked the people around her for help again: "Do you know how to do first aid?" ”

The group all took a few steps back in horror, and all waved their hands and shook their heads.

Jian Ran bit her lip in embarrassment, looked at Xue Yimai, who had a weak breath of life, and simply turned her heart sideways, "Bet on it!" ”

After all, she hadn't practiced it, her hands trembled and put Xue Yimai's head straight, gently opened his mouth, and after checking again and again to make sure that there was no foreign body, she untied his collar to make him breathe smoothly.

When she saw the two purple lips, she gritted her teeth, held up Xue Yimai's chin, pinched her nostrils, took a deep breath, lowered her head and aimed at the two lips...

His lips were as cold and piercing as his body, and Jian Ran's heart tightened, blowing him, over and over again.

Seeing that Xue Yimai still didn't have any signs, she gasped, put her right palm flat on the lower end of Xue Yimai's heart, put her left hand on the back of her right hand, stretched her arm straight, vertically down, and began to press regularly.

Once, twice, three times...

"Xue Yimai, wake up, don't scare me..." Jian Ran's voice became trembling, fear swept through the whole body, Xue Yimai, you must not have anything to do!

Time passed second by second, ignoring the sourness in her hands, heart squeezing and artificial respiration, Jian Ran kept taking turns to do...

Xue Yimai, don't die, you must be strong...

Perhaps feeling Jian Ran's powerful thoughts, finally, Xue Yimai had a slight change, "Ahem...", he coughed out some lake water from his mouth.

The people around him breathed a sigh of relief, "It's alive..."

"Xue Yimai..."Jian Ran's eyes were red, seeing that Xue Yimai finally opened her eyes slowly, her psychological defense line finally collapsed, and she sat on the ground and cried, "You finally woke up, you finally woke up, do you know how scared I am, do you know that I am afraid that you will die like this, villain... Badass..."

Panic that had never been felt before swept over Jian Ran, she was so afraid that a good person would stop her heartbeat in just a few minutes, and Xue Yimai, who was still walking with her one second, would drown in the next second, and even from now on, there would be no more such person.

She was afraid, she was so scared, she was afraid that a good life would slip out of her hands, but she couldn't do anything about it, and the taste of losing it would torture her heart to shrink alive...

Xue Yimai blinked weakly, a drop of hot tears slipped through the corner of his eye, he raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears on his face for Jian Ran, "Xie... Thank you..."

Jian Ran held the hand attached to her face tightly, and big tears came out of her eyes, "You know what? I almost can't feel the temperature anymore, you bad guy! ”

A slight smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, and Xue Yimai's whole heart finally warmed up...

It turned out that there were still people who were willing to shed tears for him.

That's nice.

……

Inside the hospital.

The doctor checked Xue Yimai, took off the stethoscope, and said, "Don't worry, the first aid measures are very well protected, your girlfriend is no big deal now, and she can leave after a while." ”

"Thank you, doctor." Jian Ran finally relieved as if she had received a huge amnesty.

After a long period of excessive exercise, her physical strength had been completely consumed, and after the doctor left, Jian Ran leaned against the wall and her body slipped down weakly.

Seeing this, Xue Yimai, who was lying on the hospital bed, sat up nervously, and hurriedly asked, "Jian Ran, are you also unwell, do you want the doctor to check it for you..."

Jian Ran shook her head weakly, her nerves finally relaxed in a tense state, at this moment, her face was full of fatigue, she slowly raised her long eyelashes, looked at Xue Yimai, and said: "Xue Yimai, can you promise me not to commit suicide in the future..."