Su Mian felt a little stunned in his heart.

He looked back at the passing scenery, and for a moment he didn't know how to find him and wanted you to escape from here, but he had no way to make up his mind, and he didn't want to leave Gu Hongyun, but thinking of Gu Hongyun's actions, there was no way to forgive Gu Hongyun for wanting to escape from here.

There are many problems in this world that can't be solved, because the problems that happened before can't be solved for them at all, because what they thought in their hearts at the time was that it wasn't anything at all, so they didn't put it on the spot, and they didn't notice this problem until things slowly fermented and became bigger, but when they noticed this problem, they found that it was too late.

"You know what? When I first started to know you, I always thought you were a very interesting person, but at that time, because the only thing I wanted in my heart was to take revenge on Gu Hongyun, I didn't think about staying with you at all, and I didn't even pay attention to it, and you also did something to hurt you, but then I regretted it. ”

When Sun Ce said this, his face showed some reminiscence, he remembered the bits and pieces he knew with Su Mian before, for him, the only woman he knew who found it interesting was Su Mian, the ones he first knew, although women appeared by her side and had all kinds of women, but he had never been moved.

"What about Zhao Lirong?" Su Mian asked.

The relationship between the two of them seems to have never changed, everyone thinks that Zhao Lirong left Gu Hongyun because of Sun Ce, but Su Mian feels that it is not because of this, maybe when Zhao Lirong and Gu Hongyun stayed together, they felt that the two of them did not love each other so much, so in the end, they chose a person who she felt very much in love with her.

"It's just a cooperative relationship between me and him, maybe he thinks I love him, but I've never had any kind of heart-warming feeling, it's completely different from the feeling when you stay together, at that time I felt that I was tempted by him, maybe just because he used to be Gu Hongyun's woman, so I have always regarded him as a kind of sustenance, I feel that I am qualified for this position and get what I want, but in fact, I don't."

Sun Ce sighed and looked at Su Mian seriously.

"Actually, do you know that there are many things in this world that people can't change, even if they have that kind of thought in their hearts, but when people really do it, they find it very difficult, having money is a good thing, but can money buy everything? At first, I also thought that money is everything, and it can change everything, but it wasn't until I met you that I felt that I was destined for many things in this world, such as knowing you, for example, making me realize some things that I had never seen before. ”

Sun Ce's serious expression made Su Mian a little distracted.

"What are you telling me about?"

"I'm telling you this to tell you what I think in my heart, did you really think I was a particularly bad person at first? I also feel that I am a bad person, because some of the things I did were all revenge in my heart, and the things that forced me to do them, including those things I did now, I will not regret the things I did, because the person I really hate in my heart is Gu Hongyun, I want him to ruin his reputation, I want to see him bad. ”

Sun Ce said what he really thought in his heart, and he raised his eyes to look at the scenery outside.

"But it wasn't until I got to know you that I didn't feel that revenge made no sense at all, and I might feel a trace of pleasure in my heart, but after that pleasure, there was nothing more to know that after staying with you, I felt some happy feelings, and I felt that there was something more fun than revenge, that is, staying with you, maybe you would think I was a pervert, but the real feeling in my heart was like this."

When he said this, Sun Ce couldn't help laughing, and he turned his head to look at Su Mian seriously.

"I want to apologize to you for all the bad things I did before, because all the things I did before were because of revenge, Gu Hongyun may have done something to hurt you, and there is no way to stop himself in time, and I didn't think about not hurting other people at that time, because it doesn't matter to other people to me, but now it's different, I think you are a very important person to me."

Su Mian chuckled.

"Actually, I don't know what I want for me, but I won't be as honest with myself as you, because sometimes I feel that my heart is very complicated, and there are some things that you won't believe even if you say it, I'm not in this world, I want to do things to survive, but until now I feel that some things won't let me go to that situation at all......"

When Su Mian said this, he subconsciously looked at his arm.

I remember that the original owner was particularly miserable when he died, and there may not be a good place on his body, but now there are no hundreds of millions of scars on his guarded arm, and even, except for that broken heart, there has been no special damage at all until now, until now, she feels that living in this world is also calm, and it has been a long time.

"No matter what happened to you before, or what secrets you have to hide, it doesn't matter to me, what I want to see is that you live well, what you want to do in this world is what I want to do, I can't understand what those people think, but I understand now, I just want to watch you well."

Sun Ce looked at Su Mian seriously, Su Mian subconsciously avoided her gaze, she didn't want to look at him, and she didn't want to accept this passionate love.

"You won't feel embarrassed or nervous, for me I don't have anything I want now, and I don't want to force you to stay by my side, I just want to watch you do well, all of this is from my heart, if you don't believe us, I can swear to God!"

Sun Ce raised his finger as he spoke, but Su Mian hurriedly stopped him.

"Don't talk about what you don't have, I believe you are."