"Actually, when I first started to know you, I also thought that you were a bad person, because for me when I appeared in Gu Hongyun, the people around me who were not very kind are bad people, because although Gu Hongyun looks cold on the surface, I know that he doesn't have so many bad intentions in his heart, but your appearance makes me feel particularly terrible."

Su Mian also told him what he really thought in his heart, for Su Mian, he and Sun Ce can talk like this here now, which is particularly incredible for him, because the two of them were also needle-to-needle before, and they couldn't get used to each other at all, but they didn't expect that one day they would be able to sit down and talk so calmly.

And the key thing is that the two of them have also experienced some things, and some things are between life and death.

"I think God is really going to let us encounter some things, we and you can't imagine things, before the two of us were tense, and we would say something about each other, but I didn't think that one day we would be able to get out of the consensus and so many things happened, until now when I make decisions, you are still by my side, this kind of thing is particularly incredible......"

"Yes, I also think it's incredible, so no matter what happens, I hope you can be well, no matter what happens, I want to be by your side, whether it's when you make a decision, or when you really encounter any danger, I hope to be able to be by your side to protect you, although it may not be necessary for you, but for me, these are all my real thoughts, of course, there will be no purpose, just want to do this kind of thing."

Hearing what Sun Ce said, Su Mian felt a little sorry for him in his heart.

"Although I may have made my own choice, but for me I am not clean in my heart now, the person I want to forget can't be forgotten at all, I don't know how many years it will take, or how long it will take to forget the person in my heart, there is no way to give you a correct reply, I may not be able to fall in love with you in this life, I don't want you to waste any time on me."

Su Mian looked at Sun Ce seriously.

Su Mian felt that he directly rejected the man in front of him like this, just for his good, because he felt that the two of them were friends, and they had died together for so long, and he hoped that the relationship between the two of them was just friendship, and he didn't want to have any other relationship.

"I know what you're thinking, and I know what you mean by saying this to me, but I once thought about a question, that is, if you don't stay with Gu Hongyun one day, will you stay with me, and I also thought about it at that time, you won't stay with me, because you are completely different from other women, if it is other women, maybe you will turn to my arms."

Sun Ce looked at Su Mian with a smile.

"Uncle, you really told me something that made me chase you, I may think it's not interesting, I just lost interest in you in an instant, but the words you said to me made me feel that I can't forget that I like you even more, there is no way to say this feeling, maybe I'm a masochistic psychology......"

After saying this, Sun Ce chuckled.

Su Mian was slightly stunned when he heard this.

"In fact, I think everyone's psychology is the same, because no matter what happens, everyone has already made their own decisions in their hearts, no matter what others say or do, they may listen to others, although they are intimate, they are also hesitating about that kind of interest relationship, not that they really moved themselves."

Su Mian thought about these things that happened with her boyfriend over the years, although it didn't take long, but for him, it seemed that a long time had passed, his life, in fact, was not particularly long, the life he lived before felt busy, and there was no real feeling at all, as if he was dreaming, although this life was said to have lived someone else's life, but it felt very real.

Occasionally, it feels like when he's dreaming, like when he wants to make a decision and can't make a decision now, and everything feels like he's dreaming, and if it's all a dream, then what are the things he's experiencing? You don't know that you're not dreaming, that all the experiences are only dreaming after you have escaped them.

"Do you know that I have been living in this world before, and the only thing I want to do is not long now, but I don't know what the motivation to go home next is, I have always wanted to change my fate, and now I have changed my fate, although I don't know what I will experience in the future, but I know that as long as I rely on my efforts, I can live in this world unharmed, although I will experience some suffering, but I will not die after all."

Just because he wants to live in this world, he will experience some hardships, but these sufferings should not exist in this world, Su Mian feels that his arrival will change the fate of some people, of course, he also changes the fate of some people, such as Chen Yue is like Gu Tingchen.

The two of them were supposed to stay together, but now that something has happened, the two of them can't help it, and then like each other riding bicycles or even speaking, the two of them don't want to stay together, and the two of them finally go to the strange road.

"There are some things that I blame myself for happening, but sometimes I wonder if this is going to happen if I don't show up. Will it be intimate and powerless to happen according to the original script? I don't know, but the two of them can't be together, but because the two of them simply don't have a way to determine what they really think in their hearts. ”

Just because there is no way to determine what they really think in their hearts, some things may not change because of his arrival, but because they themselves will have such an estrangement, but because of his arrival, this estrangement will slowly expand, until they finally can't accept it, and finally meet Yang Biao.

"You shouldn't blame yourself for all these things, because some of the things that happened to them were all because of what they thought in their hearts, and I understand that, and of course I know that my own changes are not just because of your arrival."