Yan Wushuang smiled contemptuously and said with tears streaming down his face, "Do you think I want to be the girl of the Xie family!" ”

When she was ignorant and knew how to remember, she keenly felt that this family was unfriendly and hostile to her.

is also a girl from Xie Mansion, why is her sister so spoiled, but she can't get a little care?

She is a young lady, she has known it since she was sensible, but her fate is very different from Xie Changyi.

Later, she learned that it was all because she was an illegitimate daughter.

The nurse's surname is Li, and she is a loud woman who likes to mix all the different dishes in the rice when she eats, and the corners of her mouth are rice grains dipped in oil.

She felt disgusted.

She likes vegetables to be rice, rice is rice, rice is white, the grains are distinct, and the rice must not be stained with oil. Every time she eats, the nurse can't help but scold her for being hypocritical, twisting her arm hard, scolding her for being a little slut, what to learn from Miss Qianjin.

Ren Nanniang scolded again and again, but she still wanted to separate the food and rice. Seeing that she was unrepentant, the nurse was angry, stirred the rice vegetables together and stuffed them into her mouth, she closed her mouth tightly, and let the whole body hurt when she was caught by the nurse.

Even when she is hungry, she will not compromise.

That was her last stubbornness and dignity.

So she was hungry all the time.

Ever since she had an ignorant memory, she had grown up trembling at the woman's insults.

Xie Mansion is not as good as before, the servant woman has been reduced by more than half, she has only one nurse to take care of, and she is often beaten and scolded, she can only grit her teeth and endure it.

The sun was fine that day, and the nurse took her out to buy odds and ends, and before going out, she stuffed the bamboo basket that reached her waist into her arms.

She picked it up with great difficulty and followed the nurse out closely.

She knew that the nurse used her as a coolie, but she had no choice.

Passing by a flower building, the nurse tilted her head, brushed her hair, looked at her and sneered, "Don't you miss your mother, she is inside, why don't you go in and take a look?" ”

Putting the usual milk lady talking in such a weird way, she must think about it and then decide how to deal with it, but at this moment, she walked towards the flower building without thinking about it.

She wanted to have someone to rely on.

Everyone hated and despised her, but her mother never did.

Her mother will not be disgusted with her.

As soon as the nurse reached out and grabbed her shoulder, she scolded with her shirt, "Your mother is a [split], do you want to be a little [split]!" ”

After saying that, he pushed her to the ground, but she didn't prevent it, and her forehead hit the floor heavily, and the blood flowed profusely.

She is so small, but she can also understand the cruelty and viciousness in the eyes of adults, as well as ridicule.

The blood blurred her eyes, and she looked up to see the women with soft waists and emotional smiles, making the men opposite smile widely.

Today is her birthday, but she was humiliated by the nurse like this.

No one remembers her birthday.

But a few days later, her sister's birthday really made her envious.

She hid behind a tree and watched, only to be pushed by the malevolent children into the spiky rose bushes. The splashing of those flowers has attracted many people to linger.

They are so beautiful when they bloom, but they hurt so much when they are pricked.

Her mother, like those flowers, once made her so-called father linger.

Xie Changyi was wearing a fiery red and bright fox fur and a snow hat, which looked very cute, and she was holding a small stove in her arms, which must be very warm.

Oh, Xie Changyi, her sister, stood under the porch, watching the children push her into the flowers and stuff snowballs full of mud into her clothes. I don't know whose hand touched her, and she forgot to cry in fright.

It was bitterly cold, and the snow melted in an instant, flowing down her clothes, taking away all the heat she had left.

Lying on the ground, she was dizzy and thought, the man in the flower building was very happy when he saw the woman smiling like a flower, if she was like that, wouldn't the boy bully her and hate her?

Her cold teeth chattered, but she couldn't push the children away, so she had to look at her sister with pleading eyes.

Sister, sister, please, help me once.

Xie Changyi understood her begging, and was puzzled, but seemed to have been puzzled, motionless.

A few little girls looked at her with a smile, like a monkey juggling at a banquet, and pushed Xie Changyi into the house with a smile, leaving only a string of silver bell-like laughter.

For the first time, she began to hate this sister.

Why was Xie Changyi hugged by everyone on her birthday, and she could only bear the humiliation on her birthday?

Why is she still being bullied when she doesn't do anything?

Because she has a despicable mother.

For the first time, she began to hate her mother, whom she had never met.

She used to think of her like that, but at this moment, she was relieved.

She is only seven years old, how can she understand relief? Because if you can't get it, then don't hope.

Who made her scars and pain for as long as she could remember? It's the Xie family.

She had to change.

Otherwise she would have been like this for the rest of her life.

She suppressed her crying and thought bitterly, I'm only seven years old, why is life so difficult?

A fire in Xie Mansion burned away the former prosperity, but it gave her a chance to be a new person.

Standing on the street in rags, she looked at the sky, tears flowed from her eyes, from now on, she is no longer Yan Xue, and her surname is Xie.

She was going to find Xie Ruan Ning.

Yes, go to her aunt.

She keenly felt Xie Ruanning's resistance and hatred for Xie Fu. She didn't know what Xie Ruan Ning hated, but she knew that Xie Ruan Ning, like her, had been hurt by this glorious mansion.

Musou undoubtedly inherited her father's cleverness, even if she never thought about where her such a good head came from.

She subconsciously resisted thinking.

She doesn't know how to write, and she doesn't need to write, so she can sort through all the details of her plan over and over again. She must have a target to escape, otherwise she will be wandering all the time, what is the difference between being in Xie Mansion?

She was going to Yongzhou to find her titular aunt, Xie Ruanning.

She had never seen the aunt before, but she was sure that she would treat her well and take her in.

She firmly believes that her aunt is different from the Xie family.

Or that she is gambling with the unknown, gambling with her life, and Xie Ruan Ning will take her in.

The gate was opened at four o'clock in the morning, and she had to go out between three thirty and three fifty o'clock exactly.

From Xie Mansion to the city gate, this time is enough.

After leaving the city gate, she walked along the official road, her hair was disheveled, her clothes were ragged and tattered, and she looked no different from the homeless people at this moment.

During the day she hurried north, and at night she slept in the land temples of the City God Temple, which were too small to accommodate her, and she moved the tattered and dusty incense bowls outside, curled up herself, took off the cloak of the idol and draped it over her body, and slept with her eyes closed. The slate was cold, but she didn't feel cold, maybe numb.

The same number of clothes, wearing it on the body and sleeping in the middle of the night will wake up from freezing, but sleeping on the body will be much warmer, which can support her until the sky is dark.

She didn't dare to walk when the sky was bright, and she had to rely on the gods and Buddhas to protect her for an hour or two, and when the sky was clear, she could hurry with peace of mind.

It was freezing and snowy, she slipped after walking a few steps, the blister that was burned by the fire burst, and she could only grit her teeth in pain.

When you are thirsty, you drink snow water, and when you are hungry, you eat the shriveled tribute of the mountain temple and the land temple.

……

Xie Changxian turned his head, pain appeared in his eyebrows, and he seemed to be unable to bear to listen to it anymore.

Finally, he couldn't help but yell, "Enough! ”

As he spoke, he grabbed her by the neck.

Yan Wushuang couldn't breathe and looked at him contemptuously with beautiful eyes.

Xie Changxian unloaded his strength slightly, but he didn't let go of his hand.

Yan Wushuang said with difficulty, "What, brother, did I defile Xie Mansion, or, you and I defiled Xie Mansion?" ”

Xie Chang's eyes were cracking, and he looked at her in pain, tears streaming down his eyes.

She just wanted him to suffer.

When she comes back, she is to make the people who have hurt her suffer!

"Changxian! What are you angry with Wushuang on your wedding night! ”

Hearing this voice, Xie Changxian and Yan Wushuang's bodies were shocked.