Chapter 230: You Should Have Been A Delicate Girl
Xie Changxian was angry, his face was full of shock and annoyance, his sword eyebrows twisted slightly, he looked at the peace buckle carefully, it was indeed Xie Fu's!
Like a hot hand, he let go violently and took a step back in disbelief, "Who the hell are you!" ”
Yan Wushuang took out the peace buckle from his snow-white and delicate neck and threw it on the table, as if he was very disdainful of this status symbol.
"That's a good question."
She took off the heavy and gorgeous headdress on her head one by one, and spread her hair out, and was about to undress, as if she remembered something, she glanced back at Xie Changxian, and seemed to smile, "My grandfather gave me a nickname, called ...... Yan Xue. I don't have a big name. ”
"Yan Xue, Yan Xue ......"
Xie Changxian muttered in a low voice, and his face was ashen in the midst of lightning, "It's you!" Didn't you die early! ”
Yan Wushuang sneered, "You really want me to die." Sorry to disappoint you, I'm not dead. ”
Ten years ago, the courtyard in the west of Xie Mansion suddenly burned the window paper, and the bamboo fence and wooden wall were mostly used here, which was probably also a disaster, so one after another, five and four, and burned Xie Mansion like a flame mountain. By the time it gradually went out, the Xie Mansion had already burned to a rubble field.
Yan Wushuang closed her eyes, as if she couldn't bear to recall, and a trace of pain appeared in her eyebrows.
"It's on fire!"
"Hurry up and put out the fire!"
"Fight the fire!"
"Young Master! Young Master......"
She was only six years old that year, she couldn't sleep at night, she sat up from the bed in a daze, looked out the window, the firelight was reflected in the window, and there was a constant beep and peeling sound in her ears.
"Click!"
When she looked back, it turned out that the beams of the house had collapsed, and she hurriedly opened the door and ran out, and the courtyard was already a sea of fire!
She ran wildly in the courtyard, the fire spread, it was almost burning to her feet, she coughed again and again with the smoke, and she ran out of the yard in the light of the fire, there was no one around, she groped her way forward in the dark, and she couldn't help crying in fright, "Daddy, Daddy!" ”
The only person she can rely on in the entire Xie Mansion is her father, but where is her father?
She ran and cried, "Help, help!" ”
Just ran to the gate of the courtyard where my sister Xie Changyi lived, my father was coming out with my sister crying, she was like grabbing a life-saving straw, and she was busy running over, but the pillars were burned and collapsed, and she fell in front of her all of a sudden, filled with smoke and dust, and she screamed in fright, "Daddy!" ”
Xie Dingyi turned his head one by one and saw his little daughter in the sea of fire, "Yan Xue!" ”
He was about to put down Xie Changyi, but Xie Changyi hugged his neck tightly and cried, "Daddy, Daddy, I'm afraid!" Get me out of here! ”
Xie Dingyi was about to say something, when a pillar fell down again, and Xie Changyi screamed in fright, "Daddy!" ”
Hurriedly ran to the left and there was no road, and the right was blocked by the wall, Xie Ding saw that Yan Xue was trapped in the fire, he was helpless, "I'll call someone to save you!" ”
As he spoke, he ran out with Xie Changyi in his arms.
Yan Xue later realized that maybe her father, who she had always longed to rely on, wanted her to die that day.
When she died, he would never have an illegitimate daughter again, and he would no longer be pointed at.
That's why he left with Xie Changyi in a panic, ignoring her bitter pleading and crying.
How did she get out that day?
She doesn't quite remember.
Memories are always deliberately forgetting things that are too painful.
Yan Wushuang walked to the makeup mirror, combed her hair unhurriedly, and saw Xie Changxian's painful and almost distorted face from the mirror, she smiled, "You asked me before, why do you have so many scars on your waist and legs. That's right, that night, I ran desperately out and was burned by the fire. ”
The pain that pierced her heart was still there, she had tried many methods, but it didn't work, those scars had shallow marks no matter how much they were removed, as if to remind her not to forget how she was ruthlessly abandoned in the past.
Yan Wushuang smiled, "Thank you too, don't dislike me." ”
Xie Changxian closed his eyes in pain.
She covered those scars well with powder, but there was a time when he bypassed the screen and accidentally saw it, when she was changing her clothes, and she suddenly panicked, and hurriedly covered those scars with her clothes.
He rubbed the scars and asked her, and when she didn't want to say it, he changed the subject, and couldn't help but laugh, "Blame me for having to light a candle." ”
He felt sorry for how much it hurt to have so many scars, "That's nothing, I don't mind." ”
For his words, she had a moment's heartbeat, but looking at his affectionate eyes, she didn't dare to look directly into his gaze.
Xie Changxian was glad that she had those scars, which protected her and allowed her to wait for him and meet him.
He was possessive of her, and this possessiveness made him more and more sensitive, not allowing her to reconcile with other men, and he had to know what she was doing and who she was in contact with.
It's all because of the distrust of feelings.
He is a merciless person, but once he falls in love with someone, he is broken.
Xie Changxian shouted in pain, drew his sword out of the sheath, he lay across her neck, blood flowed in an instant, Yan Wushuang snorted coldly in pain, and still smiled, "Killing me won't change anything." ”
Xie Changxian was grief-stricken, "Why, why do you do this!" ”
Yan Wushuang slammed the pear blossom wood comb on the dressing table and slammed it up, but the sword in Xie Changxian's hand involuntarily retreated.
She angrily said, "Why? Why, you ask? She tore the peace buckle off her neck and smashed it frantically to the ground, "Because of it!" I was born as an illegitimate daughter! To be reviled, to be despised, to be abandoned! Xie Changxian, why are you standing on the moral high ground and accusing me? You are not qualified, and the Xie family is not qualified! I have come back to take revenge on you! She laughed heartily, "Thank you for abandoning Miss Lu and marrying me, hahaha...... Isn't the Xie family the most important reputation, I just defiled and destroyed! ”
Xie Changxian shook his head and said sadly, "You are a madman." ”
After a long time, he threw the sword on the ground and turned away in despair, "I only hate the sword for being unpleasant, and I can't kill you with a sword." I ask you, do you have ...... Is there a ......?"
He couldn't ask any more questions.
Yan Wushuang said coldly, "No, never." From beginning to end, I approached you for revenge. ”
He said miserably, "It's me who is confused." Turning around and taking a few quick steps, he grabbed her shoulder tightly and said angrily, "You don't love me, why don't you let me go?" Why me! ”
She didn't love him, she didn't let him go, and she stabbed him in the heart again and again.
Yan Wushuang was puzzled, "I don't love you, why should I let you go?" ”
I love you, so I am reluctant to hurt you, so I will let you go.
I love you, and I will never come near you.
Today, all kinds are just because of love.
Snowy skin, madness. He trembled and wanted to touch her cheek, but he stopped, "You should have been a delicate girl, but it was my Xie family who made you like this." ”