I looked up at the window, and it was getting dark. The evening is the most oppressive, it is closest to the deepest night, but it is far from the dawn. Only the frolicking children are the most reluctant to spend the evening, and I look forward to the time flying.

I heard the adults downstairs leading the jumping children laughing and talking about interesting things, saw the lights on the opposite floor one after another, and heard the sound of pots and shovels colliding from someone's house. There was a faint smell of chili fried meat, and I guess it was the chili pepper that choked my nose that made me cry.

Walk to the bay window, close the window, close the balcony door, these sounds and smells have nothing to do with me. I looked at my mother, who was still chattering and cursing in the living room, and the evening atmosphere in my house was not in harmony with everyone, and I just experienced it myself, and it had nothing to do with anyone else.

It wasn't until my mother fell asleep scolding that I tiptoed to open the package. It was late at night, and the slightest movement would be magnified, so I decided to close the door of my room and take it outside to the balcony and carefully unwrap it for a sweatshirt jacket and a pair of beanie shoes.

A few days ago, I heard my mother complaining that she couldn't buy the clothes she liked, she always liked the old styles, those that were taken off the shelves of the physical store a few years ago. In fact, I can't find it on the Internet, so I can only pick it based on my feelings. I want to give a gift to please my mother. I didn't choose a famous brand, I couldn't afford a famous brand, and the money I saved was only enough for me to pick some ordinary styles.

took out the sweatshirt and gestured on myself, I wore it smaller, and my mother should wear it properly. The beanie shoes are about the same size, and the colors are all black and gray that my mother likes on weekdays. Unpacking it, I walked lightly to the living room, neatly folded it on a stool. I thought that my mother could see it when I got out of bed, and I suddenly felt better when I thought about it.

My mother used to say that without her, my patriarchal father and grandmother would not have let me live such a happy life. In fact, I know that my mother is also hard, so she treats me as a love in the wrong way, and I will give up after quarreling.

Lie back on the bed and look at the ceiling. In fact, if you stay up, the deepest night will pass, and the dawn is not far away, isn't it?

As soon as I got up in the morning, I walked briskly to the living room to see that things were still on the stool. I heard a noise in the kitchen, and I called out to my mom a few times, but my mom didn't respond.

Nervous, he called out softly again when he approached, "Mom." ”

Mom glanced sideways and coldly.

I bit my lip and didn't speak again, looking down at my toes. When my mom passed me, I nervously stepped back to avoid it.

"Don't get in the way here!" Mom shouted.

I bit the skin on my lip and pulled it, and a smell of blood poured out. Walk briskly back to the living room and pac around in front of the stool.

I decided to take it to my mother and hold it carefully in my hand.

"Mom, I chose a coat for you, didn't you say that you never picked a favorite one? It's your favorite color. My heart was pounding, but I grinned unconsciously, even though my broken lips still hurt a little.

"And ...... This shoe ...... Be...... Is your code, do you try it? Wear it up...... Very comfortable. "I took out my shoes and gestured to my mother. In fact, I could hear that my voice was shaking, and my saliva seemed to choke on myself.

Mom glanced at it and snorted. I silently exclaimed in my heart.

"Look at what you're buying! This dress is so rustic! I won't wear it! Look at the two sides of your dress, look at the cuffs, tsk, like a school uniform. My mother shook her head vigorously and pulled the clothes in my hand and pointed them out to me.

I stood there stunned, watching my mother point to the useless clothes, and my lips were bitten out of blood, and my mouth was full of blood.

"Well, okay, mom, look...... What do you think of these shoes? I put down my shoes and placed them in front of my mother, my voice shaking unconsciously.

"Oh my God! How are you choosing? How do I wear shoes like this? The shoes that are still cocked on the head? This is called shoes? "My mother doesn't like it, even dislikes it.

"Mom, it's popular now, and many young people like to wear beanie shoes...... You can try it. ”

"I don't want it! I don't try! It's ugly and I don't want to try it on my feet! Take it away, take it away! "Mom rolled up the clothes, and I was picking up shoes on the ground, and before I could take the clothes, I was covered by the clothes that were thrown.

I took off the clothes on my head and picked up the shoes on the ground, my throat was tight, obviously it was just a bite of my lips, why did my throat smell bloody?

As soon as I stepped into the living room, my mother caught up from behind, snatched my clothes from my hand, and spread them on the sofa.

"Look! See for yourself! These two sides! This color! This collar! This cuff! Mom pointed to the here and there on her clothes and said sharply, "You ..... Who to give it to! I'm embarrassed to wear it out! At first glance, there is not much money! ”

"Look at these shoes again! Can you wear these shoes? I wear it and go downstairs to throw a trash, I think it's ugly! It's not as good as my slippers! My mother shook off my shoes and shoved me on the shoulder.

"I'll buy this now, it's not that bad, and each one costs more than a hundred." My heart has been sour, and tears have welled up uncontrollably. It's not that I don't buy expensive ones for my mother, but I now give living expenses, and I really don't have much spare money.

"Humph!" The old mother shook her head, gritted her teeth and said, "See for yourself!" See for yourself! "Mom picked it up and dropped it repeatedly.

"That'...... Something someone else sends, whether you like it or not, can't do it......" I felt very aggrieved, and couldn't help but say, trying to get the clothes back from my mother's hand. It was like my face, rubbed to shreds and stomped on the ground.

"I don't even want to see them!" Mom found a cardboard box, stuffed it indiscriminately, and threw it in a corner.

I stood at the table and watched my mother's series of movements, and I felt very sad, why didn't I cry?

"How can there be someone like you, someone else wants to send me, no matter whether it's good or bad, I won't be like this." This time, I couldn't hold back my yelling, feeling the sound of each word about to burst my throat.

"You still say! You're still talking back! Believe it or not, I take the scissors and cut it off! My mother glared angrily, and as she pulled out her clothes, she rushed to get a pair of scissors and shouted at me.

Mom's appearance reminds me of when I made a mistake when I was a kid, she took the back of a kitchen knife and cut my heel, maybe it just scared me, but I was really scared and screamed. And now, when I see my mother picking up the scissors and pointing at me again, my brain is buzzing, and I am no longer the child who can only scream and cry.

I picked up the clothes and shoes that had fallen to the ground, and cried, "Shall I throw them away?" Throw it away if you don't wear it! ”

Before I could reach the door, my mother stopped me and snatched the clothes in my arms, yelling, "Throw it! It's to be thrown away! Throw it away and cut it off! "After my mother snatched it, she messed with a few scissors, and the clothes were no longer formed. I tried to cut my shoes again, but it seemed that it was difficult to cut them, so I threw them on the ground and stepped on them hard. Then they were all in bags, opened the door, and threw out of the house.

A series of movements, I was both shocked and angry, tears but helpless.