And now Su Xiyan attaches great importance to having a thousand words to say to the other party, but she can't open her mouth to let the other party really understand her feelings.

There are a lot of emotions that the machine can't imitate, typing words on the screen, and showing them to the other party can't fully reflect the helplessness and sadness in their hearts, as well as the thick longing, but the voice has more of this characteristic, so it can better convey the true emotions in her heart.

After all, it's not that he really doesn't want to see them, but he is afraid of returning to his original life, and in the end, the child really brought too much pain to Su Xiyan, not to mention that the child still fell to his death in front of him.

As a mother, she couldn't bear such a scene, but she was also a child who was born in October.

So by the time that great grief swept over Su Xiyan, she had no way to think about anything, when she stood on the bridge and looked at the river flowing eastward under the bridge, the repetition of that kind of life seemed to be repeated in her mind, as if this was her final destination.

Even though Shen Mochen in front of Su Xiyan was desperately shouting her name, Su Xiyan still chose to jump, not only for her children, but also because of what happened during that period of time.

Because Su Xiyan at that time firmly believed that the other party would continue to be with her because of the child, even if she didn't want to believe it, it was very difficult, because it seemed that the whole world was pointing the finger at the child in her belly.

And Xia Youran also constantly used this matter to stimulate herself, so even if the child was saved, her death seemed to be inevitable, and Su Xiyan at that time only had a thought flashing in her mind, so she did it immediately, because she didn't want to make it more painful in the future than now, and she didn't want to repeat that kind of life.

So Su Xiyan jumped down. I left my previous life behind and wanted to say goodbye to my future life.

But what she didn't expect was that God really favored Su Xiyan, and she didn't know whether the beginning of all this was a nightmare or a sweet dream.

When Su Xiyan fell into the river with the mentality of ending everything, the feeling of helplessness drowned her with the cold river water, and she closed her eyes contentedly, wanting to sleep in the river like this.

But what that person didn't expect was that the gate was just opened that day to release the water, and the huge water flow washed Su Xiyan directly to the downstream of another urban area connected to City A, and Su Xiyan drifted with the river to other places like this.

She was washed on the riverbank, but was soon discovered by others, and there was already a lot of water in Su Xiyan's chest at that time, but she didn't expect to be rescued.

Maybe if it weren't for those well-wishers, she wouldn't have her current life at all, and her young life should have withered away at that time.

Later, when I was recuperating in the hospital, I saw the news on TV about Shen Mochen coming to look for him, and the other party was still holding their child in his arms, and their child had not yet been weaned at that time.

And the moment she saw that news, Su Xiyan suddenly realized that she was deceived by Xia Youran, the child did not die, and the other party may have committed suicide in order to deceive herself, and she really did that.

At that time, the anger in Su Xiyan's heart was like a small beast in a fierce suit, jumping around in her chest, Su Xiyan was so weak at that time that she didn't even have the strength to stand up, and her whole body was swollen because she had been soaked in water for too long, and then she was seriously dehydrated, and the whole person became pale and haggard and weak.

Su Xiyan's eyes only had the child in Shen Mochen's arms on TV, it was her child, she wanted to hug him, kiss him, and give him the warmth of his mother, but unfortunately since the child was born, she had never touched him, and Xiao Tuanzi did not feel Su Xiyan's warmth and her mother's embrace.

At that moment, Su Xiyan's tears were like springs, but soon she remembered the real reason why she jumped into the river.

If she returns to Shen Mochen's side, then the nightmares that she said she escaped before will once again chase her life that is worse than death, and she doesn't want her children to bear it with her.

So after lingering for a while, Su Xiyan resolutely chose to leave.

This urban area is downstream of City A, if Shen Mochen wants to follow the river to find it, he will definitely be able to find himself soon, so Su Xiyan has to choose to leave him and go to City M, which is far away from City A.

And not only that, Su Xiyan always thought that it was because he fell into the river because of the strong pressure that forced him to be unable to suffer in the short term, and his throat was damaged, but he didn't expect that Su Xiyan couldn't say a word until he recovered.

The doctor told her that this was a stress disorder aphonia, that is, Su Xiyan was a natural stress response from her body after being stimulated by the outside world.

In fact, according to the doctor, he should have been cured soon if he adjusted his mentality in a short period of time, but he didn't expect such an illness to plague him for three years.

During these three years, Su Xiyan has been playing the role of a mute girl, unable to speak or communicate with others.

It is precisely because of this that Su Xiyan is even more afraid to face those people before, she can't find someone she can trust, and only Xiao He is the only one.

So Su Xiyan chose to escape, escape from his previous life, escape from his previous hardships, and escape from Shen Mochen. Su Xiyan and Xiao He moved to M City together, changed their names, changed their hairstyles, changed their jobs, and went incognito.

Su Xiyan told Qiu Wenning all these things verbatim, and the other party was also crying while watching, and then looked at Su Xiyan with a frown, staring at the other party's face.

"Of course I deserve your trust, why don't you tell me all this as soon as possible, I will definitely rush to your side immediately." Qiu Wenning hugged her and questioned Su Xiyan while crying.

Of course, Su Xiyan knew that the other party would also come to her side, but the other party had too close a relationship with Shen Mochen, and she was afraid that one would accidentally expose her whereabouts, so not contacting the people around Shen Mochen might be the best way.

But looking at Qiu Wenning's crying face, Su Xiyan's guilt also sprouted, and while stretching out her hand to respond to the other party's hug, she stroked Qiu Wenning's head with her hand to soothe her emotions.

Feeling the temperature in his arms, the long-lost warmth swept over Su Xiyan, and the warmth in his arms also led to his heart along the meridians along the skin contact places, making his whole body warm.

At this moment, there was a sudden crackling sound upstairs, followed by a rush of footsteps.

It's the little ball that woke up.

While calling for his mother, he took the rabbit doll that was suitable for sleeping, and rushed down from the upstairs as quickly as possible, and then immediately rushed to Su Xiyan's side and sat down.

The sudden appearance of the little group startled Su Xiyan, she quickly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands, and then hugged the child in her arms.

"Aunt Qiu, why did you come to my house, did you also come to play with your mother?" Xiao Tuanzi rubbed his eyes while raising his head to look at Qiu Wenning, who was also prostrate on Su Xiyan's chest.

After the scene that made people cry just now, Qiu Wenning's tears had already washed her makeup, she quickly wiped the makeup on her face with a tissue, and then nodded.

"Of course, I'm your mother's best friend, and your mother can't do without me when she comes back this time!" After finishing speaking, she also reached out and touched Xiao Tuanzi's head, and Xiao Tuanzi kept burying her face in Su Xiyan's chest and hugged her waist hard.

After getting along for the past few days, Xiaotuanzi has become more and more clingy, and he has become more and more dependent on his mother, because in his mother, he can feel the love and connivance that his father rarely shows for him.

But after a while, Shen Mochen followed him, and came downstairs with a small plate in his hand and a glass of milk in his other hand.

"Just woke up, are you hungry?" Then he walked to their side, handed the cup of milk in his hand to Su Xiyan, took the empty water cup on the table, and then handed the plate of apples in his hand to Xiao Tuanzi.

Then Shen Mochen touched Xiao Tuanzi's head, but Xiao Tuanzi did not want to lift his head from Su Xiyan's arms, and then Shen Mochen frowned, and lifted Xiao Tuanzi's collar with his other hand, wanting to break him out of Su Xiyan's arms.

"Don't cling to mom so much,." Then he brought Xiao Tuanzi up to him, looked at him with his eyes, and said this sentence very seriously.

"Why, I saw my dad do this to my mom." The little group that was pulled up from Shen Mochen's arms was very dissatisfied, roaring in the air with his teeth and claws, while glaring at Shen Mochen angrily, and his other leg was still hooking Su Xiyan's arm.

The other party's words blocked Shen Mochen's words that he was about to say and scolded, and sure enough, raising a boy is a rival in love, and he wants to rob his wife with him every minute and every second.

"Because she is my wife, only husband and wife can do this kind of thing, you can't." Then Shen Mochen put the small ball on the ground, and then from the plate of fruit on the table, he took out a hand that was gently placed on the small ball.

"So what, when you get old, your mother will marry me, and she will become my wife, so that I can hold my mother forever!" Xiao Tuanzi pouted, then put the apple in his hand in his mouth and crunched into it.

Su Xiyan, who heard this, blossomed, but Shen Mochen, who was standing on the side, was obviously not so comfortable, his son was spying on his wife, this kind of thing was not funny at all.

Then Shen Mochen's expression became more and more serious, and he lowered his head and kissed Su Xiyan's lips in front of Xiao Tuanzi, and then stared at Xiao Tuanzi with slanted eyes and said in that ostentatious tone.

"If you do this again, be careful that I will let you have more brothers and sisters." Then he gently put his head on Su Xiyan's shoulder.

Su Xiyan's face was already burning red when she heard the other party say this, she blushed and hammered his shoulder, her expression looked very angry, but Shen Mochen's sharp eyes caught the corners of the other party's mouth slightly hooked up with a smile.

Qiu Wenning, who was sitting on the side, also laughed at the words spoken by Xiao Tuanzi, and then took out an apple from the plate, put it in his mouth and chewed it gently.

Su Xiyan, who was sitting in the seat, was about to reach out to take the apple on the plate, but was gently knocked off by Shen Mochen with his hand, and then he took a piece of apple for the other party and gently placed it between Su Xiyan's lips.

Then the other party's teeth gently exerted force, and bit off half of the apple from between Su Xiyan's lips.

Then, taking advantage of the difficulty of being stunned, Shen Mochen stretched out his hand and slammed the other half of the apple into his mouth.

But in a second, Su Xiyan's face turned crimson.