This life lasted for several days, with men going to and from work on time and staying at home to spend time with themselves and their children whenever they had free time.

In the morning, Xiaotuanzi followed Shen Mochen to the kindergarten, and then was picked up by the nanny in the afternoon.

Su Xiyan did not continue to look for a job, but did everything that a housewife should do in the Shen family, sending them away in the morning, sending them lunch boxes at noon, and waiting for them to come back in the afternoon, all life was full and happy.

And every morning Shen Mochen will also ask Su Xiyan for a good morning kiss, although Su Xiyan was a little shy at the beginning, and he only pursed his mouth to refuse the other party's kiss, but the other party will always come over with a shy face, begging for a kiss and a hug.

Shen Mochen has always been sticking to himself like this, making Xiaotuanzi stick to himself all the time, and he always kisses himself behind Shen Mochen's back.

Although he thought it was a little fun at the beginning, and the child did it, Su Xiyan also knew that Xiao Tuanzi's behavior would have a little impact on him in the future.

And just when Su Xiyan thought that the future days would be as happy as now, and after all, she was about to adapt, such a carefree and happy day.

But unfortunately the unexpected happened.

On this day, Su Xiyan, as usual, slipped into the kitchen to learn cooking with Aunt Zhang, she wanted to make a meal for the other party before Shen Mochen's birthday, so that he could taste the skills she had learned from Aunt Zhang.

Su Xiyan was still holding the cat's paw to press her hand on the chili pepper, and the other hand was touching the kitchen knife and cutting it obliquely, but just when she was halfway through, there was an urgent bell outside, Su Xiyan hurriedly threw down the kitchen knife in her hand, then wiped her hands, and rushed out to answer the phone.

"Xiyan, come to the hospital in the city center now, the child seems to have an accident." It was Shen Mochen calling, and the moment she heard what the other party said, Su Xiyan was a little incredulous, she blinked her eyes and opened her mouth to speak.

Something happened to her child, since she has been admitted to the hospital, it must be a big deal, and a sense of powerlessness swept over Su Xiyan, and she opened her mouth and breathed loudly.

Then she hung up, but she clearly hadn't recovered from the shock she had just had, and her hands were still holding the phone.

Su Xiyan subconsciously rubbed his eyes with his hands, but the spicy taste of his fingertips spread to his eyes through his skin, Su Xiyan quickly closed his eyes, but rubbed them vigorously with his hands, affected by the spicy taste, the pain in his eyes became more obvious.

Then Su Xiyan slowly squatted down, tears slowly fell from the corners of her eyes, and the pain inside her eyes was slightly relieved.

At this moment, Su Xiyan didn't know whether she was crying or scared, but she didn't dare to imagine the accident that happened to Xiao Tuanzi.

So Su Xiyan hurriedly changed her clothes and put on her shoes, and ran to the central hospital.

When Su Xiyan arrived at the central hospital, Shen Mochen was standing at the door, the other party frowned, and when he saw Su Xiyan get out of the car, he walked to meet her, and Su Xiyan also trotted towards the other party.

Su Xiyan opened her mouth, wanting to eagerly ask Shen Mochen how the child was, but the other party seemed to see the urgency in Su Xiyan's eyes, holding her hand with one hand, and slowly walking inside.

"The child is fine, but he was fighting with his classmates in kindergarten, accidentally hit the corner of the table and injured himself, and is now in a coma." Shen Mochen walked faster and faster, and his steps became bigger and bigger, and he also clenched her hand tightly.

Su Xiyan's eyes widened and he frowned, following the other party's footsteps.

But when Su Xiyan entered the ward, she obviously hesitated, even if she came to this hospital in three years, but all the furnishings in this room were so familiar, Su Xiyan looked at the little group lying on the hospital bed and fell into a coma, and couldn't stop feeling distressed.

Entering the ward, when I opened the door, there was a window opposite, and the wind blew in through the half-covered window, crossing Su Xiyan's cheeks, with a hint of coolness.

She couldn't stop shivering all over her body, and before that moment, the painful memories that Su Xiyan had desperately wanted to forget before came to her heart in an instant.

Shen Mochen, who was walking in front on the other side, saw that Su Xiyan was stunned, so he pulled the hand that held the other party's hand, wanting to wake up Su Xiyan's spirit.

Then Su Xiyan shook his head, blinked his eyes, turned his head sideways to stare at Shen Mochen, but the previous memory was clearer at this moment, but Su Xiyan only frowned slightly, did not say anything, and then followed the footsteps of the other party and slowly sat down beside Xiao Tuanzi.

"The doctor said that it was not a big problem, it was just a coma caused by accidentally hitting the head, and you can wake up as long as you take a break." Then Shen Mochen turned her head sideways and kept staring at Su Xiyan, but she didn't turn her head to meet the other party's gaze, but kept staring at the little ball on the bed.

The child lying on the bed, whose face was pale for unknown pain or other reasons, seemed to blend in with the beige sheets and quilts on the bed.

Never be with Shen Mochen.

This sentence suddenly swept through Su Xiyan's mind like a magic spell, hovering in Su Xiyan's mind, but it did not land gently, but kept repeating it in his mind.

At this moment, Su Xiyan remembered a lot of previous things, a lot of unbearable memories, and a lot of pain it brought to her.

Although Su Xiyan's eyes were staring at the little ball on the bed, she didn't focus, and her mind kept thinking about the day when Xia Youran threw the child downstairs in front of her.

Su Xiyan suddenly retracted his gaze, turned his head sideways to look at the window not far away, the wind gently blew in through the cracks, making the room full of coolness, the leaves rustled under the wind, everything was so similar to that night, except for the long-lost light.

Then Su Xiyan's whole body trembled uncontrollably, and then he broke free of Shen Mochen's hand that he had been holding him, and then stumbled forward to close the window, so that the sound outside could not be revealed at all.

Without the sound of the wind and the rustling of leaves, everything around was so quiet that only the breathing of the three people in the room could be heard.

"What's the matter, if you feel cold, just let me come?" Shen Mochen, who was sitting next to him, suddenly stood up and walked towards Su Xiyan step by step, his hand moving forward slightly, wanting to hold the hand that Su Xiyan had just broken free.

But she subconsciously retreated, retracting the hand she had just held behind her back, not letting the other party touch her, Su Xiyan looked at the other party's frowning brows and puzzled face and expression, and couldn't help but feel sad.

That's right, how could I forget that the doll that Xia Youran threw downstairs in front of him in this hospital three years ago was thought to be his own child.

And in order to save his child, he made an oath under the coercion of the other party, which was an oath that he and Shen Mochen would never be together.

But it didn't work, the other party still threw the child down in front of him, and he was very guilty about his child because of this incident, and his heart was full of sadness.

It is precisely because of this that he chose to commit suicide to end his life.

Now, three years later, her own child has suffered this kind of thing again, it is the same hospital, the same furnishings, the same room, and that creepy feeling engulfs Su Xiyan, and small goosebumps appear on her body, covering her whole body.

Su Xiyan trembled all over her body, unconsciously kept her distance from Shen Mochen, and then wrapped her hands around her shoulders and slowly squatted down.

Is it a punishment, is it because he made that oath but is still with Shen Mochen now, and he has been punished by God?

I should have thought a long time ago that if I go back on my word now, I will inevitably be punished by God, and it must be because my oath has been fulfilled that my child will be injured, and Xiao Tuanzi will lie in this hospital.

Su Xiyan didn't dare to imagine it anymore, all the spearheads were pointed at that oath, she felt very scared, hugged herself tightly and wanted to draw some warmth from her body, but she always felt that it was cold.

Shen Mochen, who had been standing next to him and seeing this scene, couldn't help but stretch out his hands to hold Su Xiyan in his chest, and the other party's nervous and pitiful appearance made his heart ache.

Shen Mochen subconsciously thought that the other party was feeling sad about this matter, and while hugging Su Xiyan hard, he leaned his head on Su Xiyan's shoulder and said softly to her.

"It's okay, this matter is just an accident, don't worry if the child is fine, the child is fine......"

But Shen Mochen didn't know that this sentence was sounding the alarm for Su Xiyan, this time it was fine, but it didn't mean that the child would be okay next time.

Because he stayed by Shen Mochen's side, the biggest fetter was this child, but this oath worked again, and he and Shen Mochen couldn't be together, otherwise the child would become a victim.

The next time an accident happened, Su Xiyan didn't want to see the child's corpse, just thinking about it like this, Su Xiyan felt terrifying.

Su Xiyan suddenly stood up, pushed away Shen Mochen, who was hugging her, and then shook her head as she retreated, until her body leaned against the cold wall behind her.

And Shen Mochen, who was pushed away by the other party, naturally didn't know what was going on, which would make the other party's personality change so much, at this moment, Su Xiyan seemed to have returned to his previous fragile appearance, as long as it was a little stimulation, it could make the other party collapse wholeheartedly.

Shen Mochen didn't know what Su Xiyan was rejecting him, but the other party seemed to be very resistant to his approach.

So Shen Mochen could only soothe her emotions like coaxing a kitten, slowly retreating while calming her emotions, "Okay, it's okay, I know, I'll stay away from you." ”

He thinks that maybe the other party just needs personal space to think about it, and in a quiet environment, the bad mood can be better dissipated.

But what Shen Mochen didn't know was that at this moment, Su Xiyan's mind was only thinking about how to cut off Shen Mochen's feelings for him.

The other party still did not give up looking for himself for three years after he disappeared, and the other party's feelings for him were very sincere.

So how can he cut off the other party's feelings for him, so that Shen Mochen will give up on himself and find the next person who can give him warmth.

But no matter what, he can't be with Shen Mochen anymore.

But if he leaves Shen Mochen, does it mean that he also has to leave the child at the same time and stay away from him, so that Shen Mochen can give up himself more directly, let go of his feelings for himself, and start Shen Mochen's life anew?

He shouldn't have appeared in front of Shen Mochen again, he shouldn't have come back with Shen Mochen, and he shouldn't have stayed by Shen Mochen's side......