The competition is about to start, and I am not allowed to think about it again, and I will tell the students to pay attention again, and when they enter the examination room, they are nervous as if I am taking the college entrance examination by myself, this is the first time I have taken students to compete, and even the "trump card" in my hand is gone, and the mood is indescribable.

After waiting outside for two or three hours, some students came out one after another, and I was like a parent waiting for my children outside for the college entrance examination. It wasn't until the children were picked up by their parents that I was able to settle down.

I don't know how Zhou Jiaqi persuaded Qin Su's mother, Qin Su didn't come to the oil painting class again after the competition, sometimes I met in the corridor, she also smiled awkwardly when she saw me, and walked quickly with her head down. The counselor told me that she had transferred to Zhou Jiaqi's class.

"I can't afford to keep her, maybe it's my wishful thinking." I was a little frustrated and said to Mu Liang.

Mu Liang brushed my hair and said slowly: "There is no teacher I have ever seen who is more responsible than you, you have to dig out materials for students to learn by yourself, you can only lead her into the door, you can't choose for her, maybe she doesn't have the ability to choose herself, let alone you." ”

yes, when will you be able to take control of your own life? Qin Su can't, and neither can I. While lamenting her, I am also lamenting myself.

On the day the results of the competition were announced, the oil painting group was not bad, although there was no first prize, there were several second and third prizes, and the results were not ugly. Seeing that Qin Su won the first prize in the gouache group on the list, I still smiled. It's enough that she can shine no matter where she is, although it's not what she likes, maybe she can choose the path she likes in the future after having results.

The second and third prize tutor bonuses add up to a lot of money, and I'm planning to take my mom on a trip. Mom often complained that Dad didn't take her on a trip, and it took me a few days to do a guide to City C before I dared to tell Mom.

After adjusting the course arrangement, my mother readily agreed to go to City C. My mother also has a problem with motion sickness, so she was given a sleeper along the way, and the guide is mainly based on places that can be reached by walking and subway.

I get up at five or six o'clock in the morning to go to my destination, almost walk the whole way, and come back in the evening, almost no feeling in my legs, only knowing how to walk numbly. Almost all of the attractions in City C are gardens, and there are so many people that they almost crowd into the lake. By the third day, my mother was already impatient, but fortunately, there were local performances that my mother was interested in. Secretly booked a ticket for my mother, my mother smiled, a trip was fortunately smooth, and it was a happy end.

After the return trip, I just wanted to lie down and let myself have a hug with the bed, my mother had a happy play, and the atmosphere at home was much better.

After taking the photos of the travelers for her mother, she took them with her friends.

When preparing for class in the evening, my mother suddenly said in the room: "Xiang Wan, come here, I have something to say." ”

Every time I heard my mother's words, my heart pounded, and I couldn't suppress my nervousness.

walked to the door of the room and whispered, "Mom, you haven't slept yet?" ”

"Come here! Do I have an infectious disease? Standing that far? Mom leaned back on the bed and yelled.

I'm a little confused, so I'm having a lot of fun, so what's wrong?

"Xiang Wan, I'm not bad to you, am I? I gave birth to you and raised you, and I bought everything you like to eat, how can you do this to me?! Ay! Mom sighed.

"What's wrong?" I asked tremblingly.

"What's wrong? You've got my mother, shame on you?! People say that your daughter took you to play in City C, so why didn't she take you to City S? Didn't you pass by! People say that C City is not just these places! There's a lot to eat! I don't think you're dedicated! Look at the photos you took, the group photo is with your shoulders on your shoulder! People say that our mother-daughter photos are not intimate at all, and everyone is close to their faces......... "Mom, a trip, a mistake, a meeting."

"I don't have so many days off, I can only arrange these, and you have to take a car to change trains in a distant place, you can't sit on these, we can't walk on two legs." I tried to explain.

"Can't go?! We could walk for three hours or four hours! Take a break halfway, isn't it all like this when traveling! ”

"It's three hours a trip, and it's six hours to go back and forth, and I can't walk or see it when I'm playing."

"You don't have to explain! As soon as I say it, you'll explain! Anyway, I know it in my heart! You're not that kind! Look at your pictures...... "Mom threw the picture in front of me.

I looked at the smiling man in the photo, and he didn't fit in with it now.

"I didn't...... I save money, I offer to travel, I pay for the travel and accommodation expenses, how can it become that I have no conscience? I'm reluctant?! "Buttoning me up again with such a big hat, I really couldn't help but shout out.

"You still say! I'm not done yet! Everyone has said that we don't eat anything special! There are many places where we don't play all ......," Mom began to count one by one.

"We're not in a group, how can we play all at once?!"

"You're just pretending! Behave yourself as well! Actually, I didn't do it at all! It's not good for parents at all! Anyway! I feel ashamed! Mom sat up straight and kept throwing pictures.

"Shall we go next time? Those attractions make up, you can't say that all I take you to are gardens, most of those attractions are walking around, I'll say it in advance. ”

"Hah! What do you mean you mean you won't take me to a nice place to play?! It's just that I'm so angry that I was forced to go?! It certainly won't be a good place! Other people's daughters bring all foreign countries, islands or something! What about you?! ”

"Then you are even more motion sickness when you go abroad on a plane and car! And the two of us don't understand the language, so it's better to charter a group for the first time, right? ”

"Package! You just did it on purpose! You know that I get motion sickness, don't you just want me to get motion sickness! What a good mind you have! Mom gritted her teeth. There was no light in the room, and I could see the anger in my mother's eyes.

"We don't speak the same language, I really ......"

"Get out! What's the use of you! You just did it on purpose! I know! You're the same as your dad! Either pretend or do it secretly! Say you, you're going to pit me! I'm sick from motion sickness, what's in it for you! Do you want to take my property after I die? "How did Mom get involved with this?

My tearful retort only drew more crazy insults from my mother.

I'm an unfilial girl! It's a wicked man who waits for her to die! It's a brute who has no money to count on!

I ignored my mother, who had been ranting wildly for two or three hours, and went back to my room. But the mother chased to the room, pointed to the nose and continued to scold.

"When Aunt Shen quarreled with her daughter, she spit into her daughter's bowl! I didn't do this to you, did I?! You're just treating me insincerely?! ”

"Mom, do you have to wronged me?" I turned my head, stopped my hand that was preparing for class, and asked with tears in my eyes.

"You should just jump off the stairs! I might as well not have a daughter! Mom slammed her fist on the door, and the door slammed.

I slapped myself twice, my face suddenly burned, and tears blurred my eyes, but I tried to calm myself down and said, "Is this enough?" Is it okay not to be noisy? ”

However, my mother didn't see it, "Everyone is a veneer photo!" Look at what we shot! Brutes! Raise you so big! You don't care about me! You see, you were like that before! If you don't buy anything and go home, you can pick up two pieces of garbage for me! The mind is simply bad! Only I am the one who has scolded the matter and passed it, and I don't take it to heart, and you are not to your family! You shouldn't have been born in the first place! It's time to get rid of it! ”

"Do you want me to die to prove myself?!" I was wronged, I really couldn't bear it, and I slandered again and again.

"You're dead! How do you not die? The balcony is unlocked again! It's easy to die! It's good to jump quietly and silently in the middle of the night! Say it and wait for me to save it! "Mom's words shocked me.

At this moment, I turned off the lesson preparation software, deleted all my social records, and made a decision in my heart, which has flashed in my mind countless times.