Chapter 132: Her Lies
Thinking of this, Su Xiyan hurriedly stood up, she felt that her legs were soft at this time, she forced herself to stand up, and then held on to the wall next to her with her other hand.
Then Su Xiyan repeated in his heart what he had just thought, he couldn't be with Shen Mochen, he definitely couldn't be with him, and he wanted to cut off Shen Mochen's thoughts about himself.
Su Xiyan closed her eyes tightly, and then her gaze slowly moved down, looking at the floor.
The other party's behavior made even Shen Mochen, who was standing on the side, sense that something was wrong, and his feet took a step forward to support Su Xiyan, but the other party stretched out his hand and signaled him not to come.
"What's wrong with you?" Seeing the other party's appearance, Su Xiyan's heart ached faintly, he vaguely sensed that something was wrong, but he couldn't say what was wrong, he only felt that the other party's movements were a little strange.
"I'm worried about your current situation, do you want to send you home now?" Shen Mochen saw that the other party was still moving like that, and instead of responding to his words, his thoughts seemed to be wandering, not knowing what he was imagining in his brain.
But he only knew that the other party was obviously rejecting him, because when he took a step forward, the other party would take a step back, stay away from him, and not let himself touch.
Although saying that the other party's change made Shen Mochen suspicious, it made him feel sad more.
Shen Mochen knew that the other party was rejecting him, but he still resolutely moved forward step by step, not wanting the other party to avoid him.
He knew that even if the other party rejected him, he had to block the other party's rejection of him, and he had to give Su Xiyan warmth, maybe so that Su Xiyan might be able to accept himself again.
But what Shen Mochen didn't expect was that when the other party saw her approaching step by step, she actually rushed directly to herself, and then pushed herself away and ran out of the door.
Shen Mochen was suddenly stunned, and then immediately turned around and wanted to catch up with Su Xiyan, but his feet had just stepped out of the door, and the little ball on the bed suddenly cried.
At this time, Shen Mochen was a little in a dilemma, he had already stepped out of the door at that time, he turned his head sideways to look at Su Xiyan's distant back, and then turned his head slightly to look at the little group lying on the bed.
Shen Mochen sighed heavily, after all, the other party has nowhere to go now, and he may return home in the end, he comforted himself like this, and then returned to the bed to comfort the crying little group.
And running out, Su Xiyan was also very reluctant in her heart, the moment she ran out, she seemed to hear the cry of the little ball on the bed, although this made Su Xiyan's footsteps pause, but then she continued to run forward.
Because Su Xiyan knew that she couldn't turn back now, she knew that the other party would definitely go back to take care of Xiao Tuanzi, and she couldn't go back to him.
So what should you do to make the other person stop thinking about you?
Su Xiyan stood at the door of the hospital, the cold wind was blowing her hair, she couldn't speak, and she didn't know who to turn to?
Then a name flashed in her mind, Xiao He, maybe in this world, that man is a person worthy of her trust and love, but she can't treat each other as gently as he does to herself.
Because Su Xiyan realized that she really couldn't fall in love with someone else anymore Her heart was very broken, could she really no longer love anyone except Shen Mochen?
So what should I do?
But even so, Su Xiyan knew that the other party would definitely help him resolutely, and using Xiao He again and again to help himself like him was not worthy of the other party's liking at all.
Su Xiyan didn't have a clue in her mind now, she only knew that she couldn't let the other party like her, and this word was repeated in Su Xiyan's mind like a spell, shouting over and over again.
Su Xiyan wandered for a while, and finally opened his mobile phone Xiao He sent a message.
Su Xiyan did not return to Shen's house, but wandered around the long street, and analyzed in his mind what he had done in the past few years, with his feelings for Shen Mochen and Xiao He's feelings for himself.
Then she turned on the location of the mobile phone, in order to let Xiao He better find herself, three years ago, Xiao He and herself bound their mobile phones to each other like a joke, and shared the location of the connection, Xiao He was to let himself appear next to Su Xiyan in time.
Then, shortly after I sent that message, the other party wrote back to me, saying that he would arrive at his side soon.
The central market is full of children, and the little ones are always the most energetic, they seem to have endless energy all over their body from morning to night, they sing and dance around their parents, they run around holding hands with their peers.
Not far away, Su Xiyan looked at a boy who was about the same age as Xiao Tuanzi, holding a marshmallow in one hand and a bear in the other, his beautiful eyes were full of panic.
And he quickly rotated his head, as if he was looking for something in the crowd, and there were words in his mouth, and when Su Xiyan walked in, he heard that the child was calling his mother, probably lost with his mother.
Such a young child didn't cry or make trouble, he just knew that he was waiting for his mother to come back to pick him up, but he still couldn't hide the panic in his heart, and he called his mother in his mouth.
This scene touched the softest place in Su Xiyan's heart, she thought of her child, and she remembered what Xiao Tuanzi said to herself when she saw Xiao Tuanzi for the first time.
But the kindergarten kids said I didn't have a mother.
Xiao Tuanzi didn't complain about her departure, nor did she complain that she had never taken care of him in the past three years, but the first words she said made her feel a heart-rending pain.
She is an irresponsible mother, she only knows how to protect herself, but she can't even handle her own feelings, let alone take care of him.
And because of this, he has to stay away from Shen Mochen, Su Xiyan can't imagine Xiao Tuanzi's life in the future, he has only lived with him for half a month, and Xiao Tuanzi is so sticky to himself, which proves that Xiao Tuanzi's heart is really longing for maternal love.
What about herself, she is an irresponsible mother, and she can't give Xiaotuanzi a perfect family, a perfect family.
Su Xiyan let out a long sigh, sure enough, his appearance was a mistake from the beginning, he shouldn't have returned to Shen Mochen's side, he should have left, and he shouldn't let the other party have a little hope for his return.
So when Xiao He found Su Xiyan, the other party looked at the lost child in the downtown square, his eyes were not focused, but looked at that place from afar.
"Are you okay?" Xiao He walked forward slowly, and then stretched out his hand to hold the other party's head, Su Xiyan sat on the bench, and after hearing the other party's familiar voice, he raised his head and looked at him, at this time Xiao He saw that Su Xiyan's eyes were already red, but there were no tears in his eyes.
Then the other party shook his head, then stretched out his hand to wrap his waist around his waist, slowly buried his head in front of Xiao He's chest, and then shook his head again and buried his face deeper.
Xiao He sighed slowly, this was the first time that Su Xiyan had contacted him since he was abducted by Shen Mochen that time, and he never knew what Su Xiyan was thinking, or what the other party wanted to do.
Sometimes Xiao He feels that he is a tool of Su Xiyan, and when the other party needs it, he pulls it back and continues to use it, and when the other party doesn't need him, he waves goodbye to himself.
But her love for Su Xiyan is too strong, even if she knows that the other party is using her, she still can't refuse the other party, and can only meet the other party's requirements again and again.
Then Xiao He let out a long sigh, and then took the other party into his arms, he knew that Su Xiyan had always loved Shen Mochen in his heart, and he also knew that it was really impossible for him and Su Xiyan to be the best friend, and the other party had always regarded himself as his best friend.
But he still hopes that his relationship with Su Xiyan can be more than a friend.
"What's wrong?" Since the other party has been contacting him for so long, it proves that at least during this period of time, Su Xiyan and Shen Mochen are still living very well.
After all, Shen Mochen has a woman's child by his side, this is the biggest bargaining chip in the other party's hand, and the other party will definitely grasp this bargaining chip to keep Su Xiyan.
Coupled with Su Xiyan's love for him that has always been hidden by the other party, and then coupled with the double attack of the child, Su Xiyan will sooner or later fall into Shen Mochen's sweet trap.
And at this moment, the other party suddenly sobbed in his arms, Xiao He was frightened, and hurriedly stretched out his hands to hold the other party's face, and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with his thumb.
Su Xiyan cried and sobbed, and then slowly took out her mobile phone from her pocket and typed sentence after sentence on it.
"I really, absolutely, absolutely can't be with Shen Mochen, and if I spend more days with him, I feel that my feelings for him are deeper."
Sure enough, Xiao He knew that it was something related to Shen Mochen, he sighed slowly, Xiao He knew that if he didn't keep Su Xiyan away from Shen Mochen, he would never have a chance, even if he put his feelings for Su Xiyan on the name of friendship, and put himself by her side to take care of her.
As long as Su Xiyan is by her side, and only by her side, it doesn't matter if she doesn't like herself, Xiao He believes that she can be affectionate over time, as long as Shen Mochen no longer appears in Su Xiyan's world, she will take Shen Mochen's place in Su Xiyan's mind.
And in the past three years, he has been repeating that kind of thing, and he has been repeating it to move Su Xiyan's heart, seeing that he and Su Xiyan are about to be together, but Shen Mochen doesn't know when it came out.
"I know, do you want to leave him?" Xiao He stretched out his hand around the other party, slowly moved up, and then supported Su Xiyan's armpit with his hand, and gently lifted Su Xiyan away from the chair.
Then Su Xiyan nodded vigorously, but her legs were weak, and she could only hold Xiao He's hand to stand up reluctantly.
"And how do you want me to help you?" Xiao He stretched out a hand, slowly hugged Su Xiyan, and then asked a warm question in Su Xiyan's arms.
Since Su Xiyan wanted to escape from Shen Mochen, he naturally couldn't ask for it, although he didn't know why Su Xiyan suddenly figured out why he wanted to leave Shen Mochen, but such an ending was at least good for her to a certain extent.
"I don't know what to do next, I want him Shen Mochen to lose his feelings for me, and then leave me, what do you think I should do?"
Su Xiyan lowered his head and played on his mobile phone, and then it took a while to hold up this sentence to show himself, Xiao He read every word carefully, and then looked away and cast his gaze on Su Xiyan's face.
The woman's eyebrows were tightly furrowed, and the corners of her eyes were already red, not at all like a decisive look, Xiao He knew that the other party would definitely be reluctant.