"What's wrong with dying, what's the point of living without you."

Song Erniu roared angrily, "Don't forget, you once said that you would live and die with me, why, you forgot it so soon?" ”

"That's just what I said casually, and you actually believed it?" Chu Mufeng pulled Song Erniu away, "Don't you want to leave the book, I'll give it to you now, and when you get the letter of divorce, don't appear in front of me again in the future." ”

Chu Mufeng returned to the room, took the pen and ink and quickly wrote on the paper, Song Erniu then arrived, pulled the pen and ink in his hand and still had it on the ground, and then tore the paper on the table.

"If you don't have a suitable reason today, not only will you not be able to leave me, but you will also not be able to leave Songjia Village for half a step."

"Do you think you can stop me with your skills?" Chu Mufeng sneered disdainfully, then hugged Song Erniu to the bed, and tied him with the sheets in three or two strokes.

"Chu Mufeng, if you have to leave here today, no matter whether you have a hard time now, in the future, I will not forgive you, you had better think clearly." At this moment, Song Erniu was completely desperate

She thought that as long as she wanted to stay with Chu Mufeng, she would definitely stay, she thought that he cared about her, even a little, but swallowed, she was not sure, he didn't care about her tears, retained, and even tied him to the bed without hesitation. At this moment, Song Erniu was desperate.

In the past two days, she told herself countless times that Chu Mufeng was not sincere, she was bitter, she didn't really dislike her, she just had a problem......

She gave herself a lot of reasons, but she forgot to tell herself, what if all this was true, what would she do?

What should she do?

"Chu Mufeng, do you remember what you said to me when you were in Xiyun Mountain? You say, you can not go back to Kyoto for me, you can do anything for me, what is this now, you can lie, you can lie to me, I just want to beg you, give me a little time, let me believe that these are all fake, okay? Now, I don't know what is true and what is false. ”

She even began to be afraid, afraid that if Chu Mufeng was just let go like this, the next time they met, if Yin and Yang were separated, how sorry she would have in this life.

"I know you want revenge, I know I let you down, I apologize, I admit my mistake to you, please, don't go, okay?"

Song Erniu said almost pleadingly, "Chu Mufeng, I'm used to having you, I really can't imagine, if you leave, what will I do, you said that you want to help the people of Songjia Village through this cold winter with me, but now that winter is coming, are you leaving?" ”

"Chu Mufeng, why are you leaving, what you think is good, is what I want?"

Song Erniu seemed to be talking to herself, shouting Chu Mufeng's name again and again, Chu Mufeng stood in front of the table, feeling that every word she wrote weighed a thousand pounds. It seemed as if something was tearing at her heart, again and again, Ling Chi probably felt like this.

Countless times, she wanted to turn her head and tell her quickly, in fact, she was reluctant, she didn't want to leave just like that, but she couldn't, she had to leave, the kind that didn't take him away, for their safety, in order to make everything go back to the past, she had to leave.

The word happiness has nothing to do with him in this life, every time, she thinks that happiness is in front of her, happiness quietly slips away, again and again, she is full of hope from the beginning, to the present, she does not dare to have a trace of hope, she understands the feeling of gain and loss too well. She was afraid to do it again, so she put an end to all hope.

When he left the last one, Chu Mufeng's heart was so distressed that he couldn't breathe, he endured the pain, put down his pen and ink, and walked to the bed with a piece of paper, "Press a handprint, and the person you hate will no longer appear in your life from now on." Song Erniu, you are a smart person, you should know how to choose the best one for you. ”

Song Erniu looked at the familiar and strange person in front of her, and sneered, "What is good and what is bad, do you really know?" Before, because you were worried about me, you told me that standing by obediently and waiting for you is safe, that is what you want, now, I want to tell you, accompany you, even if it is a sword, a sword, a halberd, it is what I want, so, do you still want to refuse" Countless times, Chu Mufeng wanted to tear up the letter of resignation in his hand, and then rushed forward to hug her, telling him that none of this was true, she was forced to be helpless, there was no way, but reason told him that she had to leave, and she had to make a break today. It was as if time had stopped turning, or maybe she just wanted to keep it all around. I feel like time is passing very slowly, very slowly.

It's so slow that she thinks it's good to pass like this for the rest of her life, but ......

Chu Mufeng suddenly came back to his senses, stepped forward and grabbed Song Erniu's hand, ignored her struggles, and forced her to press her handprint on the letter of resignation.

"From then on, we never had anything to do with each other. Song Erniu, I wish you happiness. ”

Song Erniu looked at someone who was drifting away with hatred on her face, and suddenly shouted, "If this is what you want, then good, I will do what you wish, and we will never see each other again in this life." ”

This relationship, she begged and retained, since she always can't keep it, it's better to let it go. If that's what she wants, she's done.

When I closed my eyes, tears flowed into my mouth, and the bitter taste filled my mouth at once. Song Erniu didn't feel a trace of bitterness, but felt that she could be more bitter and a little more astringent.

I don't know how long it has been, but footsteps gradually sounded outside the door, and then Song Daniu walked in. Seeing Song Erniu tied to the bed, she jumped a lot.

"Erniu, this is my brother-in-law......

"It's not my brother-in-law, from today onwards, I have nothing to do with him at all."

After being freed, Song Erniu got up and went outside, ran to the back mountain in one breath, and shouted at the empty mountain range, as if she wanted to vent all the dissatisfaction and anger in her heart. After a long time, Song Erniu was tired and finally stopped.

Let's go, she is not from here in the first place, even if she doesn't leave today, she will leave tomorrow.

Song Erniu smiled bitterly and gradually fell asleep leaning against a tree trunk.

On the other side, Xiao Jiu sat in the carriage angrily, waiting for Chu Mufeng to glance at him from time to time, and when Master Hu saw this, he slapped her dissatisfiedly, "There are no rules, if you have anything to say, you are always staring at what to do." ”

"Grandpa, why do you treat your aunt like this, you know, she cares about her uncle very much, and her uncle just returned to the capital, why did she write a letter of resignation?"