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Some things, some people, whether you are willing or not, when the time comes, they will leave. For example, Chu Mufeng.

By the time Song Erniu pulled out of her thoughts and said, it was already evening, counting the time, they should have arrived at Zhenjiang Mansion, and then they would be farther and farther away from her, and finally completely disappear from her world. In the end, there is nothing left......

The setting sun stained the clouds red, decorating the western skyline with extraordinary beauty. It's a pity that the sunset is infinitely better just near dusk. This kind of beauty is short-lived after all, but it will disappear in a moment, just like the feelings she thought she thought, thinking that her life would never end, but suddenly stopped at a certain corner.

I didn't even say goodbye quickly, and I was in a hurry, which caught people off guard.

The cold wind of autumn was blowing, and it was full of two days, like her mood at this time. Unconsciously put away his shirt and slowly stood up.

It's getting late, it's time to go down. Life goes on, doesn't it?

"Erniu, where have you been running all day, why don't you leave a letter, do you know that we are all scared to death."

Aunt Fang and her family are about to go through the village, Uncle Song also went to the town to find her, and now if she doesn't come back, Aunt Fang is ready to report to the official. 、

"Silly girl, if you really can't bear it, go with him. In these days, there are no good ones, and the bad ones can always pass. ”

Seeing him so sad, Aunt Fang felt uncomfortable, so she stepped forward quickly and pulled her back to the house, "Girl, hurry up and have some food." ”

After speaking, he looked at Song Erniu, "You eat something and have a good rest, don't think about anything, sleep well, and get up tomorrow." ”

Song Erniu is like an emotionless puppet, Aunt Fang should do whatever she wants.

closed his eyes, tried hard to sleep, but couldn't sleep, his mind was full of scenes of Chu Mufeng's departure, his resolute tone, his stiff expression, and leaving every time he thought about it......

He's gone and won't come back.

"Erniu, come and eat something, the big girl made your favorite dish, wait for you to eat more."

Aunt Fang helped her sit up and stared at her for dinner, but Song Erniu held the chopsticks but did not move for a long time.

"What's wrong, no appetite?"

Aunt Fang knew that she was in a bad mood, and she also knew that she definitely didn't have any appetite now, but she hadn't eaten all day, this person was iron, rice was steel, how could she do it without eating?

"Erniu, you eat first, and then think about it when you're full, if you are really reluctant, I will ask your uncle to send you to the capital. Let's go find him. ”

"It's useless." He didn't even want Xiaobao anymore, let alone her......

She is not the original owner, and in detail, they have nothing to do with each other at all, in what name did she go to him?

Besides, today she begged, she begged him desperately, but in the end she didn't leave?

"Auntie, you guys go out, I want to be alone for a while."

Aunt Fang wanted to say something, but the big girl pulled Aunt Fang out.

Seeing this, Aunt Fang still said uneasily, "We're outside, just call for anything." ”

Closing the door, the room was completely quiet, and Song Erniu lay on the bed and cried silently.

It turns out that falling out of love is this kind of taste, it turns out that she really likes someone, and after losing it, it is this kind of pain, she used to think that she didn't care so much about Chu Mufeng, but now she realized that her cloud was light and light in the past, but she didn't leave because of Chu Mufeng.

When it really came to this day, she didn't know what it was like to feel this way, but unfortunately, it was too late.

The night was getting thicker, the insects were chirping, Song Erniu was lying on the bed, recalling their past over and over again, and every time she remembered, she was sad once.

All night, over and over again, as if he was unwilling to hurt himself all over his body.

Outside the door, Song Daniu sat at the door uneasily, holding some straw in her hand, listening to the movement in the house while weaving straw mats.

The next morning, Song Daniu got up to make breakfast, I thought that Song Erniu would continue to be depressed, who knew that she actually got up too, it seems, the spirit is not bad, Song Daniu breathed a sigh of relief.

"Erniu, are you hungry, you wait, sister will cook now."

"Okay." Song Erniu went to the field alone, and the soybeans in the field were almost gone, so Song Erniu decided to find someone to collect some today after careful inspection.

When passing through the village, I met Song Lotus.

"Hmph, I tried my best at the beginning, but now it's not a chicken and an egg?"

When Chu Mufeng left yesterday, many people in the village saw it, and even if Song Lotus didn't go out, she listened to a lot of versions.

For this reason, she gloated and didn't sleep much all night.

Today, I want to see Song Erniu's lonely look, who knows that she actually came to the field to see the crops like a nobody, does she have a heart?

"Song Erniu, how do you think you are better than me, you are married to him, but so what, when his family finds him, he didn't throw you away......

Song Erniu was already in a bad mood, Song Lotus had to find death at this time, and there was no reason why she couldn't do it.

"How do you know she doesn't want me anymore? It's you, who have tried so hard to find out that in the end there is really nothing. By the way, I heard that your family was robbed the day before yesterday, do you still have all that private money? ”

Song Lotus was still proud, but when she heard this, her face suddenly changed.

"How do you know?"

She hid this matter very well, no one except her family knew about it, how did she know, could it be ......

"Why, someone stole something, and you don't dare to let people know, are you anything unsightly?"

"Song Erniu, shut up for me."

Song Lotus was angry, "Don't think that if you change the topic, I don't know what you're thinking, you're actually very sad and sad." It's a pity that you can't do anything but be sad. ”

"I can still make money. At least, I don't have a man, I have silver, what about you, what do you have? ”

Song Erniu poked Song Lotus's wound with every word. Song Lotus jumped angrily, but she couldn't beat her.

"Song Erniu, don't be complacent, the day you cry and beg me."

"Then I'll see."

When I got home, Aunt Fang came over and was helping Song Daniu cook, and when she saw him coming back, she stepped forward with a smile, "Erniu, your sister said that you want to drink egg drop soup, and it is ready, you hurry up and wash your hands, you can eat." ”

"Okay." Song Erniu smiled, "By the way, auntie, does Uncle have time today?" I want to get some soybeans back. ”

"Yes, since your brother Chunwang went to the county seat and the family's chestnut business was not done, your uncle has nothing to do. However, can you really eat the soybeans in the field? ”

Aunt Fang has planted crops for half her life, and has never harvested them when the crops are not ripe, although she believes in Song Erniu, she still has no bottom in her heart.