I heard my cousin calling, saying that she had given birth to a child, and called to report the good news.

Then it seemed to talk about me.

"Yes, there is a suitable candidate, I plan to meet my parents after the year, and when the time comes, I will see if it is suitable...... yes, it's ...... soon."

Mom suppressed her voice and continued, "It's to be faster...... I'm afraid that there will be some variables, and his son will come to the door...... Your uncle's health isn't good, isn't he...... I don't want to care about his son, if I don't have money to spend in the future, what does it have to do with me, when the time comes, I will find Xiang Wanbei, how can they say that he is also half-brother, what does it have to do with me? Oh, yes...... If you get married early and know a little about people, you can go back and have many people to help take care of these, in case his son comes to the door, there is a man at home to support ......"

What the?! It turns out that there is such a reason why my mother suddenly agreed to date Mu Liang?! I once thought that my mother's attitude suddenly turned, and there was always an indescribable strangeness, and the reason turned out to be this?!

Dad used to say that if it's suitable, get married. Isn't that the same reason?! Or is this something that Dad and Mom have discussed?!

What is that Mu Liang?!

I pulled Mu Liang into this deep pit, is it worthy of innocent feelings?!

What my mother and cousin said shocked me so much that I couldn't sleep, and I couldn't sleep anymore.

Thinking of Mu Liang's bits and pieces to me, I couldn't bear to pull him to face my mother with me at the beginning, and now there is a deeper reason, how can I face Mu Liang?!

I flipped through every love letter that Mu Liang wrote to me at the beginning, full of affection and hope for the future. He is a person who treats me with deep affection, didn't he just hope that this relationship would be pure when he and his mother persevered to the end? Doesn't it have anything to do with power, money, status? Have you ever thought about it or fallen into the routine? Still pull Mu Liang together?

The more I look at these affections, the more I feel that I am ashamed of this feeling, after all, I still don't deserve it. Little by little, tears slipped down and dripped, wetting the pillow.

Until my mother hung up the phone and fell asleep, I couldn't stop crying in the bed, how should I put this relationship now? I kept thinking about this question, and my face tightened with tears, and my eyes seemed to be getting more and more swollen.

I went to the kitchen barefoot, took some ice cubes, wrapped them in a towel, and applied them to my eyelids over and over again. The floor tiles were cold and cold, rushing up from the soles of his feet, and he was holding an ice cube bag in his hand, and the whole person was so cold that he shivered.

When I returned to my room, I opened my eyes and watched the sky gradually turn dark and then white. The body is numb, obviously lying on the bed covered with a quilt, but it seems to be in another place, irritable and uncomfortable, and the whole body is uncomfortable.

I finally managed to survive until dawn, and I lowered my head and covered my still red eyes with bangs. During breakfast, he pretended to smile lightly and asked his mother: "Mom, do you and Dad mean that you and Mu Liang and I have settled down?" Why did you suddenly change your attitude? ”

"Well, I think Mu Liang is okay, you're not too young, settle down early." Mom didn't mention what she told her cousin last night.

"My dad seems to have lost a lot of weight, listening to his words, it seems to be taking medicine to regulate his body?"

"Well, I don't know, what does it have to do with me, they've been living apart for so long."

"Then is his son gnawing at old age like this? Don't go to work or anything? "I asked around the bend like my mother, and deliberately didn't look up to meet my mother's eyes.

But when I was picking up vegetables, I saw my mother look up at me, and then said, "Heh, he didn't just start gnawing on the old, hasn't he always been?" ”

After my mother said this, she seemed to remember something, perhaps realizing that I might have heard her and her cousin's phone call, so she simply said bluntly: "Last night, I was chatting with your cousin, and they all felt that the most difficult person in the family to marry should be you, because our family is too complicated......"

"Mom, didn't you let me hang a golden beetle son-in-law at the beginning? Does it seem complicated now? Doesn't it mean that our conditions are very good? I didn't want to be in a relationship in the first place, and I didn't even want to find anyone at first. "I was angry in my heart, I didn't want to fall in love at the beginning because of my mother's character, but now it's like this, and there are some complaints between my words.

"Huh! What do you mean by that? That's because they think it's complicated, but I don't think it's that complicated. Isn't it your dad who has a son? Although his son doesn't go to work, he is also raised by your father, so he doesn't need you to raise him, and he has nothing to do with Mu Liang. "Mom's attitude is different from last night, I can't tell the truth from the false.

I glanced up at the clock, it was almost time to go to work, and I didn't have time to talk to my mother, so I had to rush to work first.

Sure enough, it was winter again, and the wind outside was drilling into the cuffs, and it was so cold.

On the bus, I looked at the little couple next to me, and the boy put his arm around the girl's shoulders and asked her to borrow strength to avoid shaking uncomfortably. The boy's eyes looking at the girl were also affectionate and focused. How similar are these eyes to Mu Liang, but I'm ......

Thinking of this, my eyes are a little sour. The bus was very shaky and stuffy, but there was a strong smell of buns, I don't know if it was because I didn't sleep all night, but I began to get some motion sickness again, and my stomach was churning for a while.

Stretched out his hand to open the window, a cool breeze blew in, and his head unconsciously approached the window, the cool breeze blew away the greasy smell of the meat buns he smelled, and also dried the tears that were about to well-up in his eyes.

"Let's break up."

This sentence has been in the text message bar for a long time, and the flashing vertical bar seems to remind me that I should say something next. But I couldn't think of how to proceed.

Let's send it out like that.

After a while, Mu Liang sent a text message.

"Is that a joke? I watched it and said: let's break up, I don't want to go on like this, let's get married. Haha, you still want to trick me? ”

Seeing Mu Liang answer like this, I didn't feel good in my heart.

"I'm serious." When I said this, my heart twitched, and I couldn't stop crying.

Cover your eyes with your hair and hold your head to look at the traffic outside. I want a time machine that will take me to the future faster.

Mu Liang then called, but I didn't answer and hung up.

"Is it because I said the wrong thing before? I was wrong, I apologize to you, I didn't think about you at the time. We've all come this far, can we not say things like that? ”

When Mu Liang's text message came, I was getting out of the car. When I stopped at the corner to read the text message, I blurred my vision with tears, and I was dizzy, leaning against the trunk of a tree next to me.

Why would I want to break up? Why don't you look forward to the future of Hemu Liang? But I can't make this relationship a little impurity, he deserves better, why should I delay him?

"Xiang Wan, what's wrong? Can you tell me? Is it because my aunt doesn't agree again? Or what is the reason? Let's face something together, okay? Mu Liang's text messages kept coming.

"I'm going to class, so I'll stop talking." I chose to escape again, and the coward in the depths of my soul was let out again.