Chapter 13: The Sand of the Heart

After returning home, Liu Wei began to interrogate Yi Ran, who he was with all night, why he drank so much wine, why he went home so late drunk, and then began to babble like Tang Seng endlessly. It's just to make Yiran realize that a married woman should stay at home honestly.

Yiran was annoyed by his chatter, and said angrily: "Can't I have a meal with my girlfriend and drink some wine?" What's wrong with getting married?! Can't you have your own private life if you get married?! Am I now living in ancient times? Do you want to go out of the door and not step out?! If so, why should I get married? It's better to get divorced! ”

This is the first time that Yiran has filed for divorce after getting married, and it obviously scared Liu Wei, and he was stunned for a long time and didn't come back to his senses.

Yiran went back to the bedroom, closed the door, and fell asleep.

After Yi Ran got up, he found that Liu Wei had already gone to work early. A breakfast prepared for Yiran was left on the table, along with a note. After Yi Ran washed up, he read the note left by Liu Wei while eating breakfast: Wife, I'm sorry, I lost control of my emotions last night, and I shouldn't restrict your freedom to party with your girlfriends. I'm just thinking about it from a security point of view, and it seems that I'm overthinking. In the future, there will be a party between girlfriends, go if you want, I will support you, I promise not to do it again in the future. Also, don't mention the word divorce again in the future, I can't bear it. Love your husband forever.

Yi Ran read the message written by Liu Wei, and his heart softened suddenly, and he was still angry, but his anger suddenly disappeared. Yi Ran thought back to the quarrel last night, and also reflected on his words and deeds. It's not a big deal to think about it, and it's a bit irresponsible to mention divorce.

Yi Ran is such a person, who often thinks about the other party and examines his own shortcomings. Although she feels that she is too cowardly, she often compromises with others, but in the final analysis, it is because of her good cultivation that she highlights the good side of human nature. The same is true for Liu Wei, and the same is true for others.

On the way to work, Yiran called Junhe and asked how he was going home last night.

"Good morning, Junkazu, are you at work? Did the journey home last night go well? ”

"Hello, Sister Yiran, yes, I'm in the company, I went well last night. Still, how were you last night? There's nothing unpleasant about it, is it? Junhe asked worriedly.

"We're fine, he's not the one to mess with me," Yiran replied.

"That's good......" Junhe heard Yiran say about the two of them, and hoped that they would be reconciled and happy and sweet, but when he really heard her say, his heart was still very uncomfortable, so when he said the three words "That's good", you couldn't feel where the soul of these three words was, or where was the good? Junhe also noticed the strangeness of his tone, so he told himself over and over again in his heart: Li Junhe, you have to figure out the reality, and you can't have any greed for her, otherwise you will leave her world forever. Even if you feel wronged and unwilling, what can you do, you've missed it, haven't you? Junhe's heart couldn't stop being frustrated. Afraid that Yiran would hear the strangeness in his voice, Junhe casually found a reason to hang up the phone.

Junhe took the hung up phone and stood there dejected, his heart was already in turmoil. The more I came into contact with Yiran, my heart was full of her appearance, and her smile was clear and profound. If you have a good plan for the future when you first meet, it is difficult to execute it at this moment. Because of the deeper and deeper feelings, and more and more unbridled thoughts. His heart, his feelings, gradually began to get out of his control. What should he do if this continues? If you could go back in time to that beautiful dusk when we first met, would you still choose to walk into that food stall and meet her again?

Just as Jun and are in agony as he is in a fugue, the vibration of his phone pulls him back to reality. Junwa picked up the phone, and it was someone from the company calling.

"Li Junhe, where did you go? This APP is going to be on the market in three months, and there are still so many loopholes, hurry up and come back to make up for it, I ran away last night without working overtime, and now I don't know where to go? "It's Junhe's team leader who called, and he's a very kind fat brother, and he's also driven crazy by the task at this time, so he yells at Junhe.

"Oh, fat brother, I'm coming back."

Back at the workstation, the fat brother immediately came over to look at Junhe: "Junhe, what's wrong with you?" What's wrong? Why do you look preoccupied? Did I just talk too much? ”

"I'm fine," Jun and Qiang smiled.

"At Junhe's age, if there is a problem, it is also a relationship problem, and it must be stumped by a woman" Sister Tousha, the eldest sister in Junhe's rear station, looked very experienced, and came out to point out the maze.

"No, I don't have anything to do, okay, let's go back to work quickly" Junhe stretched out his hand and pushed the fat brother away from his workstation.

"If you really encounter relationship problems, you have to be the first to say to the fat brother, and my brother will be your emotional consultant, I am very experienced." The fat brother said to Junhe while being pushed away.

Thanks, fat brother, but a problem like mine, even if you are very experienced, may not be able to help, Junhe thought to himself.

The lunch break is a precious rest time of the day for those who work. Because a busy morning of work will keep the brain in a state of efficient operation, the lunch break is to take a good rest for the brain. Everyone has their own way of resting, the men will choose to play games, and the women will get together in groups to gossip. Jun and the women at the back of the workstation chatted about the news gossip as usual. Usually Junhe didn't notice what they were talking about, but today he paid special attention to it and heard some content.

Sister Sha tells the story of a man who is seduced by a young beautiful woman and abandons his original wife. Hearing this, everyone was very indignant, and they accused the junior of breaking up other people's families and doing a lot of evil, and the cheating man is not a good thing, and he will definitely be punished.

Sister Sha's critical voice hit Junhe on the back like a whip, making Junhe feel pain. Let's not talk about whether Yiran will fall in love with Junhe. Even if Yi Ran doesn't love Junhe, just unrequited love for Yi Ran, it also makes Junhe feel the same guilt as a junior. If a woman is a vixen, then what is a man doing as a mistress? Male vixen? Whatever it is, it will only be spurned by others. It doesn't matter what happens to you, but what about Yiran? This society is not very friendly to women, and if men are unfaithful to marriage and women are unfaithful to marriage, women will be under greater social pressure and will be treated more harshly. Therefore, no matter how you think about it, there is no possibility of anything about yourself and Yiran. Because here in Junhe, he won't let Yiran suffer a little grievance.

Throughout the afternoon, Junhe's heart was in a mess. Thinking about the gossip that Sister Sha and the others told, it is like a grain of sand that has fallen into the heart, and as soon as you love it with your heart, it will make your heart bleed and hurt. He couldn't love her anymore, and if he continued, it was obvious that he would go into the abyss, and there was no possibility of redemption. At present, the only thing that can be done to save yourself seems to be to stay away from Yiran and stop approaching her under the guise of a friend or brother. These cloak of hypocrisy will one day be torn apart by one's own greed.

Junwha sorted out his feelings and resolved not to indulge his feelings anymore. Before falling into the abyss completely, stop the precipice.